My love, he so faithful, loving, caring and hardworking person. Very spiritual and believe in God as I am. He might rich but still he follows traditional manner, and everything he wants happened in traditional way too.
He is my king coz he treats me as his empress queen! He freaking love with me! But I surrender to God.
I don't know whether this new beginning will lead for, or go how far! Of coz I
deserve better life, loved by someone special! Should I miss this super good
kisser in my life? Let's see the flow
#anniepdavid
Adrian G Dumitru / Annie David
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A collection of love essays
“If you are not decided which one to choose, between me and her ... don’t bother to choose me”
She was in love ... of a person that belonged to someone else.
In the beginning she accepted things just as they were ... but later on she realised that life is short and should spend it ... only in the direction the heart was whispering her.
She needed to be patience, but at one point refused to continue doing that. Was believing in them as a couple ... but unfortunately he was too confused and was delaying everything for months.
One day she understood that his indecision was only the result of the fact that he just liked living in 2 worlds ... having 2 lives in the same time. It was not a correct decision ... but this was the truth.
He loved her ... and even a lot ... but in the same time he was not choosing her. Everything had been delayed till the day when she stoped asking him to choose her ... and in fact to not even bother to do it.
You see ... asking someone to choose between you and another person ... the decision itself might be the decision of changing his life completely and that might be uncomfortable or even scary for that person.
Even if he likes you ... or even loves you ... it’s not you the problem and it’s not that he prefers the other person .... but the past and the present means the
confort zone ... and the future ... even if might be a beautiful one ... might look as strange path to follow.
Looks like annoying to see a man that does not know to decide which of 2 women should represent his life ... but changing life completely is not a decision that everybody can take.
And there is a saying “whatever you are not changing, you are choosing”. Letting him choose ... that he is not changing his life ... and telling him as not even bother to choose her ... was the best lesson she could teach him. The change is not for everybody.
Accepting that and continuing your life ... on another path ... with someone else
is sometimes the only option.
#adriangdumitru
Adrian G Dumitru / Annie David
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HIS LOVE. HER FANTASY
A collection of love essays
A red rose
They were in love by almost 2 years, but he never gave her a present ... not even on her birthday.
He could give her any present she would love to have ... but somehow he did nothing about that.
It was like he was ignoring that she would love to receive something beautiful from him.
But all this time he was connected with her and loved her in a way she never felt before.
Kissing ... or simple touching her was giving her sensations she never had till the day she met him.
She was a mature woman and wanted to see real facts from him, but she was also delaying everything ... and meantime was enjoying the love story with him. It was difficult for her to understand why he never came at her with a flower, but in the end she realised that all she wanted from him was his infinite love ... even if she adored, like any other woman, to receive presents from time to time.
Her mother and few friends asked her one day how is it posible to be in a love story with a guy that could buy all kinds of presents, maybe even daily, but he was never interested about that.
One day before Valentine’s Day, he came with a red rose, kissed her and whispered her again “Would you marry me?!”
It was the last meeting before the end of the story.
He adored her and did not wanted to let her follow her path, but she also liked that he was always coming back into her arms .. even if lately she told him so many time .. “go away”.
She was amazed that he finally came with a flower at her .... but also felt in her
heart that this is the last time they will meet.
Unfortunately, just like the guy with the red rose, we do not know how to act when we are on the stage of the love story.
Maybe we should read books about the subject ... or maybe the actual story is a lesson, so that we will be prepared for the next story.
Adrian G Dumitru / Annie David
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A collection of love essays
And maybe a gift for her, does not mean a ring with diamonds .... but a simple
red rose.
Just remember that e everything will come from you ... will make her happy ...
and the whole meaning of the love story is to make her be again a beautiful happy soul.
#adriangdumitru
Adrian G Dumitru / Annie David
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A collection of love essays
Leaving
Are u leaving forever?!
Nooo ... my dear! Only the train is leaving.
My soul will remain with you”
He decided to leave for a while.
Was in the train and the train was leaving... and she did not knew if he was leaving forever or not.
Leaving for a while was the only trick he could do so that she understand the fact that negotiation must not be part of a love story.
Instead of deciding to follow the harmony path, they broke up tens of times, lied and even cheated each other.
Instead of enjoying a love story that was a great one ... she only tried to dominate the situation in a useless way.
He was the kind of the guy that knew very well what means domination, lying, cheating ... and destroying the harmony from a relationship. He did all of these in the past.
Was disliking the fact that even if everything was actually perfect, she could still think of adding those things to their story. Explaining her was useless.
Once he tried to explain that nothing can brake their story ... not even lies, cheating or the stupid need of domination.
Wanted to say the whole truth ... but even if he felt everything what was
happening and was sure on what he was saying ... in one point he realised that
he has to wait for long the day she is going to understand and accept the fact
that they lived the perfect love story.
Maybe this is what it was about.
She was a beautiful lady, but a little bit unlucky.
Life offered her all kinds of lessons ... and the solution at that time was only reacting in that way.
Seeing a perfect story, but having all those bad habits from her past ... she forced the story follow the silly path of domination instead of harmony.
The fact that he was leaving, not knowing exactly if he was doing this just for a
Adrian G Dumitru / Annie David
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A collection of love essays
while ... was only to let her have time for understanding that they were the perfect couple.
But she could not believe she was so lucky today.
He let his soul at her ... just to feel him anytime will miss his presence. And the train left ... and the love story remained just a memory ... a very beautiful one.
He wanted to come back only in the day she will believe in them as a couple with no need of lying, cheating or domination.
#adriangdumitru
Adrian G Dumitru / Annie David
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HIS LOVE. HER FANTASY
A collection of love essays
I love you, that's the one thing matter for me.
He meant everything for me! That's why I am always available whenever you call! But as woman, I do expect lovely messages from you too. Calls, I can save it, but messages I can read it back!
Why it's so difficult to type me messages? Not even good morning message or good night message! I want to merrily reply your messages but you not replying either.
Each time seeing a lovely message I wanted to forward to you, but u don't read it! You have no time. In fact you will ask me to tell directly the message.
I missing you so much. Sometimes only through my writings you can feel my feelings towards you.
Of coz I miss you voice, face that's we used to chat in video calls. But give me a chance to send you SMS and reply from you.
Every man are different and you style is totally different dear. But let me be the old school gal, I just want to receive a message from you.
#anniepdavid
Adrian G Dumitru / Annie David
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HIS LOVE. HER FANTASY
A collection of love essays
My dear love,
I am still hoping that everything will be ok.
I'd like to look at you and leave you alone ... but I don't think I can.
You want to do the same thing ... and it clearly doesn't work out.
We hide the fact that we love each other.
I look at my actions ... and it’s clear that I love you, but I hide that I love you ... I just love you secretly.
I look at you ... do you want me to believe how you drive me away with your eternal "please leave my life silently ... but not forever”? The cruel truth is that WE ARE IN LOVE.
Like it or not ... that's the truth.
We hide it like naive people ... every day ... through everything we do ... but ...
every day the truth comes out.
I'm bored of lying that I don't love you.
I'm bored to see you ... how you want to move away from you and when I get closer to you ... you lose control on everything. My dear ... the truth is cruel.
We love each other ... and we can't breathe one without the other.
#adriangdumitru
Adrian G Dumitru / Annie David
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A collection of love essays
Seeing her again ...
Months ago she was mad on me.
I only accidentally met her in trafic, but only 1 or 2 seconds i could watch her.
She never looked at me ... she was too mad to look at me again.
Was disappointed ... by me, but also by us.
We had a great love story togheter ... but we just got lost.
But later on, the story continued.
We realised that even if we live an imposible love story, we are soul mates.
The story itself it was imposible, but nothing could stop us be again togheter.
We broke up 100 times ... but in the end we understood that is actually imposible to brake up ... and we decided to enjoy the love story togheter.
I knew she was the love of my life, not when she was kissing me ...or she was telling me one million times that she loves me ... and i adored that ... but when she was mad on me.
At that time ... seeing her for just 1 second ... it was like magic.
I was happy and unhappy in the same time ... but i knew that i love her a lot. Soon ... we will celebrate 2 years of the imposible love story ... and we will probably continue for another 50 years more, even if some other people from our lives, don’t agree with us.
Today we are ok, but i could see her again few hours ago for only one or two seconds.
I was missing her a lot, cause i did not saw her in the last few days.
I wanted to hug her ... to kiss her ... and to whisper how much much i love her.
But today ... it was imposible to do that.
We met into a supermarket, close to her house, she was with her family ... and too many people around so that i could express my love with no fear. I left the shop, cause i could not stop myself.
I wanted her do much ... but i left.
Only few seconds ... made me feel in a way i never imagined i could feel.
This time she was not mad on me.
She was mad ... cause she could not enjoy the fact that i am in front of her eyes. I asked her ... to not worry ... cause our time will come ... but still she was unhappy.
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A collection of love essays
It is funny .... cause with some people we spend years and we really don’t care
about this, but with others ... especially if it is the soul mate ... few seconds means a lot.
But we should be grateful to the Universe ... cause offered us today a moment of being togheter.
#adriangdumitru
Adrian G Dumitru / Annie David
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A collection of love essays
The first kissing day
We thought we are met for business purposes. To upgrade our life and achieve our goals! Both of us dream the same, aim the same! The best part is passionate! He always mirroring me! He knows my feelings better than anyone!
He can't deny anymore that he likes me very much! He attracted to me! He loves the way who I am. There are times I saw he stunning while I'm sharing my ideas! Meanwhile, definitely I attracted him too! His masculine own way! The way he give respect, motivate me, in fact support in all my undertakings!
He offered to send me home, because I have to call Grab otherwise. He drove me home! We reached my house but he didn't stopped the car. Wonder what happened, I asked him, if there's anything wrong.. He said, yes dear, I need to talk to you! With my fast heart beat I said, we just spent time on talking. He parked his car near the park, which just nearby to my house.
I felt my heart beats very fast. I knew it's something going to happen today. Without hesitation, he grab my cold hands. I just feel so warmth of his hands, but getting heat as he started to rubbing my hands gently.
The cool air conditioning car felt so heavy. My heart continue to pump fast! Not sure what's going to happen in next seconds.
He started to talk. He directly proposed me! He said, that he truly, sincerely, deeply in love with me! I felt to cry loud. I'm happy such a gentleman can fall in love for me?
I just said yes to him! With my permission he started to kiss my lips, made warmth, wet lip kisses! Make my whole world turn upside down! Just hoping he won't stop kissing me!
The first kiss on our special remarkable day! He made the day beautiful, memorable. We are waiting for the universe to gives us permission to next step!
Adrian G Dumitru / Annie David
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A collection of love essays
“When everything ended ... we fell in love again ... even much stronger than the first time.”
Truth is that being in love means also being blind and not see the real personality of your partner.
You see only the beautiful part of that person.
Later on, time and the difficult situations reveals the other part of your partner. You see that the same person starts to act in a different way and that things changed a lot.
You also cannot believe and accept the change, but you want to continue.
