good friend ... told us:
“Listen boys!
When you will get marry, maybe i will be already dead, but i want you to remember one thing ... no matter who you marry with ... even if is a whore or a virgin ... try to connect to her soul ... on her beautiful side ... and you will be very happy together.
If you marry a virgin and you might believe she will not cheat on you just because she was a virgin ... you are just silly. But there is a chance as you marry a whore ... and this is just the name people are using for ladies that were involved in many relationships ... and she will respect you all her life.” We were both shocked hearing that ... cause at that time we don’t even knew so well what a ... whore is.
Time past ... and the grandma of my friend died indeed before we married.
And ... something happened with that friend of mine cause he killed someone ... and went to jail.
I had no idea what was the real story, but one day i received a letter from him.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
29
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
“Hey my dear friend!
Now, being in jail for so many years, i had the chance to think a lot ... about lots of things.
It’s funny cause i married a whore ... and i went in jail because i killed the guy that she was cheated me with. But even today ... after so many years ... she still writes me ... telling me it’s not true what i thought.
She destroyed my life, but she is accusing me that i am the
one that destroyed her.
What should i do?!
Few days later ... he sends me a copy of the letter came from his ex wife:
“At the insistence of someone who obsessively repeats to me, "see who you love", I read some of what you posted on your facebook page.
The word shock is too little for me at the moment and now I realize that those people who always told me you were a crazy man were right.
But you are also a destroyer of souls especially women! I hope I can ever forgive you and set you free!
And in concluding all the connections with you, I want to tell you that the only whore is and will be YOUR LIFE!
I was the woman who loved you and I regret how many days I will have for this!”
I did not knew what to say.
I read both letters ... few times.
I was reading in fact the letter from a criminal ... but also a whore ... and all i could see is that they both had ... a soul ... inside of them.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
30
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
But maybe my friend ... did not remember what his grandma told us so, so many years ago.
I did not even knew what to write to my friend.
I was not seeing him as a criminal.
Don’t even knew how he looked today.
I only remember how he was in the secondary school. And ... instead of writing just to him ... i wrote to both of them ... saying:
“Let the time ... heal everything”
I just knew that even a whore or a criminal carries a soul inside of them.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
31
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
The curse ... an infinite desire of wanting to see the other side totally destroyed ... no matter who that person is.
About 30 years ago, when i was in a bus, going to school, i saw a guy of 30 ... robbing an old lady.
The funny thing is that she realized what the guy was doing .... and started to curse him in front of all the people from the bus.
In the next second .... the thief gives her money back and
says to her:
“Here! Look your money!
... and shut up!
Is no need to curse me!
Just ... shut up!”
2 minutes later i hear him again: “Do you really need to curse me?! Please tell me ... you will not curse me! I apologize... from all my soul!”
I was amazed how the thief was acting in front of the old lady ... being aware of her power to curse him.
Few days ago ... i meet in the supermarket ... Brian ... an old
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
32
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
friend from school.
We started to chat and he tells me about the love story of his life, knowing that i wrote books with love essays:
“Gabriel .... can you explain to me why people curse each
other into a love story?!
Why the hell ... this nonsense jump from infinite love to ... a curse?!
I really love her a lot ... but each time when we have a fight ... she starts to curse me and she is ruining my energies.
She really has great powers, knowing how to do it from her mother, which is an old lady today.” “My God ... Brian!
You still remember about the guy from the bus ... the thief from 30 years ago ... and now you are afraid of curses.” “Well ... believe it or not ... she really has great impact on my life, when she starts to curse me.
I know how it sounds, but it’s purely statistics.” I smile to him.
“Brian! I believe ... you started to be in love of a devil ... with great, great powers.
The impact is huge, cause she is connected to your soul.
But loving her ... you revealed her beautiful side.
And when you love her ... she’s an angel.
When you hate her ... she just becomes, or re becomes a devil.”
Brian was glad ... i understood him, but he was still unhappy not really knowing how he could redefine that situation.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
33
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
I also told him about my book “MY RELATIONSHIP WITH THE
DEVIL REDEFINED MY LIFE” ... but theory is so damm
easy ... and when it comes to practice ... we fail most of the
times.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
34
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
We want simple things
... but we act too abstract when we ask for it
I recently read a russian novel ... about a love story ... with a great message behind it.
I don’t even remember the title, but i just loved it and i was amazed ... one more time ... seeing that love is the same ...
everywhere in the world and it does not matter the religion, color of the skin, philosophy of life etc etc ... just nothing. Yekaterina was a lady living in Saint Petersburg ... totally unsatisfied of her marriage.
Her husband loved vodka, but also cheated on her ... with all the ladies from the city.
But one day ... Yekaterina meets a poet and falls in love with him.
He starts to write her love poems ... all day long ... and she becomes the most happiest woman from the world. Realizing what is going on ... her husband understood that there is nothing he could do about this love story ... except to wait and hope as the love story to ... end ... one day. He was a wise guy ... cause he was in this situation many, many times before ... and knew very well the script of a love story ... a beginning with the amazing feelings, the story itself ... and as anything else from this world ... the end.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
35
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
The poet loved Yekaterina a lot ... but being such an abstract person ... ended fucking the whole story.
Sometimes she was asking herself ... “is he really loving me ... or he just love the story itself ... cause it inspires him to write great love poems?!”
She started to want more and more from him ... and asks for divorce ... hoping that she will marry the poet.
She was just following the right logical path of life ... but she started to realize that when it comes to simple real things ....
and she was asking the poet to move their story at the next level ... it looks like she was speaking with a 5 years old kid. She could not believe it.
He was making her feel as a princess ... and he was the prince of her life ... but it was all just an illusion.
Beautiful words, long talks, a lot of sex ... but nothing else ...
to move the story into the real life.
The poet was so ... damm abstract ... in everything he was doing ... that in the end they just ruined ... everything they had together.
He just loved too much the love story ... caring too much about his love poems ... but doing nothing at all to be with her ... for real.
Yekaterina ended up being totally disappointed ... but remembering all the time the red rose he gave to her.
It was the only real thing he did ... bringing her that rose. She was in fact ... feeling destroyed ... not really understanding the whole meaning of that story ... cause indeed the poet was looking as a jerk ... looking just for inspiration.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
36
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
But ... who really knows the truth?!
Does it make sense ... such a behavior?!
Well ... maybe yes ... maybe no.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
37
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
Destroying people’s lives
.... something that just needs to stop
In 1986 Gorbaciov met with Reagan ... and they asked themselves in a philosophical way ... “When Soviet Union and United States will join their powers for a better world?!” They smiled and said ... “Maybe when the martians will attack the Earth”.
Unfortunately ... we do not know to use ... the power. Even in cartoon movies you will hear that ... “the power means to have the power .... but to not use the power”.
I heard that few times before ... from important people that are studying philosophy, but hearing it again in a cartoon movie that my kids were watching .... i suddenly realized how silly the human beings are.
What we name evolution it’s actually a technology
evolution ... but as souls we act again and again and again ...
in a stupid way.
We just ... practice the nonsense.
What is happening in Ukraine now is actually a clear example
... of our stupidity.
Diplomacy ... failed.
No matter what the historical truth is ... or who’s really right in this case ... seeing images as in the second world war ... is ridiculous.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
38
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
It simple defines us ... as idiots.
The images from Ukraine ... seeing people leaving the country, looks a lot with the scenes from the movie “The pianist”, of Roman Polanski.
It’s been so many years since the war ended ... and now we see similar scenes on the tv.
This vanity ... stupidity ... came from Russia ... is simple destroying people’s lives.
Ordinary people ... that had ... maybe a beautiful life one month ago ... now they see everything fuck up. Why?!
Well ... just because a guy from Moscow sees himself as the emperor of the world?!
Napoleon had that dream also ... and died alone on a far away island.
Hitler thought the same ... and died killing himself ... when reality was not what he wanted.
Today i saw on tv a lady, with her kid ... showing with her finger at her house that was burning, because of the bombs .... and saying to Putin ... “Now you are a ... god!” Well ... we know a lot about our history, but we ignore it ...
cause just as Hegel wrote ... “We learn from history that we do not learn from history.”
We think we are smarter ... and many times great powers make us believe we are ... gods.
But ... we are just idiots ... acting crazy ... and destroying everything around us ... including other people’s lives.
Yes ... unfortunately ... instead of becoming better souls ...
practice compassion, love ... and why not follow the path of
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
39
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
awakening ... we just practice .... the illusion of the self.
Most probably ... us ... the ordinary people can just pray for people from Ukraine ... and hope that the nightmare from there ... will just stop.
But is so bad ... we did not understood the meaning of the word ... evolution.
More nuclear bombs, more billions of dollar ... more political power ... does not make a guy ... wiser ... but metamorphosis him into an idiot that is fucking other people’s destinies.
It’s a nonsense ... but it’s the reality from today.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
40
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
“The best things in life are meant to be shared”
Louis was a guy from Mauritius.
The ocean always influenced him having philosophical thoughts ... and became in the end a writer ... describing in his writings the nonsense and the illusion of life.
I studied a little bit his blog, but also one of his books ... loving to read about the meaning of the Ego and the need of getting rid of it .... and i laughed.
I was doing the same mistakes Louis was doing. I’ve studied theory a lot .... but when it came about practice ... i was failing all the time.
I could swear on my life that ... i’m not connected with my Ego at all ... but i was saying all the time ... my cat, my house, my kids, my business, my life ... my ... etcetc. Everything around was ... mine ... and if not i was not interested about that ... something.
But Louis was a little bit more ... unlucky than i was.
Laughing of how good he was when it came about theory ... the Universe gave him a big ... test ... to see how he reacts ... and see if he is or not connected with his Ego. You see ... even if Louis was married ... he was in love of a beautiful lady.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
41
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
When it came about his wife, he did not care so much anymore about jealousy ... but when it came about his mistress ... even if that lady was also married ... he wanted to be only his woman.
He was keep telling to her ... “You are mine and only mine. We will spend an eternity together.”
She loved to hear that ... and she was really in love with him, even if she had so many relationships with other men over the time.
Louis was obsessed with her.
He felt they were so connected ... and that their love story is having absolute values.
And everything was perfect ... until one day, when he goes to South Africa to meet with a Sorcerer ... cause he wanted to write a spiritual book together.
The sorcerer had great powers and just by watching someone ... he could tell the whole past ... but also the future.
At one moment ... he was saying to Louis:
“I’m sorry for interrupting you ... but even if i see you so focused on writing this book together ... i still see you connected with something related with your ego.
Are you allowing me to tell you the truth ... about the illusion
you are living?!”
Surprised ... Louis says:
“I’m really curious about what you want to tell me ...”
“You will not like what you’re going to hear ... but i believe it is better to know the truth ... than live a lie ... that you don’t have the power to see.
“Listen boys!
When you will get marry, maybe i will be already dead, but i want you to remember one thing ... no matter who you marry with ... even if is a whore or a virgin ... try to connect to her soul ... on her beautiful side ... and you will be very happy together.
If you marry a virgin and you might believe she will not cheat on you just because she was a virgin ... you are just silly. But there is a chance as you marry a whore ... and this is just the name people are using for ladies that were involved in many relationships ... and she will respect you all her life.” We were both shocked hearing that ... cause at that time we don’t even knew so well what a ... whore is.
Time past ... and the grandma of my friend died indeed before we married.
And ... something happened with that friend of mine cause he killed someone ... and went to jail.
I had no idea what was the real story, but one day i received a letter from him.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
29
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
“Hey my dear friend!
Now, being in jail for so many years, i had the chance to think a lot ... about lots of things.
It’s funny cause i married a whore ... and i went in jail because i killed the guy that she was cheated me with. But even today ... after so many years ... she still writes me ... telling me it’s not true what i thought.
She destroyed my life, but she is accusing me that i am the
one that destroyed her.
What should i do?!
Few days later ... he sends me a copy of the letter came from his ex wife:
“At the insistence of someone who obsessively repeats to me, "see who you love", I read some of what you posted on your facebook page.
The word shock is too little for me at the moment and now I realize that those people who always told me you were a crazy man were right.
But you are also a destroyer of souls especially women! I hope I can ever forgive you and set you free!
And in concluding all the connections with you, I want to tell you that the only whore is and will be YOUR LIFE!
I was the woman who loved you and I regret how many days I will have for this!”
I did not knew what to say.
I read both letters ... few times.
I was reading in fact the letter from a criminal ... but also a whore ... and all i could see is that they both had ... a soul ... inside of them.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
30
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
But maybe my friend ... did not remember what his grandma told us so, so many years ago.
I did not even knew what to write to my friend.
I was not seeing him as a criminal.
Don’t even knew how he looked today.
I only remember how he was in the secondary school. And ... instead of writing just to him ... i wrote to both of them ... saying:
“Let the time ... heal everything”
I just knew that even a whore or a criminal carries a soul inside of them.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
31
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
The curse ... an infinite desire of wanting to see the other side totally destroyed ... no matter who that person is.
About 30 years ago, when i was in a bus, going to school, i saw a guy of 30 ... robbing an old lady.
The funny thing is that she realized what the guy was doing .... and started to curse him in front of all the people from the bus.
In the next second .... the thief gives her money back and
says to her:
“Here! Look your money!
... and shut up!
Is no need to curse me!
Just ... shut up!”
2 minutes later i hear him again: “Do you really need to curse me?! Please tell me ... you will not curse me! I apologize... from all my soul!”
I was amazed how the thief was acting in front of the old lady ... being aware of her power to curse him.
Few days ago ... i meet in the supermarket ... Brian ... an old
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
32
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
friend from school.
We started to chat and he tells me about the love story of his life, knowing that i wrote books with love essays:
“Gabriel .... can you explain to me why people curse each
other into a love story?!
Why the hell ... this nonsense jump from infinite love to ... a curse?!
I really love her a lot ... but each time when we have a fight ... she starts to curse me and she is ruining my energies.
She really has great powers, knowing how to do it from her mother, which is an old lady today.” “My God ... Brian!
You still remember about the guy from the bus ... the thief from 30 years ago ... and now you are afraid of curses.” “Well ... believe it or not ... she really has great impact on my life, when she starts to curse me.
I know how it sounds, but it’s purely statistics.” I smile to him.
“Brian! I believe ... you started to be in love of a devil ... with great, great powers.
The impact is huge, cause she is connected to your soul.
But loving her ... you revealed her beautiful side.
And when you love her ... she’s an angel.
When you hate her ... she just becomes, or re becomes a devil.”
Brian was glad ... i understood him, but he was still unhappy not really knowing how he could redefine that situation.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
33
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
I also told him about my book “MY RELATIONSHIP WITH THE
DEVIL REDEFINED MY LIFE” ... but theory is so damm
easy ... and when it comes to practice ... we fail most of the
times.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
34
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
We want simple things
... but we act too abstract when we ask for it
I recently read a russian novel ... about a love story ... with a great message behind it.
I don’t even remember the title, but i just loved it and i was amazed ... one more time ... seeing that love is the same ...
everywhere in the world and it does not matter the religion, color of the skin, philosophy of life etc etc ... just nothing. Yekaterina was a lady living in Saint Petersburg ... totally unsatisfied of her marriage.
Her husband loved vodka, but also cheated on her ... with all the ladies from the city.
But one day ... Yekaterina meets a poet and falls in love with him.
He starts to write her love poems ... all day long ... and she becomes the most happiest woman from the world. Realizing what is going on ... her husband understood that there is nothing he could do about this love story ... except to wait and hope as the love story to ... end ... one day. He was a wise guy ... cause he was in this situation many, many times before ... and knew very well the script of a love story ... a beginning with the amazing feelings, the story itself ... and as anything else from this world ... the end.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
35
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
The poet loved Yekaterina a lot ... but being such an abstract person ... ended fucking the whole story.
Sometimes she was asking herself ... “is he really loving me ... or he just love the story itself ... cause it inspires him to write great love poems?!”
She started to want more and more from him ... and asks for divorce ... hoping that she will marry the poet.
She was just following the right logical path of life ... but she started to realize that when it comes to simple real things ....
and she was asking the poet to move their story at the next level ... it looks like she was speaking with a 5 years old kid. She could not believe it.
He was making her feel as a princess ... and he was the prince of her life ... but it was all just an illusion.
Beautiful words, long talks, a lot of sex ... but nothing else ...
to move the story into the real life.
The poet was so ... damm abstract ... in everything he was doing ... that in the end they just ruined ... everything they had together.
He just loved too much the love story ... caring too much about his love poems ... but doing nothing at all to be with her ... for real.
Yekaterina ended up being totally disappointed ... but remembering all the time the red rose he gave to her.
It was the only real thing he did ... bringing her that rose. She was in fact ... feeling destroyed ... not really understanding the whole meaning of that story ... cause indeed the poet was looking as a jerk ... looking just for inspiration.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
36
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
But ... who really knows the truth?!
Does it make sense ... such a behavior?!
Well ... maybe yes ... maybe no.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
37
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
Destroying people’s lives
.... something that just needs to stop
In 1986 Gorbaciov met with Reagan ... and they asked themselves in a philosophical way ... “When Soviet Union and United States will join their powers for a better world?!” They smiled and said ... “Maybe when the martians will attack the Earth”.
Unfortunately ... we do not know to use ... the power. Even in cartoon movies you will hear that ... “the power means to have the power .... but to not use the power”.
I heard that few times before ... from important people that are studying philosophy, but hearing it again in a cartoon movie that my kids were watching .... i suddenly realized how silly the human beings are.
What we name evolution it’s actually a technology
evolution ... but as souls we act again and again and again ...
in a stupid way.
We just ... practice the nonsense.
What is happening in Ukraine now is actually a clear example
... of our stupidity.
Diplomacy ... failed.
No matter what the historical truth is ... or who’s really right in this case ... seeing images as in the second world war ... is ridiculous.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
38
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
It simple defines us ... as idiots.
The images from Ukraine ... seeing people leaving the country, looks a lot with the scenes from the movie “The pianist”, of Roman Polanski.
It’s been so many years since the war ended ... and now we see similar scenes on the tv.
This vanity ... stupidity ... came from Russia ... is simple destroying people’s lives.
Ordinary people ... that had ... maybe a beautiful life one month ago ... now they see everything fuck up. Why?!
Well ... just because a guy from Moscow sees himself as the emperor of the world?!
Napoleon had that dream also ... and died alone on a far away island.
Hitler thought the same ... and died killing himself ... when reality was not what he wanted.
Today i saw on tv a lady, with her kid ... showing with her finger at her house that was burning, because of the bombs .... and saying to Putin ... “Now you are a ... god!” Well ... we know a lot about our history, but we ignore it ...
cause just as Hegel wrote ... “We learn from history that we do not learn from history.”
We think we are smarter ... and many times great powers make us believe we are ... gods.
But ... we are just idiots ... acting crazy ... and destroying everything around us ... including other people’s lives.
Yes ... unfortunately ... instead of becoming better souls ...
practice compassion, love ... and why not follow the path of
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
39
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
awakening ... we just practice .... the illusion of the self.
Most probably ... us ... the ordinary people can just pray for people from Ukraine ... and hope that the nightmare from there ... will just stop.
But is so bad ... we did not understood the meaning of the word ... evolution.
More nuclear bombs, more billions of dollar ... more political power ... does not make a guy ... wiser ... but metamorphosis him into an idiot that is fucking other people’s destinies.
It’s a nonsense ... but it’s the reality from today.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
40
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
“The best things in life are meant to be shared”
Louis was a guy from Mauritius.
The ocean always influenced him having philosophical thoughts ... and became in the end a writer ... describing in his writings the nonsense and the illusion of life.
I studied a little bit his blog, but also one of his books ... loving to read about the meaning of the Ego and the need of getting rid of it .... and i laughed.
I was doing the same mistakes Louis was doing. I’ve studied theory a lot .... but when it came about practice ... i was failing all the time.
I could swear on my life that ... i’m not connected with my Ego at all ... but i was saying all the time ... my cat, my house, my kids, my business, my life ... my ... etcetc. Everything around was ... mine ... and if not i was not interested about that ... something.
But Louis was a little bit more ... unlucky than i was.
Laughing of how good he was when it came about theory ... the Universe gave him a big ... test ... to see how he reacts ... and see if he is or not connected with his Ego. You see ... even if Louis was married ... he was in love of a beautiful lady.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
41
ONE DAY … ONE SOUL
… destroying and rebuilding ourselves
When it came about his wife, he did not care so much anymore about jealousy ... but when it came about his mistress ... even if that lady was also married ... he wanted to be only his woman.
He was keep telling to her ... “You are mine and only mine. We will spend an eternity together.”
She loved to hear that ... and she was really in love with him, even if she had so many relationships with other men over the time.
Louis was obsessed with her.
He felt they were so connected ... and that their love story is having absolute values.
And everything was perfect ... until one day, when he goes to South Africa to meet with a Sorcerer ... cause he wanted to write a spiritual book together.
The sorcerer had great powers and just by watching someone ... he could tell the whole past ... but also the future.
At one moment ... he was saying to Louis:
“I’m sorry for interrupting you ... but even if i see you so focused on writing this book together ... i still see you connected with something related with your ego.
Are you allowing me to tell you the truth ... about the illusion
you are living?!”
Surprised ... Louis says:
“I’m really curious about what you want to tell me ...”
“You will not like what you’re going to hear ... but i believe it is better to know the truth ... than live a lie ... that you don’t have the power to see.
