PRACTICING … THE NON SENSE … AN AS ART
Philosophical essays
PRACTICING … THE NONSENSE … AS AN ART
Philosophical essays
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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PRACTICING … THE NON SENSE … AN AS ART
Philosophical essays
PRACTICING … THE NONSENSE … AS AN ART
Philosophical essays
Year: 2022
Author: Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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Philosophical essays
“FORGIVE ME MY NONSENSE AS I ALSO FORGIVE THE NONSENSE OF THOSE WHO THINK THEY TALK SENSE”
ROBERT FROST
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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INTRODUCTION
What is the non sense?
What is behind it?
What is hided in the things that makes no sense at all?!
Why we have them in our lives?!
Who’s responsible of generating that?!
Are we attracting the non sense ... or we are the ones behind the creation of it?!
Should we accept it ... or simple smile in front of it ... and actually understand that the non sense itself is the expression of the fact that we are on a journey on a pathless path?!
Lots of question ... and maybe no real answer.
Or maybe lots of answers ... but none of them is satisfying us.
I was reading tons of books ... with the hope that one day ... i will find the right algorithm so that i can totally remove the non sense from my life.
Until one day ... when a lady friend of mine ... that i consider an expert into dealing and understanding the energies of life ... told me ... “Why do you think the nonsense is keep appearing yourself .... but is not present at all in my life?! Why those situations are appearing on and on and on?!
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I am sure ... you can accept ... at least for a while ... that the problem itself is not life and circumstances ... but you.”
As always ... she was tough with me, but each time i was speaking with her ... i was clarifying for myself lots of things. But the ... nonsense ... was still there.
It was indeed a part of my life ... and i had to learn how to deal with it.
Somehow ... i was in the position of being forced to learn to practice the non sense as an ... art.
It’s quite a ridiculous concept .... but there was nothing else
to do ... cause it appeared on and on and on.
Each day i was waking up ... i’ve been asking myself .... what
the hell is going to happen today?!
What else ... could it be?!
I felt trapped in a prison with invisible walls ... and i could not find any way out of this story ... so all it was left to do was to see the message behind all what was going on.
And until then ... i had to redefine my perceptions about any circumstances.
Somehow the Universe was forcing me to become an artist .... in dealing and practicing daily nonsense ... but i
was still hoping that one day the awakening moment will appear ... and the illusion of life will be revealed for me ...
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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There’s always someone more powerful than you
Sometimes my life is ... weird and i am not surprised when i suddenly find myself in a non sense trial.
I see how a powerful lady is appearing on the stage of my life ... initially as a client ... then little by little as a friend ...
as in the end to see how she becomes the most unwanted enemy i ever had.
Calls me to court and she was appealing all authorities with all sorts of silly things .... that metamorphosed me into a persona non grata.
In the court room .... i am presented to the judge almost as
a war criminal.
I could not believe it.
I was in deep shit .... but it was all a total nonsense ... cause
this was not the real truth.
As any other human being ... i am a sinner ... and i accidentally make many, many mistakes ... but still ... i’m not such a bad person as that lawyer described me.
I realize i started a war ... with a person that was probably much powerful than I was ... and it all looked as a David and Goliat story.
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But i did not know if i was David and Goliat.
I went alone in the court room ... and in the end everything was looking like i have one chance in a million to win the trial even if in fact ... i was still confident.
But on the way back home ... i remember about my friend ...
the sorcerer.
I call him.
Tell him the whole story ... and he started to laugh asking me
... “Are you really afraid of this crazy lady ... that is so well anchored in a non sense world?
Please allow me to make some magic ... and i call you back” Few hours later ... i receive an email that was letting me know that i won the trial.
I could not believe it ... but it was still unclear to me if i was
David or Goliat ... in this silly non sense story.
The sorcerer calls back.
I was hearing him laughing ...”Hahahahahahaha” ... and could not stop himself.
I then realized ... that most probably the magic came from him ... saved me in front of this crazy woman and the trial with her.
After the long ... “hahahaha” ... the sorcerer is
whispering .... “There’s always someone more powerful than
you”.
Saw it as a non sense in that moment ... but he was speaking about ... the Universe and that we should always pay more attention that if magic needs to appear on the timeline of our lives ... it will just happen.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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Magic was real ... and i could not believe it all ended this way.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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“I invested everything i had
... just as in the end to meet my karmic friends”
Someone wrote me asking ... “what is really karma about?!” .... but i was just smiling reading his email.
The guy worked for 5 years in a real estate project, making one million sacrifices ... hoping that in the end he will live a life defined by financial independence.
He was dreaming to finish the houses, then rent them ... and live his dream.
Actually the guy was doing the things just as in theory ...
cause he was reading all the time books about success ....
and he knew all the steps he must follow.
Was always in a hurry.
Always in debits.
Always nervous because of the things that were happening in the construction field.
But no matter what was happening ... he was still chasing his big dream.
One day ... 5 years after he started the project .... he
succeeded to complete everything and rented all the houses right away.
So the dream ... was accomplished ... and while listening him i started to believe that the guy wanted me to write about his story ... of success.
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But no ... is was not what it looked liked.
After renting the houses ... huge problems started to appear right away.
Everyday something was happening ... and everything became a ... nightmare.
Lots of technical problems with the houses ... the tenants
were driving him crazy calling him from Monday till
Sunday ... and actually the concept of hell was not describing
properly the situation.
Sometimes ... he had moments when he started to believe
that everything is a ... curse.
Could not believe it.
He was in a hurry for 5 years ... as in the end to meet his ...
karmic friends ... the tenants.
Financial independence ... was actually a karmic chapter that had nothing to do with financial issues ... but about the lessons of life.
Coming back in time ... he was remembering that he was actually building everything ... fighting with everyone
...dreaming that in the end he will calm down things ... at the time when he will get rid of the construction process. But this process was involving people ... same as the process of renting was also involving people.
In the day when he was in the court room, in front of a judge ... in a trial with a tenant ... he suddenly realized how funny life is.
He was in a hurry for years ... for karmic reasons .... and the
financial freedom was just an illusory concept from his silly mind.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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Karma can not be avoid.
I had to explain to my dear friend from social media that sometimes the Universe is pushing us to hurry to directions that we would never think about ... strongly believing something totally different.
Accomplishing a big dream ... that many times looked like a very ugly process ... was metamorphosed into another ... nightmare.
But let’s say that friends are nice people ... even if in fact they are just ... karmic friends.
I was laughing a little bit of the guy ... and in the same time i understood how powerful karma is.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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We can rewrite the script of our lives ... by touching with love the lives of others
My little kid asked me ... “what does it mean to rectify?!”
I smiled and explained that it actually means ... a way in how we can change a story ... rewriting it in a different way.
And the funny thing is that we can live the same story ....
that happened long time ago .... even in our childhood ... by
becoming kind of a Enchanted Spirit with the people from the timeline of our lives.
You see ... personal growth is teaching us ... that we can change reality in any way we want ... but mainly our reality and is not teaching us how we can create a better world by creating amazing surprises to the people around us.
I’ve spent my life in a communist country, not so bad as North Korea ... but almost the same model ... so the childhood had lots of limits regarding my desires as a child. I remember that i had a small bicycle when i was about 4-5 years old ... but when i got older ... i didn’t get an appropriate one.
The standards when it came about accomplishing desires ...
were totally different than the ones from today.
So ... even if the question came from my kid ... asking me what does it mean to rectify ... was looking almost as a non sense ... i suddenly realized that even if i can’t change my
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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childhood ... i could change a little bit the childhood of my kids.
So ... i’ve asked myself ... what should be an amazing present for his 8th anniversary?!
I look over internet ... i find a piano from 1880 with a very good price ... but also looking amazing ... i aske 4 friends to come with me to help for transportation ... i rent a truck ... i buy it ... and we arrive home at 8 pm ... knock on the door ... making him a huge surprise. He could not believe it.
“Wow! You really bought a piano! Can’t believe it!”
He was so happy ... and it was actually so damm simple to ...
do that.
I could do lots of surprises as this one to my kids ... but i’ve been so busy over the years and also so idiot ... that i never thought that i can rewrite the script of my childhood ... in a very simple way ... being a good father for my kids.
I’m 100% that my childhood can’t be changed anymore. Other chapters of my life ... maybe ... but childhood ... will never be rectified ... especially when it comes about my desires from that time.
... but my kids can help me rewrite that script ... in a different way ... by making me think as an Enchanted Spirit. And i could touch with love the lives of others also ... but i am still ... too blind for that.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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The non sense of our desires ... as
humans ... can be seen in an amazing way by analyzing the discussion between ... a prince and a pauper.
It happens that i know by a long time ... a prince ... and a pauper.
The prince is a good looking person, very well educated, extremely wealthy ... and is the type of person that can help anyone from this world accomplish any kind of desire ... would have.
But what is funny is that by few years i always see him, almost daily ... in the company of a ... pauper.
And seeing them together .... i remember about the book
“Prince and the Pauper” ... by Mark Twain.
Few days ago ... i met them in a coffee shop in the city center.
The pauper was ... extremely nervous.
“Listen ... i need to get rid of this lady ... i can’t sleep in the night because of her
She just called me to Police ... but also to the Court Room.
I just want a miracle.
I don’t want to have her in my life anymore”
The prince ... did not understood what the pauper was talking about ... and neither do i.
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“So ... you want me to help you get rid of this lady that is actually treating you as a ... pauper?!
You know ... you could ask me lots of other things ... but you come with this non sense desire”
“Yes ... my dear prince. ... i need your help.
I see no way out of this situation”
The prince smiles.
“Let’s make a deal. I give a phone call ... and you are saved ... but you need to help me ... with my deepest desire ... i have”.
Now the pauper smiles ... “How the hell a pauper can help a prince accomplish his deepest desire?!”. I also smile and say:
“I know ... the prince is looking for a princess ... but a very special one”
“Hahaha! Where do you know that?!
So ... do we have a deal?!
I help you get rid of that crazy lady and you help me meet the princess i dream by such a long time?!”
The pauper was smiling ... seeing that the prince will help him, but having no idea how things will be arranged.
3 days later ... we met again.
Same coffee shop.
The pauper comes ... and say:
“How the hell you did it?!
She disappeared. I can’t believe it”
The prince laughs ... “Hahaha! It was so damm simple.
I asked someone that knows that lady to let her know that you are actually a prince ... disguised as a pauper ... and
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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knowing that you are my friend ... they believed it. Hahaha!
Philosophical essays
PRACTICING … THE NONSENSE … AS AN ART
Philosophical essays
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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PRACTICING … THE NON SENSE … AN AS ART
Philosophical essays
PRACTICING … THE NONSENSE … AS AN ART
Philosophical essays
Year: 2022
Author: Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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PRACTICING … THE NON SENSE … AN AS ART
Philosophical essays
“FORGIVE ME MY NONSENSE AS I ALSO FORGIVE THE NONSENSE OF THOSE WHO THINK THEY TALK SENSE”
ROBERT FROST
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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PRACTICING … THE NON SENSE … AN AS ART
Philosophical essays
INTRODUCTION
What is the non sense?
What is behind it?
What is hided in the things that makes no sense at all?!
Why we have them in our lives?!
Who’s responsible of generating that?!
Are we attracting the non sense ... or we are the ones behind the creation of it?!
Should we accept it ... or simple smile in front of it ... and actually understand that the non sense itself is the expression of the fact that we are on a journey on a pathless path?!
Lots of question ... and maybe no real answer.
Or maybe lots of answers ... but none of them is satisfying us.
I was reading tons of books ... with the hope that one day ... i will find the right algorithm so that i can totally remove the non sense from my life.
Until one day ... when a lady friend of mine ... that i consider an expert into dealing and understanding the energies of life ... told me ... “Why do you think the nonsense is keep appearing yourself .... but is not present at all in my life?! Why those situations are appearing on and on and on?!
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I am sure ... you can accept ... at least for a while ... that the problem itself is not life and circumstances ... but you.”
As always ... she was tough with me, but each time i was speaking with her ... i was clarifying for myself lots of things. But the ... nonsense ... was still there.
It was indeed a part of my life ... and i had to learn how to deal with it.
Somehow ... i was in the position of being forced to learn to practice the non sense as an ... art.
It’s quite a ridiculous concept .... but there was nothing else
to do ... cause it appeared on and on and on.
Each day i was waking up ... i’ve been asking myself .... what
the hell is going to happen today?!
What else ... could it be?!
I felt trapped in a prison with invisible walls ... and i could not find any way out of this story ... so all it was left to do was to see the message behind all what was going on.
And until then ... i had to redefine my perceptions about any circumstances.
Somehow the Universe was forcing me to become an artist .... in dealing and practicing daily nonsense ... but i
was still hoping that one day the awakening moment will appear ... and the illusion of life will be revealed for me ...
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
5
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Philosophical essays
There’s always someone more powerful than you
Sometimes my life is ... weird and i am not surprised when i suddenly find myself in a non sense trial.
I see how a powerful lady is appearing on the stage of my life ... initially as a client ... then little by little as a friend ...
as in the end to see how she becomes the most unwanted enemy i ever had.
Calls me to court and she was appealing all authorities with all sorts of silly things .... that metamorphosed me into a persona non grata.
In the court room .... i am presented to the judge almost as
a war criminal.
I could not believe it.
I was in deep shit .... but it was all a total nonsense ... cause
this was not the real truth.
As any other human being ... i am a sinner ... and i accidentally make many, many mistakes ... but still ... i’m not such a bad person as that lawyer described me.
I realize i started a war ... with a person that was probably much powerful than I was ... and it all looked as a David and Goliat story.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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PRACTICING … THE NON SENSE … AN AS ART Philosophical essays
But i did not know if i was David and Goliat.
I went alone in the court room ... and in the end everything was looking like i have one chance in a million to win the trial even if in fact ... i was still confident.
But on the way back home ... i remember about my friend ...
the sorcerer.
I call him.
Tell him the whole story ... and he started to laugh asking me
... “Are you really afraid of this crazy lady ... that is so well anchored in a non sense world?
Please allow me to make some magic ... and i call you back” Few hours later ... i receive an email that was letting me know that i won the trial.
I could not believe it ... but it was still unclear to me if i was
David or Goliat ... in this silly non sense story.
The sorcerer calls back.
I was hearing him laughing ...”Hahahahahahaha” ... and could not stop himself.
I then realized ... that most probably the magic came from him ... saved me in front of this crazy woman and the trial with her.
After the long ... “hahahaha” ... the sorcerer is
whispering .... “There’s always someone more powerful than
you”.
Saw it as a non sense in that moment ... but he was speaking about ... the Universe and that we should always pay more attention that if magic needs to appear on the timeline of our lives ... it will just happen.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
7
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Magic was real ... and i could not believe it all ended this way.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
8
PRACTICING … THE NON SENSE … AN AS ART
Philosophical essays
“I invested everything i had
... just as in the end to meet my karmic friends”
Someone wrote me asking ... “what is really karma about?!” .... but i was just smiling reading his email.
The guy worked for 5 years in a real estate project, making one million sacrifices ... hoping that in the end he will live a life defined by financial independence.
He was dreaming to finish the houses, then rent them ... and live his dream.
Actually the guy was doing the things just as in theory ...
cause he was reading all the time books about success ....
and he knew all the steps he must follow.
Was always in a hurry.
Always in debits.
Always nervous because of the things that were happening in the construction field.
But no matter what was happening ... he was still chasing his big dream.
One day ... 5 years after he started the project .... he
succeeded to complete everything and rented all the houses right away.
So the dream ... was accomplished ... and while listening him i started to believe that the guy wanted me to write about his story ... of success.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
9
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But no ... is was not what it looked liked.
After renting the houses ... huge problems started to appear right away.
Everyday something was happening ... and everything became a ... nightmare.
Lots of technical problems with the houses ... the tenants
were driving him crazy calling him from Monday till
Sunday ... and actually the concept of hell was not describing
properly the situation.
Sometimes ... he had moments when he started to believe
that everything is a ... curse.
Could not believe it.
He was in a hurry for 5 years ... as in the end to meet his ...
karmic friends ... the tenants.
Financial independence ... was actually a karmic chapter that had nothing to do with financial issues ... but about the lessons of life.
Coming back in time ... he was remembering that he was actually building everything ... fighting with everyone
...dreaming that in the end he will calm down things ... at the time when he will get rid of the construction process. But this process was involving people ... same as the process of renting was also involving people.
In the day when he was in the court room, in front of a judge ... in a trial with a tenant ... he suddenly realized how funny life is.
He was in a hurry for years ... for karmic reasons .... and the
financial freedom was just an illusory concept from his silly mind.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
10
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Philosophical essays
Karma can not be avoid.
I had to explain to my dear friend from social media that sometimes the Universe is pushing us to hurry to directions that we would never think about ... strongly believing something totally different.
Accomplishing a big dream ... that many times looked like a very ugly process ... was metamorphosed into another ... nightmare.
But let’s say that friends are nice people ... even if in fact they are just ... karmic friends.
I was laughing a little bit of the guy ... and in the same time i understood how powerful karma is.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
11
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Philosophical essays
We can rewrite the script of our lives ... by touching with love the lives of others
My little kid asked me ... “what does it mean to rectify?!”
I smiled and explained that it actually means ... a way in how we can change a story ... rewriting it in a different way.
And the funny thing is that we can live the same story ....
that happened long time ago .... even in our childhood ... by
becoming kind of a Enchanted Spirit with the people from the timeline of our lives.
You see ... personal growth is teaching us ... that we can change reality in any way we want ... but mainly our reality and is not teaching us how we can create a better world by creating amazing surprises to the people around us.
I’ve spent my life in a communist country, not so bad as North Korea ... but almost the same model ... so the childhood had lots of limits regarding my desires as a child. I remember that i had a small bicycle when i was about 4-5 years old ... but when i got older ... i didn’t get an appropriate one.
The standards when it came about accomplishing desires ...
were totally different than the ones from today.
So ... even if the question came from my kid ... asking me what does it mean to rectify ... was looking almost as a non sense ... i suddenly realized that even if i can’t change my
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
12
PRACTICING … THE NON SENSE … AN AS ART
Philosophical essays
childhood ... i could change a little bit the childhood of my kids.
So ... i’ve asked myself ... what should be an amazing present for his 8th anniversary?!
I look over internet ... i find a piano from 1880 with a very good price ... but also looking amazing ... i aske 4 friends to come with me to help for transportation ... i rent a truck ... i buy it ... and we arrive home at 8 pm ... knock on the door ... making him a huge surprise. He could not believe it.
“Wow! You really bought a piano! Can’t believe it!”
He was so happy ... and it was actually so damm simple to ...
do that.
I could do lots of surprises as this one to my kids ... but i’ve been so busy over the years and also so idiot ... that i never thought that i can rewrite the script of my childhood ... in a very simple way ... being a good father for my kids.
I’m 100% that my childhood can’t be changed anymore. Other chapters of my life ... maybe ... but childhood ... will never be rectified ... especially when it comes about my desires from that time.
... but my kids can help me rewrite that script ... in a different way ... by making me think as an Enchanted Spirit. And i could touch with love the lives of others also ... but i am still ... too blind for that.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
13
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Philosophical essays
The non sense of our desires ... as
humans ... can be seen in an amazing way by analyzing the discussion between ... a prince and a pauper.
It happens that i know by a long time ... a prince ... and a pauper.
The prince is a good looking person, very well educated, extremely wealthy ... and is the type of person that can help anyone from this world accomplish any kind of desire ... would have.
But what is funny is that by few years i always see him, almost daily ... in the company of a ... pauper.
And seeing them together .... i remember about the book
“Prince and the Pauper” ... by Mark Twain.
Few days ago ... i met them in a coffee shop in the city center.
The pauper was ... extremely nervous.
“Listen ... i need to get rid of this lady ... i can’t sleep in the night because of her
She just called me to Police ... but also to the Court Room.
I just want a miracle.
I don’t want to have her in my life anymore”
The prince ... did not understood what the pauper was talking about ... and neither do i.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
14
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Philosophical essays
“So ... you want me to help you get rid of this lady that is actually treating you as a ... pauper?!
You know ... you could ask me lots of other things ... but you come with this non sense desire”
“Yes ... my dear prince. ... i need your help.
I see no way out of this situation”
The prince smiles.
“Let’s make a deal. I give a phone call ... and you are saved ... but you need to help me ... with my deepest desire ... i have”.
Now the pauper smiles ... “How the hell a pauper can help a prince accomplish his deepest desire?!”. I also smile and say:
“I know ... the prince is looking for a princess ... but a very special one”
“Hahaha! Where do you know that?!
So ... do we have a deal?!
I help you get rid of that crazy lady and you help me meet the princess i dream by such a long time?!”
The pauper was smiling ... seeing that the prince will help him, but having no idea how things will be arranged.
3 days later ... we met again.
Same coffee shop.
The pauper comes ... and say:
“How the hell you did it?!
She disappeared. I can’t believe it”
The prince laughs ... “Hahaha! It was so damm simple.
I asked someone that knows that lady to let her know that you are actually a prince ... disguised as a pauper ... and
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
15
PRACTICING … THE NON SENSE … AN AS ART Philosophical essays
knowing that you are my friend ... they believed it. Hahaha!
