He make me angry but later I love his sorry kisses. He handles me like delegates flower! He care, show love that I want! And he giving more than what I need! Wonder he is my best friend? I feel so comfort! He is just like my brothers who loves me but don't show it! Caring and support like my cousins! And love me like my parents! I seeing everyone's roles in one image! He complete my world!
I was lost once, but he helped me to find out me in myself! I hate myself for being who I am, but he loves me for everything who I am!
In fact, he always encourage and give me more supportive words to be successful person in my life!
I really don't know how to say,
But I love you much my hero! I feel like I am his heroine!
Adrian G Dumitru / Annie David
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A collection of love essays
We found ourselves without searching
.... maybe we should not give up
We have dreams.
... and goals.
... and lots of purposes.
But what is the biggest desire we really have into that empty soul?!
We always look at the infinite list of desires ... but we just forget to look at the first position, which is actually the only one important.
The human soul needs love, 24 hour a day ... for the rest of life.
Love is like air ... you cannot touch it ... but you still can feel it when it comes inside you.
You can’t see it ... but can’t live without it.
Finding the love .... and realising it’s the story of your life is amazing.
You dream for that love story, but did not search for it.
And now you think you should give up?!
So ... you had a dream ... the Universe transformed the dream into a real chapter from your life and now you just want as everything to end. And we don’t even know if it is a happy or an unhappy end.
Yes ... nobody really knows that.
But deep inside ... you still dare to care about the story you have togheter.
Everything in life is just a result of our choices.
Dream, receive and then act like you really care.
Just dreaming is not enough.
If the courage is missing ... you don’t really care enough.
And if you care enough ... you just don’t give up.
Quite simple!
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A collection of love essays
Very determined
Very determined she tells him:
“Please disapear!
If you ever get back, be a better version of your desires!
Dare to enjoy our story next time!”
... and she closed the conversation, but also blocked him after.
She did this many times into the past, but she was very, very determined now. A real love story ... needs to be a great story, first of all!
When the things goes into the direction when everything is just bla, bla, bla ... and you see both of them unhappy, for a long, long time, you actually understand that the whole management of the story was wrong.
Life is like a scene, we are the actors, but somehow we do not know to play the
role, as we should play it.
But why?!
My believe is that in one point, we just lost the confidence that the love story, which for many times, looked like a fairy tale ... is real.
We disconnect from everything that happens and even from the person that we said so, so many times that we love a lot.
And that is the moment when our intuition stops telling us what to do, what to say and how to act.
The art of living in the present moment, without any fear inside the soul, is the one that can really save you.
The partner, from the love story, will like to see again that person ... that made her fall crazy in love.
Remember ... a real love story can be also named a great story ... otherwise we just speak about regular episodes from the boring daily life.
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A collection of love essays
Let’s do it one more time!
You thought is a toxic relationship.
You thought that everything was a path to nowhere, and you decided to stop. You also decided to delete all the lovely memories from your heart ... and forget about the whole story.
If was the love story of your life ... and as 2 idiots you made a plan to finish the story and not to enjoy it forever.
You were scared to death, cause deep inside you felt the infinite love ... on both sides.
And you came back to the real life ... forgot about fairy tales, love stories and others bla, bla, bla.
Became a zombie again ... a person that was not feeling alive.
After you lost the only chance of becoming alive ... you realise that you got back to the usual boring life.
Dogmatic ... normal ... yes ... means boring.
You was hurt, but you also had ben happy.
You had the infinite ... and you throw everything away, with no regret.
And for a moment you see that it was not toxic ... it was something different, that you could not understand.
The whole meaning was to be happy togheter in a lovely story.
The memories are in your heart and overwhelm you.
And for a second you think ... “Let’s do it one more time!”.
But all doors are closed now, the story ended and the life continued in a another direction.
Now, the real regret ... is that you lost the story of your life.
Yes ... life is about taking advantage of different opportunities.
What you have to do?!
Almost nothing difficult ... just to connect to the moment and enjoy it!
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Adrian G Dumitru / Annie David
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HIS LOVE. HER FANTASY
A collection of love essays
My rainbow, my sunshine
We had conversations the whole night.
Already ended the call but he call back. Again we decided to sleep first as needed to go for work the next day, but again he called. He said he wanted to be with me, not enough time spent with me.
At last we end the call... And he started to message me. He said, I miss u baby and replied miss you too sweetheart! Again another conversation starts from there!
He said, the only way to solve this issue is either one of us get transfer. To have more time, to hold hands, to get the touch, to feel everything.
Our love growing through video calls marathon on daily basis. Sweetheart, the more I see you my love, the more I fall for you. With each passing night and day, my love has only grew.
Since the time I met him, I knew it was he is the one for me. Why do I feel so passionate when I am with him? Because
I love him so much , I love you so much baby. You are the reason I can smile back, you are my glue sticks on me!
We can't get much space (whole day spending together) except during my class hours, and small gaps for my family and friends time! We wish to have more then 24hours in a day!
Baby, thanks for coming into my life, and giving me a reason to smile. I always glow when you are with me, all the time and all the while. You're my rainbow that colours my life! You're sunshine that brightens my days! Baby I love myself, because you are in me!
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A collection of love essays
A useless pseudo dramatic way of wasting your life
We have a huge disability of adapting ourselves in beautiful stories ... even when it comes to love stories.
Our overthinking is directed all the time in ugly scenarios.
We should also expect as good things to happen, but somehow we don’t do it. Even when everything runs perfect, we think that maybe it’s too good to be true ... and most probably something bad will going to happen soon. Overthinking at worst case scenarios is a disease, but at least we should admit it is part of our behavior.
How can you live into the opposite side ... and have a different behavior?! First of all, you need to learn how to let your partner love you.
If it’s a real love story ... real, real love ... you must just enjoy it.
Most probably someone that loves you, will never hurt you ... and even if that person does it, that’s not done in purpose.
If you feel beloved ... dare to enjoy the feeling and forget about any negative scenario.
If something bad has to happen, it will hapen anyway ... but is not happening in this moment.
This is the time to enjoy the love story, not to live with fear inside the story ... the fear that it will end.
One of the meanings of a love relationship is to learn to live without negative emotions.
Love is a very powerful protection.
Love is everything.
The cliche that “love hurts” is just a silly idea.
If you really love someone and also feel beloved ... you should forget about the idiotic feeling of fear.
Real love can make you fearless.
Dare to feel beloved!
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A collection of love essays
“Hey Idiot!
I love you!”
One day, a guy with a huge ego ... receives this sms, from a number he doesn’t know.
Of course ... he knows were from the message is, even if he does not had the number in his iphone.
He actually deleted the number one day before.
Who could name him “idiot” and also tell him “i love you” ... except that magic smile ... that drives him crazy all the time?!
But we need to be honest ... she also made him happy so, so many times.
Is like living an illusion ... today is happiness and the day after .. the opposite is coming.
But what should be life ... without illusions?!
Most probably a boring way of surviving ... while staying on this planet.
And the guy, with a huge ego, is reading again the message ... even few times.
For a moment he could not decide if he should focus on “idiot” ... or “i love you!”.
He is too proud to see only “i love you!”.
But how was that girl ... when she admited she loves him?!
Was she also proud?!
Had she a huge ego also?!
So i wonder if “idiot” + “proud” = “i love you!”.
Do you think also the guy loves her?!
Well ... let me tell you the whole story.
He first blocked her and them he saw that she doesn’t call or sms him.
Then, as any proud person, he deleted her number, so that he will not be tempted so that he will call or sms her.
So the “idiot” ... receives in the end the message ... but he is so “idiot” ... that he only sees the word “idiot” ... and he does not see that she loves him.
Being proud ... having a huge ego ... well ... maybe you should forget about love stories. It’s just not something for you.
Maybe you should become a politician, even a successful one. And by the way ...
you are an idiot.
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A collection of love essays
Perfect scene ... the characters are missing
They had everything arranged so that they could be togheter.
Their love was infinite.
Perfect chemistry.
And they ... failed.
They were blinds because of the love story.
They forget that we live in a real world ... and the real life has other rules to follow than a fairy tale.
So we wonder today, knowing the story, seeing everything as our own story ...
why the characters are missing from this perfect scene?
All the ingredients of a beautiful story and the end is so silly?
If you ask what happened with them ... as a couple, they will not know what to say.
But they miss each other a lot ... knowing that they missed the story of their lives.
Yes ... being in love means to be blind, to act without knowing the path you follow.
You care about everything, but you see only the love ... and nothing more.
When the end is coming, when you realise that the Universe gave you everything
you could ever imagine ... and you missed the chance ... it s almost imposible to
describe the feelings from your soul.
You continue life.
And you still dream about the story.
Think about that perfect scene ... where the characters are missing and think once again ... if the Universe will give them one more chance. Just one.
The last one ... they promise ... while praying.
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A collection of love essays
My ex not my destiny!
My past, my ex, I thought he is my world, my everything. I live the my own way. I love him even he never love me, show me his care. Never supported in any ways, yet I just was waiting for the miracle to happen.
Till one-day, I realized that my ex, my past, the one I took vow with wasn't my soulmate. Wasn't who can be with me. He is not my destiny. So I need to move on!
That's the day when this hero entered my world! The answer to my prayers! It's my mirror, I'm seeing me in him! We have too many similarities needs, opinions, everything was like " hey I like it too! "
He was so perfect for me! My soul recognize him. I felt my hormones, body react towards him! As if we know each other before!
He loves me like a baby loves the mother! Like nothing else to compare with his love! His love changed my life! His enter open a new gateway for my life!
He ever the man I always want! The universe listening to my demands? He sent me this perfect masculine man, very spiritual and the most, God fearing person. He is a lover man. He isn't good looking. Typical Indian man living in overseas. Doing his own business. Very well to do but haven't settle down yet!
He never find someone who can love him as much as I do! I'm not good looking enough lady with broken marriage in the past. But when meet him in the social media, not sure why I replied him and the conversation started from there!
We get attracted to each other like the magnets! We have our own weakness and can tolerate, flexible accordingly to our comfort!
Everyday, every second we spent time together as we both believe we already wasted years before! So now it's time for us to enjoy, live to the fullest! I love u baby, my destiny! Thanks for the blessings in my life!
Adrian G Dumitru / Annie David
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How you act in the moment when you
feel you just lost everything
... just defines you as a person.
In any of the circumstances, being about business, love ... or just life ... is very important to know how to accept you lost and to continue the life after that. Loosing the game is nothing so important as it looks like.
If you look behind ... into the past, you will see how many other battles you had lost.
But yes ... today you just lost the war.
I mean ... it s not you lost the game ... but the game is over.
Can you accept that?!
Can you see that this is the end of the script?!
It was a fabulous script about a love story, but nobody ever asked you how the story is going to end .... and you are angry ... very, very angry ... cause you haven’t been asked either about the time when the story is going to end.
You call her ... and she calls you down.
