Away from home …. It was amazing.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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Sometimes i miss you … but i don’t know why
Simon … met Eveline not so long time ago.
He liked her … but they could not start anything at all together.
It was weird.
It was … and it was not … a connection.
But Simon was a guy interested about the spiritual part of life .
And … not understanding what is going on … one day he wrote her:
“Sometimes i miss you, but don't know why.
In fact there are many moments during the day when you appear in my mind.
but again i don't know why” He used to meditate a lot.
One day … they decided to meet again … look at her … but it was the same …
They connected … and then disconnected. A total … nonsense.
Why the hell … they met?!
Why it’s so damn clear that is not about love, even if they had sex together … but still … she keeps appearing into his mind?!
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
33
IF IT'S NO LOVE IT'S KARMIC
philosophical essays
Maybe … it’s karmic.
But ….what could it be?!
Imagine you meet someone that might look as a possible partner … then you don’t know what to believe anymore. So … what if from an early beginning we should have the power to recognize what type of relationship it is?!
The problem is that many of us …. don’t have the power to
analyze as Simon.
Asking questions again and again … was his style … but the rest of us … we are just living life, dominated by all sorts of energies …. without understanding their meanings. Meditation … most probably helps a lot.
Asking questions … also.
But … why don’t we do it?!
Why we let the nonsense … appear just as nonsense …. and
we don’t look beyond that concept?!
Simone liked Eveline.
Not a lot … but liked her.
Had her .. in his mind.
and she kept appearing. But why?!
Does the Universe … means … nonsense?!
Well … Simon … did not agreed that they met with no reason
cause he already knew by a long time that everything has a clear meaning and importance.
So … not a love story?! Maybe … something karmic?!
Who the hell knows … but just wait … cause at the right time everything … is revealed.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
34
IF IT'S NO LOVE IT'S KARMIC
philosophical essays
He thought for such a long time that
he was speaking with the king's jester … but in fact he was speaking with the king.
… a story inspired from the real life
Not so long time ago, in an unknown country … in a village which was far, far away from the capital … the mayor of the commune decided to proclaim himself … the king of the area. And the first person hired at his court was of course the king's jester … a very, very funny guy … who used to be a cashier into a candy shop.
It was so amusing to see how the mayor started to feel that he is the … king … and his jester a real important person from that kingdom.
But you know … many times in life … money and distinctions
or any other political functions can’t really change us deeply … as much as we should want.
The character of the king … was …
And his jester … was acting even worst as him.
But the so called king learned from politics a very good thing
and that was that … if you want to annoy someone … use someone else for that.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
35
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philosophical essays
And every time … he had an enemy .. he used the jester to annoy that person.
But who could say someone to a jester??
We all know that is a crazy character … and no matter how annoyed we are … we are not allowed to be mad on him. And it was so funny … cause no one realized that … cause everybody forget the movies and stories about kings and their kingdoms.
But the mayor loved a lot being a king … using his jester to annoy anyone he wanted.
No one from the capital of his country bothered to ask him … what is going on in there.
It was really, really funny … and he enjoyed life as that.
Made him almost believe that … he is a real king.
But years were passing and one day a writer visited the area. It was a weird guy that used to write a lot about illusions … and the pathless paths of life.
The king welcomed him in his kingdom … but for reasons difficult to be understood … the king's jester started to annoy him on and on and on.
It was somehow … a nonsense.
In the beginning the writer thought that everything is maybe a joke … or a misunderstanding.
He went to the king …. and asked as the jester to stop.
The so called king … smiled … explaining that it’s all an illusion … and the writer had a moment of believing that he was … right.
But what was … an illusion?!
What was a pathless path?!
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
36
IF IT'S NO LOVE IT'S KARMIC
philosophical essays
After writing so, so many things about those subjects … 2 idiots were making fun of him.
Quite weird … cause it meant that after all he was not an expert into illusions as he used to believe.
And the king and his jester … were continuing making fun of him … on and on and on.
So … one day … a writer goes to a saucer and asked for help. Each time when he did not recognized an illusion he went to him … asking for guidance in his magic ball.
He could not believe … seeing how the 2 idiots were making fun of him.
And ask the saucerer … why?!
“Well … you simple forget that one day 2 beautiful girls came to you … pretending they liked you, but as you see in the magic ball … that was an illusion also.
They were just using you as the king and his jester to become jealous… on you.
They were creating 2 illusions in the same time … on both sides.
You liked it … but they were annoyed.
Now … you are annoyed … but they just love what they do. The mayor … who illusory believed he was the king of that area pretends he is your friend … but in fact is using the other idiot … his jester .. to annoy you …
Isn’t it funny?! …that for such a long time you was speaking with the king's jester … but in fact you was speaking with the king?!
Do you see the illusion?!
Or you are still blind?!”
The writer was disappointed … by himself.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
37
IF IT'S NO LOVE IT'S KARMIC
philosophical essays
Studying and even writing so much about the illusion of life … he was fooled like a child by the 2 illusory idiots. But … the writer smiled.
He finally understood that the only defeat in front of the
illusion is … the smile.
The illusion is tricky.
Can be metamorphosed into so, so many forms … but we can’t recognize it .. even if we believe we are experts into the subject.
So … any of you … comparing yourself with the writer … how should you define your position in front of the illusion?!
You believe you’re an expert into recognizing the illusions?! … or …. you finally understood that smiling in front of it … is the best solution?!
Well … who the hell knows …
Maybe it was something … karmic … and the meaning of karma is to understand the illusion.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
38
IF IT'S NO LOVE IT'S KARMIC
philosophical essays
We all chase for a quantum jump … studying motivation, but …
metamorphosing from being a Michey Mouse to a Superman … remains just a joke if we are not prepared mentally
I’ve talk a lot in the last few years about this weird concept of quantum jump .. with my friend Simon … who lives in a small town from Pennsylvania.
Then we just lost contact for more than half an year.
But only few days ago Simon calls again … totally annoyed
because of the fact the candy man from his little town was
elected as mayor.
“I cannot believe it.
Damn it … i simple cannot believe it.
This fucking idiot that had the candy shop close to my house
became one of the most important persons from our area. He was tricky.
Everyone around … met him … while coming to his shop with the kids … so it was the perfect opportunity to know him. And when the election came … everybody knew the damn idiot.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
39
IF IT'S NO LOVE IT'S KARMIC
philosophical essays
It is all a weird example of … quantum jump … i know … and we studied that for such a long time… but … still …
No matter how much i would study motivation …
metamorphosing from being a Michey Mouse to Superman …
remains just a joke”
I smiled … asking …
“But why?!”
“How the hell can you ask … why?!
A candy man should never be allowed to become … the
mayor of the town.
It’s simple… ridiculous”
I was already laughing … listening to Simon.
“But … my dear friend!
That actually means … to have a quantum jump.
He is the perfect example … and from the outside, not really knowing the guy personally … i even admire him.
Sounds weird … i know … but you know so well that the subject itself is so damn abstract.
And you like it or not … he is a motivational example for many people from all around the world.”
“Well … Gabriel … i was certainly not able today to express my indignation in a proper way … but … i probably forget to mention to you that in the weekend … he becomes a candy man again…. just to make some extra money. But when monday comes … he is mayor again.
And if you would go to the city hall you would be amazed … that he is really believing he is a mayor.” I laugh again.
“Hahaha! So … in the weekend he is acting like Mickey Mouse … and from monday to friday … he is Super Man.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
40
IF IT'S NO LOVE IT'S KARMIC
philosophical essays
Maybe he still loves to be the candy man … or he is a weird example of quantum jump … which is done in both directions.”
I let me friend … annoyed.
There was nothing to tell him … so that i can make him change his vibe.
Or maybe we should simple understand the complexity of this process called … quantum jump.
I chased it for years … not really understanding that cannot jump from being a Mickey Mouse to Superman if you are not prepared mentally.
Otherwise you will be metamorphosed all the time … in both directions … acting like the idiot that was annoying my friend.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
41
IF IT'S NO LOVE IT'S KARMIC
philosophical essays
There are moments when things
needs to happen in a certain way ….
no matter how much we dislike that. We should simple accept reality and
wait to understand later the real meaning.
Did you ever saw that sometimes no matter how much you should try … some things simple cannot happen? And you try and try … and try.
But … nothing works.
You could even ask the help of Pope Francis or Dalai Lama … and all their monks … but still … the magic is not happening. From a simple desire of having or completing something … everything becomes an obsession that is dominating the mind.
Day and night … you think only about it.
From the outside it’s so damn easy for anyone to see that you are suffering of the obsession syndrome … which is dominating your life.
And is not that your mind is overwhelmed of thoughts that creates apocalyptical scenarios … but you start also to suffer in the same time of a weird blindness which is not allowing
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
42
IF IT'S NO LOVE IT'S KARMIC
philosophical essays
you anymore to see the world around.
Life itself … starts to look as a ruin.
The obsession is all what it is … in your mind.
And you try on and on and on … to get what you wanted so much … but it’s like touching the horizon line.
You cannot understand those opposite forces that are not allowing you to have that obsessive desire.
One day … you realize that the only thing left to do is …
abandon that useless fight.
Simple ... ignore it.
It’s so obvious that what you wanted so much is not a path for you … that trying to forget the whole story and continue your life … is the only option you’re got.
You realize you lost all the battles … and you could just adore the fact that you declare the war finished.
Yes … indeed you lost the war … but you also abandoned the obsession.
You are free again.
The time is passing … and one day … the real meaning of the nonsense is revealed to you.
You finally understand that it was not … a path meant to you
and the Universe stoped you using the people from the timeline of your life … to follow that direction.
You also understand the implication.
But … too bad you was blind … for such a long time.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
43
IF IT'S NO LOVE IT'S KARMIC
philosophical essays
Lolek si Bolek are real characters. When it happens to meet them … we realize how idiots we are … as human species.
I recently saw a parody which i love a lot.
But let me tell you few things about the 2 characters. Bolek and Lolek are two Polish cartoon characters from the children's animated comedy television series by the same name. They were partially created by Alfred Ledwig until being developed by Wladyslaw Nehrebecki and Leszek Lorek. The series is about two brothers and their fun (and sometimes silly) adventures.
In the parody i mentioned you about … the 2 guys became president and vice president of a new corporation.
They were so happy that they came in this position … but also so proud of it … that not even being president or vice president of United States … could compare with their tremendous success.
Ladies from the corporation were in love of them …. and
soon, even if they were married … they started to have love affairs … one with a blonde … and one with a brunette.
But it was quite funny … that after a while those 2 ladies … seeing that they remain just mistresses … they started to be
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IF IT'S NO LOVE IT'S KARMIC
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totally annoyed of this fact.
And without knowing one of another … they picked the same guy to make jealous the president and the vice president. Both ladies were extremely beautiful and Robert could not resist to date with them, even if meanwhile he founded out who they were.
Later on … when Lolek and Bolek discovers that Robert compromised the relationships they had with the mistresses … became totally annoyed.
The reply … for Robert was horrible.
They started to compromise a project that he worked for many years in a row … just to take him out of the corporation.
And they almost succeeded.
When Robert finally realized what was going on …. It was
already late …
But meanwhile … Lolek si Bolek forget about their old mistresses and found another beautiful ladies …
They were really happy together … but the funny thing is that Robert met the 2 ladies also.
He liked a lot the mistress of the vice president … but the other hand … again he finds out too late who she really is. Robert … who believed a lot in energies, spirituality and also
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
32
IF IT'S NO LOVE IT'S KARMIC
philosophical essays
Sometimes i miss you … but i don’t know why
Simon … met Eveline not so long time ago.
He liked her … but they could not start anything at all together.
It was weird.
It was … and it was not … a connection.
But Simon was a guy interested about the spiritual part of life .
And … not understanding what is going on … one day he wrote her:
“Sometimes i miss you, but don't know why.
In fact there are many moments during the day when you appear in my mind.
but again i don't know why” He used to meditate a lot.
One day … they decided to meet again … look at her … but it was the same …
They connected … and then disconnected. A total … nonsense.
Why the hell … they met?!
Why it’s so damn clear that is not about love, even if they had sex together … but still … she keeps appearing into his mind?!
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
33
IF IT'S NO LOVE IT'S KARMIC
philosophical essays
Maybe … it’s karmic.
But ….what could it be?!
Imagine you meet someone that might look as a possible partner … then you don’t know what to believe anymore. So … what if from an early beginning we should have the power to recognize what type of relationship it is?!
The problem is that many of us …. don’t have the power to
analyze as Simon.
Asking questions again and again … was his style … but the rest of us … we are just living life, dominated by all sorts of energies …. without understanding their meanings. Meditation … most probably helps a lot.
Asking questions … also.
But … why don’t we do it?!
Why we let the nonsense … appear just as nonsense …. and
we don’t look beyond that concept?!
Simone liked Eveline.
Not a lot … but liked her.
Had her .. in his mind.
and she kept appearing. But why?!
Does the Universe … means … nonsense?!
Well … Simon … did not agreed that they met with no reason
cause he already knew by a long time that everything has a clear meaning and importance.
So … not a love story?! Maybe … something karmic?!
Who the hell knows … but just wait … cause at the right time everything … is revealed.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
34
IF IT'S NO LOVE IT'S KARMIC
philosophical essays
He thought for such a long time that
he was speaking with the king's jester … but in fact he was speaking with the king.
… a story inspired from the real life
Not so long time ago, in an unknown country … in a village which was far, far away from the capital … the mayor of the commune decided to proclaim himself … the king of the area. And the first person hired at his court was of course the king's jester … a very, very funny guy … who used to be a cashier into a candy shop.
It was so amusing to see how the mayor started to feel that he is the … king … and his jester a real important person from that kingdom.
But you know … many times in life … money and distinctions
or any other political functions can’t really change us deeply … as much as we should want.
The character of the king … was …
And his jester … was acting even worst as him.
But the so called king learned from politics a very good thing
and that was that … if you want to annoy someone … use someone else for that.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
35
IF IT'S NO LOVE IT'S KARMIC
philosophical essays
And every time … he had an enemy .. he used the jester to annoy that person.
But who could say someone to a jester??
We all know that is a crazy character … and no matter how annoyed we are … we are not allowed to be mad on him. And it was so funny … cause no one realized that … cause everybody forget the movies and stories about kings and their kingdoms.
But the mayor loved a lot being a king … using his jester to annoy anyone he wanted.
No one from the capital of his country bothered to ask him … what is going on in there.
It was really, really funny … and he enjoyed life as that.
Made him almost believe that … he is a real king.
But years were passing and one day a writer visited the area. It was a weird guy that used to write a lot about illusions … and the pathless paths of life.
The king welcomed him in his kingdom … but for reasons difficult to be understood … the king's jester started to annoy him on and on and on.
It was somehow … a nonsense.
In the beginning the writer thought that everything is maybe a joke … or a misunderstanding.
He went to the king …. and asked as the jester to stop.
The so called king … smiled … explaining that it’s all an illusion … and the writer had a moment of believing that he was … right.
But what was … an illusion?!
What was a pathless path?!
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
36
IF IT'S NO LOVE IT'S KARMIC
philosophical essays
After writing so, so many things about those subjects … 2 idiots were making fun of him.
Quite weird … cause it meant that after all he was not an expert into illusions as he used to believe.
And the king and his jester … were continuing making fun of him … on and on and on.
So … one day … a writer goes to a saucer and asked for help. Each time when he did not recognized an illusion he went to him … asking for guidance in his magic ball.
He could not believe … seeing how the 2 idiots were making fun of him.
And ask the saucerer … why?!
“Well … you simple forget that one day 2 beautiful girls came to you … pretending they liked you, but as you see in the magic ball … that was an illusion also.
They were just using you as the king and his jester to become jealous… on you.
They were creating 2 illusions in the same time … on both sides.
You liked it … but they were annoyed.
Now … you are annoyed … but they just love what they do. The mayor … who illusory believed he was the king of that area pretends he is your friend … but in fact is using the other idiot … his jester .. to annoy you …
Isn’t it funny?! …that for such a long time you was speaking with the king's jester … but in fact you was speaking with the king?!
Do you see the illusion?!
Or you are still blind?!”
The writer was disappointed … by himself.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
37
IF IT'S NO LOVE IT'S KARMIC
philosophical essays
Studying and even writing so much about the illusion of life … he was fooled like a child by the 2 illusory idiots. But … the writer smiled.
He finally understood that the only defeat in front of the
illusion is … the smile.
The illusion is tricky.
Can be metamorphosed into so, so many forms … but we can’t recognize it .. even if we believe we are experts into the subject.
So … any of you … comparing yourself with the writer … how should you define your position in front of the illusion?!
You believe you’re an expert into recognizing the illusions?! … or …. you finally understood that smiling in front of it … is the best solution?!
Well … who the hell knows …
Maybe it was something … karmic … and the meaning of karma is to understand the illusion.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
38
IF IT'S NO LOVE IT'S KARMIC
philosophical essays
We all chase for a quantum jump … studying motivation, but …
metamorphosing from being a Michey Mouse to a Superman … remains just a joke if we are not prepared mentally
I’ve talk a lot in the last few years about this weird concept of quantum jump .. with my friend Simon … who lives in a small town from Pennsylvania.
Then we just lost contact for more than half an year.
But only few days ago Simon calls again … totally annoyed
because of the fact the candy man from his little town was
elected as mayor.
“I cannot believe it.
Damn it … i simple cannot believe it.
This fucking idiot that had the candy shop close to my house
became one of the most important persons from our area. He was tricky.
Everyone around … met him … while coming to his shop with the kids … so it was the perfect opportunity to know him. And when the election came … everybody knew the damn idiot.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
39
IF IT'S NO LOVE IT'S KARMIC
philosophical essays
It is all a weird example of … quantum jump … i know … and we studied that for such a long time… but … still …
No matter how much i would study motivation …
metamorphosing from being a Michey Mouse to Superman …
remains just a joke”
I smiled … asking …
“But why?!”
“How the hell can you ask … why?!
A candy man should never be allowed to become … the
mayor of the town.
It’s simple… ridiculous”
I was already laughing … listening to Simon.
“But … my dear friend!
That actually means … to have a quantum jump.
He is the perfect example … and from the outside, not really knowing the guy personally … i even admire him.
Sounds weird … i know … but you know so well that the subject itself is so damn abstract.
And you like it or not … he is a motivational example for many people from all around the world.”
“Well … Gabriel … i was certainly not able today to express my indignation in a proper way … but … i probably forget to mention to you that in the weekend … he becomes a candy man again…. just to make some extra money. But when monday comes … he is mayor again.
And if you would go to the city hall you would be amazed … that he is really believing he is a mayor.” I laugh again.
“Hahaha! So … in the weekend he is acting like Mickey Mouse … and from monday to friday … he is Super Man.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
40
IF IT'S NO LOVE IT'S KARMIC
philosophical essays
Maybe he still loves to be the candy man … or he is a weird example of quantum jump … which is done in both directions.”
I let me friend … annoyed.
There was nothing to tell him … so that i can make him change his vibe.
Or maybe we should simple understand the complexity of this process called … quantum jump.
I chased it for years … not really understanding that cannot jump from being a Mickey Mouse to Superman if you are not prepared mentally.
Otherwise you will be metamorphosed all the time … in both directions … acting like the idiot that was annoying my friend.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
41
IF IT'S NO LOVE IT'S KARMIC
philosophical essays
There are moments when things
needs to happen in a certain way ….
no matter how much we dislike that. We should simple accept reality and
wait to understand later the real meaning.
Did you ever saw that sometimes no matter how much you should try … some things simple cannot happen? And you try and try … and try.
But … nothing works.
You could even ask the help of Pope Francis or Dalai Lama … and all their monks … but still … the magic is not happening. From a simple desire of having or completing something … everything becomes an obsession that is dominating the mind.
Day and night … you think only about it.
From the outside it’s so damn easy for anyone to see that you are suffering of the obsession syndrome … which is dominating your life.
And is not that your mind is overwhelmed of thoughts that creates apocalyptical scenarios … but you start also to suffer in the same time of a weird blindness which is not allowing
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
42
IF IT'S NO LOVE IT'S KARMIC
philosophical essays
you anymore to see the world around.
Life itself … starts to look as a ruin.
The obsession is all what it is … in your mind.
And you try on and on and on … to get what you wanted so much … but it’s like touching the horizon line.
You cannot understand those opposite forces that are not allowing you to have that obsessive desire.
One day … you realize that the only thing left to do is …
abandon that useless fight.
Simple ... ignore it.
It’s so obvious that what you wanted so much is not a path for you … that trying to forget the whole story and continue your life … is the only option you’re got.
You realize you lost all the battles … and you could just adore the fact that you declare the war finished.
Yes … indeed you lost the war … but you also abandoned the obsession.
You are free again.
The time is passing … and one day … the real meaning of the nonsense is revealed to you.
You finally understand that it was not … a path meant to you
and the Universe stoped you using the people from the timeline of your life … to follow that direction.
You also understand the implication.
But … too bad you was blind … for such a long time.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
43
IF IT'S NO LOVE IT'S KARMIC
philosophical essays
Lolek si Bolek are real characters. When it happens to meet them … we realize how idiots we are … as human species.
I recently saw a parody which i love a lot.
But let me tell you few things about the 2 characters. Bolek and Lolek are two Polish cartoon characters from the children's animated comedy television series by the same name. They were partially created by Alfred Ledwig until being developed by Wladyslaw Nehrebecki and Leszek Lorek. The series is about two brothers and their fun (and sometimes silly) adventures.
In the parody i mentioned you about … the 2 guys became president and vice president of a new corporation.
They were so happy that they came in this position … but also so proud of it … that not even being president or vice president of United States … could compare with their tremendous success.
Ladies from the corporation were in love of them …. and
soon, even if they were married … they started to have love affairs … one with a blonde … and one with a brunette.
But it was quite funny … that after a while those 2 ladies … seeing that they remain just mistresses … they started to be
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
44
IF IT'S NO LOVE IT'S KARMIC
philosophical essays
totally annoyed of this fact.
And without knowing one of another … they picked the same guy to make jealous the president and the vice president. Both ladies were extremely beautiful and Robert could not resist to date with them, even if meanwhile he founded out who they were.
Later on … when Lolek and Bolek discovers that Robert compromised the relationships they had with the mistresses … became totally annoyed.
The reply … for Robert was horrible.
They started to compromise a project that he worked for many years in a row … just to take him out of the corporation.
And they almost succeeded.
When Robert finally realized what was going on …. It was
already late …
But meanwhile … Lolek si Bolek forget about their old mistresses and found another beautiful ladies …
They were really happy together … but the funny thing is that Robert met the 2 ladies also.
He liked a lot the mistress of the vice president … but the other hand … again he finds out too late who she really is. Robert … who believed a lot in energies, spirituality and also
