KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
KARMIC ENERGIES
... seen as influences that are redefining our lives
Philosophical & spiritual essays
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
1
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES philosophical & spiritual essays
ADRIAN GABRIEL DUMITRU
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
Year: 2023
Author: Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
2
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
A book for all the ones that wants to understand the energies that are controlling … everything … beyond the scene of life
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
3
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
Cutting the connection … is not always solving the problem
Karmic energies … will reappear in totally totally different forms … and we will live the same story … again and again and again.
We’ll dislike it … but will be useless to mention it.
The Universe will ignore any of our perceptions … thoughts or feelings … until the day … we will decide to … at least … start the journey of …. awakening.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
4
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
Karmic stories … are ugly … or at least this
is what we believe about them … but realizing we need to analyze and define their meaning very clear … and then try to redefine our inner self … it’s most probably a must.
Karmic energies are real … even if we believe it or not … and it’s not
easy to get rid of them.
But we could start to accept that …. as part
of life … and also as a spiritual journey … which we need to follow into this Universe. It might not make sense at all … but … the real truth is always revealed later …
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
5
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
There is only one way to get our of karmic stories … with infinite love … and infinite understanding … realizing and carrying … only about the message beyond the message.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
6
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
Introduction
Many times it looks almost impossible to get out of karmic stories … which are repeated on and on and on.
And life itself is defined only …. with one word … horrible.
Probably many don’t even know the meaning of …. karma ….
and its impact … but having so many weird situations … repeated everyday … and realizing it all became a nightmare
we probably start to meditate. We analyze.
We define the events from 100 perspectives … but still seeing all as a total nonsense …. we start to believe there is no escape from what later on we finally define as … karmic story.
And we continue like that … on and on and on.
It almost looks that we are trapped into an ugly reality …. and we will never get out from there.
I’ve decided to write this book … called “Karmic energies … seen as influences that are redefining our lives” … as a desire to heal myself … and get rid of all the karmic episodes which were ruining me emotionally.
For myself … it was all … a non ending story.
I almost believe i have absolutely … no escape and i’ve became almost desperate.
I was waking up … every morning … asking myself … what the hell is going to happen today.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
7
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
I was indeed ruined emotionally.
I’ve started to meditate … more and more and more … and days were passing, then weeks … then months … and then years.
My life was indeed a nightmare … or at least this is what i believed it was.
but even if i was meditating so much … no real solution came to my mind so that i can stop this so called karmic chapter of my life.
Well … until one day … when a dear friend that sees the future … told me … “You always come to me … asking for confirmations.
You already know all you have to do … but you pretend you don’t see the messages repeated on and on and on.
You pretend you don’t see their meaning.
You pretend you are … stupid … and you are not. In the beginning… I’ve confirmed you all.
Then i was calling you … stupid.
But today … i just had enough of your games.
You need to stop pretending… and become conscious about all is going on.
You need to accept the truth.
And start practicing the … change. It’s time to stop …. this stupid delay. You already know all what is going on.
You see the messages behind the message … and your clarify is so obvious … but …
Well … you are not stupid … not at all.
But as an actor on the stage of life … you really act very stupid.”
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
8
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
I was amazed of what my friend … said.
And in fact i was even pretending … i was shocked … but … Yes … it was a but ….
I knew about her clarity … and the fact that she was always right … made me be worried.
But … somehow i’ve realized that into the end … i must be worried … not about the outside world, but about the world hidden so deep inside my soul.
Worry just about those energies i was connected at … which influenced a lot my decisions and my way of acting … on the stage of life.
Everything else … was irrelevant.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
9
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
Perfect scene … but wrong energy. A scenario … that unfortunately we see so, so often.
It happened many times to me … to be in places that looked amazing … but the energy of the place … or my connection with that place … was really bad.
I felt myself being in front of a nonsense.
But i also wondered … what the hell is wrong with me ….
cause all around myself … was just … perfect.
Or at least this is how it looked like.
But this perfection … had behind it an energy that was not
allowing myself to feel good.
It was all … so damn … illusory.
And over the years …. I had this sensation… so … so many
times …
I’ve started to strongly believe that something is wrong with me … or i have the handicap of not being able to connect to the present moment.
And i’ve started to meditate … why … this happens … so … so often?!
Why the hell i am on the perfect scene …. but i feel an ugly
vibe into that moment?!
Why this nonsense?!
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
10
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
I already knew by a long time that whatever meant a nonsense…. carried a very powerful message for myself … but somehow i ignored all that.
Balancing between contradictory perceptions … my meditations continued on and on and on.
In the end … i’ve finally accepted that i just don’t belong to that scene.
That … this so called perfection … was many times ok … but not for myself.
And very important … that beyond reality it’s an energetic field dominated by different types of energies … which we can’t see or touch … but … once connected to them … influence us … a lot.
Maybe somehow … what we define as an ugly vibe … it’s a whispered message … telling that … even if we like that scene … our place is not there.
No matter how much we’d want it … it is simple not a scenario destined to us.
We could admire … the perfection of the place … but only and only as an observer … and nothing more.
Stopping the silly desire to want that type of reality becomes into the end … a must.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
11
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
Sometimes we talk about illusory realities … that will never become … real
I was with my bike.
And … I wanted to get rid of everything around myself. I went into the fields … close to my house … but even if i thought no one will be there … I suddenly saw Sheila. She was also … same as me … into a short journey to … nowhere.
I’ve joined her … and we’ve started to chat … as usual. All my discussions with her were amazing … and the connection between us was just great.
We continued walking … having absolutely no direction…. but
enjoying the time spent together.
It was nice … to spend my time with Sheila.
Somehow it was all a moment of allowing ourselves … to … dolce far niente … having no purpose … or real destination. I even started to wonder if that should be our main way of living reality.
doing nothing.
having no purpose.
and simple waste time … but into the same time, being relaxed …. enjoy the moment itself.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
12
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
I felt … great … into Sheila’s company.
And she felt great also … cause i saw that into her eyes ….
but it was all a reality … that could not become real.
I wanted to live … on long term like that …. but i knew it was
not possible.
So was the greatness of that moment … useless?!
Or illusory?!
Well … all i knew was that i loved …. walking to nowhere …
simple enjoying the moment.
The only question that remained was … why i could not decide to live like that?!
Well … maybe me and Sheila … could enjoy life together … only if we could give ourselves the freedom to continue on this path to … nowhere.
But we were balancing … agreeing and disagreeing … with such … a reality.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
13
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
Seduction … seen
as an art
I was into a restaurant.
It was an amazing place … and i felt just great.
I was alone this time … simple wanting to eat and spend my time alone.
Suddenly i see into the corner of the restaurant … a couple … which looked to me that was there … to seduce each other.
or to offer to the people present there … an amazing show about seduction.
I was keep looking at them.
And … i could not believe this show was real.
Their gestures … the presence of a connection that looked so great.
I smiled.
I wanted to be a character into such a story … but maybe … even if i was dreaming about such a love story … i did not knew anything about …. seduction.
I was absolutely convinced that this was their first date … but everything was running … perfect.
I was watching the whole scene …. and could not believe … it was real.
They probably had a … karmic connection … knowing each
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
14
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
other from a previous life … but seeing and understanding the dance of energies beyond such a scene of a love story … i realized that my perceptions are … somehow redefined.
Yes …. i realize that seduction is … an art.
That it gives great value … to a beautiful relationship.
But … as always … i kept being ignorant.
Even if i knew … i had to change.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
15
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
The message is repeated on and on and on.
It looks like a total nonsense … but …
Today when i see that the same thing is repeat to me … i accept it’s a karmic message.
I don’t make a drama of it anymore …
i simple accept all … as a life lesson … that is whispering me a powerful message.
But … it’s all so, so … annoying.
I actually see myself trapped into scenes that have karmic meaning all the time.
Life … continues … but …
Somehow i just refuse to accept the nonsense as part of my life … and also that in fact … it’s not a nonsense … but something very valuable to me.
I can’t accept such a theory.
I know it’s true, but i just can’t accept it.
It’s almost ridiculous … cause my experience of life proved me … lots of times … that i should pay attention to the repeated messages … but still …
Well … yes …
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
16
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
Yes … it’s true … that i suffer of ignorance.
I know the truth … and i ignore it.
I pretend i don’t see what it is about … in all those karmic episodes of life.
But i am so, so annoyed when i see that i just can’t get out of those stories.
Pretending… i don’t know what the repeated stories are about it’s … so stupid of me. Hmm …
And guess what?!
I am acting so silly on the stage of my life that i accept to keep pretending … i’m stupid … and have no clarity in my intuition.
Even … if i feel that i know the meaning of all.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
17
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
The concept about eternity might be … illusory.
But … maybe it’s much clear when we look into the past and have a certain clarity about previous lives.
They meet.
They have such a huge clarity about their connection … like they should know each other …. by an eternity. And it’s even more than this.
They see eternity in front of their eyes … having the projection of an amazing non ending love story. It’s all so, so … obvious.
Having such a clarity about the connection between the 2 souls … it’s amazing.
There is no fear anymore … into the couple … on any of them.
They are happy together … and you can see that amazing vibe into their eyes.
I try to analyze them … more and more.
I try to understand if … eternity is real … or just illusory.
But i know … nothing is eternal.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
18
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
KARMIC ENERGIES
... seen as influences that are redefining our lives
Philosophical & spiritual essays
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
1
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES philosophical & spiritual essays
ADRIAN GABRIEL DUMITRU
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
Year: 2023
Author: Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
2
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
A book for all the ones that wants to understand the energies that are controlling … everything … beyond the scene of life
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
3
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
Cutting the connection … is not always solving the problem
Karmic energies … will reappear in totally totally different forms … and we will live the same story … again and again and again.
We’ll dislike it … but will be useless to mention it.
The Universe will ignore any of our perceptions … thoughts or feelings … until the day … we will decide to … at least … start the journey of …. awakening.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
4
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
Karmic stories … are ugly … or at least this
is what we believe about them … but realizing we need to analyze and define their meaning very clear … and then try to redefine our inner self … it’s most probably a must.
Karmic energies are real … even if we believe it or not … and it’s not
easy to get rid of them.
But we could start to accept that …. as part
of life … and also as a spiritual journey … which we need to follow into this Universe. It might not make sense at all … but … the real truth is always revealed later …
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
5
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
There is only one way to get our of karmic stories … with infinite love … and infinite understanding … realizing and carrying … only about the message beyond the message.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
6
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
Introduction
Many times it looks almost impossible to get out of karmic stories … which are repeated on and on and on.
And life itself is defined only …. with one word … horrible.
Probably many don’t even know the meaning of …. karma ….
and its impact … but having so many weird situations … repeated everyday … and realizing it all became a nightmare
we probably start to meditate. We analyze.
We define the events from 100 perspectives … but still seeing all as a total nonsense …. we start to believe there is no escape from what later on we finally define as … karmic story.
And we continue like that … on and on and on.
It almost looks that we are trapped into an ugly reality …. and we will never get out from there.
I’ve decided to write this book … called “Karmic energies … seen as influences that are redefining our lives” … as a desire to heal myself … and get rid of all the karmic episodes which were ruining me emotionally.
For myself … it was all … a non ending story.
I almost believe i have absolutely … no escape and i’ve became almost desperate.
I was waking up … every morning … asking myself … what the hell is going to happen today.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
7
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
I was indeed ruined emotionally.
I’ve started to meditate … more and more and more … and days were passing, then weeks … then months … and then years.
My life was indeed a nightmare … or at least this is what i believed it was.
but even if i was meditating so much … no real solution came to my mind so that i can stop this so called karmic chapter of my life.
Well … until one day … when a dear friend that sees the future … told me … “You always come to me … asking for confirmations.
You already know all you have to do … but you pretend you don’t see the messages repeated on and on and on.
You pretend you don’t see their meaning.
You pretend you are … stupid … and you are not. In the beginning… I’ve confirmed you all.
Then i was calling you … stupid.
But today … i just had enough of your games.
You need to stop pretending… and become conscious about all is going on.
You need to accept the truth.
And start practicing the … change. It’s time to stop …. this stupid delay. You already know all what is going on.
You see the messages behind the message … and your clarify is so obvious … but …
Well … you are not stupid … not at all.
But as an actor on the stage of life … you really act very stupid.”
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
8
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
I was amazed of what my friend … said.
And in fact i was even pretending … i was shocked … but … Yes … it was a but ….
I knew about her clarity … and the fact that she was always right … made me be worried.
But … somehow i’ve realized that into the end … i must be worried … not about the outside world, but about the world hidden so deep inside my soul.
Worry just about those energies i was connected at … which influenced a lot my decisions and my way of acting … on the stage of life.
Everything else … was irrelevant.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
9
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
Perfect scene … but wrong energy. A scenario … that unfortunately we see so, so often.
It happened many times to me … to be in places that looked amazing … but the energy of the place … or my connection with that place … was really bad.
I felt myself being in front of a nonsense.
But i also wondered … what the hell is wrong with me ….
cause all around myself … was just … perfect.
Or at least this is how it looked like.
But this perfection … had behind it an energy that was not
allowing myself to feel good.
It was all … so damn … illusory.
And over the years …. I had this sensation… so … so many
times …
I’ve started to strongly believe that something is wrong with me … or i have the handicap of not being able to connect to the present moment.
And i’ve started to meditate … why … this happens … so … so often?!
Why the hell i am on the perfect scene …. but i feel an ugly
vibe into that moment?!
Why this nonsense?!
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
10
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
I already knew by a long time that whatever meant a nonsense…. carried a very powerful message for myself … but somehow i ignored all that.
Balancing between contradictory perceptions … my meditations continued on and on and on.
In the end … i’ve finally accepted that i just don’t belong to that scene.
That … this so called perfection … was many times ok … but not for myself.
And very important … that beyond reality it’s an energetic field dominated by different types of energies … which we can’t see or touch … but … once connected to them … influence us … a lot.
Maybe somehow … what we define as an ugly vibe … it’s a whispered message … telling that … even if we like that scene … our place is not there.
No matter how much we’d want it … it is simple not a scenario destined to us.
We could admire … the perfection of the place … but only and only as an observer … and nothing more.
Stopping the silly desire to want that type of reality becomes into the end … a must.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
11
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
Sometimes we talk about illusory realities … that will never become … real
I was with my bike.
And … I wanted to get rid of everything around myself. I went into the fields … close to my house … but even if i thought no one will be there … I suddenly saw Sheila. She was also … same as me … into a short journey to … nowhere.
I’ve joined her … and we’ve started to chat … as usual. All my discussions with her were amazing … and the connection between us was just great.
We continued walking … having absolutely no direction…. but
enjoying the time spent together.
It was nice … to spend my time with Sheila.
Somehow it was all a moment of allowing ourselves … to … dolce far niente … having no purpose … or real destination. I even started to wonder if that should be our main way of living reality.
doing nothing.
having no purpose.
and simple waste time … but into the same time, being relaxed …. enjoy the moment itself.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
12
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
I felt … great … into Sheila’s company.
And she felt great also … cause i saw that into her eyes ….
but it was all a reality … that could not become real.
I wanted to live … on long term like that …. but i knew it was
not possible.
So was the greatness of that moment … useless?!
Or illusory?!
Well … all i knew was that i loved …. walking to nowhere …
simple enjoying the moment.
The only question that remained was … why i could not decide to live like that?!
Well … maybe me and Sheila … could enjoy life together … only if we could give ourselves the freedom to continue on this path to … nowhere.
But we were balancing … agreeing and disagreeing … with such … a reality.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
13
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
Seduction … seen
as an art
I was into a restaurant.
It was an amazing place … and i felt just great.
I was alone this time … simple wanting to eat and spend my time alone.
Suddenly i see into the corner of the restaurant … a couple … which looked to me that was there … to seduce each other.
or to offer to the people present there … an amazing show about seduction.
I was keep looking at them.
And … i could not believe this show was real.
Their gestures … the presence of a connection that looked so great.
I smiled.
I wanted to be a character into such a story … but maybe … even if i was dreaming about such a love story … i did not knew anything about …. seduction.
I was absolutely convinced that this was their first date … but everything was running … perfect.
I was watching the whole scene …. and could not believe … it was real.
They probably had a … karmic connection … knowing each
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
14
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
other from a previous life … but seeing and understanding the dance of energies beyond such a scene of a love story … i realized that my perceptions are … somehow redefined.
Yes …. i realize that seduction is … an art.
That it gives great value … to a beautiful relationship.
But … as always … i kept being ignorant.
Even if i knew … i had to change.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
15
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
The message is repeated on and on and on.
It looks like a total nonsense … but …
Today when i see that the same thing is repeat to me … i accept it’s a karmic message.
I don’t make a drama of it anymore …
i simple accept all … as a life lesson … that is whispering me a powerful message.
But … it’s all so, so … annoying.
I actually see myself trapped into scenes that have karmic meaning all the time.
Life … continues … but …
Somehow i just refuse to accept the nonsense as part of my life … and also that in fact … it’s not a nonsense … but something very valuable to me.
I can’t accept such a theory.
I know it’s true, but i just can’t accept it.
It’s almost ridiculous … cause my experience of life proved me … lots of times … that i should pay attention to the repeated messages … but still …
Well … yes …
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
16
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
Yes … it’s true … that i suffer of ignorance.
I know the truth … and i ignore it.
I pretend i don’t see what it is about … in all those karmic episodes of life.
But i am so, so annoyed when i see that i just can’t get out of those stories.
Pretending… i don’t know what the repeated stories are about it’s … so stupid of me. Hmm …
And guess what?!
I am acting so silly on the stage of my life that i accept to keep pretending … i’m stupid … and have no clarity in my intuition.
Even … if i feel that i know the meaning of all.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
17
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
philosophical & spiritual essays
The concept about eternity might be … illusory.
But … maybe it’s much clear when we look into the past and have a certain clarity about previous lives.
They meet.
They have such a huge clarity about their connection … like they should know each other …. by an eternity. And it’s even more than this.
They see eternity in front of their eyes … having the projection of an amazing non ending love story. It’s all so, so … obvious.
Having such a clarity about the connection between the 2 souls … it’s amazing.
There is no fear anymore … into the couple … on any of them.
They are happy together … and you can see that amazing vibe into their eyes.
I try to analyze them … more and more.
I try to understand if … eternity is real … or just illusory.
But i know … nothing is eternal.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
18
KARMIC ENERGIES … SEEN AS INFLUENCES THAT ARE REDEFINING OUR LIVES
