On the other hand ... i used to eat in the living room of my beautiful house ... but today i eat in the kitchen and don’t go out anymore as i used to do into the past.
Being my own therapist ... analyzing and defining myself ... thinking deep a lot ... i asked myself ... why the hell i am not capable of treating the process of eating ... as an art?! Might look like something too abstract to make sense ... but why i can’t treat the moment with joy?!
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Why i see it ... as a simple process of feeding myself?!
.... cause in fact ... i know that i could start seeing
everything i do in life as an art.
Waking up, drinking my morning coffee, eating the dinner, reading few pages from a book while listening an relaxing music on the sofa from my living room, arranging myself for starting the day ... all those things could be done with ... joy. But even if i know the theory ... i still act very silly on the stage of my own life.
I don’t realized yet that living ... any kind of moment ... could be done with the pleasure an artist is enjoying the art he is practicing.
I would call that ... the art of ... living and enjoying the life itself ... no matter what we do.
But ... too many of us ... know the theory ... and still we don’t succeed to become artists.
... or maybe we simple don’t understand the meaning of abstract ... or don’t know how to express that part from inside of us.
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“God will put you back together right in front of the people ...who broke you!”
I started 2022 with a trial.
Same people that i considered friends in December, called me
to count in January.
I could not believe it.
It was almost ... a nightmare.
And those 2 people ... husband and wife ... and their lawyer, a lady of about 35 ... defined me in front of the judge ... almost as a war criminal.
They analyzed all the aspects of the contract we had ... and used everything they could against me.
Staying in the court room, without a lawyer by my side, believing in a silly way in my innocence ... at one point i felt i was actually in checkmate.
But you know ... i do believe in the Universe.
On the way to the count ... feeling totally unprepared for the trial ... i call a good friend that happens to be a great sorcerer.
The guy studied magic in a tribe from Africa ... many, many years ago ... and has a great experience.
I tell him the whole story and he starts to laugh.
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He could not stop himself.
“Hahahahahaha!
I cannot believe it!
You really are an idiot.
Their lawyer will kill you in front of the judge and will not be able to do anything at all ... not having the right experience. But is funny ... cause you still believe in magic. I like you ... for that.
Let me see what i can do.
Just go ... and act on the stage ... in the courtroom ...
however you can!”
I left the courtroom totally convinced i will lose the trial, but few days later the sorcerer calls me and says: “I was looking in the magic ball ... and you won the trial.”
“Impossible! I know you are a good sorcerer ... but i believe it can’t be true”.
I look over the internet ... and surprise .. i won the trial.
So ... magic ... just happened.
And i was thinking ... “How the hell the magic practices from a tribe from Africa ... can influence the judge from my trial?! It’s a nonsense ... but i won the trial”
Thinking deeper ... i realize that maybe i should call again my friend, the sorcerer ... to ask him ... if he can arrange things so that the Universe will put me back together right in front of those people ... who tried to brake me.
But maybe it should be ... a nonsense ... even if my whole life is defined by lots of nonsenses and weird situations.
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Interference of realities is a real fact ... generated by the exchange of thoughts and emotions
The good part of social media, besides its negative sides ... is that you can easily start having friends from all over the world.
This is how i started to speak with lots of people ... men and women ... and found our how real life is ... everywhere in the world.
And i discovered one thing that is happening almost the same way ... anywhere on this plannet ... and that is ... a love story.
No matter if it is in The States ... or UK, Brazil, India, South Africa ... love stories look the same.
It does not matter the color of the skin, the religion, the philosophy of life ... or the the social status.
And i saw 2 types of profiles ... the ones that have a problem because they feel that are having the wrong relationship and the ones that always search for the so called perfect partner. Both profiles ... i see being totally unsatisfied of what the Universe is offering to them.
But what i strongly believe today is that ... us the humans …
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we interfere too much with other’s people thoughts and emotions ... and we end up believing that the Universe is not giving to us ... the right reality.
One day i started to laugh meeting a lady that was exactly what my friend Brian, from UK ... told me about many, many times ... for few years in a row.
We are part of the same philosophical club ... and we also try to be law of attraction practicians ... by a long time.
Brian visualized a lot ... a certain type of lady ... and talking so much to him ... she appeared ... in my reality.
Brunette, wealthy, very intelligent, powerful, knowing what she wants in life ... an amazing character ... and the most beautiful body i ever saw.
I could do nothing to arrange as Brian to meet her, cause he was in UK and we were in Eastern Europe, but i thought a lot why the hell she appeared on my timeline if she actually represented all what Brian wanted and visualized.
Thinking deeper i realized that being so connected to Brian ... talking so much with him philosophical stuffs, but also about that perfect woman profile ... kind of an interference appeared in our lives. The lady appeared to me.
He was complaining that he can’t even meet that kind of lady ... but his desire appeared in a strange way ... in my reality. So .. i wonder now ... how many other desires that were not mine ... appeared to me?!
But what if my desires ... appeared to the people that i was connecting with ... instead of appearing on my timeline?! But why?!
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Well ... maybe Brian told me so much about that lady ... that deep inside me ... in an unconscious way ... i wanted her also.
... and i attracted her.
Today i believe that we should pay more attention to what we desire ... and ask ourselves if that is not in fact ... an induced desire ... generated by the good connections that we have with the other ... starting this way to live their thoughts and emotions.
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Entering again into a communist Universe ... just because i could not remember latin ... anymore.
What really means ... “verba volant scripta manent”?! ... and why we need to keep that in mind all the time?!
I remember that 15 years ago i’ve been to London ... agreed on a huge contract with a client from UK ... shake our hands ... and without signing any contract at all ... we’ve done ... the both sides .... everything we’ve talked about in that coffee shop from Ritz Hotel.
Over the years ... i signed thousands of contracts ... that were not saying anything at all ... and i had no problem at all.
But in the last 1-2 years ... things changed.
I saw people paying huge attention to all the words of the contracts ... and the next moment when things are not running the way it writes ... they ask their lawyer ... “kill him ... please!”
And i see a huge problem into ... this stupid desire of destroying the people that we are making businesses with.
.... but life is the way it is.
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Today i’ve been again to a state institution that looks like Inquisition ... just because i did not paid attention to a contract that l’ve signed with some people ... that in my opinion are suffering of mental problems.
In fact the building was remembering me of the communist times from my country ... and they could simple write on the entrance ... Inquisition.
I’ve stayed there 3 hours ... heard lots of questions and silly accusations ... but the worst it was that i was fucking my vibe.
Today i care a lot about that.
In fact it is the only thing ... i really have.
So ... why the fuck do we need contracts?!
I mean ... good contracts.
3 ladies were interrogating me ... and one of them laughing while telling me ... “I’m sorry to tell you ... but you’re fucked up.
You were so naive to not pay attention to the contract and now this crazy lady ... will just destroy you.”
They actually tried to help me ... but could not believe i could be so silly ... giving so much power that crazy lady .... by not having a good contract.
For them ... it was a job ... but they had to follow the procedures.
From time to time ... they keep saying ... “How the hell you could be so naive?!
Are you living on Mars?!”
Indeed ... the meaning of the latin proverb ... “verba volant scripta manent” ... it’s quite important ... but it did not paid
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attention.
The false accusations ... were easily overwhelming me ... and most probably it was even useless to present to them the real version of the story.
I almost practiced ... the silence ... asking myself ... how the hell those stupid people from our lives ... being obsessed of the desire of destroying us ... are fucking our vibes in such a terrible way?!
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An amazing experience can redefine yourself
I had in my life millions of moments when i lost myself ... and the worst was that i found no way out of those ... ugly parallel universes.
This is probably why my obsession of finding tips and tricks for a better life became so obvious for myself ... and was metamorphosed into books about the subject.
A friend of mine told me about his amazing theory of the vibe amplifier ... which could be a wonderful partner, a trip into the forest, having a hobby that we love etc etc.... but i wanted to not be dependent of ... anything by myself.
And i continued searching for tips and tricks on and on and on.
The moments of feeling lost ... became more obvious ... and the need for kind of a therapy .... was almost a must.
I heard stories about spiritual energies ... and that we are living life on different frequencies... and i started to read more and more about that.
In the beginning ... nothing made sense to me ... but later on i realize the meaning.
When i had a great vibe ... i was on a good frequency ... and when i was sad i was on a negative frequency of life. Starting to understand the theory ... which became clear to
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me ... i began to think deeper and deeper and deeper. But my real problem was ... how do i succeed to get rid of my negative vibes?!
How do i get out from that emotional labyrinth?!
Do i have any chance in front of those experiences?!
Is the Universe laughing of me ... giving me all those tests that were inducing me negative vibes?!
Well ... it took me years to understand ... that also those vibes that i disliked so much ... were actually emotional signals that i am not on the right energetic frequency ... and i had to reset myself to change the vibe.
Not totally agreeing with the theory of my friend ... regarding the vibe amplifier, but actually liking the concept ... i realized that i can start playing around with my life ... and start searching for amazing experiences ... of any kind ... that could actually help reset my vibe anytime and why not ... redefine myself.
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The music ... a gateway to great vibes
I was in a tramway with some friends, on the way to the city center of Oslo.
Anna was also with us ... near her husband ... and her small child.
We were all laughing, but Anna had a kind of a ... poker face. I tried by so many times to understand her ... but i couldn’t. My friends even believed that ... i wanted her, but i only wanted to understand Anna.
She was a mystery for myself ... and even if i tried to find a way to connect to her ... it always found that ... impossible. The tramway was running slowly.
Anna was listening music on her headphones, not caring of our presence ... but neither of her husband ... or her little girl.
I was watching her ... but she was watching the window ...
being totally lost.
She was a weird mystery ... cause she was a successful business woman ... was very beautiful ... and had everything a woman of her age could ever want. ... except a great vibe.
She was ... same as i was for myself ... her own therapist and was treating her depression ... with music.
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The songs ... were helping her to forget that she was so damm unhappy ... even if in fact there was no reason why she could be like that.
Music ... was the trick for trying to get a great vibe ... and indeed while staying with the headphones on her ears ... she looked a little bit calmer.
I had so many things ... i could speak with Anna ... because we were following the same type of therapy ... but i could not find any trick to connect to her soul ... and i was really sad seeing that.
The tramway stopped.
We were in the city center.
Suddenly we see some people ... playing an amazing music ... while dancing with so much joy. I started to feel the energy of music.
