She was mad cause she searched to recharge her batteries … tired of so much work … and actually of not really living her life … but she got the opposite effect.
Paula … same as me … has lots of well hidden secrets … but she is today at an age when chasing for beautiful vibes .. is her main objective.
Most probably this is why the 2 of us are friends …. cause i
do the same thing by so many years in a row.
But i’ve connected so, so many times to ugly energies … that i smile trying to make my friend understand this game … even if i know that deep inside her she really has the answer. Then Paula says …
“Searching and searching, even though we say we were just waiting and not looking for anything at all … we come across people with bad energies, who charge us, and make us feel bad, and we don't know why … and where does it come from?
It's too late when we realize.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
137
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
But, our choices lead us where we are destined.”
So … my dear friend asked me a very interesting question … but she also gave me the answer.
And i … finally understood … that any type of energy … is what we actually need to experience.
We might chase for beautiful vibes .. but … there is also a meaning behind the bad vibes.
They are destined to us … to understand some life lessons. And most probably … the human beings are so idiots … that we could not understand the concept of happiness without experiencing the concept of … unhappiness.
We chase for beautiful vibes … but we find so many bad energies around us … as maybe to realize that there is no need of searching for anything at all.
The bad vibes … might probably whisper to us … “Idiots … the good vibes are inside of you … not in the outside world.” And this is happening on and on and on.
But maybe one day … i will make Paula understand that and she will make me understand that also. This might me the reason … we’ve met.
Meanwhile we keep playing this game of connecting to energies … that we don’t feel so well .. not knowing how to disconnect when we find out their real values.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
138
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
The trees remembered me of the sky …. and then i saw the infinite
I’ve been to the forest today.
Again …. but it did not worked to connect to the nature.
I simple … could not do it.
But i was taking photos.
…. I was also filming.
Then seeing that it’s all useless … and i continue having such a bad vibe … i try to study the trees.
They were so tall … that created me the image that they end up in the sky.
And i was still believing that the sky …. Is the infinite.
I was admiring it.
and i wanted to be helped by those trees to touch … the sky …
It was a trick for touching the infinite.
but i failed again … even if i had this obsession by such a long time.
All i knew was that … once i touch … the infinite … my vibe will remain amazing … for the rest of my days.
And i was filming the sky … hoping that i will make it. Later on … on my couch at home i was looking at it on and on and on … and still … i could not make it.
It was like the secret was not revealed to me.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
139
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my illusory search for a beautiful life
not yet!
but i was still hoping!
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
140
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… my illusory search for a beautiful life
For getting a beautiful vibe … first … simple … relax
Betty wrote me again.
… and sent me a photo from her instagram story.
She was relaxing in her new car … showing to the world her beautiful shoes … but the picture itself it was more about … attitude than anything else.
So … i’ve asked … “What are you doing?!” “Well … i am relaxing in my beautiful car. I feel great.
Amazing … is the proper word that defines me today. And i bet you can feel my … vibe.”
I continued chatting about lots of other nonsenses with her ..
but indeed she was right.
I was meditating a lot about where from comes a good vibe
and Betty revealed me something that i totally ignored. There’s plenty of books about relaxation …. and i read some of them… but i can’t believe i ignored the concept.
I looked again at the picture that Betty sent to me. It was indeed a picture about … attitude.
She stoped the car near a forest … was listening a beautiful love song … and relax.
The impact was … amazing.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
141
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
A single picture was telling more than a book about … motivation.
I liked … her style.
…. The way of acting in life.
But too bad … cause i could not copy and paste this style.
And even worst.
I do not even know how to relax and it’s so funny cause i write a book about tips and tricks about beautiful vibes. I am probably the worst example in the world … but i am lucky cause i meet people as Betty all the time … and new ideas are revealed to me.
Well … most probably many of us … will not be able to copy the example of my friend … but i am sure that there are one millions ways to … practice relaxation … so … just find out what is the best that works in your case … and simple .. do it.
In the end … you have nothing to lose … cause connecting to beautiful vibes … should be a must for all of us.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
142
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
When everything looks as a
pathless path … simple decide to follow beautiful pathless paths.
At least will be an amazing journey
So many times in my life i felt that i am not on the right path in life.
Later on … after long inner discussions … i finally accepted the term … pathless path … which did not really sounded so well.
And not having any other option, i realized i need to meditate more on what is going on with me. I hated the term … pathless path.
It was not a happy definition of my reality.
But you see … time was passing … and nothing changed. Day by day …. for so many, many years in a row … my vibe … was fucked up.
Whatever i was doing, no matter if in the beginning it all looked great … it was proved in the end as not being the right thing for me.
I was turning to the right.
then to the left.
then to the right again.
But it was like i was moving in a circle … cause my vibe did not changed.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
143
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
I could not stand it anymore.
I needed to change something …. but did not knew what.
In fact … had no clue at all.
The good part was still … that i was seeing from time to time
happy people around me … and that let me believe that i might still have a chance.
But what was their secret?!
Why they did not tell me anything about it?! What was the difference between me and them?!
Well … most probably they decided to follow beautiful paths
the ones that they liked and even loved … no matter if they were pathless paths or not.
They took the decision to follow the directions that induced them beautiful vibes … and continue those paths.
And when those paths went to an end … they continued to another path.
And then another one. And another one.
But they did everything with joy.
I should maybe do the same … but i did not took the decision.
At least … not yet.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
144
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
Unfortunately from depression to paranoia is only … one step
Robert use to be the administrator of a residential complex from Montreal.
He was in this job by already 20 years and had a good experience.
Years ago realizing that a residential complex is not about properties, but about the people living there … he started to study psychology, but also personal growth.
First he understood that he needs to be the friend of everyone from that environment.
Later on … he also realized that he needs to accept people just as they are.
Simple respect them … and try to treat everybody with infinite love and understanding if he still wants to make money from this job.
One morning Jack, one of the tenants from there calls Robert, which was his close friend in fact … and says: “Listen to me … last night the guys living at the apartment number 23 … got drunk and made a big scandal in here.
My wife wanted to call the police … because we were afraid of what was going on.
They made problems before … but never as this time.”
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
145
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
Robert knew that in that apartment were living 3 workers from a company.
Calls John … the guy from the company … which actually signed the contract with him … and complains to him for half an hour.
But after closing the conversation with that gentleman … Robert asked himself .. .”What if what Jack told him … is not true?
I know he is suffering of depression … and what if he is suffering now of paranoia?!” He goes in the complex.
Meets lots of people … but no one says anything to him.
Now Robert really started to think in … paranoia mode.
“I know Jack would not lie to me.
But still … what if this is not true?!
Maybe i should call back John and apologize”.
He started to ask people if anything weird happened last night … but nobody says anything at all. It was so … weird.
Was Jack lying?! … or started to suffer of paranoia also?!
Did Jack … called?!
Well … seeing and not seeing … but also not really understanding things that happened when we were not present … creates illusory images for the mind.
A little bit of depression … mixed with paranoia becomes a dangerous cocktail that might end up … fucking human connections.
Analyzing more … and saying less … is probably the best option we’ve got.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
146
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
But we speak a lot … and analyze very little.
In fact …. we define without analyzing so deep.
Being interconnected …. we create …. because of the
negativity from us … lots of worst case scenarios … that reveals the disease called paranoia which .. in the end is metamorphosed into a chain reaction of fucking our vibe to one to another.
Cause … truth be told …. yes … from depression to paranoia
is only … one step.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
147
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
You can actually have 2 ages
one that can be seem in your birth certificate … and one
looking at your soul
There are lots of people that tells about internet that it’s a big illusion … but even if i had moments when i believed that too … i changed my mind.
I realized that even if i know thousands of people … i can’t really have honest friendships in the real life.
We somehow mix all the time different interests … with the friendship itself … and it’s not anymore a beautiful connection disconnected from the silly interests that we have in the real life.
By almost 2 -3 years … i made a change … a very big one. I started to connect with lots of people from all around the world … men and women … which i talk from time to time … They don’t know me from the real life … but with some of them i really have great connections.
I am actually amazed how is it to be friend with someone from the other side of the world …. and to not mix friendship with any interest at all.
And i assure you …. is much better like that.
Is actually the perfect case scenario for a friendship.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
148
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
For example yesterday i spoke again with Silvia from Portugal.
I use to talk with her about the benefits for the human beings of connecting with the nature …
She posts all the time photos with flowers, rivers, hills, forests … and whatever we name …. nature.
I am always amazed of the power of her pictures.
But yesterday Silvia made a post with herself.
It was her birthday.
I say to her … “Happy birthday and all the best!”
She smiles … says thank you … and asks me to tell her ….
how old i believe she is.
I look at her pictures and i ask myself …. maybe she is 38,
but i might also say she is 33 … and i really don’t know what to say.
And i look at more of her photos from her instagram page …
asking myself … “how old she really is?! It’s so illusory …”
Then i reply: “Listen … i believe that you have almost the
same age as me … but in the soul … you are not more that
20-22”
Silvia smiles.
“I am 50 Gabriel.”
I was shocked.
“How can you be 50?!
I will not believe you …. not even if you show me your id.”
And i was not kidding.
She really look much, much younger. How could she be 50 and look of 35?!
Then i look again at her photos … and i finally understand it.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
149
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
It was … because of her vibe.
She knew how to use the nature as a gateway of connecting to the Universe.
And her soul was much younger as … her real age.
Maybe … we should all copy her example.
Keep a high beautiful vibe all the time.
And maybe why not follow all the other examples like her … of people than know such tricks.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
150
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
Focalization can help you get almost all what you want in life, but be aware that it might become an obsession.
You can dominate the focus … but usually
the obsession …. dominates you.
Charlie … my friend … is a guy that read a lot about personal growth.
I could even say he is in love with the subject.
I was seeing him always commented some of my essays from social media groups.
Sometimes i had to meditate for a long time on how to reply to his comments … but dealing with him … was quite challenging.
But what is funny is that one day Charlie, who was close to my age wrote me in private … saying … “Listen Gabriel! I have a legal issue that i cannot solve … no matter how much i would try.
I was focalized on it … and i know that 100% i am right.
But still … the problem is not solved.
First i’ve been focalized on it … and i was hoping it will be solved soon.
Nothing could let me believe in the beginning that i would
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
151
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
Paula … same as me … has lots of well hidden secrets … but she is today at an age when chasing for beautiful vibes .. is her main objective.
Most probably this is why the 2 of us are friends …. cause i
do the same thing by so many years in a row.
But i’ve connected so, so many times to ugly energies … that i smile trying to make my friend understand this game … even if i know that deep inside her she really has the answer. Then Paula says …
“Searching and searching, even though we say we were just waiting and not looking for anything at all … we come across people with bad energies, who charge us, and make us feel bad, and we don't know why … and where does it come from?
It's too late when we realize.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
137
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
But, our choices lead us where we are destined.”
So … my dear friend asked me a very interesting question … but she also gave me the answer.
And i … finally understood … that any type of energy … is what we actually need to experience.
We might chase for beautiful vibes .. but … there is also a meaning behind the bad vibes.
They are destined to us … to understand some life lessons. And most probably … the human beings are so idiots … that we could not understand the concept of happiness without experiencing the concept of … unhappiness.
We chase for beautiful vibes … but we find so many bad energies around us … as maybe to realize that there is no need of searching for anything at all.
The bad vibes … might probably whisper to us … “Idiots … the good vibes are inside of you … not in the outside world.” And this is happening on and on and on.
But maybe one day … i will make Paula understand that and she will make me understand that also. This might me the reason … we’ve met.
Meanwhile we keep playing this game of connecting to energies … that we don’t feel so well .. not knowing how to disconnect when we find out their real values.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
138
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
The trees remembered me of the sky …. and then i saw the infinite
I’ve been to the forest today.
Again …. but it did not worked to connect to the nature.
I simple … could not do it.
But i was taking photos.
…. I was also filming.
Then seeing that it’s all useless … and i continue having such a bad vibe … i try to study the trees.
They were so tall … that created me the image that they end up in the sky.
And i was still believing that the sky …. Is the infinite.
I was admiring it.
and i wanted to be helped by those trees to touch … the sky …
It was a trick for touching the infinite.
but i failed again … even if i had this obsession by such a long time.
All i knew was that … once i touch … the infinite … my vibe will remain amazing … for the rest of my days.
And i was filming the sky … hoping that i will make it. Later on … on my couch at home i was looking at it on and on and on … and still … i could not make it.
It was like the secret was not revealed to me.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
139
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
my illusory search for a beautiful life
not yet!
but i was still hoping!
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
140
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
For getting a beautiful vibe … first … simple … relax
Betty wrote me again.
… and sent me a photo from her instagram story.
She was relaxing in her new car … showing to the world her beautiful shoes … but the picture itself it was more about … attitude than anything else.
So … i’ve asked … “What are you doing?!” “Well … i am relaxing in my beautiful car. I feel great.
Amazing … is the proper word that defines me today. And i bet you can feel my … vibe.”
I continued chatting about lots of other nonsenses with her ..
but indeed she was right.
I was meditating a lot about where from comes a good vibe
and Betty revealed me something that i totally ignored. There’s plenty of books about relaxation …. and i read some of them… but i can’t believe i ignored the concept.
I looked again at the picture that Betty sent to me. It was indeed a picture about … attitude.
She stoped the car near a forest … was listening a beautiful love song … and relax.
The impact was … amazing.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
141
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
A single picture was telling more than a book about … motivation.
I liked … her style.
…. The way of acting in life.
But too bad … cause i could not copy and paste this style.
And even worst.
I do not even know how to relax and it’s so funny cause i write a book about tips and tricks about beautiful vibes. I am probably the worst example in the world … but i am lucky cause i meet people as Betty all the time … and new ideas are revealed to me.
Well … most probably many of us … will not be able to copy the example of my friend … but i am sure that there are one millions ways to … practice relaxation … so … just find out what is the best that works in your case … and simple .. do it.
In the end … you have nothing to lose … cause connecting to beautiful vibes … should be a must for all of us.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
142
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
When everything looks as a
pathless path … simple decide to follow beautiful pathless paths.
At least will be an amazing journey
So many times in my life i felt that i am not on the right path in life.
Later on … after long inner discussions … i finally accepted the term … pathless path … which did not really sounded so well.
And not having any other option, i realized i need to meditate more on what is going on with me. I hated the term … pathless path.
It was not a happy definition of my reality.
But you see … time was passing … and nothing changed. Day by day …. for so many, many years in a row … my vibe … was fucked up.
Whatever i was doing, no matter if in the beginning it all looked great … it was proved in the end as not being the right thing for me.
I was turning to the right.
then to the left.
then to the right again.
But it was like i was moving in a circle … cause my vibe did not changed.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
143
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
I could not stand it anymore.
I needed to change something …. but did not knew what.
In fact … had no clue at all.
The good part was still … that i was seeing from time to time
happy people around me … and that let me believe that i might still have a chance.
But what was their secret?!
Why they did not tell me anything about it?! What was the difference between me and them?!
Well … most probably they decided to follow beautiful paths
the ones that they liked and even loved … no matter if they were pathless paths or not.
They took the decision to follow the directions that induced them beautiful vibes … and continue those paths.
And when those paths went to an end … they continued to another path.
And then another one. And another one.
But they did everything with joy.
I should maybe do the same … but i did not took the decision.
At least … not yet.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
144
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
Unfortunately from depression to paranoia is only … one step
Robert use to be the administrator of a residential complex from Montreal.
He was in this job by already 20 years and had a good experience.
Years ago realizing that a residential complex is not about properties, but about the people living there … he started to study psychology, but also personal growth.
First he understood that he needs to be the friend of everyone from that environment.
Later on … he also realized that he needs to accept people just as they are.
Simple respect them … and try to treat everybody with infinite love and understanding if he still wants to make money from this job.
One morning Jack, one of the tenants from there calls Robert, which was his close friend in fact … and says: “Listen to me … last night the guys living at the apartment number 23 … got drunk and made a big scandal in here.
My wife wanted to call the police … because we were afraid of what was going on.
They made problems before … but never as this time.”
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
145
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
Robert knew that in that apartment were living 3 workers from a company.
Calls John … the guy from the company … which actually signed the contract with him … and complains to him for half an hour.
But after closing the conversation with that gentleman … Robert asked himself .. .”What if what Jack told him … is not true?
I know he is suffering of depression … and what if he is suffering now of paranoia?!” He goes in the complex.
Meets lots of people … but no one says anything to him.
Now Robert really started to think in … paranoia mode.
“I know Jack would not lie to me.
But still … what if this is not true?!
Maybe i should call back John and apologize”.
He started to ask people if anything weird happened last night … but nobody says anything at all. It was so … weird.
Was Jack lying?! … or started to suffer of paranoia also?!
Did Jack … called?!
Well … seeing and not seeing … but also not really understanding things that happened when we were not present … creates illusory images for the mind.
A little bit of depression … mixed with paranoia becomes a dangerous cocktail that might end up … fucking human connections.
Analyzing more … and saying less … is probably the best option we’ve got.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
146
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
But we speak a lot … and analyze very little.
In fact …. we define without analyzing so deep.
Being interconnected …. we create …. because of the
negativity from us … lots of worst case scenarios … that reveals the disease called paranoia which .. in the end is metamorphosed into a chain reaction of fucking our vibe to one to another.
Cause … truth be told …. yes … from depression to paranoia
is only … one step.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
147
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
You can actually have 2 ages
one that can be seem in your birth certificate … and one
looking at your soul
There are lots of people that tells about internet that it’s a big illusion … but even if i had moments when i believed that too … i changed my mind.
I realized that even if i know thousands of people … i can’t really have honest friendships in the real life.
We somehow mix all the time different interests … with the friendship itself … and it’s not anymore a beautiful connection disconnected from the silly interests that we have in the real life.
By almost 2 -3 years … i made a change … a very big one. I started to connect with lots of people from all around the world … men and women … which i talk from time to time … They don’t know me from the real life … but with some of them i really have great connections.
I am actually amazed how is it to be friend with someone from the other side of the world …. and to not mix friendship with any interest at all.
And i assure you …. is much better like that.
Is actually the perfect case scenario for a friendship.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
148
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
For example yesterday i spoke again with Silvia from Portugal.
I use to talk with her about the benefits for the human beings of connecting with the nature …
She posts all the time photos with flowers, rivers, hills, forests … and whatever we name …. nature.
I am always amazed of the power of her pictures.
But yesterday Silvia made a post with herself.
It was her birthday.
I say to her … “Happy birthday and all the best!”
She smiles … says thank you … and asks me to tell her ….
how old i believe she is.
I look at her pictures and i ask myself …. maybe she is 38,
but i might also say she is 33 … and i really don’t know what to say.
And i look at more of her photos from her instagram page …
asking myself … “how old she really is?! It’s so illusory …”
Then i reply: “Listen … i believe that you have almost the
same age as me … but in the soul … you are not more that
20-22”
Silvia smiles.
“I am 50 Gabriel.”
I was shocked.
“How can you be 50?!
I will not believe you …. not even if you show me your id.”
And i was not kidding.
She really look much, much younger. How could she be 50 and look of 35?!
Then i look again at her photos … and i finally understand it.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
149
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
It was … because of her vibe.
She knew how to use the nature as a gateway of connecting to the Universe.
And her soul was much younger as … her real age.
Maybe … we should all copy her example.
Keep a high beautiful vibe all the time.
And maybe why not follow all the other examples like her … of people than know such tricks.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
150
THE VIBE AMPLIFIER
… my illusory search for a beautiful life
Focalization can help you get almost all what you want in life, but be aware that it might become an obsession.
You can dominate the focus … but usually
the obsession …. dominates you.
Charlie … my friend … is a guy that read a lot about personal growth.
I could even say he is in love with the subject.
I was seeing him always commented some of my essays from social media groups.
Sometimes i had to meditate for a long time on how to reply to his comments … but dealing with him … was quite challenging.
But what is funny is that one day Charlie, who was close to my age wrote me in private … saying … “Listen Gabriel! I have a legal issue that i cannot solve … no matter how much i would try.
I was focalized on it … and i know that 100% i am right.
But still … the problem is not solved.
First i’ve been focalized on it … and i was hoping it will be solved soon.
Nothing could let me believe in the beginning that i would
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
151
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… my illusory search for a beautiful life
