He could not believe it.
His new theory collapsed ... and in front of the Universe, he needed to accept that any illusion is just a desillusion.
He tells the beautiful lady that he knows what she did last summer, but even if she dislikes speaking about illusions and desillusions ... she replies that the illusion is only in his mind.
And indeed ... the illusion was only in his mind.
The brain is generating a perfect ... beautiful story just to present us everything as a lovely illusion and the day we need to accept that the illusion became only a desillusion ... is the end that we do not want to accept.
Seeing NOTHING as something vey important is the illusion itself.
Adrian G Dumitru
23
PHILOSOPHY OF NOTHING
Had everything, but I actually had nothing ...had nothing, but I actually had everything
Trying to get out from the labyrinth
Everything looks like a pathless path in most of the chapters from our lives, but we still dream to be happy one day.
We sometimes don’t succeed in anything what we have planed ... and sometimes we have everything we ever wanted ... but still ... deep inside that huge gap is in there.
Is like you have everything and you actually have NOTHING ... but also have
NOTHING and actually ... dare to think of having everything.
One day, the feeling of being lost ... just disappear.
It is like for years you ve been into a labyrinth and now ... suddenly, you feel out ... cause you found the exit.
But what you call now the exit ... is the opening of your soul ... and the meeting with that nice person that appeared into your life.
You realise you just changed at one second after you met her.
You are another person.
A new face.
A new smile.
A new attitude.
A new way of seeing life.
A new you.
You look in the mirror and indeed ... you see a new person.
You knew that this YOU existed ... but never thought it will come to the real life. The love story changes you in only one second and let you out of the labyrinth of your unhappiness ... but also makes you see life in a beautiful way.
When you have everything, but feel that you actually have NOTHING ... it’s a good time to think of opening the heart and wait for the love to come. You need to do something special?!
No ... just NOTHING.
Wait ... and the love story will come.
Adrian G Dumitru
24
PHILOSOPHY OF NOTHING
Had everything, but I actually had nothing ...had nothing, but I actually had everything
“I miss meeting you for the first time” ... when you see the future just by writing her... already knowing she is a beautiful soul.
One day, you meet a very beautiful lady over social media, and somehow you
start chatting with her.
And you write for hours.
At the end of the day, you realise you wrote a novel togheter and you already know she is a beautiful soul.
But, she is polite and is asking what if she is not what looks like.
You are already connected with her and can’t wait to meet in the real life.
You could also say, seeing the future, that you miss seeing her for the first time. And you start dreaming about the first meeting ... first kiss ... first touch ... first time of infinite connection.
You ask yourself ... “Am i dreaming?!”
It’s free to dream ... but you always had this dream of meeting a beautiful soul
with a beautiful smile.
Can it be real?!
Maybe ... why not?
But in the end, you have nothing to loose.
What can happen?!
You can meet her, dance, smile ... and worst case scenario ... you could fall in love one of another.
But it will be NOTHING wrong.
You will enjoy a beautiful chapter of your life.
Adrian G Dumitru
25
PHILOSOPHY OF NOTHING
Had everything, but I actually had nothing ...had nothing, but I actually had everything
Let the spirit of love to be continued!
When a child is born ... needs someone to take care of him.
Very soon, the baby realise that doesn’t need only food and special care, but also love.
The love from the mother is the only one that is unconditional, but the baby grows up ... goes to discover the world ... and sees that his mother is now too far away from him.
He thinks of replacing her with another beautiful smile ... and one day meets her.
A beautiful love story starts, but this time everything is different.
He is in love with a beautiful soul, but not knowing how to act on the timeline of the love story ... both of them make mistakes ... and they jump from infinite happiness to an ugly unhappiness that hurts a lot.
That is the moment of awakening, when he makes the difference between his love story and the love he received years ago from his mother.
That infinite love .... never hurt.
This one ... can hurt ... and even a lot ... and can destroy everything inside the soul.
He cannot go back in time .. but only continue the life just as it is ... even if now he knows that love stories hurt a lot.
But what should be life, as a human being, without meeting the love of your life? The first one ... your mother and then later on .. a love that will stay forever in your life.
But you need to understand that love is like gambling.
It’s really risky, but when you see the connection between the 2 of you ... and that special chemistry ... if you really believe, everything can be a fairy tale. So what you need to do to be happy just as child ... one that grew up?! NOTHING ... just believe that the spirit of love can continue on the timeline of your life.
Adrian G Dumitru
26
PHILOSOPHY OF NOTHING
Had everything, but I actually had nothing ...had nothing, but I actually had everything
Just lost the control over the
experiment “The LOVE Story”
Everything started with a simple smile.
We were only smiling to each other, but it was like dancing ... a dance of our beautiful emotions that we never saw in our souls.
And i could not resist to ask her ... that we should never stop dancing.
It was, an infinite hunger for love, on both sides.
Everything was a story with ... beautiful words, chemistry ... and real love.
A story about the beauty of being alive.
But we were blinds.
We did not saw the real world, but only the love story, cause the hunger for infinite love was stronger than us.
We loved each other ... just like in a hollywoodian movie.
One day, the persons around us ... asked us to wake up to the real life.
It was like we were taking drugs.
But it was stronger even than extasy or cocaine.
And we loved being in this beautiful story.
We said tens of times, that we will stop taking that magic pill ... but soon after, we saw again the empty souls ... and decided to taste just one more time from the illusion of the love story.
Everything was too powerful for us to understand ... and being blinds ... we did
NOTHING than living the story.
We did not care of the real life.
But reality is stronger than our dreams ... and what followed was only loosing ourself on the way to happiness.
A path that we never been before, and will never walk away.
But we will remember it all our lives!
Dare to live the love story ... even if it has no clear direction.
The whole meaning is just to enjoy it ... even if in the end you will loose the control of this chapter from your life ... called “the love story”.
Adrian G Dumitru
27
PHILOSOPHY OF NOTHING
Had everything, but I actually had nothing ...had nothing, but I actually had everything
I am an artist
Don’t want a wife
Don’t want a mistress
I just want a ... muse
To paint my life in beautiful colors
Is something wrong with that?!
Once upon a time, there was an artist, that had everything he ever wanted, except the fact that he was not feeling alive.
Everything was looking almost as a curse, cause all the desires he ever had were accomplished ... but still inside of his soul he felt just as a zombie. NOTHING ... could satisfy him.
Just ... nothing.
He was dreaming of something magic that will change his life.
One day, he met again a lady friend, that told him: “Listen ... i have the perfect medicine for you! She is going to be like a magic pill that will take you in her arms, on the road from unhappiness to happiness. It will be a magnificent journey!”
And he agreed to give it a try.
He actually met her accidentally, but without understanding what is really going on, they fell in love of each other.
Very soon, the lady wanted to divorce for him, but he was very undecided.
He actually needed to divorce too.
He loved her a lot and even wanted to marry her.
One day, in his unique style, he ask her to marry him and she said yes.
But he wanted to marry with her only in a spiritual way, not into the real world. He didn’t wanted a new wife, cause he had enough with the actual one ... he did not wanted a mistress either, cause the whole story was too complicated ... but only a muse to inspire him for his art.
And the truth is that you cannot be a real artist if you don’t have a beautiful lady in your life just to inspire you.
But the problem was that the lady was very determined and wanted something
Adrian G Dumitru
28
PHILOSOPHY OF NOTHING
Had everything, but I actually had nothing ...had nothing, but I actually had everything
for real, not to be a muse to inspire an artist.
She wanted to be a wife ... and the artist just wanted a spiritual wife.
Wanting different things, in the end, everything was ruined.
They loved each other a lot, but not having the gut to define what they really want one from another ... everything ended just being a love story with no real end.
The love was there, they could not close the story ... could not delete the love from their souls ... but just hoped that one day the curse of being in love will end. Is NOTHING wrong to have ... any kind of relationship you want, even if it is just sex, or only talking ... infinite love ... or whatever you want ... but you need to talk from the early beginning ... just to be on the same road togheter. And if you only want to paint your life in beautiful colors just say it.
Define it as a magic pill, beautiful illusion ... or whatever you want ... but dare to define it.
Adrian G Dumitru
29
PHILOSOPHY OF NOTHING
Had everything, but I actually had nothing ...had nothing, but I actually had everything
Being in love
A curse or a beautiful chapter
from your life?
You ask for happiness and one day someone suddenly appears in your life ... not only to make you happy, but also make you understand what the infinite love means.
Is a chapter that you can’t believe that is real.
Only having that person in your arms ... could make you feel something you never felt before ... being alive.
The zombie inside of you ... becomes a prince from a beautiful love story.
And the fairy tale continues for month.
You even ask yourself if you the story is real or is only an illusion.
But one day, something silly happens and you suddenly jump from a fairy tale to an illusion and in the next moment you see everything ... just as a desillusion. Not even one second, can’t realise that we are only human beings ... not gods ....
that is natural for us to make mistakes ... that we have this stupid ability to break everything only with a simple word or action.
And you get mad and start looking as a furious dragon ... and then ... you become blind again.
You wake up the next morning, you feel the bloody heart inside of you ... and pfff ... you realise you can’t hate her ... but not only this ... you still love her and even worst ... you love her with even more obsession.
The moment when you see that the fairy tale is actually an illusion that became just a desillusion ... you start to ask yourself if the story is a beautiful chapter from your life or NOTHING that a curse ... the curse of being in love. She has the key that opens all the doors of your soul.
She can play around with you for as long as she wants.
Whatever she does ... you will still love her.
You waited for years, but now you became the slave of the love story with her.
Adrian G Dumitru
30
PHILOSOPHY OF NOTHING
Had everything, but I actually had nothing ...had nothing, but I actually had everything
And you continue the story ... enjoying the illusion, but also having moments of disliking seeing the desillusion.
But NOTHING changes ... cause you can’t stop loving her.
You are lost ... she has all the keys and maybe the only thing left to do ... is just enjoy the curse of being in love and not see it as an illusion ... but redefine it as a beautiful illusion.
Adrian G Dumitru
31
PHILOSOPHY OF NOTHING
Had everything, but I actually had nothing ...had nothing, but I actually had everything
Why some people, even if they love a lot their partner ... still practice the cheating?
Being in a love story can make you loose the control on you, on your emotions
and on everything you do in life.
You feel lost.
This never happened to you before, even if you loved other people in the past.
You understand NOTHING and it does not make any sense at all.
You love the story, but is like you love surfing, but can’t surf on the waves cause they are too high now.
Drowning looks like the only scenario you see.
One day, you wake up, still feeling the love inside of your soul and decide to quit. But how you do this?!
There is no paper you could sign so that you can resign and you don’t find the gut to go and say it face to face ... that you just want the end of the story.
But still ... you feel that closing the relationship is the only option so that you regain the control on yourself ... and find no other option at all.
You think for many days in a row and the thought itself becomes an obsession.
You cannot sleep and cannot think of anything else.
You love a lot, but being in love makes you feel lost and not controlling your
emotions will scare you to death.
Then a strage idea is appearing to you.
Realising that you can’t close the story ... only destroying it looks as the only solution.
And cheating ... looks to you as the best idea to destroy a story that you love, but can’t control.
And you start cheating ... not only one time and not with only one person.
Somehow you want as everything to be found out but also ... not.
You actually want to have again the control on yourself ... and you need to choose between being in love, having the infinite ... and being you again.
Can you let the love control you?!
Adrian G Dumitru
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PHILOSOPHY OF NOTHING
