had a message that i could not clearly understand. And i was asking myself ... if the Universe means abundance .... and everything i can get from it is free ... why
all the time when i want something is so damm difficult?! It just does not make sense.
But suddenly i realized that the lady told me that i also need to know to connect to the Universe ... but the whole meaning of this sentence was to ask for guidance ... for which path to follow in life.
I was only listening to my silly desires .... in fact to my
ego .... but not to my soul.
Any soul is totally connected to the Universe ... and just by asking you will receive the answers.
I also remember about a dear friend, that knows everything about energies ... and can give any answer about future events ... that she told me one day that she does not want to read any book at all, cause all the time she needs an answer ... ask and immediately receive it.
... but i was not doing that ... cause i was not really connected just with my inner soul.
I carried a soul in myself, but i always ignored it ... listening
just to the ego.
And guess what?!
I paid a huge price all the time for my desires.
Instead of asking myself ... is this a proper desire for my life?! ... i was just focusing on accomplishing it ... because this is what i wanted and i cared a lot of what i wanted. I ignored the fact that the trick is to connect to the
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Universe ... finding it an useless thing to do.
But the real abundance never came to me.
I had to fight all the time to get what i really wanted.
So dear friends ... i just write from my experience and i don’t want to tell you that what i say is the truth ... and also that the ego is a negative entity ... but the statistical datas from my life showed that every time i was listening just to the ego
... i was following difficult paths ... and all the time i tried to also listen to my soul and intuition ... that is the connection with the Universe ... everything came by itself.
Maybe .... you should also meditate more on what that crazy
old .... but very wise lady ... told me long time ago.
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Unfortunately ... sometimes cheating is not an option but a ... must
Someone told me this ugly theory ... about 25 years ago ...
and i totally disliked it.
I was actually so annoyed of it ... that i started to hate my friend from that time for his words.
Later on ... i realized i was too dogmatic, but also too idealistic at that age ... when i was just a silly teenager.
And ... even if i continued to be an idealistic person ... seeing over the years so many people cheating ... i realized that the things are different than what i thought.
First of all i was asking myself why it happens as those people to cheat ... but the real answer came to me when i cheated ... but also was cheated.
The experience itself revealed very clear to me what was going on ... without being needed anymore to ask or to study someone else.
I suddenly realized that the human being that is doing that ... is not feeling anymore ... that is getting what wants from the relationship is involved in.
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And as the relationship to survive ... the medicine becomes the act of ... cheating.
Sounds even as a silly paradox, but that person that we dogmatically define as dishonest ... dominated by evil forces etc etc is simple not feeling alive anymore .... and all that
wants is simple ... to survive till the moment when the old relationship will be somehow reborned.
The problem is that the magic is not appearing anymore ... or if it appears is appearing only on the other side of the story .... and we suddenly fall in love with the other person.
We cheat ... to survive in an old relationship that we don’t like anymore by such a long time ... but it might happen even to become happy again ... simple by feeling amazing emotions with the new person.
We start to even wonder why we haven’t done this long time before ... but too many people around ... judge us in such a disgusting way.
We forgot about dogmatism ... but we become dogmatic again .... just by caring about what they think.
But all those people that defined the people that practice the cheating ... never thought ... not even for a second ... that actually cheating was not an option ... but a must ... just to feel alive one more time.
Most probably ... we will never understand the evil side of the human being unless we ... experience it.
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“only
two eyes can see the same .....
why not all.....?”
(Arij Emaan)
I am always having with my dear Arij ... kind of a philosophical dance, but what i write in few pages ... Arij has the power to write just by using few words.
And ... i love her for the amazing talent of doing that! Far away from me ... in the other side of the world ... she observed that 2 eyes can be the same ... but are never seeing reality in the same way. Never ...
Hearing Arij ... i suddenly stop from all my activities and start to meditate ... not really understanding why this is so important.
But is funny .... cause my 2 eyes see reality in the same way
Arij’s 2 beautiful eyes see it ... so is that theory correct or wrong?!
Well ... i saw so many times people defining situations in such a different way.
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You could smile looking at 2 people arguing ... hearing the reality is dark ... and amazing in the same time ... but still you see it totally different as them.
And you see so many times ... those damm situations ... that you understand that in the end is just a perception. Someone is seeing a situation ... in the most negative way ...
but his close friend is laughing of him ... saying ... “You are just having one of those days ... when you are just idiot again, but don’t worry .... in this dance of your emotions ...
tomorrow you will see things in a totally different way”. And i smile ... cause i see myself in this scenario also ... on both sides.
It’s all a balance between seeing the world in beautiful and ugly colors ... positive and negative vibes ... not really understanding that there is no good or evil ... but just a perception of reality.
But one day ... i see 2 people that were falling in love one with the other ... and i was talking with them for hours. They were always having the same thoughts, feelings, perceptions ... so i asked myself again if the theory came from Arij was true or not ... but suddenly i understood that what we call perception is totally related with the connectivity between the 2 people that we analyze in a scene.
If the connection between them is a good one, or even an amazing one ... same as at the people that are in love ...
they see reality painted in the same colors ... no matter if the connection is a positive or a negative one ... but if the connection does not exists ... like is happening in most of the cases ... only 2 eyes can see the same.
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Is not good or bad ... to see things in the way we see it ... cause it’s just a fundamental right ... of the human being to observe the world through the eyes of his soul ... but maybe we should have in mind to spend our lives ... with the people that are on the same frequency with us ... or on the frequency we would love to have all the time ... in case we dream for a change in our lives.
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Amazing vibes
... amazing life
My journey in life started to become ... somehow a journey to a pathless path.
Everything looked perfect .... but it was in fact a total mess.
I was making lots of money, but i never had money. It looked like i made the perfect investment, but the headache i had with those investments drove me crazy ... daily.
And even if it looked like i have a beautiful private life, with an amazing wife and 2 great children ... everything went into the wrong direction.
Life just looked amazing ... but was a total disaster ... from all points of view ... and more i was trying to define what was going on ... much chaotic the life became.
I had a strange idea in my mind, by years, that i actually love the chaos ... and saw into this concept .... the real path
to follow ... not realizing that the chaos is actually the opposite of ... harmony.
It was weird ... and unbelievable ... i wanted and actually searched the beauty of harmony ... but i was following the path of chaos.
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No one would understand me ... not even myself .... but
having so much headache generated by this chaotic life ... i decided it is the time for a change.
I had no idea what i should do ... cause i was in the most silliest situation i could ever be ... my life was a total mess .... but looked like a perfect one.
I was reading thousands of books and i understood lots of philosophical concepts, but i never found the answer i was searching for.
I was meditating a lot ... but not being connected anymore to my soul ... no real answer came to me.
I was in a real weird situation ... and there was no one to save me ... but maybe i had to save myself.
And one day, after waking up ... i realized i never wake up with joy ... so i never started the day with a beautiful vibe. I had no idea how i can get a beautiful vibe .... but i could
write a book of 1000 pages about negative vibes. But guess what?!
I a moment of clarity and awakening ... i suddenly understood that i was not in harmony with the Universe and all i had to do ... was to connect to it ... through the power of great vibes.
And those vibes could simple come into my soul .... by
chancing my focus to real beautiful things like .... admiring
the nature, long walks into a beautiful park, spending quality time with my children, connecting into a beautiful way to all the people from my life.
It was actually a simple decision to focus more on the real beautiful side of life ... and ignore the darkness from myself,
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the one that was related just with myself ... my interests, my desires, my plans, my problems etc.
Basically all i had to do was to focus on the real positive values of life and ignore ... the evil part of myself.
Little by little ... the amazing vibes started to appear into my soul ...and also life started to change.
My focus was now not on a life that needs to look perfect, according to the standards of the modern society ... but a life i feel deep inside of myself that is the real path of my life.
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Motivation ... is not about perfect case scenarios ... but more about the difficult path to that destination
You know ... when i see many of the motivational materials from social media ... i smile.
I would actually laugh, but i came to the conclusion that i must respect all opinions, ideas, thoughts and desires of the people that are appearing on the timeline of my life.
So ... i just smile and wonder myself .... how could i be so
silly, not so long time ago ... that i found so interesting and empowering all those motivational materials?!
Well ... the images with Lamborghini, Bentley, Rolls-Royce, amazing mansions, gold, huge amounts of cash ... they present just one side of the story ... and is not telling us the whole truth ... that not all the paths can be destined to us also.
And indeed that could be a path that we should follow, but also not follow.
Unfortunately ... what i am saying is that motivation became too much about the best case scenarios, models of success that might not be destined to us also ... but not so much about the real plan to that destination.
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Is like we take the magic pill ... and just by consuming those motivational materials ... you start to follow the path of a huge success ... make few steps and then arrive at the destination.
Somehow i could define this kind of motivation, without trying to judge it in any way ... cause i don’t feel myself in the position of judging anyone ... like a modern temptation. It’s a new type of drug that we consume, without understanding that before consuming any motivational materials we should connect to the inner soul ... ask for guidance and then choose the path of life that we should really follow.
The type of motivation that we would need is probably different, even of so many people love the model with the beautiful mansion and the Rolls-Royce.
The model itself ... unfortunately can become a stupid temptation ... and the huge paid price for trying to get it ... could be useless.
We do not understand that just the inner soul can guide us to the proper type of happiness that we should have in mind when we start to work really hard for a ... big dream. Don’t miss understand me ... please!
Lamborghini is an amazing car ... and i love beautiful houses ... and also the money ... but why we should not ask first the inner self ... what is the meaning of our lives and what is the best plan to follow?!
And i am not saying that the temptation of the so called perfect case scenarios is coming from the Devil and we should follow actually the path of Angels and religions ...
cause i don’t find actual those models for the modern human
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being ... but what i try to explain ... is just that we should meditate more ... before start to follow any big plan for life ... on the connection between us, the soul and the Universe.
Ask for guidance ... not for perfect case scenarios ... so that in the end, after paying a huge price for getting it ... to see that is not making you happy ... cause that was not destined to you.
Like this ... you will just become an expert into the concept of pathless paths ... but never a happy persons.
