Alcohol ... gives calmness.
When everything is a total mess in our lives ... alcohol can somehow create the illusion that everything is ok and we just over reacted …
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defining the things from our lives in a certain way.
In the end you will understand that an addiction is not something that we should hide ... be ashamed with ... or just get rid of it in a brutal way.
Behind the addiction ... is hidden a special need for something ...
something that you want a lot.
You need to accept that you will see in there an infinite empty space ... that expects to be be fulfilled ... by the addiction, which in fact will never happen.
The addiction is revealing an abstract message, but if you will not pay attention ... it will just destroy you.
Yes .... sometimes the paths go in a direction difficult to be
understood, but the addiction defines us ... tell all about what we really want from life.
So ... there is only one thing to do ... if you are trapped in this strange illusory world of addictions ... just find out what your heart is whispering you.
#adriangdumitru
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THE Best of times ...
The period of mistakes ...
The age of foolishness ...
The season of light ...
The spring of hope ...
The epoch of belief ...
The epoch in incredulity ...
The disappear of anxiety ...
I had nothing before that ...
I had nothing before ...
#arijemaan
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Immoral acts reveal
... hidden desires
A friend of mine from UK, has a very interesting story, that somehow redefines the way we should see immortality.
I speak with him on the phone 2-3 times a year, but in the past we used to spend lots of time together.
He is what a woman should define as ... a real playboy.
He loves women ... adores them and could not imagine life without them.
He has an addiction for beautiful ladies ... especially for the young ones.
In the real life, he has a beautiful wife, 2 amazing kids, a gorgeous house and an amazing car.
He actually has the perfect life ... but still inside of him is this strange addiction for other ladies.
He never considered this as being an immoral thing.
But today, my dear friend ... felt himself trapped into a love story ...
with an amazing 20 years old girl.
He started to be afraid that the story will influence him and he will leave the perfect life he has at home, until he found a new trick.
He spoke with a friend of him, and then he tried to convince her that they should have sex in 3 ... him, his friend and her.
She refused, but in the end ... because he asked her for so many times, she said yes.
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The next moment ... he considered she is not anymore that special woman that he saw in such a beautiful way, for such a long time. He was explaining with so many details ... that even if she is so beautiful and she likes her so much ... he feel released ... and does not feel anymore that huge influence of switching the perfect life from home with the perfect life with the young lady. It was quite funny.
The guy had 2 perfect lives ... and was actually afraid that he will abandon the wife and kids .... because of the adventurous love story he had now with the other one.
The trick ... of “sharing” the young lady ... somehow saved him and he was happy explaining me that he is safe now.
On the other hand ... all those immoral facts defines hidden desires, very difficult to be understood if we are not honest with ourselves. Why is my friend still cheating his wife when he already has the perfect life?!
What are the reasons that influenced him to do this?!
But also ... why he runs away by that perfect life with the amazing 20 years old girl ... and used such an immoral trick to save himself?! Maybe ... he has an addiction for perfect case scenarios, but in the same time is scared of them.
And the Universe is laughing behind his back and introduce him only ... in perfect stories.
#adriangdumitru
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She is chasing her dreams ....
For her everyday
is a joy Ride ...
She pick up as a worrier ....
She adjust her
crown and rise ...
#arijemaan
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Monogamy ... used to be a
very important concept
... but not anymore
It was defined as .. one life ... one partner.
Now ... it’s more ... one partner ... at a time.
I read all kinds of love stories.
All of them speak about the beauty of the story ... but where those people got the necessary experience for such beautiful stories?! You see ... I learnt one thing ... by such a long time.
If i want to get something great in life, even if i get from the Universe the opportunity itself and the best circumstances ... i need to work for that something, but also have some background experience about it. And i believe it is the same with ... relationships also.
Actually more we fail ... much more experience we have on what means a relationship between a man and a woman.
So ... let’s say we already have the right experience, we have the desire of being always happy with the partner ... but what is really our opinion about the concept of monogamy?! Can we survive in monogamic relationships?!
Is it enough for us?!
Can just one partner satisfy us financially ... also emotionally ... our sexuality view etc etc?!
Can a partner really have all those attributes and make us have the feeling we are totally satisfied?!
Hard to say ... but most probably not.
People think today is that they want as the partner to respect the monogamy rules ... and obey them ... but on the other hand ignore
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the concept when it comes about how they act on the stage of their own life.
And the truth is ... we like it or not ...that in the end monogamy metamorphosed from one partner in a life time into a one partner at a time.
Is a strange path that we don’t really understand and also don’t accept it yet ... but is the truth.
When things become borings ... and actually the relationship dies little by little ... we need to taste something else from time to time. That restarts us as individuals.
We start to re learn how to act in a new relationship ... how to dress, how to speak, how to seduce, how to make love ... how to be a great partner ... again.
And if we are smart enough ... we realize that this strange new path ... even if it is a dangerous one and we don’t really know where it can take us ... can actually provide the guidance to get from inside of us ... those beautiful energies that will restart the old relationship also.
So ... open your eyes ... and redefine all the dogmatic things you know about what really is a relationship between a man and a woman.
... it might help you!
#adriangdumitru
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Yeu know a crazy Girl
with her big Dreams ...
She is an introvert ...
She is a show stopper ...
She is a complex puzzle piece ...
She is rough ...
She is perfectly flawed ...
And I like her ...
Cause ...
She is a protector ...
She is hauntingly beautiful ...
She is a manager ...
She can manage to laugh
and cry at the same time ...
#arijemaan
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A real great love story
is the one that gives you an
amazing vibe all the time
They could not believe that they were so lucky to meet and be together as a couple.
They were in a coffee shop, drinking a cappuccino.
They spent already 4 hours ... and they were discussing about so, so many things.
Later on ... they moved for another 4 hours in a pizza restaurant. They were so busy kissing that they even forgot about eating the pizza.
It was an amazing connection between the 2 of them and a great love story.
One year later, the same 2 lovers ... were staying in a coffee shop, not so far away from the city center.
She was annoyed by some details, that he did not cared so much. He was also annoyed by her attitude of always pushing him to go in a certain direction.
Being so nervous ... he wanted to throw the coffee in her face and just leave ... forever.
He could not stand to be controlled by someone ... and she could not stand to not be able to control the scene of her life.
Not even one of them could see that there is no need of control in a love story.
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They decided to brake up, not by talking ... but by blocking each other on all the possible ways.
But there was one place where blocking was not possible ... in the heart.
Another year later ... being again together ... they decided to just stop arguing, cause it was really useless.
It was impossible to be together ... but also impossible to not be together.
It was like in a curse ... and all they could possible do was just to enjoy the story.
They could not see the path of their relationship, neither the meaning of it ... but in the end enjoying life ... enjoying the love story ... was a real wiser decision.
#adriangdumitru
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Sometime,i just stare at you ...
To see you that yeu hide so well ...
An uncanny soul ...
A little miracle ...
And I feel ...
It is entirely impossible
to live without you ...
#arijemaan
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Sometimes it looks like a connection
... but unfortunately is not
He was meeting so many ladies.
Maybe thousands.
He missed ... almost all of them.
Now ... his life is not fulfilled anymore with so many opportunities ...
but at least he got the message ... “when you meet a new lady .... try
to explore the connection.”
But ... you see ... his best friend was explaining him so many times about what he needed to do.
In the end refuses to speak about the subject with him.
It was useless.
Thousands of connections ... and the art of understanding the human connection was not understood.
Not even the fact ... that he needs to meditate about the subject.
Thousands of chances .. not few, not tens ... not hundreds.
The opportunity was huge ... and he lost all those chances.
But he was still young.
One day ... wakes up ... and says ... “From now one i will explore the man-woman connection ... through all the events from my life. I just promise that to myself ... i swear”
But connections are not having a real meaning, a real purpose. Some of the people ... we just meet to understand a message ... an abstract one.
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The connection itself does not go in directions we want and we don’t even understand in which direction it actually takes.
Connecting ... he was actually connecting and exploring a ... soul.
.... and the opportunity of meeting new and new souls ... was again
increasing.
One lady.
Another one.
Another one.
The path itself was not for a relationship in a dogmatic way of seeing it.
It was just connecting ... understanding, seeing the inside of her soul, touching the inner self, making her smile ... and even happy by laughing together.
An amazing interaction ... with no real purpose.
Or maybe the purpose was to understand the meaning of the connection ... or to be ready as one day ... to meet that “her” again ... and explore their love story one more time.
So ... the connection can be a life lesson about connections ... not real paths with the purpose of spending life together.
The lessons ... for preparing him ... so that one day he will know what he really has to do ... at the right time.
And the Universe was laughing of him again and again and again ...
sending one lady after another ... but till when?!
All that what he was still hoping was that it will not be too late.
#adriangdumitru
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I need you ...
Only you ...
I see you ...
I feel you ...
It become you ...
It became adicted for you ...
I have for you ...
You are blend of silly and serious ...
You are the one in life time ...
You exist my soul ...
And captured the heart ...
#arijemaan
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A ruin is just something
that reminds us of the past
... not an architectural monument
He was in front of the ruin.
He was watching the walls, that reminded of that architectural monument ... by hours.
Could not believe that they don’t pay any attention at all at its importance ... and no one thinks of rebuilding that amazing palace that was there.
He was in love of anything meant architecture and was closing the eyes and saw again that beautiful place ... same as it was before becoming a ruin.
But before opening the eyes ... an unwanted analogy crossed his mind.
He saw in the image of that ruin ... the love story that he had with that amazing lady.
She used to be his soul mate in so many past lives ... and she appeared again.
Unfortunately ... they just destroyed the story ... not really knowing anything about how they should act into the story.
Soul mates ... amazing connection ... but because of being Mr Ego and Mrs Stubbornness ... the story ended before revealing its beauty. He could not believe that their story was similar with the one of that amazing architectural moment ... that was today only a ruin.
