... an unique one.
Well ... maybe ... we start feeling something, then when we start analyzing we keep in mind too much of what others told us over the years ... and the thinking process becomes a mix with clear influences from the outside world.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
55
Think ... deeper
... a journey of finding the path to a beautiful life
The version of the self that dares to think ... is always the cocktail between us and the others ... but still with stronger influences from the inner self.
Then ... we start talking ... and one more time we keep in mind the standards ... and not to say something that the others will dislike ... or at least if they dislike it ... not to dislike it so much.
And when we act ... well ... again another story.
Is like we study diplomacy ... and we know that everything we should do ... must be somehow agreed by the others. On those 4 steps ... we just lose little by little the power of the inner self ... letting the outside world to dominate us.
It all looks like a dance of energies ... but it always end up as a story about .... domination.
So ... is it any trick to be just one self?!
Well ... yes ... but you need to dare to be ... you ... the one that you feel deep, deep inside.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
56
Think ... deeper
... a journey of finding the path to a beautiful life
All we see ... especially the things we dislike are just
... messages from the Universe.
When i write i always keep in mind that what i am saying might help to the others.
I had over the years lots of intensive experiences .... and just
by sharing with the others ... the things that we define as “weird” ... might help each other to follow paths ... for a beautiful life.
I somehow kept a statistic of all that was going on in my life ... and as i already knew ... each time there was something that i disliked ... in fact ... that was a message. I mean a message .... from the Universe.
I did not liked something that someone from my life told me, or i did not liked ... a reaction, a scene i was seeing when i was walking on the streets, or something i saw on tv etc etc. It was usually something that was ... fucking my vibe. But ... guess what?!
I became annoyed all the time.
And everything was so ... repetitive.
On and on and on ... the same things ... were fucking my vibe all the time.
Until one day ... when i finally remembered that the Universe is actually a positive character ... which we sometimes call …
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
57
Think ... deeper
... a journey of finding the path to a beautiful life
Infinite Intelligence ... and would not keep telling me the same things unless it should be very, very important.
So ... i redefined the meaning of “fucking my vibe” ... into a blessing ... and instead of being annoyed i started to meditate more and more about it ... what is the message behind the message.
Did i got the answers right away?!
Well ... of course not.
I am just an ordinary person, that did not payed the right attention to spirituality ... same as many, many others humans from this plannet .... but at least today i know that i
should keep my eyes opened and also that i should analyze more the abstract, especially when it is happening into a repetitive way.
I know is going to be hard to stop being annoyed ... to see a blessing in something that is ruining us emotionally .... but
maybe we should always remember that ... everything is happening with a reason.
... just keep that in mind ... and always ask yourself ... what is the message behind the message.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
58
Think ... deeper
... a journey of finding the path to a beautiful life
Want a better or why not
... a beautiful life?! Well ... maybe it’s time to understand that you need to change your ... focus
As Tony Robbins says, energy flows where attention goes. And when we say energy ... we don’t really understand what is really going on or how is really manifested.
But you see ... all of us know what ... focus ... means ... and still ...
Focalization ... becomes the key.
That’s a way in how we unify all types of energies from inside of you ... but it depends only and only of your conscious use it as in a positive or negative way.
There will be people that will use the power of their focus to have a tremendous success in business ... or in becoming a great artist.
But there’s also going to be people that will use that power to do all their best so that they can ruin emotionally someone that they don’t like, or even totally destroy that person.
It all depends of the spiritual frequency we are at that moment.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
59
Think ... deeper
... a journey of finding the path to a beautiful life
The focus will guide us to ... certain paths, which can be a beautiful or an ugly journey ... all being in fact just the representation of the conscious ... defined by our actions. And is so damm logical.
To have a beautiful life ... you need to “plant” beautiful things in your life ... and then enjoy the results.
We can’t do ugly things ... and expect positive results.
And if we do that ... it means we are just ... illogical beings. So ... maybe is time to think deeper and deeper if your life is looking the way you wanted to look like ... and start defining the concept of ... focalization.
How can you unify all types of energies that are coming from your inner self?!
How can the focalization express better into a positive way ... your true self?!
How can life be a beautiful journey ... using this tremendous ... power?!
If the energy goes ... where your attention flows ... maybe is time to analyze yourself more .... and why not ... redefine
the one you are today if you want a different life ... a beautiful one.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
60
Think ... deeper
... a journey of finding the path to a beautiful life
Time is ... priceless
When i finished high school our main teacher told us the same thing Buddha said 2600 years ago: “The biggest mistake mistake you might do in life is that ... you’ll think you’ll have enough time ... to complete your dreams .... and that’s a huge risk for you.
Keep that in mind all the time and take care of you ... my children!”
I looked at her and said ... “Neah! I do have enough time”. And even today ... i still believe ... that i have enough time .... but is it really true?!
Yes ... there are moments when we think we have plenty of time ... but if we start analyzing more ... we would understand that we should not spoil it the ... way we do it. ... but we can’t see things like that.
We simple can’t ... cause we believe we are somehow ...
immortals.
And the change we have in mind by such a long time ... will be always delayed for tomorrow.
I know the script ... and i am the right person to speak about it ... cause i followed it many, many times. And i am still ... doing that.
The blindness ... did not disappeared for me.
I still live with the illusory belief that i am ... immortal.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
61
Think ... deeper
... a journey of finding the path to a beautiful life
And i laugh ... when i see how silly i am ... cause i have moments when i see the real truth ... but i just don’t follow the path of the real change ... the one i keep saying i want for myself.
Well ... it’s all cause i think i have enough time and if i would meet again my main teacher .... i would assure her of that ... one more time.
You see ... truth be told ... we don’t know ... at least not yet ... to think ... deeper about the real life scenario that we should follow.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
62
Think ... deeper
... a journey of finding the path to a beautiful life
If everything is just a reflection of the inner soul ... why i dislike so much what i see?!
Yesterday i went out in a bar from the city center with Brian and Paul.
I know them since i’ve been in the kindergarten ... and i remember that we spoke about girls all our lives. ... or at least from the first grade of school.
We usually go out and drink beer and it’s quite nice to hear what they have to say before they drink and after that.
I don’t drink alcohol by more than a year and i laugh hearing this mix of talks about philosophy and the relationship we have with the ladies.
I laugh cause is funny hearing one of them describing his mistress as an escort and the other one as a ... whore.
I know that deep inside them ... they still like and maybe love those 2 beautiful ladies and can’t understand why they define them in such a way .... if 30 minutes ago, before they
started to drink alcohol when we talked about life and the philosophy behind it ... analyzing and defining everything that means .. we thought that all it’s a mirror.
Somehow Paul and Brian were changing their minds each time when they talked about their mistresses.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
63
Think ... deeper
... a journey of finding the path to a beautiful life
Many times i thought is because of the beer ... but no ... they connected each time to the energy of that relationship ... that sometimes they used to love so much.
... but unfortunately, both scenarios of their love stories had a weird end ... and the ladies remained defined in that rude way.
So i ask my 2 dear friends ... “If everything is just a reflection of the inner soul ... why we dislike so much what we see?!”
And i suddenly realized ... how they changed their faces ...
disliking what i’ve just said.
But i continue .. “Listen to me! Each time when i define someone in an ugly way i also ask myself ... is that a reflection of my inner self?! ... of my actions?! What is the message ... behind that message?!
I know that same as you ... i won’t like the answer ... but asking myself those question is actually ... a must ... if we are looking for a higher spiritual growth. ... just think about it!”
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
64
Well ... maybe ... we start feeling something, then when we start analyzing we keep in mind too much of what others told us over the years ... and the thinking process becomes a mix with clear influences from the outside world.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
55
Think ... deeper
... a journey of finding the path to a beautiful life
The version of the self that dares to think ... is always the cocktail between us and the others ... but still with stronger influences from the inner self.
Then ... we start talking ... and one more time we keep in mind the standards ... and not to say something that the others will dislike ... or at least if they dislike it ... not to dislike it so much.
And when we act ... well ... again another story.
Is like we study diplomacy ... and we know that everything we should do ... must be somehow agreed by the others. On those 4 steps ... we just lose little by little the power of the inner self ... letting the outside world to dominate us.
It all looks like a dance of energies ... but it always end up as a story about .... domination.
So ... is it any trick to be just one self?!
Well ... yes ... but you need to dare to be ... you ... the one that you feel deep, deep inside.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
56
Think ... deeper
... a journey of finding the path to a beautiful life
All we see ... especially the things we dislike are just
... messages from the Universe.
When i write i always keep in mind that what i am saying might help to the others.
I had over the years lots of intensive experiences .... and just
by sharing with the others ... the things that we define as “weird” ... might help each other to follow paths ... for a beautiful life.
I somehow kept a statistic of all that was going on in my life ... and as i already knew ... each time there was something that i disliked ... in fact ... that was a message. I mean a message .... from the Universe.
I did not liked something that someone from my life told me, or i did not liked ... a reaction, a scene i was seeing when i was walking on the streets, or something i saw on tv etc etc. It was usually something that was ... fucking my vibe. But ... guess what?!
I became annoyed all the time.
And everything was so ... repetitive.
On and on and on ... the same things ... were fucking my vibe all the time.
Until one day ... when i finally remembered that the Universe is actually a positive character ... which we sometimes call …
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
57
Think ... deeper
... a journey of finding the path to a beautiful life
Infinite Intelligence ... and would not keep telling me the same things unless it should be very, very important.
So ... i redefined the meaning of “fucking my vibe” ... into a blessing ... and instead of being annoyed i started to meditate more and more about it ... what is the message behind the message.
Did i got the answers right away?!
Well ... of course not.
I am just an ordinary person, that did not payed the right attention to spirituality ... same as many, many others humans from this plannet .... but at least today i know that i
should keep my eyes opened and also that i should analyze more the abstract, especially when it is happening into a repetitive way.
I know is going to be hard to stop being annoyed ... to see a blessing in something that is ruining us emotionally .... but
maybe we should always remember that ... everything is happening with a reason.
... just keep that in mind ... and always ask yourself ... what is the message behind the message.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
58
Think ... deeper
... a journey of finding the path to a beautiful life
Want a better or why not
... a beautiful life?! Well ... maybe it’s time to understand that you need to change your ... focus
As Tony Robbins says, energy flows where attention goes. And when we say energy ... we don’t really understand what is really going on or how is really manifested.
But you see ... all of us know what ... focus ... means ... and still ...
Focalization ... becomes the key.
That’s a way in how we unify all types of energies from inside of you ... but it depends only and only of your conscious use it as in a positive or negative way.
There will be people that will use the power of their focus to have a tremendous success in business ... or in becoming a great artist.
But there’s also going to be people that will use that power to do all their best so that they can ruin emotionally someone that they don’t like, or even totally destroy that person.
It all depends of the spiritual frequency we are at that moment.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
59
Think ... deeper
... a journey of finding the path to a beautiful life
The focus will guide us to ... certain paths, which can be a beautiful or an ugly journey ... all being in fact just the representation of the conscious ... defined by our actions. And is so damm logical.
To have a beautiful life ... you need to “plant” beautiful things in your life ... and then enjoy the results.
We can’t do ugly things ... and expect positive results.
And if we do that ... it means we are just ... illogical beings. So ... maybe is time to think deeper and deeper if your life is looking the way you wanted to look like ... and start defining the concept of ... focalization.
How can you unify all types of energies that are coming from your inner self?!
How can the focalization express better into a positive way ... your true self?!
How can life be a beautiful journey ... using this tremendous ... power?!
If the energy goes ... where your attention flows ... maybe is time to analyze yourself more .... and why not ... redefine
the one you are today if you want a different life ... a beautiful one.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
60
Think ... deeper
... a journey of finding the path to a beautiful life
Time is ... priceless
When i finished high school our main teacher told us the same thing Buddha said 2600 years ago: “The biggest mistake mistake you might do in life is that ... you’ll think you’ll have enough time ... to complete your dreams .... and that’s a huge risk for you.
Keep that in mind all the time and take care of you ... my children!”
I looked at her and said ... “Neah! I do have enough time”. And even today ... i still believe ... that i have enough time .... but is it really true?!
Yes ... there are moments when we think we have plenty of time ... but if we start analyzing more ... we would understand that we should not spoil it the ... way we do it. ... but we can’t see things like that.
We simple can’t ... cause we believe we are somehow ...
immortals.
And the change we have in mind by such a long time ... will be always delayed for tomorrow.
I know the script ... and i am the right person to speak about it ... cause i followed it many, many times. And i am still ... doing that.
The blindness ... did not disappeared for me.
I still live with the illusory belief that i am ... immortal.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
61
Think ... deeper
... a journey of finding the path to a beautiful life
And i laugh ... when i see how silly i am ... cause i have moments when i see the real truth ... but i just don’t follow the path of the real change ... the one i keep saying i want for myself.
Well ... it’s all cause i think i have enough time and if i would meet again my main teacher .... i would assure her of that ... one more time.
You see ... truth be told ... we don’t know ... at least not yet ... to think ... deeper about the real life scenario that we should follow.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
62
Think ... deeper
... a journey of finding the path to a beautiful life
If everything is just a reflection of the inner soul ... why i dislike so much what i see?!
Yesterday i went out in a bar from the city center with Brian and Paul.
I know them since i’ve been in the kindergarten ... and i remember that we spoke about girls all our lives. ... or at least from the first grade of school.
We usually go out and drink beer and it’s quite nice to hear what they have to say before they drink and after that.
I don’t drink alcohol by more than a year and i laugh hearing this mix of talks about philosophy and the relationship we have with the ladies.
I laugh cause is funny hearing one of them describing his mistress as an escort and the other one as a ... whore.
I know that deep inside them ... they still like and maybe love those 2 beautiful ladies and can’t understand why they define them in such a way .... if 30 minutes ago, before they
started to drink alcohol when we talked about life and the philosophy behind it ... analyzing and defining everything that means .. we thought that all it’s a mirror.
Somehow Paul and Brian were changing their minds each time when they talked about their mistresses.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
63
Think ... deeper
... a journey of finding the path to a beautiful life
Many times i thought is because of the beer ... but no ... they connected each time to the energy of that relationship ... that sometimes they used to love so much.
... but unfortunately, both scenarios of their love stories had a weird end ... and the ladies remained defined in that rude way.
So i ask my 2 dear friends ... “If everything is just a reflection of the inner soul ... why we dislike so much what we see?!”
And i suddenly realized ... how they changed their faces ...
disliking what i’ve just said.
But i continue .. “Listen to me! Each time when i define someone in an ugly way i also ask myself ... is that a reflection of my inner self?! ... of my actions?! What is the message ... behind that message?!
I know that same as you ... i won’t like the answer ... but asking myself those question is actually ... a must ... if we are looking for a higher spiritual growth. ... just think about it!”
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
64
