I was actually begging the Universe to stop … the karmic storm.
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I could not handle … the situation anymore.
I was waking up in the morning asking myself … “what the hell is going to happen today?! What’s next?! How many other tests i need to handle?!”
But the Universe was laughing of me … behind my back … cause i was hating … the calmness.
I needed to be involved all the time in lots of things …. and
this is how i actually connected on weird energies that brought me in the karmic situations. And now i wanted out of that … storm.
So … the therapist was not so silly as i thought.
In fact … i was the silly one.
I could not understand this simple theoretical concept and apply it to my life …. but in the position of not being able to
handle karma anymore … i would give anything just to have that feeling of calmness in my soul.
But … too bad the message came so late to me …
I was deaf in front of that … great therapist that sent me the message by so, so many times.
Now i realized that what he was saying … it was the key for getting out of those karmic problems.
Calmness could actually help me disconnect from those ugly energies that were overwhelming me.
And the moment i saw that simple message … everything calmed down.
Was so fucking easy … but …
I promised myself that the next time when a guy …. like the
therapist i was talking about … will keep repeating me the same message on and on and on … at least i will try to meditate on what is going on and how i could apply that
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message to my life … so that my reality will be a beautiful one all the time.
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Having a good vibe all
the time is … a decision
Over the years i met so, so many people that defined their non ending state of unhappiness as being related with the fact that the people from their life were fucking their vibe all the time.
And it was funny cause i remember that long time ago when we found out that my father has cancer, took him at a therapist that was trying to heal him, by using the power of the mind and the energies from his hands.
Smiling he said to me after few sessions … “Listen … your father is a good guy. He is not the problem of this disease. Everything is related with your mother, cause this is were from all the negative energy is coming.”
I almost started to laugh, cause it was all a confirmation of a fact that i knew for years.
That day, on the way back to my home … while driving …. I
was realizing that my case was even worst … cause i was letting so, so many people from my life to fuck my vibe. Everyday something was happening and the day was … destroyed.
On and on and … on.
But somehow i started to understand that it was totally ridiculous … all what was going on.
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I let them dominate my life … cause what defines our days much better than the vibe of that day?!
So …. why the hell i let them ruin my days?!
Why i let them control my life?!
Why?! Why?! Why?!
Well … maybe it’s time to admit that i was … an idiot … and still … i could not change anything.
Of course… i also had nice people on the stage of my life ….but it looked like there were too many that i could define … as negative influences for my existence.
So …. what could i do?!
I was always saying that i totally understand what is going on, that i have the control … but still … everything remained the same …
And … i continued letting them fuck my vibe for so, so many years in a row … without being able to change anything at all.
I started to analyze day by day … all the details.
Defining my life … understanding the patterns … i somehow realized that there was only one thing to do … and that was to redefine my perspective over those people.
They were all … not my enemies that were destroying my life, but karmic characters that had to teach me an important lesson.
And it was all … so damn simple.
All i had to do was probably … just smile … and send them vibes of love.
That could be the cure … for not continuing forever this ugly story of fucking the vibe.
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But even if i understood theory so easy … and i’ve became an expert in analyzing and defining my life … i’ve continued to be silly … not being able to redefine my perspectives.
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We wake up, but we don’t know … which path to follow. And the scenario is repeated on and on and on …
You see … truth be told … many times in life … we simple don’t know what to do.
We see … no option … or too many options.
The mind is … blocked.
But what it’s funny is … that we already followed so many paths … that we ended up starting to define them as … pathless path.
It’s a damn scenario that we saw … so, so many times. And i start wondering myself … is this something … karmic?
cause all i know is that when i see on and on and on … the same situation … it’s all a life lesson.
I start then to ignore the world around me. I analyze just … my life.
So, so many days in a row … when i woke up and i didn’t know which direction i should follow.
It was almost … a lifestyle.
The indecision … was overwhelming me.
Or maybe karma was playing around with me … having those situations … with so, so many options.
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Could i do anything to stop this … stupid game?!
Well … maybe yes … maybe no.
Maybe i had to stop from anything i was doing … connect to my inner self and ask for guidance … The soul … is never … lying.
You see … the mind is always tricky … trying to convince you certain things .. but the soul will always reveal the best option.
So i decided to change a little bit the daily script of my life ….
and instead of analyzing and defining all those options … many of them being pathless paths that i saw so, so many times before … i just close my eyes … connect to my soul and ask … “what is the best path to follow … my dear inner soul?!”
And is funny … cause many times the answer is … “There is no real path … even if it looks like you have so many paths in front of you. Just continue your journey … cause there are moments when doing nothing is better than doing anything … even if it looks like … a paradox.”
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Everything is … temporary … but still … we should enjoy every moment from our lives
Truth be told … we ignore the fact that everything … is temporary.
And we remain trapped … in stories that died so, so long time ago.
But it’s funny cause we all know the theory … and when it comes about practice … well … that’s a totally different story. I started to laugh today at the coffee shop … when i met Calma … seeing her a little bit annoyed.
I always use to say to her when i see that her vibe not looking so good … that a new lover could be the best therapy for her vibration … and that i could be a good partner. But you see … we are just friends.
… and i could say …. even good friends.
Today Carla was mad, cause Madeleine wrote her again … just trying to annoy her.
She believed that my friend … had a love affair with her … ex lover … that Madeleine was still loving … and could not stop doing that.
In fact … she was obsessed about that story…
Carla looks at me … seeing me laughing … and becomes even more annoyed.
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“Why do you laugh Gabriel?!
She fucked my vibe.
Maybe i like the guy … but why does she writes me if their love story is died by such a long time?!”
Then she gives me her phone to read the message from Madeleine.
I smiled again … reading … “Don’t let yourself influenced by people.
Just do … what you feel you should do.
And on the other hand … you must be careful at the new people that entered into your life.
It looks like they are your friends … and they understand you … but you will see it’s not like that.
Don’t be silly, especially that you already feel the energy of those persons.”
Indeed no word about … a certain person … but still … the dilemma was … who are those “new people”?!
And why Carla should allow Madeleine to fuck her vibe?! But why Madeleine wanted to destroy a possible love story between Carla and that guy?!
Well … we certainly don’t understand the meaning of … timeline.
No matter of the position where we are in life … we don’t understand what a motivational
speaker used to say … that … “anything you know … people, seasons, places … things are temporary … and that’s why you have to enjoy that present … right?” Madeleine is mad … that her love story died.
Carla lets her … influence the present moment … and can’t enjoy … or not even start a possible love story … with
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Madeleine’s ex lover.
Well …. maybe we should allow and actually accept the fact
that everything is temporary … and just focus on the present moment, not letting anything influence us …. not even the past or the future.
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Connecting … offering joy and compassion … we end up feeling an amazing feeling of happiness. … something totally different than we use to know.
A great trick that not so many know about …
I remember an amazing story about a very wealthy guy … Jim … that goes to have some sessions with Tony Robbins. The guy wanted to have more and more money … but even if the Universe offered him so, so much … he was not getting that joy he was chasing by such a long time.
He first bought the most expensive cars in the world … but even if he enjoyed driving them … after a while … he found no joy into that anymore.
Annoyed, he calls Tony … and asks … “I want to try something new … something bigger.
What do you think if i buy a great basketball team?!” Tony Robbins smiles and replies .. “Do it if this is what you feel … and also if you can afford it”
Few months later …. the wealthy guy calls his mentor …
complaining again … that he can’t find that happiness he is
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looking for.
Tony smiles again … asking … “So … what is your new plan?!” “Well … i just ordered for myself an airplane and i am certain that will be cool enough for my vibe.”
But few months later .. the guy calls again Tony … complaining like he would be the most unhappiest person in the world.
This time Tony was in ex Yugoslavia… just after the war was over .. trying to help the people from there.
Tony says … “Listen … if you have a private airplane … come and join us in here.
I believe i know a trick that might help you a lot.” Believing in his mentor … the guy goes to Sarajevo to meet Tony.
Walking on the streets together … they suddenly see a kid of 7-8 years old.
His parents died … and he was alone.
Comes to Jim … and ask for a hug.
Tony smiles.
Jim … offers to the little guy a toy and a chocolate …. and the
kid hugs him again.
Then … Jim at Tony and screams …. “Tony! Tony! I feel a that
great joy i was chasing for so many years in a row.
Can’t believe it.
The most beautiful cars in the world … were useless.
The basket ball team … the same.
And the only great thing that could happen with the airplane is that it brought me here ... to help the people … after the war.
This little kid … redefined everything in my life.”
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You see … the funny thing about money is that they will not bring that joy we think so much about … unless we know to split a tiny part of what we have with the others.
Search over internet and you’ll finds lots … lots of stories with rich people from all around the world that ended their lives being extremely rich but … unhappy.
It’s most probably a karmic scenario … but maybe all those stories like the one of this guy … Jim … might make us understand … that offering joy to the others … connecting to them … is probably the best thing that we should have in mind.
The rest … will come by itself.
… including the joy!
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When everything is up side down ….
and nothing looks to improve anyhow … just leave the scene and connect to a totally different environment.
It’s … an amazing trick and
always works
Have you ever wondered why some people are paying so much money on vacations?!
Or why they go so often in vacations?!
What is behind this idea?!
I wondered many times … and also analyzed the patterns of those situations.
But what is funny is that if i ask those people why they do it … they just reply that they do it cause they love traveling … which i believe is not 100% true.
Over the years i somehow understood that the staying in the same environment is not … safety … for the soul.
No matter how good life would be … something appears and destroys the harmony.
And we see so often … the scene of life being so, so … fucked up.
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Trying to change things on and on and on … even if sometimes we succeed doing it … we realize in the end that any effort is useless.
And we see that the energy of that environment is … an ugly one.
So … should we bother to change it?!
Or … we should just disconnect of the influences of that place and its energy?!
But how we can do it?!
Believe it or not …. changing the scene of life with a totally
different one … is an amazing trick.
Helps you see that … outside of that little box … that you name … your world … there are also …. other worlds.
And a totally different environment … becomes the greatest trick you ever could use.
Connecting to other vibes …. our perceptions change.
Can’t even believe it was so damn easy.
The next second when you put your ass in the airplane … cause you decided to go to Venice for example … you start feeling good again.
