row.
Just a signal … whispering us … a very important message …
that we should not … ignore.
But … we are afraid of it.
We try to hide it … and even pretend the opposite… that we are … happy.
Well … until the day when we finally understand that life is too short to waste it … delaying on and on and on … to live it … the real way we should live.
Time is passing … and situation is not improving.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
74
DEPRESSION … THE GATEWAY TO THE REAL HAPPINESS
... philosophical essays
Days are passing … then weeks … then months .. then even … years.
We simple can’t understand that … we need a change so that this ugly vibe could be metamorphosed … into a beautiful one.
And we delay …. the change.
I’ve done like that … same as many others from the scene of my life.
Instead of living in a beautiful way … i just lived being … unhappy … and i think that all it was cause i was too coward to define … my feelings.
I could simple say … “Yes! I am unhappy … or even depressive… “, but i could not do it. I simple could not do it.
This delay … ruined lots of days of my life.
But it’s ok.
All it’s ok ….
I simple had to continue … life.
Most probably one day … i will know what i will have to do. Time will reveal me … all the secrets of life … and i will find out … the new paths … i will need to follow.
Understanding that unhappiness…. and not even the
depression … is not something negative … is one of the first steps …. for my own evolution … Realizing it …
Making plans … for getting rid of it … Life continues … anyway …
And living this ugly story of unhappiness on and on and on … we end up realizing we need to simple stop … and ask ourselves … why things are like that.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
75
DEPRESSION … THE GATEWAY TO THE REAL HAPPINESS
... philosophical essays
So … the question remains … can we metamorphose unhappiness into happiness?!
Can we change … all those ugly feelings from our souls?! Well … most probably if we would understand that … in a second … all could suddenly be changed … yes. We just need to … believe it.
Analyzing unhappiness and depression… defining into the end that it’s useless to live like that … it’s probably the only key … for starting a redefine life.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
76
DEPRESSION … THE GATEWAY TO THE REAL HAPPINESS
... philosophical essays
About myself …
I’ve started to write my first book at 16 … but then … realizing i could not publish it … i’ve abandoned the idea of being a … writer.
20 years later … i’ve started to write again … believing i will finally succeed … but i’ve failed one more time … not getting the success i was chasing for.
Another 5 years later … i’ve started one more time to write … but this time … more as a therapy.
It’s what i’ve defined as … self therapy.
I was analyzing and defining lots of weird ideas … that were a lot related to me … and my own soul.
I totally forgot that i was chasing for success.
I was simple writing my thoughts … in essays … becoming this way … maybe not a writer …. but what many define as … an essayist.
This is not a poet … and not a writer.
Or maybe is kind of a poet that is incapable of writing poetry … but is still expressing his thoughts … into a similar way … as a poet.
And is not a writer … cause have not the ability to write for too long time … about the same subject. But maybe i am not an essayist… either.
I am just an ordinary person … that could be better defined … as a thinker.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
77
DEPRESSION … THE GATEWAY TO THE REAL HAPPINESS
... philosophical essays
Analyzing … and defining my life … practicing this process called … self therapy … i started to understand life … and the way to better paths which i should follow.
And i’ve wrote … and wrote … and wrote … realizing one day that i’ve published tens of books …. not really understanding how the hell I’ve succeeded doing that.
Today i dare to recommend writing … as a therapy.
I could even say … it’s a simple way of understanding who we are … but also a process that could help us … heal our souls. I personally continue to … write.
It’s in fact … a non ending story that … at least for myself … will probably continue for the rest of my life. But over all … i am glad … i am doing it.
I continue my philosophical journey … not being able to define myself for clear as a writer or an essayist… but … Well …. most probably… i am on a good path.
And … i would dare to recommend to everyone … all what i am doing today.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
78
DEPRESSION … THE GATEWAY TO THE REAL HAPPINESS
... philosophical essays
There is only one thing to do with life … and that is to enjoy it
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
79
DEPRESSION … THE GATEWAY TO THE REAL HAPPINESS
... philosophical essays
This was … just a perception about the subject. You'll find one million more … but remember … pay attention just to the positive stories about … life!
Hope you enjoyed
the reading!
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
80
Just a signal … whispering us … a very important message …
that we should not … ignore.
But … we are afraid of it.
We try to hide it … and even pretend the opposite… that we are … happy.
Well … until the day when we finally understand that life is too short to waste it … delaying on and on and on … to live it … the real way we should live.
Time is passing … and situation is not improving.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
74
DEPRESSION … THE GATEWAY TO THE REAL HAPPINESS
... philosophical essays
Days are passing … then weeks … then months .. then even … years.
We simple can’t understand that … we need a change so that this ugly vibe could be metamorphosed … into a beautiful one.
And we delay …. the change.
I’ve done like that … same as many others from the scene of my life.
Instead of living in a beautiful way … i just lived being … unhappy … and i think that all it was cause i was too coward to define … my feelings.
I could simple say … “Yes! I am unhappy … or even depressive… “, but i could not do it. I simple could not do it.
This delay … ruined lots of days of my life.
But it’s ok.
All it’s ok ….
I simple had to continue … life.
Most probably one day … i will know what i will have to do. Time will reveal me … all the secrets of life … and i will find out … the new paths … i will need to follow.
Understanding that unhappiness…. and not even the
depression … is not something negative … is one of the first steps …. for my own evolution … Realizing it …
Making plans … for getting rid of it … Life continues … anyway …
And living this ugly story of unhappiness on and on and on … we end up realizing we need to simple stop … and ask ourselves … why things are like that.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
75
DEPRESSION … THE GATEWAY TO THE REAL HAPPINESS
... philosophical essays
So … the question remains … can we metamorphose unhappiness into happiness?!
Can we change … all those ugly feelings from our souls?! Well … most probably if we would understand that … in a second … all could suddenly be changed … yes. We just need to … believe it.
Analyzing unhappiness and depression… defining into the end that it’s useless to live like that … it’s probably the only key … for starting a redefine life.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
76
DEPRESSION … THE GATEWAY TO THE REAL HAPPINESS
... philosophical essays
About myself …
I’ve started to write my first book at 16 … but then … realizing i could not publish it … i’ve abandoned the idea of being a … writer.
20 years later … i’ve started to write again … believing i will finally succeed … but i’ve failed one more time … not getting the success i was chasing for.
Another 5 years later … i’ve started one more time to write … but this time … more as a therapy.
It’s what i’ve defined as … self therapy.
I was analyzing and defining lots of weird ideas … that were a lot related to me … and my own soul.
I totally forgot that i was chasing for success.
I was simple writing my thoughts … in essays … becoming this way … maybe not a writer …. but what many define as … an essayist.
This is not a poet … and not a writer.
Or maybe is kind of a poet that is incapable of writing poetry … but is still expressing his thoughts … into a similar way … as a poet.
And is not a writer … cause have not the ability to write for too long time … about the same subject. But maybe i am not an essayist… either.
I am just an ordinary person … that could be better defined … as a thinker.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
77
DEPRESSION … THE GATEWAY TO THE REAL HAPPINESS
... philosophical essays
Analyzing … and defining my life … practicing this process called … self therapy … i started to understand life … and the way to better paths which i should follow.
And i’ve wrote … and wrote … and wrote … realizing one day that i’ve published tens of books …. not really understanding how the hell I’ve succeeded doing that.
Today i dare to recommend writing … as a therapy.
I could even say … it’s a simple way of understanding who we are … but also a process that could help us … heal our souls. I personally continue to … write.
It’s in fact … a non ending story that … at least for myself … will probably continue for the rest of my life. But over all … i am glad … i am doing it.
I continue my philosophical journey … not being able to define myself for clear as a writer or an essayist… but … Well …. most probably… i am on a good path.
And … i would dare to recommend to everyone … all what i am doing today.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
78
DEPRESSION … THE GATEWAY TO THE REAL HAPPINESS
... philosophical essays
There is only one thing to do with life … and that is to enjoy it
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
79
DEPRESSION … THE GATEWAY TO THE REAL HAPPINESS
... philosophical essays
This was … just a perception about the subject. You'll find one million more … but remember … pay attention just to the positive stories about … life!
Hope you enjoyed
the reading!
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
80
