In the end … that perfect connection that we saw in the beginning … it’s not anymore what it used to be.
It all remains related … just with sex … which sometimes recreates the … connection.
So … being just the 2 of them … in bed … the concept of couple … is alive … at least for a moment.
But … then … the connection is lost again.
And we realize that the time spent in bed … is not enough for a real relationship.
Keeping the connection alive … becomes an important purpose … and we finally see that we should be together … everywhere.
That damn connection … lets us be in contact anytime, anywhere … even if we are or not in the same scene of life. So … where do we find such a partner?!
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru / Arij Emaan
71
UNDERSTANDING OUR THOUGHTS
...an amazing way for discovering who we really are
Well … maybe we should let the Universe decide … and everything will come by itself …
(Adrian Gabriel Dumitru)
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru / Arij Emaan
72
UNDERSTANDING OUR THOUGHTS
...an amazing way for discovering who we really are
My mind mostly creates … illusions … So I care to believe on my thoughts …
(Arij Emaan)
Truth be told … we analyze too much.
And probably that is the reason why we end up creating
illusory perspectives … even about the beautiful things that
appears on our lives.
The result?!
Well … we probably succeed to fuck even the good things … the beautiful connections … and everything is positive for us. But why?!
Maybe … seeing so many ugly things on the timeline of life … we don’t find any energy to still believe that positivity could be real.
Or we let our minds dominate us … being totally overwhelmed by illusions.
We even enter into an illusory state of believing that the illusions … are our thoughts.
Hmm … it’s so difficult to accept that feelings, emotions, thoughts … could be illusory. Why?!
… cause they are ours … and we are so connected to them … believing they are so damn … real.
(Adrian Gabriel Dumitru)
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru / Arij Emaan
73
UNDERSTANDING OUR THOUGHTS
...an amazing way for discovering who we really are
I'm unknown for myself ...
I know nothing ....
I know nothing about me ....
But well known about
Defeat ....
Suffering....
Sorrows ....
Struggle ....
Pain....
Gain....
Loss....
(Arij Emaan)
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru / Arij Emaan
74
UNDERSTANDING OUR THOUGHTS
...an amazing way for discovering who we really are
No matter how much growing older I'm ....
I have same whee desires
Needs
Emotions
I'm in old similar setting
My soul is still trapped in old issues
and wounds ....
It needs attention ...
Still it carries a complexities ......
I'm still trying to seek these to unfold
(Arij Emaan)
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru / Arij Emaan
75
UNDERSTANDING OUR THOUGHTS
...an amazing way for discovering who we really are
When I see my rough notebook ....
I stickup to think that what if I have one extra rough life ... I put all my flaws there and
I just pickup only relative things ....
and I give it name "My fair life "
(Arij Emaan)
I am sometimes reading things that i wrote long time ago … and am surprised.
I even asked myself … why did i wrote that?!
What was in my mind at that time?!
Was i … on a positive or negative frequency?!
Was i really believing what i was writing?!
Did i changed since then?!
Did i changed … a lot?!
Well … i analyze and define those thoughts … and i see kind of a … fairy tale.
The one … Arij is telling me about.
She’s using a notebook … but i am using my phone.
And even if she is so young … she is an old style writer .. comparing to myself … cause i haven’t used anymore a pen to write …. by years.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru / Arij Emaan
76
UNDERSTANDING OUR THOUGHTS
...an amazing way for discovering who we really are
But the truth is … we think … in the same way.
Looking back …. in time … reading also the things we wrote
together … i smile again … seeing that … “fairy tale”.
So we are more … dreamers … than philosophers, but maybe it’s better … to be and act like that.
Or maybe …. our inner child is not dead … yet … and we can
still dream …. finding the fairy tales so, so beautiful.
(Adrian Gabriel Dumitru)
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru / Arij Emaan
77
UNDERSTANDING OUR THOUGHTS
...an amazing way for discovering who we really are
UNDERSTANDING OUR
THOUGHTS WE ACTUALLY UNDERSTAND WHO WE REALLY ARE
… JUST THINK ABOUT IT!
Arij Emaan
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru / Arij Emaan
78
It all remains related … just with sex … which sometimes recreates the … connection.
So … being just the 2 of them … in bed … the concept of couple … is alive … at least for a moment.
But … then … the connection is lost again.
And we realize that the time spent in bed … is not enough for a real relationship.
Keeping the connection alive … becomes an important purpose … and we finally see that we should be together … everywhere.
That damn connection … lets us be in contact anytime, anywhere … even if we are or not in the same scene of life. So … where do we find such a partner?!
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru / Arij Emaan
71
UNDERSTANDING OUR THOUGHTS
...an amazing way for discovering who we really are
Well … maybe we should let the Universe decide … and everything will come by itself …
(Adrian Gabriel Dumitru)
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru / Arij Emaan
72
UNDERSTANDING OUR THOUGHTS
...an amazing way for discovering who we really are
My mind mostly creates … illusions … So I care to believe on my thoughts …
(Arij Emaan)
Truth be told … we analyze too much.
And probably that is the reason why we end up creating
illusory perspectives … even about the beautiful things that
appears on our lives.
The result?!
Well … we probably succeed to fuck even the good things … the beautiful connections … and everything is positive for us. But why?!
Maybe … seeing so many ugly things on the timeline of life … we don’t find any energy to still believe that positivity could be real.
Or we let our minds dominate us … being totally overwhelmed by illusions.
We even enter into an illusory state of believing that the illusions … are our thoughts.
Hmm … it’s so difficult to accept that feelings, emotions, thoughts … could be illusory. Why?!
… cause they are ours … and we are so connected to them … believing they are so damn … real.
(Adrian Gabriel Dumitru)
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru / Arij Emaan
73
UNDERSTANDING OUR THOUGHTS
...an amazing way for discovering who we really are
I'm unknown for myself ...
I know nothing ....
I know nothing about me ....
But well known about
Defeat ....
Suffering....
Sorrows ....
Struggle ....
Pain....
Gain....
Loss....
(Arij Emaan)
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru / Arij Emaan
74
UNDERSTANDING OUR THOUGHTS
...an amazing way for discovering who we really are
No matter how much growing older I'm ....
I have same whee desires
Needs
Emotions
I'm in old similar setting
My soul is still trapped in old issues
and wounds ....
It needs attention ...
Still it carries a complexities ......
I'm still trying to seek these to unfold
(Arij Emaan)
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru / Arij Emaan
75
UNDERSTANDING OUR THOUGHTS
...an amazing way for discovering who we really are
When I see my rough notebook ....
I stickup to think that what if I have one extra rough life ... I put all my flaws there and
I just pickup only relative things ....
and I give it name "My fair life "
(Arij Emaan)
I am sometimes reading things that i wrote long time ago … and am surprised.
I even asked myself … why did i wrote that?!
What was in my mind at that time?!
Was i … on a positive or negative frequency?!
Was i really believing what i was writing?!
Did i changed since then?!
Did i changed … a lot?!
Well … i analyze and define those thoughts … and i see kind of a … fairy tale.
The one … Arij is telling me about.
She’s using a notebook … but i am using my phone.
And even if she is so young … she is an old style writer .. comparing to myself … cause i haven’t used anymore a pen to write …. by years.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru / Arij Emaan
76
UNDERSTANDING OUR THOUGHTS
...an amazing way for discovering who we really are
But the truth is … we think … in the same way.
Looking back …. in time … reading also the things we wrote
together … i smile again … seeing that … “fairy tale”.
So we are more … dreamers … than philosophers, but maybe it’s better … to be and act like that.
Or maybe …. our inner child is not dead … yet … and we can
still dream …. finding the fairy tales so, so beautiful.
(Adrian Gabriel Dumitru)
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru / Arij Emaan
77
UNDERSTANDING OUR THOUGHTS
...an amazing way for discovering who we really are
UNDERSTANDING OUR
THOUGHTS WE ACTUALLY UNDERSTAND WHO WE REALLY ARE
… JUST THINK ABOUT IT!
Arij Emaan
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru / Arij Emaan
78