doctors ... to save us ... but the things are a little bit
different in love stories ... even abstract ... and we can’t
understand that even if we are the patient that needs
immediately help ... we should also play the role of the
emergency doctors.
But we can’t see that.
We expect of having this trick and use another person, pretending we sincerely want to have a new start ... but still being under the influences of the energies of the past relationship ... and of the break up itself.
Instead of healing and releasing all those negative emotions that we carry in the soul ... we expect as someone else to
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come and solve the problem for us.
Or should i say that ... the dark side from us is trying to use someone else, pretending we are looking for a new love story ... but just for the interest of ... healing the soul.
Yes ... nothing more than that ... but we keep acting like that only till one day ... when we realize we are already healed ...
but again we are not in the right relationship ... and it’s time to break up again.
Everything we’ve done ... comes against us ... and we came back in the same unwanted position ... almost headed ... but broke up again.
Then we realize .... the problem is inside of us ... and we
need to take care of it in a honest way ... connect to the inner self and ask for the real healing ... and guidance.
Yes ... we can play around with our lives and the laws of the Universe, but in the end we will see that the future will be just a reflection of thoughts and actions ... and we will just live the same ugly experiences on and on and on.
So ... bottomline ... it’s all a decision if you let yourself be dominated by the dark or the beautiful side of yourself ...
and the reflection, that will come into the future ... will be just the reflection of those decisions from the present moment.
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The ultimate test is understanding ... the illusion
Many years ago, in India, in a village forgotten by the world, a peasant lived at his small farm with his family. Things were going well for him.
He had a good harvest every year, he had more animals from year to year ... the children grew up beautifully, and his wife took care of everything that means household.
He was actually living the perfect life ... and everyone saw in him a man of success with a beautiful family. Everyone ... except him.
And strangely ... even though things were going well for him ... it was clear that the man was always sad.
Something was missing from his life, but he didn't know what either.
One day ... a friend points out that he has become blind and many other peasants in the village would have wanted to be in his position ... but suddenly the peasant stops working, smiles ... and was so changed when he was smiling ... like a totally different person ... and he replied to his friend .. “I asked for land ... I received land, I asked for animals ... the animals also appeared, i asked for a beautiful wife ... I also received that wife, I wanted children ... the children came
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too ... but something is rotten in this life of mine.
My wife looks perfect, but even though we’ve talked so many times ... i did not told you that I believe she's possessed by the Devil.
Everyone sees a beautiful woman, in her place, who takes care of the house ... but even though you can't believe it ... I swear she's possessed.
All I have ... I can say they have no value even though I wanted them so much.
I live practically ... an illusion, and everyone in the village sees only the illusion ... which I also saw in the past ... that everything is perfect ”.
I forgot to mention that this peasant ... from that far part of the world ... had loved philosophy during his school time. He already knew that life itself is an ... illusion and often identifies with this abstract concept ... and strange in fact for the life of a simple country man.
The universe had given the peasant everything a man in the country side could have dreamed of in those days.
He had a perfect life, or he seemed to have a perfect life, but in fact ... his life at home was a ... hell. Paradise was actually ... the Hell.
The peasant's friend stared at him, not knowing what answer to give him ... everything seemed unreal, but understanding that you could end up in life to have everything ... but in fact to have nothing, because the peasant's peace of mind had long since disappeared.
Had the peasant reached a spiritual stage so high as to identify the illusion in any element of his life, or was his wife really possessed by evil spirits ... and from here everything
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seemed ruined and an ... illusion ?!
Was the hell at home ... just an illusion ?!
Or is it .... the paradise seen by others in the yard of that
simple man from the country side?!
The story itself ... is a story about the illusion of life ... but maybe everything in life becomes an illusion because we do not know that on the road to evolution we should follow all aspects of life and always have a good balance in everything ... that exists in our life.
Maybe ... and we can't ignore that this may be a hypothesis ... maybe it wasn't the wife who was possessed by demons ... but their relationship itself, even though they had everything they wanted ... but everything had toxic connotations.
Maybe they tried too hard to get into the scenario of the perfect life ... but they ended up forgetting about each other ... about the connection between them ... and its importance in this context of an illusory perfect life.
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Success has been completely redefined today and seems to be accessible to anyone who truly believes they can have it.
But we do not understand that real success has a little secret that is difficult to be understood for those who believe that everything must be followed in life step by step.
The secret itself ... and we actually know it ... is to believe in magic ... and maybe in the beauty of life.
But life has ups and downs ... and a series of daily problems ... often the list is endless ... and probably that makes us forget that vision of existence ... that we had when we were children.
Back then, I thought anything was possible ... from becoming an astronaut over the years, to driving a Lamborghini ... or discovering gold on the homeless plain. I thought magic ... really existed.
But the motivation ... even if it existed then ... was not as present as it is today.
Social media was a concept that no one knew about ... nor did they see it in order to have so many models that we could study.
Instead, everything was maybe ... anti-motivation.
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We were told ... “Please ... do not longer dream with your eyes open. Magic is just a cartoon nonsense ... but it doesn't really exist. "
And what do you think ?!
They convinced us, just as they were convinced. ... but everything until one day.
A person who comes in magical way in our lives, forcibly takes us out of the gray reality and makes us fall in love with her.
The coolest part of the story is that we see the magic again ... and we start believing in it ... one more time.
It may be illusory ... I know ... but the feeling of the moment is magnificent.
And somehow we start believing again that anything is possible, and the motivational patterns we see so often today ... may be possible ... even for us.
The positive or negative connotations have disappeared from our minds.
The opening today is ... total.
Reality ... is ours ... and the magic is part of the timeline of our lives.
Love ... showed us the shortcut ... making us believe again ... that everything is possible ... even that scenario, which seemed so illusory ... of the perfect couple climbing into a fabulous Lamborghini ... and envied by all.
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That's life ... a circus
Truth be told ... we don't really know what we want. Or maybe we know but we don't have the necessary courage ... to live and enjoy life.
But ... still ... we seem ... that we want to taste it. And when we taste the forbidden liqueur ... that mix of positivity and negativity ... we see that we like it ... even love it.
And we want one more time.
And one more time.
Life itself becomes in the end ... a circus ... and we just play around with energies ... not really realizing what we do.
We act as clowns ... in disguise as actors ... but we just play non sense games.
Looking and defining the others, that are around us ... we understand life, but we do not see .... that we are the same as them ... just human beings.
We argue.
We fight.
We smile.
We dream.
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We love.
We hope.
... but all the time ... ignoring the connections ... and the importance of them at certain values ... not caring that is probably more important to show our beautiful than our dark side .... we show to everybody that we have a silly disability of acting properly on the stage of life.
And we end up proving to be just silly clowns from a circus that is actually not caring of the show itself.
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When nothing works to change
your vibe ... just sing and dance ... it’s the trick that is guiding you to amazing feelings
The human being invented lots of things ... and with money in your pocket you can buy almost anything you want from the ... supermarket.
But we can’t buy ... the happiness ... and the reason of that is quite simple ... it’s free ... and you can find it anywhere, but only when you try to connect to it ... for real.
I believe that the number one disease from the world today is not cancer ... but the unhappiness.
Too many people, all over the world ... did not understood the tricks for having beautiful vibes.
Well ... i am sure it’s simple when someone tells us the secret ... but i am looking around and realize that an army of daemons ... were whispering almost to everybody ... the secret of being unhappy ... not of being happy.
But one day ... suddenly ... just by watching an amazing young lady ... how she was dancing ... being in the same time extremely happy ... i understand the real secret ... the one i could not find in books.
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The beautiful ... amazing ... young soul ... was dancing ...
and nothing more.
But her smile revealed her beauty so damm well ... telling to the whole world that we live in world fulfilled with beautiful vibes.
And i start to wonder myself if someone ever bothered to tell
to the billions of unhappy people ... that the unhappiness is
just a type of vibe that can be easily replaced with a better
one ... the one of happiness ... just by simple dancing and
why not ... singing.
So ... is it so simple?!
Well ... i decided to take few days off and surf over social media ... just watching hundreds ... maybe thousands of young angels ... dancing with so much pleasure.
And i realized one more thing ... i don’t know how to dance ... damm it.
How could i be so silly as at my age to not know how to dance?!
So ... i continued ... just watching the amazing young ladies ... and connect to their joy ... while ....they were feeling alive.
And ... i started to feel alive again ... too.
Admiring a beauty ... i discovered that life is beautiful ... but i never thought of studying this subject.
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We ask for honesty and authenticity
when it comes about the connections we have with
the people from our timelinen... but we end up being afraid of seeing the wild side of those persons.
Monica was considering that it’s already too late ... and she should marry soon ... but that perfect guy that she was searching for by such a long time ... was not appearing. At least not ... yet.
But one day ... a mysterious guy had contacted her ... and they started to chat a lot.
She was under the pressure of time ... and liking him ... she is asking him to be honest and tell her his fantesies regarding their relationship.
She was wondering ... did i met an angel or a devil?!
Should i meet with him?!
What if he really is that perfect guy that i am looking for?! She wanted in her life ... someone to dream for her .... to
want her ... in all the possible ways ... but she was also worried of how things will move on ... if they will like each other.
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The funny thing was that the guy was a writer ... and asking him for his fantasies ... she suddenly became ... sad.
He wanted her ... even if they never met ... and after telling her that the first thing after they will meet ... he will kiss and touch her like in a love movie ... she became too ... scared of him.
He was a stranger ... but while speaking her openly ... as a friend, but also as a lover from the near future ... his wild side became too much scary.
He knew how to use the power of beautiful words ... but he avoided to be polite.
He preferred to show that scary wild side, even if ... in general ... he was a good boy.
But no other girl ... told him to be wild.
And he was acting as that ... but ... he scared her.
They somehow destroyed a connection that was ... not even explored yet ... by the both sides ... cause truth be told ... we are just afraid of authenticity.
We want honesty .... but when the partner is becoming too
opened and tells all those deep thoughts and desires ... we just can’t handle it.
We love the feeling of being wanted ... even by strangers ...
but it scares us ... and we prefer to just ... run away. The story ends ... in a childish way ... and that’s not all. The next stories ... goes the same ... and we can’t understand why.
different in love stories ... even abstract ... and we can’t
understand that even if we are the patient that needs
immediately help ... we should also play the role of the
emergency doctors.
But we can’t see that.
We expect of having this trick and use another person, pretending we sincerely want to have a new start ... but still being under the influences of the energies of the past relationship ... and of the break up itself.
Instead of healing and releasing all those negative emotions that we carry in the soul ... we expect as someone else to
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come and solve the problem for us.
Or should i say that ... the dark side from us is trying to use someone else, pretending we are looking for a new love story ... but just for the interest of ... healing the soul.
Yes ... nothing more than that ... but we keep acting like that only till one day ... when we realize we are already healed ...
but again we are not in the right relationship ... and it’s time to break up again.
Everything we’ve done ... comes against us ... and we came back in the same unwanted position ... almost headed ... but broke up again.
Then we realize .... the problem is inside of us ... and we
need to take care of it in a honest way ... connect to the inner self and ask for the real healing ... and guidance.
Yes ... we can play around with our lives and the laws of the Universe, but in the end we will see that the future will be just a reflection of thoughts and actions ... and we will just live the same ugly experiences on and on and on.
So ... bottomline ... it’s all a decision if you let yourself be dominated by the dark or the beautiful side of yourself ...
and the reflection, that will come into the future ... will be just the reflection of those decisions from the present moment.
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The ultimate test is understanding ... the illusion
Many years ago, in India, in a village forgotten by the world, a peasant lived at his small farm with his family. Things were going well for him.
He had a good harvest every year, he had more animals from year to year ... the children grew up beautifully, and his wife took care of everything that means household.
He was actually living the perfect life ... and everyone saw in him a man of success with a beautiful family. Everyone ... except him.
And strangely ... even though things were going well for him ... it was clear that the man was always sad.
Something was missing from his life, but he didn't know what either.
One day ... a friend points out that he has become blind and many other peasants in the village would have wanted to be in his position ... but suddenly the peasant stops working, smiles ... and was so changed when he was smiling ... like a totally different person ... and he replied to his friend .. “I asked for land ... I received land, I asked for animals ... the animals also appeared, i asked for a beautiful wife ... I also received that wife, I wanted children ... the children came
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too ... but something is rotten in this life of mine.
My wife looks perfect, but even though we’ve talked so many times ... i did not told you that I believe she's possessed by the Devil.
Everyone sees a beautiful woman, in her place, who takes care of the house ... but even though you can't believe it ... I swear she's possessed.
All I have ... I can say they have no value even though I wanted them so much.
I live practically ... an illusion, and everyone in the village sees only the illusion ... which I also saw in the past ... that everything is perfect ”.
I forgot to mention that this peasant ... from that far part of the world ... had loved philosophy during his school time. He already knew that life itself is an ... illusion and often identifies with this abstract concept ... and strange in fact for the life of a simple country man.
The universe had given the peasant everything a man in the country side could have dreamed of in those days.
He had a perfect life, or he seemed to have a perfect life, but in fact ... his life at home was a ... hell. Paradise was actually ... the Hell.
The peasant's friend stared at him, not knowing what answer to give him ... everything seemed unreal, but understanding that you could end up in life to have everything ... but in fact to have nothing, because the peasant's peace of mind had long since disappeared.
Had the peasant reached a spiritual stage so high as to identify the illusion in any element of his life, or was his wife really possessed by evil spirits ... and from here everything
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seemed ruined and an ... illusion ?!
Was the hell at home ... just an illusion ?!
Or is it .... the paradise seen by others in the yard of that
simple man from the country side?!
The story itself ... is a story about the illusion of life ... but maybe everything in life becomes an illusion because we do not know that on the road to evolution we should follow all aspects of life and always have a good balance in everything ... that exists in our life.
Maybe ... and we can't ignore that this may be a hypothesis ... maybe it wasn't the wife who was possessed by demons ... but their relationship itself, even though they had everything they wanted ... but everything had toxic connotations.
Maybe they tried too hard to get into the scenario of the perfect life ... but they ended up forgetting about each other ... about the connection between them ... and its importance in this context of an illusory perfect life.
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Success has been completely redefined today and seems to be accessible to anyone who truly believes they can have it.
But we do not understand that real success has a little secret that is difficult to be understood for those who believe that everything must be followed in life step by step.
The secret itself ... and we actually know it ... is to believe in magic ... and maybe in the beauty of life.
But life has ups and downs ... and a series of daily problems ... often the list is endless ... and probably that makes us forget that vision of existence ... that we had when we were children.
Back then, I thought anything was possible ... from becoming an astronaut over the years, to driving a Lamborghini ... or discovering gold on the homeless plain. I thought magic ... really existed.
But the motivation ... even if it existed then ... was not as present as it is today.
Social media was a concept that no one knew about ... nor did they see it in order to have so many models that we could study.
Instead, everything was maybe ... anti-motivation.
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We were told ... “Please ... do not longer dream with your eyes open. Magic is just a cartoon nonsense ... but it doesn't really exist. "
And what do you think ?!
They convinced us, just as they were convinced. ... but everything until one day.
A person who comes in magical way in our lives, forcibly takes us out of the gray reality and makes us fall in love with her.
The coolest part of the story is that we see the magic again ... and we start believing in it ... one more time.
It may be illusory ... I know ... but the feeling of the moment is magnificent.
And somehow we start believing again that anything is possible, and the motivational patterns we see so often today ... may be possible ... even for us.
The positive or negative connotations have disappeared from our minds.
The opening today is ... total.
Reality ... is ours ... and the magic is part of the timeline of our lives.
Love ... showed us the shortcut ... making us believe again ... that everything is possible ... even that scenario, which seemed so illusory ... of the perfect couple climbing into a fabulous Lamborghini ... and envied by all.
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That's life ... a circus
Truth be told ... we don't really know what we want. Or maybe we know but we don't have the necessary courage ... to live and enjoy life.
But ... still ... we seem ... that we want to taste it. And when we taste the forbidden liqueur ... that mix of positivity and negativity ... we see that we like it ... even love it.
And we want one more time.
And one more time.
Life itself becomes in the end ... a circus ... and we just play around with energies ... not really realizing what we do.
We act as clowns ... in disguise as actors ... but we just play non sense games.
Looking and defining the others, that are around us ... we understand life, but we do not see .... that we are the same as them ... just human beings.
We argue.
We fight.
We smile.
We dream.
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We love.
We hope.
... but all the time ... ignoring the connections ... and the importance of them at certain values ... not caring that is probably more important to show our beautiful than our dark side .... we show to everybody that we have a silly disability of acting properly on the stage of life.
And we end up proving to be just silly clowns from a circus that is actually not caring of the show itself.
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When nothing works to change
your vibe ... just sing and dance ... it’s the trick that is guiding you to amazing feelings
The human being invented lots of things ... and with money in your pocket you can buy almost anything you want from the ... supermarket.
But we can’t buy ... the happiness ... and the reason of that is quite simple ... it’s free ... and you can find it anywhere, but only when you try to connect to it ... for real.
I believe that the number one disease from the world today is not cancer ... but the unhappiness.
Too many people, all over the world ... did not understood the tricks for having beautiful vibes.
Well ... i am sure it’s simple when someone tells us the secret ... but i am looking around and realize that an army of daemons ... were whispering almost to everybody ... the secret of being unhappy ... not of being happy.
But one day ... suddenly ... just by watching an amazing young lady ... how she was dancing ... being in the same time extremely happy ... i understand the real secret ... the one i could not find in books.
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The beautiful ... amazing ... young soul ... was dancing ...
and nothing more.
But her smile revealed her beauty so damm well ... telling to the whole world that we live in world fulfilled with beautiful vibes.
And i start to wonder myself if someone ever bothered to tell
to the billions of unhappy people ... that the unhappiness is
just a type of vibe that can be easily replaced with a better
one ... the one of happiness ... just by simple dancing and
why not ... singing.
So ... is it so simple?!
Well ... i decided to take few days off and surf over social media ... just watching hundreds ... maybe thousands of young angels ... dancing with so much pleasure.
And i realized one more thing ... i don’t know how to dance ... damm it.
How could i be so silly as at my age to not know how to dance?!
So ... i continued ... just watching the amazing young ladies ... and connect to their joy ... while ....they were feeling alive.
And ... i started to feel alive again ... too.
Admiring a beauty ... i discovered that life is beautiful ... but i never thought of studying this subject.
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We ask for honesty and authenticity
when it comes about the connections we have with
the people from our timelinen... but we end up being afraid of seeing the wild side of those persons.
Monica was considering that it’s already too late ... and she should marry soon ... but that perfect guy that she was searching for by such a long time ... was not appearing. At least not ... yet.
But one day ... a mysterious guy had contacted her ... and they started to chat a lot.
She was under the pressure of time ... and liking him ... she is asking him to be honest and tell her his fantesies regarding their relationship.
She was wondering ... did i met an angel or a devil?!
Should i meet with him?!
What if he really is that perfect guy that i am looking for?! She wanted in her life ... someone to dream for her .... to
want her ... in all the possible ways ... but she was also worried of how things will move on ... if they will like each other.
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The funny thing was that the guy was a writer ... and asking him for his fantasies ... she suddenly became ... sad.
He wanted her ... even if they never met ... and after telling her that the first thing after they will meet ... he will kiss and touch her like in a love movie ... she became too ... scared of him.
He was a stranger ... but while speaking her openly ... as a friend, but also as a lover from the near future ... his wild side became too much scary.
He knew how to use the power of beautiful words ... but he avoided to be polite.
He preferred to show that scary wild side, even if ... in general ... he was a good boy.
But no other girl ... told him to be wild.
And he was acting as that ... but ... he scared her.
They somehow destroyed a connection that was ... not even explored yet ... by the both sides ... cause truth be told ... we are just afraid of authenticity.
We want honesty .... but when the partner is becoming too
opened and tells all those deep thoughts and desires ... we just can’t handle it.
We love the feeling of being wanted ... even by strangers ...
but it scares us ... and we prefer to just ... run away. The story ends ... in a childish way ... and that’s not all. The next stories ... goes the same ... and we can’t understand why.
