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... we will understand what life is about
There is no way out from this lifestyle ... fulfilled only with negative influences ... or at least this is what we believe. But the Universe, seeing us in such a position ... give us in the last moment ... a small piece of ... hope.
We see it in different ways, at few people that are around us ... and we start to understand that negativity is not the main way of living and we could also try ... positivity.
We actually start to see a new path for living and even seeing negativity all around ... we just smile.
We start having a different vibe ... and we realize that life is painted in beautiful colors.
There is not grey anymore ... all around.
We accept the black and grey ... but we also see life painted with a large spectrum of colors. And things start to change.
We suddenly realize that we could do this long, long time ago
... but we smile and enjoy the fact that we are start seeing beautiful things also.
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... we will understand what life is about
Living near zombies ... unfortunately a real scenario
Many people from all around the world are studying today personal growth.
The beginning is hard.
Later on ... we observe that we acted in life as zombies, but even if today we act in a totally different way ... we still live in a world of zombies.
So ... the environment itself is still dominated by forces without real life ... and we stay in there ... without having the hope that the world around will start to be different.
We changed ... but people around us ... remained the same. It could also happen ... and believe me ... i saw it many, many times ... as one of the partners to have a huge spiritual growth and the spouse to remain still ... a zombie, which i should define as a person that act in a way that looks like being alive, but deep inside has a dead soul.
They try to survive as a couple ... but anyone could understand that the relationship is going to a pathless path. Everything is clear, but one of the partners still hopes that a big change will appear quite soon ... and the other one is not having any clue about what is really going on.
The distance between them become bigger and bigger ... till
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... we will understand what life is about
you could define it as ... huge.
Is like you see the night and the day in the same painting ... but you can’t understand why the painter ... painted such a painting.
Sounds as a ... nonsense ... but maybe is not.
Probably the Universe helped one of them to grow ... and now that person need to help the other one to grow also. Exploring the concept of ... growth ... and actually grow together might sound as a perfect plan ... but both of them should realize the importance of that for them.
Living near zombies ... becomes a lesson ... so that we always remember ... what we should never become again ... zombies.
Just think about it!
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EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
Adapting yourself to any scenario ... the best decision you could have
Imagine ... you are in a trip ... in Paris.
You are on the Champs-Elysees Boulevard and suddenly you see an elephant in the middle of the street, going in the opposite direction with the cars from there.
You start to wonder if it is real what you see or you have hallucinations ... or even worst ... you actually lost your mind.
For a second you don’t know what to believe ... cause you know you are in a trip in France, not in India.
You somehow don’t trust your senses anymore ... for a short period of time, but you see ... the scenario could be real. The elephant could escape from Zoo, or from a circus that is not so far from the city center ... so the probability as the elephant to walk on a boulevard from Paris, can become possible.
Few seconds later ... you understand that all you see is real ... and maybe is the case to hide yourself in a place where you can be safe.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
In India you going to see so many elephants ... that will not surprise you in any way at all a similar situation ... but is not the case to expect something as this in France.
Well ... it is funny cause there are also other scenarios that you don’t expect to see in your life ... like being cheated by the spouse that told you in the morning that loves you so, so much, or be betrayed by a close friend, or even by your brother, or be fired from the company which you founded and invested so much passion and energy into it (same as it happened to Steve Jobs at Apple, for example).
The list with unexpected situations is actually very, very long, but there is only one thing we could do ... adapt ourselves to any scenario.
We could explore anybody’s life ... and realize that everybody from this plannet had in one point in life an unexpectedly bad experience.
But we should actually understand that everything happens for a reason ... and the Universe knows better than us why we have such situations in our lives ... even if we like it or not.
There will many moments when you will not agree with what is going on ... but readapting to any script from the timeline of your life ... is in the end, the best decision.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
Seeing stop signs everywhere, but still continuing the path ...
a nonsense difficult to be understood
The Universe communicates with us daily, sending messages throw other people, or strange events ... but even if we clearly see and also understand the signs, we pretend that it’s all a simple coincidence.
We feel that the path is not the right one, but we want to test everything so that we explore and actually experience that something we wanted so much ... but we did not had the chance to have.
It could be about a relationship with someone that made you feel ... alive.
Or a job ... that could make you look of great success.
Or ... an amazing car, that even if it is so damm expensive and the leasing will just ruin you ... you want it so, so much. You know the path is not a good one ... but the desire from inside your soul is so powerful, that nothing can stop you ... have that something.
... at least for a short period of time!
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EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
It’s somehow a balance between accomplishing the dream of your life ... but knowing that the price for that dream ... will just destroy you.
You ignore all the STOP messages ... hoping that things will change and there is still time as the Universe to change its mind.
But we actually ignore our own intuition, that connection with the Supreme Divine Being ... and we end up, seeing that the huge dream was just a mirage ... that was ruining our souls. But what is actually behind this nonsense?!
Well ... we always wanted what we could not have, what looked impossible ... and we should pay more attention how we mix motivation with the real path we need to follow in life.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
“Let me distract you!” ... a silly game from an ex love story
Life got back to normal.
He continued his life ... and she did the same.
They almost forgot one of another .... but one day she
suddenly sent him a message saying ... “Tell me that you are ok. I feel something strange ... and is not something good!” And he replied even if he promised to himself that will never come back into her arms.
The energies that came from that relationship ... made him sad in the end.
He started to be ok again ... but he failed the test from the Universe ... cause they got in contact again.
It was a silly spontaneous decision to answer to her message, but the truth was that he was still thinking at her from time to time.
He wanted her just one more time, but last time when he did that he ... fucked ... all his energies.
He perfectly knew how the script of the story will continue ...
and did not wanted to see that again in his life, but somehow
... while talking to her, he was going back in time and was exploring one more time the whole love story .... from the beginning to the end.
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EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
Her message was more ... “Let me distract you!” ... and he proved one more time that he is weak when it comes about her.
It was a silly game ... from an ex love story ... but for a moment the dance of his emotions appeared again in his soul.
And .... in a second he actually lost everything ... cause he
lost his inner peace.
The whole love story was about amazing sex ... and also accepting that they lost their souls and minds ... but they could not accept that.
She was indeed ... distracting him ... but just with a silly game ... to test him if he still loves her.
Everything was revealed right away ... with an amazing spontaneity ... but still, deep inside him, he realized that she is not a path.
He knew how to explore his own life, feelings and desires ...
but also analyze and define in a honest way the real truth about what is really going on.
Unfortunately ... the whole love story ... was just a silly game ... even if he was not happy seeing that. Disappearing again was the best idea ... but also having the hope that ... she will not distract him again. ... but who knows?!
Life is fulfilled with illusions.
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EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
Being in illusion ... not understanding at all the concept of awakening ... a result of the fact that we don’t explore enough the timeline of our lives.
In the past i was thinking that defining is enough.
Then i realized that after analyzing and defining a certain subject, we can actually redefine everything ... just as we want.
Later on ... the concept of exploration came in my mind and i understood that is necessary to see the whole picture of what is going on ... like a scene that integrates all the scenes of life.
Just defining and redefining a single moment from the timeline is useless if you can’t keep in mind that your life is related not just with the present moment, but also with the past and the future.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
And probably is quite important to analyze the fact that we should see the positive sides from everything that defines our existence.
What i am trying to say ... is somehow guide you to the concept that everything happens for a specific reason ... and even if it looks as something negative ... in the end becomes just the start of a path to a beautiful positive change in life. Being in the illusion ... this concept that all the religions are telling us about, becomes the disability of understanding the concept of awakening.
We live in an unconscious way ... not really caring about why life is looking in the way it is ... but paying a huge price for that ignorance.
Opening our minds ... redefining in fact the way of acting of the timeline ... meditating for a life controlled ... not by domination, but by beautiful thoughts and good intentions, becomes the gateway for the real change.
Balancing between illusion and the awakening process ... is just something silly ... but we cannot see it ... even if it is so, so obvious.
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EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
The dance of our emotions creates the image of
a volatile world
We start to realize more than ever that the world we live in is defined so much by ... volatility ... all around.
The stock market goes up or down, but also our lives have the same daily scenarios.
Today happens a beautiful thing ... but the same thing tomorrow is just destroyed by something unpredictable ... that we don’t even thought about.
If we meditate a little bit ... and start a process of exploring the timeline where we live now, but also try to go back in time ... analyzing as a statistic all happened ... or happens now.
And ... we could easily define the future as something difficult to be clearly defined.
We start to understand that being volatile is a way of being in
the nowadays times, but being so, so annoying this daily
jumping from beautiful to bad vibes in such a short time and
doing it on and on and on ... we see ourselves trapped in an
ugly world ... with no way out.
But guess what?!
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
Always the key is at you ... and stoping this silly dance of emotions is just ... up to you.
The only problem is that you don’t know how.
You can’t understand yet that the outside world should not influence us in such a way .... or better saying ... let everything around dominate us.
The vibe, the way you feel should actually be related just by the connection between your image ... your personality and the inner self.
Nothing else ... not even volatility should influence ourselves in such an ugly way ... even if what it happens in the present moment defines our lives.
Stopping this dance of emotions, with such a large spectrum of feelings ... can be just a decision.
We could say ... “Is enough! I don’t want to live as that anymore. I want to be just me, the one from my heart ....
but i should have the gut not to let myself dominated, by the impact of volatility.”
Accepting all what is going on ... is only a decision to live a beautiful life ... no matter what is going on around us.
You can say ... just ... “It’s ok! Let’s see what is really going on ... cause i know that everything in this world happens for a reason”.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
The art of keeping the right balance in life is based on knowing to say stop to certain things ... at least from time to time
Many years ago ... we found out that someone from my family had cancer.
It was almost terminal cancer, but even if doctors said that we have only 3-4 months left, that person lived 8 more years.
I remember that at that time someone i know ... a guy that had a hospice for the patients with terminal cancer ... told me that the person that finds out that has cancer needs to redefine his life completely.
