for the simple reason they are ... ours, but we are so blinds that we actually don’t see that ... most of those thoughts are the reason why we have such a headache ... all day long.
It’s a nice saying ... change your thoughts, change your life ... but we are too ignorants to think about it.
We believe we know better what we have to do ... and we actually don’t pay credit to anyone ... not even to the great thinkers.
And the mind ... remains ... full with silly negative ideas that dominate all what we feel.
We are actually dominated by the negativity itself ... not realizing that the outside world is just a reflection of the inner world.
We know that theory also ... but again ... we find it too abstract to care about it.
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Meanwhile ... the nightmare from the scene of the real life ...
continues.
It looks like the daemons started to control this scene ...
fulfilled with so, so many negative events.
We are metamorphosed ... into simple spectators ... that have no power at all of changing the script of those scenes. The negative events keep repeating on and on and on ... and the headache is huge.
There is nothing else to do ... than praying ... as the Supreme Intelligence to help us get rid of that negative energetic field that ruins our lives.
But suddenly ... we understand that there is nothing else to be done to get rid of the ugly headache ... than applying the theory of changing the thoughts ... otherwise the nightmare will continue forever.
We try to control the thoughts ... and guess what?! ... is almost like trying to control ... the wind ... and again we feel trapped in a cage ... with no hope of getting out of there. Meanwhile the headache continues.
But one day ... a voice is whispering us ... “Just smile ... and embrace all your thoughts ... with love and understanding”. Again ... we find it ... too abstract ... but when we are in such a critical situation ... there is nothing to do ... than try and test absolutely any idea.
In a moment of a blessing awakening we realize that our lives are not controlled by any daemons ... but all those thoughts from our minds are the daemons that force us to follow such ugly paths ... that generate all the time ... lots of headache.
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But ... embracing all our thoughts, ideas, feelings, fears ....
we are actually understand and accept who we really are.
We realize that the dark side of us ... exists.
It was always there.
It is part of us and the only wise thing we could do is to clean it ... or maybe replace it with the beautiful side that is there also.
In fact ... we should actually let the beautiful side dominates the dark side ... and we understand it’s all a decision ... and there is nothing better we could do.
Then ... we realize that all those theories about the impact of our thoughts on our lives ... are real ... even if they look so abstract.
We start to meditate ... and see the daemons that controls reality inside of us ... not in the outside world. The paid price for ignorance ... was huge.
Years of ... headaches ... even if we knew it by such a long time ... what was the real path that we needed to follow. ... and then the real change starts.
So ... dear friends ... let’s accept and embrace ourselves
...no matter where we are on the timeline of life.
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The Ego ... the real devil that dominates our souls
I would love to hear your answer to the question ... how do you define the ego?!
... but how is society defining the ego?!
Is the ego a positive or a negative side of the human being?! I believe today that the ego defines our personality many times ... but unfortunately ... from my point of view the ego is always in an annoying fight with the soul.
It’s the fight generated by the desire of total domination ... without actually understanding that the secret of a beautiful life is keeping the right balance between those 2 entities. But the human being is not really paying attention to the most important details ... and let the things run on automatic pilot.
Instead of trying to connect to the inner soul ... the individual allows the ego to start dominating the whole life. The result ... is a life controlled by silly values ... where everything matters, but nothing related with the inner self. In fact everything is just related with ... the self... the one from the outside world.
Nothing else is more important ... as the ego.
The fight is lost ... and that person becomes totally blinded.
The ego is always present on the scene of life.
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So ... bottomline ... is the ego good or bad?!
Should we only focus on the soul?!
Or we should mainly meditate of how to keep the right balance between those entities?!
Well ... most probably ... life is too complicated to be understood by the simple individuals ... but letting the ego control everything ... in fact letting everything be related just with the self ... will take us to a pathless path.
Maybe the ego is the devil itself ... or an mixed entity that combines all kind of daemons ... or maybe is just too much to say that ... but all i know is that whatever dominates us ... steal our right to live in freedom.
The meaning of the ego ... becomes totally related with the illusion of life .... and meanwhile force us to stay away from the soul ... ignoring all it really matters.
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There is no soul ... is just a gateway to the Universe
I had been wondering many times what is the symbolistic of children in the lives of adults.
I was looking at my 2 sons ... and even if in the beginning i did not understood what is the reason we have them near us... when the second son appeared ... i suddenly realized that the child is actually a representation of joy ... that reminds us ... in a world that we see so often ... much too ugly ... that at least when we come home ... life can be beautiful and fulfilled with joy.
Basically, we somehow understand what means the concept of inner and outside world.
Going out into the world, into what we name ... real life ... we see problems everywhere ... and a world dominated by the ... evil.
Coming back at home ... we see a beautiful child, that ... no matter what ... carries a smile all the time.
The outside world had no influence on the child ... yet. That amazing little human being ... is the best motivational coach you could ever had.
Looks at you ... with the eyes of an angel ... and without saying a word ... sends you a clear message ... “Life can also
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be beautiful ... it just depends of what side of it you look at!”. So ... at home ... you always spend time with an angel, but opening the door of your house ... you start to see the daemons and negativity everywhere.
You realize you live in between 2 worlds ... one of angels and one of devils ... just like in the religious books that you never payed attention to.
But you don’t know what to really do and keep the right balance between those 2 worlds, until the child is looking again at you ... and one
more time ... without saying ... not even a word ... is basically ... whispering the real secret to a beautiful life ... “Connect to yourself!”.
... and you do it ... but once you open the door of the inner soul ... you see that there is no soul, but a gateway to the Universe ... and the Universe means ... the Infinite ... everything it exists.
The soul ... guided you to see ... but also accept ...
everything ... cause all it exists it’s just one entity ...
named ... the Universe.
There are no angels or daemons ... but the way we see the world painted into beautiful or ugly colors ... and it’s all just an interpretation.
So ... everything it exists ... means the Universe ... and we are part of it.
The meditation ends ... we open the eyes ... and the child smiles again.
We realize that we should keep the child in our soul all the time ... but also that the child is anyway part of that inner soul, even if we forgot that.
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And the question is ... what if all the people we meet on the timeline of life are actually part of that soul?! Well ... maybe the question is too spiritual and
philosophical ... but again we close the eyes ... and open the door of the soul ... and try to understand better the concept of ... Infinite.
Realizing that the soul itself does not exists ... but all it exists ... is actually only one entity ... the meaning of the child was to guide ourselves ... for that we understand what life and this world is really about.
Adrian G Dumitru
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Any type of tribe ... even if has 40-50 people, or 287 ... represent an common energetic field.
The harmony can be present ... only if the people from the group are totally connected, but also have in the soul the best intentions for the tribe.
I saw many times beautiful couples ... that in one point ended their love story ... in a strange way ... and i was wondering why.
I also saw people ... business partners that had amazing businesses together, that were running excellent .... but one
day i heard that they closed all of them ... because they had argues all the time and could not continue anymore.
And i also saw groups of scientists closing a very important project ... because there was no communication between them anymore.
Is weird and i was quite interested why something that worked so well ... ended all the time in an ugly way.
All those relationship between 2 ( like a love story) or more
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people ... started in an amazing way ... but ended somehow ... becoming enemies.
They had a very long term plan ... and everything looked great ... but the story proved to be just a regular one ... with a beginning, the story itself ... and the end.
What was changed from 3-4000 years ago, when people were living in tribes ... even small tribes with not so many people?!
Why those people succeeded to live in those communities for centuries ... but nowadays ... when people create kind of small tribes, that are actually groups of few individuals ... usually end the story so easy?!
What is changed in the dynamic of a relationship of any kind?!
Why we can’t keep amazing stories ... alive?!
What is the evil part ... that just pushed the stop button in such an easy way?!
Well ... i believe that people don’t understand anymore that a group of 2 or more people is an common energetic field ...
with a mix of energies that come from the people that form the group.
But our energies change all the time ... just like the weather. Today .... our intentions are aligned with the intentions of the
group .... and everything is perfect.
But tomorrow ... living in such an chaotic world ... we just forget everything happened one day before.
Being so damm influenced by the outside world, we totally ignore ... that great story of the group .... and we don’t care anymore about it.
Thousands of years ago ... everything was static.
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There was no influence from outside .... and everything was
seen was ... the tribe.
The tribe itself ... protected the individual, but also the individual was fighting with any needed force to protect the tribe.
Any outside element of the world, if was not belonging to the tribe ... was seen as a element of possible danger ... and usually the contact itself was avoided.
Only the tribe was important ... and the world was ... just the tribe.
And in many such communities everything from the exterior was seen ... as evil.
People cared about the group ... a lot, but today living in a world full with opportunities ... we just ignore the absolute symbols of the groups we are part of.
A group, or a small tribe ... is just a story from our timeline cause we had been taught to experience ... kindergarten, primary school, secondary school, high school, university, the first job .... then jobs ... the first love relationship ... then another one and another one etc etc.
There are no absolute values anymore.
People don’t believe in that concept anymore.
It’s not that is good or bad ... but society changed a lot ... and having so many opportunities ... the individual don’t care so much anymore for the common energetic fields ... of those groups where he is part of.
The story itself ... became just ... a story.
In fact the story is seen just as ... an episode ... one of the many episodes of life.
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This is the reason why the groups are not totally connected anymore ... or if they are ... is just not for a very long
time ... and also we don’t have in the soul the best intentions for that small modern tribe.
Lots of other influences will come in our lives ... some of them much stronger than us ... even if we name them positive or negative.
So ... we just lose ourselves ... on the timeline of our own
lives ... forgetting everything was so damm important
yesterday ... and not having anything that should be defined
as absolute symbol ... just like the people from the tribes
from thousands of years ago.
Is it good or bad?!
Is the modern society goes in a positive direction?!
Well ... all it happens is for a reason and maybe the meaning of the modern individual is to experience more and more things in life.
So maybe the trend is ... positive ... cause we live today a larger spectrum of experiences ... and we see the life from more and more perspectives.
But also ... whatever this change means ... we just forgot the importance of a being totally connected to some of the most important stories of life ... and have in the soul the best intentions.
Probably today ... the concept of angels and daemons is not available anymore ... as it was thousands of years ago.
Or ... we simple don’t care about it ... and we changed our philosophy ... being opened to all kind of experiences... even if they are good or bad.
It’s a nice saying ... change your thoughts, change your life ... but we are too ignorants to think about it.
We believe we know better what we have to do ... and we actually don’t pay credit to anyone ... not even to the great thinkers.
And the mind ... remains ... full with silly negative ideas that dominate all what we feel.
We are actually dominated by the negativity itself ... not realizing that the outside world is just a reflection of the inner world.
We know that theory also ... but again ... we find it too abstract to care about it.
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Meanwhile ... the nightmare from the scene of the real life ...
continues.
It looks like the daemons started to control this scene ...
fulfilled with so, so many negative events.
We are metamorphosed ... into simple spectators ... that have no power at all of changing the script of those scenes. The negative events keep repeating on and on and on ... and the headache is huge.
There is nothing else to do ... than praying ... as the Supreme Intelligence to help us get rid of that negative energetic field that ruins our lives.
But suddenly ... we understand that there is nothing else to be done to get rid of the ugly headache ... than applying the theory of changing the thoughts ... otherwise the nightmare will continue forever.
We try to control the thoughts ... and guess what?! ... is almost like trying to control ... the wind ... and again we feel trapped in a cage ... with no hope of getting out of there. Meanwhile the headache continues.
But one day ... a voice is whispering us ... “Just smile ... and embrace all your thoughts ... with love and understanding”. Again ... we find it ... too abstract ... but when we are in such a critical situation ... there is nothing to do ... than try and test absolutely any idea.
In a moment of a blessing awakening we realize that our lives are not controlled by any daemons ... but all those thoughts from our minds are the daemons that force us to follow such ugly paths ... that generate all the time ... lots of headache.
Adrian G Dumitru
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But ... embracing all our thoughts, ideas, feelings, fears ....
we are actually understand and accept who we really are.
We realize that the dark side of us ... exists.
It was always there.
It is part of us and the only wise thing we could do is to clean it ... or maybe replace it with the beautiful side that is there also.
In fact ... we should actually let the beautiful side dominates the dark side ... and we understand it’s all a decision ... and there is nothing better we could do.
Then ... we realize that all those theories about the impact of our thoughts on our lives ... are real ... even if they look so abstract.
We start to meditate ... and see the daemons that controls reality inside of us ... not in the outside world. The paid price for ignorance ... was huge.
Years of ... headaches ... even if we knew it by such a long time ... what was the real path that we needed to follow. ... and then the real change starts.
So ... dear friends ... let’s accept and embrace ourselves
...no matter where we are on the timeline of life.
Adrian G Dumitru
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philosophical essays
The Ego ... the real devil that dominates our souls
I would love to hear your answer to the question ... how do you define the ego?!
... but how is society defining the ego?!
Is the ego a positive or a negative side of the human being?! I believe today that the ego defines our personality many times ... but unfortunately ... from my point of view the ego is always in an annoying fight with the soul.
It’s the fight generated by the desire of total domination ... without actually understanding that the secret of a beautiful life is keeping the right balance between those 2 entities. But the human being is not really paying attention to the most important details ... and let the things run on automatic pilot.
Instead of trying to connect to the inner soul ... the individual allows the ego to start dominating the whole life. The result ... is a life controlled by silly values ... where everything matters, but nothing related with the inner self. In fact everything is just related with ... the self... the one from the outside world.
Nothing else is more important ... as the ego.
The fight is lost ... and that person becomes totally blinded.
The ego is always present on the scene of life.
Adrian G Dumitru
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So ... bottomline ... is the ego good or bad?!
Should we only focus on the soul?!
Or we should mainly meditate of how to keep the right balance between those entities?!
Well ... most probably ... life is too complicated to be understood by the simple individuals ... but letting the ego control everything ... in fact letting everything be related just with the self ... will take us to a pathless path.
Maybe the ego is the devil itself ... or an mixed entity that combines all kind of daemons ... or maybe is just too much to say that ... but all i know is that whatever dominates us ... steal our right to live in freedom.
The meaning of the ego ... becomes totally related with the illusion of life .... and meanwhile force us to stay away from the soul ... ignoring all it really matters.
Adrian G Dumitru
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philosophical essays
There is no soul ... is just a gateway to the Universe
I had been wondering many times what is the symbolistic of children in the lives of adults.
I was looking at my 2 sons ... and even if in the beginning i did not understood what is the reason we have them near us... when the second son appeared ... i suddenly realized that the child is actually a representation of joy ... that reminds us ... in a world that we see so often ... much too ugly ... that at least when we come home ... life can be beautiful and fulfilled with joy.
Basically, we somehow understand what means the concept of inner and outside world.
Going out into the world, into what we name ... real life ... we see problems everywhere ... and a world dominated by the ... evil.
Coming back at home ... we see a beautiful child, that ... no matter what ... carries a smile all the time.
The outside world had no influence on the child ... yet. That amazing little human being ... is the best motivational coach you could ever had.
Looks at you ... with the eyes of an angel ... and without saying a word ... sends you a clear message ... “Life can also
Adrian G Dumitru
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be beautiful ... it just depends of what side of it you look at!”. So ... at home ... you always spend time with an angel, but opening the door of your house ... you start to see the daemons and negativity everywhere.
You realize you live in between 2 worlds ... one of angels and one of devils ... just like in the religious books that you never payed attention to.
But you don’t know what to really do and keep the right balance between those 2 worlds, until the child is looking again at you ... and one
more time ... without saying ... not even a word ... is basically ... whispering the real secret to a beautiful life ... “Connect to yourself!”.
... and you do it ... but once you open the door of the inner soul ... you see that there is no soul, but a gateway to the Universe ... and the Universe means ... the Infinite ... everything it exists.
The soul ... guided you to see ... but also accept ...
everything ... cause all it exists it’s just one entity ...
named ... the Universe.
There are no angels or daemons ... but the way we see the world painted into beautiful or ugly colors ... and it’s all just an interpretation.
So ... everything it exists ... means the Universe ... and we are part of it.
The meditation ends ... we open the eyes ... and the child smiles again.
We realize that we should keep the child in our soul all the time ... but also that the child is anyway part of that inner soul, even if we forgot that.
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And the question is ... what if all the people we meet on the timeline of life are actually part of that soul?! Well ... maybe the question is too spiritual and
philosophical ... but again we close the eyes ... and open the door of the soul ... and try to understand better the concept of ... Infinite.
Realizing that the soul itself does not exists ... but all it exists ... is actually only one entity ... the meaning of the child was to guide ourselves ... for that we understand what life and this world is really about.
Adrian G Dumitru
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Any type of tribe ... even if has 40-50 people, or 287 ... represent an common energetic field.
The harmony can be present ... only if the people from the group are totally connected, but also have in the soul the best intentions for the tribe.
I saw many times beautiful couples ... that in one point ended their love story ... in a strange way ... and i was wondering why.
I also saw people ... business partners that had amazing businesses together, that were running excellent .... but one
day i heard that they closed all of them ... because they had argues all the time and could not continue anymore.
And i also saw groups of scientists closing a very important project ... because there was no communication between them anymore.
Is weird and i was quite interested why something that worked so well ... ended all the time in an ugly way.
All those relationship between 2 ( like a love story) or more
Adrian G Dumitru
23
MY RELATIONSHIP WITH THE DEVIL REDEFINED MY LIFE philosophical essays
people ... started in an amazing way ... but ended somehow ... becoming enemies.
They had a very long term plan ... and everything looked great ... but the story proved to be just a regular one ... with a beginning, the story itself ... and the end.
What was changed from 3-4000 years ago, when people were living in tribes ... even small tribes with not so many people?!
Why those people succeeded to live in those communities for centuries ... but nowadays ... when people create kind of small tribes, that are actually groups of few individuals ... usually end the story so easy?!
What is changed in the dynamic of a relationship of any kind?!
Why we can’t keep amazing stories ... alive?!
What is the evil part ... that just pushed the stop button in such an easy way?!
Well ... i believe that people don’t understand anymore that a group of 2 or more people is an common energetic field ...
with a mix of energies that come from the people that form the group.
But our energies change all the time ... just like the weather. Today .... our intentions are aligned with the intentions of the
group .... and everything is perfect.
But tomorrow ... living in such an chaotic world ... we just forget everything happened one day before.
Being so damm influenced by the outside world, we totally ignore ... that great story of the group .... and we don’t care anymore about it.
Thousands of years ago ... everything was static.
Adrian G Dumitru
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There was no influence from outside .... and everything was
seen was ... the tribe.
The tribe itself ... protected the individual, but also the individual was fighting with any needed force to protect the tribe.
Any outside element of the world, if was not belonging to the tribe ... was seen as a element of possible danger ... and usually the contact itself was avoided.
Only the tribe was important ... and the world was ... just the tribe.
And in many such communities everything from the exterior was seen ... as evil.
People cared about the group ... a lot, but today living in a world full with opportunities ... we just ignore the absolute symbols of the groups we are part of.
A group, or a small tribe ... is just a story from our timeline cause we had been taught to experience ... kindergarten, primary school, secondary school, high school, university, the first job .... then jobs ... the first love relationship ... then another one and another one etc etc.
There are no absolute values anymore.
People don’t believe in that concept anymore.
It’s not that is good or bad ... but society changed a lot ... and having so many opportunities ... the individual don’t care so much anymore for the common energetic fields ... of those groups where he is part of.
The story itself ... became just ... a story.
In fact the story is seen just as ... an episode ... one of the many episodes of life.
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This is the reason why the groups are not totally connected anymore ... or if they are ... is just not for a very long
time ... and also we don’t have in the soul the best intentions for that small modern tribe.
Lots of other influences will come in our lives ... some of them much stronger than us ... even if we name them positive or negative.
So ... we just lose ourselves ... on the timeline of our own
lives ... forgetting everything was so damm important
yesterday ... and not having anything that should be defined
as absolute symbol ... just like the people from the tribes
from thousands of years ago.
Is it good or bad?!
Is the modern society goes in a positive direction?!
Well ... all it happens is for a reason and maybe the meaning of the modern individual is to experience more and more things in life.
So maybe the trend is ... positive ... cause we live today a larger spectrum of experiences ... and we see the life from more and more perspectives.
But also ... whatever this change means ... we just forgot the importance of a being totally connected to some of the most important stories of life ... and have in the soul the best intentions.
Probably today ... the concept of angels and daemons is not available anymore ... as it was thousands of years ago.
Or ... we simple don’t care about it ... and we changed our philosophy ... being opened to all kind of experiences... even if they are good or bad.
