BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
BEHIND
THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
1
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
ADRIAN GABRIEL DUMITRU
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
Year: 2021
Author: Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
2
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
THE POWER TO LOVE WHAT IS PURELY ABSTRACT IS GIVEN TO FEW
MARGOT ASQUITH
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
3
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
INTRODUCTION
Someone once said to me ... “I don’t want to be abstract ... I want it to be real”.
It was the reply at the fact that i’ve said to her that a friend of mine, that was in fact married, was loving her in an abstract way.
But we all do the same ... we refuse to understand the meaning of the abstract in our lives ... or to see what is the message behind the message.
And then we live the same experiences on and on and on ... and we keep wondering why ... why ... why??!!
I believe today that refusing to start learning the art of understanding the abstract ... is a way of refusing to continue growing as a spiritual being.
Somehow the Universe, even if we dislike it, gives us the same lesson on and on and on ... but we just can’t see that the Universe loves
us ... all of us ... and tries all the time to save and help us ... to understand what we call lessons of life.
The abstract is strange sometimes ... i know ... but seeing what is behind the abstract, you understand the meaning of life. So ... how should we start?!
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
4
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
Where we should pay more attention in the events from our lives?! Well ... somehow is quite simple.
Everything has a huge impact on us ... annoys us in a terrible way ... or has a repetitive character ... in there you will find the meaning of the lessons you need to study.
In the end ... we can even use the slogan ... “It’s not what it looks like” ... cause probably this is the real definition of the abstract. But can we ignore the signs?! ... the lessons?!
You might have moments when you could believe that ... but then the power of the message will have a stronger intensity.
And will be repeat on and on and on ... and the abstract values will
annoy you in a terrible way.
The solution?!
Maybe ... just have an opened mind and pay attention to the details. So ... we should spend life only meditating?!
Sure not ... but we should keep the right balance between living and enjoying life ... and also thinking about it ... its messages and how we could grow as spiritual beings.
And probably keep in mind that ... behind the abstract there is a always message.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
5
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
How can you fight with an illusion?!
Well ... just SMILE
Many books of philosophy and also the ones that have religious content ... define life as an illusion.
I saw that in hundreds of them ... and sometimes i have moments when i ask myself if that is true or not.
And i have days when i say ... no, but also days when i say ...
yeeeesss ... life is an illusion.
But today .... i would dare to redefine the concept of illusions ... and
name them life lessons.
The funny thing is that the more you study the concept ... the illusion becomes even more powerful ... trying to convince you that it is real. And this is where the power of an illusion is ... it looks so damn real ... and we believe it.
It happened yesterday to me that a neighbor came at my house to kill me and i had no idea what is going on.
Few other people tried that with me in the past, including a guy that was accusing me that i had stolen his wife, which was partially true ... so i was quite calm in that moment.
He was accusing me that he can’t connect his house to electricity, unless he pays me a huge amount of money.
This was the final decision from the Electric Company, but i had nothing to do with that decision.
Developing the area where my house was, connecting to the electricity costed me a fortune and now this guy was paying a small part of the money back to me ... which was in fact normal.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
6
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
The guy was blind.
He really wanted to kill me ... after reading a paper signed by the president of the Electric Company ... making a huge confusion. Them i understood everything was an illusion ... and i started to wonder what is the message behind the message.
Was it any message or i just had a neighbor that only lost his mind?! Then ... after leaving the conversation i realized i had been blind, same as the guy, for hundreds or thousands of times.
I did not wanted to kill anyone ... but had the same negative reaction so ... so ... so many times.
I was telling the story to a close friend of mine and he only replied ...
“You was blind too ... “.
Then i was meditating ... and i understood he was right ... but replied to him:
“If you saw it that i was blind, why you didn’t told me that” ... smiled and continue “... I know! Probably my reply was that ... you are blind, not me”.
Sometimes you can’t believe it ... what is going on when it is so obvious ... and you even recognize it as an illusion ... but it’s only a life lesson.
So ... my dear ... what is the illusion of the day for you?!
Looks real?!
Well ... just smile ... it is the only trick that works against it.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
7
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
Selling ... ILLUSIONS
... a new way of making money?!
Not long time ago it happened i met a guy that is a real estate investor.
He was in a group of friends that have luxury cars, go to expensive vacations ... but also love investing money in different kind of properties.
Him and his friends could be defined as successful people, according to the nowadays standards.
Had the chance to talk with him few times and he really looked to me like a nice guy, but very soon someone told me that in fact, him and his friends they were drug dealers.
I said to myself that this is clearly a misunderstanding ... cause the guy was a looking like a nice person.
Later on i found out that today, in my country, there are so many drug dealers all over the place ... that you can buy drugs even from the oil station or nearby a high school or a university.
Selling and consuming drugs is quite normal and if you never tasted them ... you are not in the dogmatic way of living life.
Yesterday ... the guy i told you about was arrested, so probably the story behind his success was a true.
But i will tell you something strange ... why i believe that i did not judged him.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
8
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
Not long time ago, i was writing 9 books about love stories and posted them on Amazon to sell them.
I was in fact ... selling illusions also, same as the guy that was selling drugs.
This is the story with drugs ... you consume them ... and then the illusions appear.
But also ... you read books ... and then the illusions appear and many times they are amplified the more you read.
But we know from ancient times, from great philosophers that .. it’s all an illusion.
So ... selling illusions became a new way of making money and we all take advantages of that ... not thinking at the results from the other side.
On the other hand ... i know that Osho was using opium when he was meditating and he was a great philosopher ... but also that he was eliminating the drugs from his body with yoga after the meditation. So ... lots of contradictory informations ... as my friend that was a drug dealer, but didn’t look like one ... and in fact looked as a nice guy.
Maybe there is a message behind the message ... that i don’t see
yet ... or maybe selling illusion was ... it is and it will always be a way of making money ... and it has different ways of doing it.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
9
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
All we need to do is to accept that all of us ... are different. ... or NOT.
We can easily adapt to both scenarios
and that’s only a decision.
We like it or not, we need to accept that many people are easily losing their temper when the things are not running in the direction we want them to run.
We become angry.
We even show the worst part of our personality ... and we name that ... positioning ourselves on the stage of life.
But the truth is that we just dislike that the others are not agreeing with us ... with our ideas, our thoughts or our plans.
They just think in a different way ... even the opposite of what we have in mind.
Actually, it’s quite normal not to be all the time on the same frequency ... but that makes us totally unhappy cause we can’t dominate the scene of life.
This is the moment when we even name those people that are on the same scene with us ... our enemies.
They even were our friends in the past ... but now we almost define
them ... as war criminals.
Ridiculous ... but that is the truth.
A total non sense ... but this is what becomes a situation when other people can’t dominate us ... or we can’t dominate them.
A useless war ... with no meaning at all is starting ... having no
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
10
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
ending.
We are too blinds to see that is not our soul in the story with the useless fight ... but the Ego ... that wants to win. But to win what?!
That ... or that ... or that?!
What is the message behind all what is going on?!
I tell you what i certainly know for sure.
The ego ... my ego, yours etc ... wants more and more and more ... but what is extremely important for the ego is to dominate ... all the time.
It does not matter if it is a simple thing or an important one ... but only the chapter with domination is important.
So ... can we accept the others ... just as they are ... i mean ... different than us?!
They could be communists ... or other religion than us etc etc ... but just different.
They could be even complementary with us ... and we could be blinds to see it.
There are many things to say ... but just understanding that all of us ... are different ... so we have this right to be unique ... and we should respect it.
We can easily adapt to both scenarios ... accept or not accept the others just as they are ... but having enemies, not living a life in harmony is not a positive path to follow.
Losing your temper ... letting the Ego prove its powers ... means letting your soul be controlled by an artificial entity. Just be yourself ... and let the others do the same!
It’s only about respect ... for you ... and all the ones you meet on the stage of your life.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
11
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
Alive ... but not feeling alive.
A paradox from the modern society
What does it really mean to feel alive?!
Well ... it’s quite difficult to define ... because in fact we are alive, but we just believe that we don’t feel it.
It’s a paradox ... but we continue on this path for such a long time ...
not understanding what is really going on.
During the years, it happened few times ... that different persons declared that they wanted to kill me ... for reasons difficult to be understood.
An important guy i know ... owning a big security company explained me ... that if someone wants to kill you ... will just do it ... but never give you a reason to believe that will do it. I understood he was right.
Those persons had the illusion that they wanted to kill me ... and i had the illusion that they wanted that too ... so it was all in illusion. But the funny thing was that i felt alive in those moments ... and appreciated life a little bit more for a while.
I jumped from the status of not feeling alive to the status of being aware that i could lose something that i actually don’t feel that i have. So ... what was the lesson behind the illusion that someone wants to kill me?!
Well ... i thought for a while ... and then i forgot again how to feel alive ... and i only remembered when i became extremely unhappy for long periods of times.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
12
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
Later ... after 1-2 years another idiot appeared again ... telling me that he wants ... to kill me ... for a non sense reason. And again felt alive.
So ... the message behind the message was quite simple ... i did not appreciated a very thing ... my life.
And we all probably do the same ... even if being alive is the most precious thing that really matters.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
13
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
We just live in a crazy world.
That’s all!
I was waking up ... opening my eyes ... thinking only at the taste of coffee that i will drink in 10 minutes.
It was a sunny day ... so i was already defining that day as a beautiful one.
Then ... i was hearing someone ...calling me ... with a very load voice. It was someone in our garden ... and looked like a person that lost his mind.
I usually recognize the voice right away, cause i spoke on the phone with thousands of people during the years ... but i did not realized who that was.
7:30 am ... Thursday morning ... what could it be about?!
Even if someone from Police would come, would be even more polite. I went to the garden ... and then i saw in there a neighbor that i didn’t see for years.
I just told him ... “What the hell are you doing in here?! Get out or i call the Police”.
He stopped ... tried to explain me something... but i did not understood anything at all.
I was only hearing ... “I lost my mind by already 2 weeks! ... i just lost my mind!”
So ... a guy that i had nothing to do with ... was at the first hour in my garden ... explaining me that he lost his mind ... but i was not even drinking my coffee.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
14
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
... there is always a message
BEHIND
THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
1
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
ADRIAN GABRIEL DUMITRU
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
Year: 2021
Author: Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
2
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
THE POWER TO LOVE WHAT IS PURELY ABSTRACT IS GIVEN TO FEW
MARGOT ASQUITH
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
3
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
INTRODUCTION
Someone once said to me ... “I don’t want to be abstract ... I want it to be real”.
It was the reply at the fact that i’ve said to her that a friend of mine, that was in fact married, was loving her in an abstract way.
But we all do the same ... we refuse to understand the meaning of the abstract in our lives ... or to see what is the message behind the message.
And then we live the same experiences on and on and on ... and we keep wondering why ... why ... why??!!
I believe today that refusing to start learning the art of understanding the abstract ... is a way of refusing to continue growing as a spiritual being.
Somehow the Universe, even if we dislike it, gives us the same lesson on and on and on ... but we just can’t see that the Universe loves
us ... all of us ... and tries all the time to save and help us ... to understand what we call lessons of life.
The abstract is strange sometimes ... i know ... but seeing what is behind the abstract, you understand the meaning of life. So ... how should we start?!
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
4
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
Where we should pay more attention in the events from our lives?! Well ... somehow is quite simple.
Everything has a huge impact on us ... annoys us in a terrible way ... or has a repetitive character ... in there you will find the meaning of the lessons you need to study.
In the end ... we can even use the slogan ... “It’s not what it looks like” ... cause probably this is the real definition of the abstract. But can we ignore the signs?! ... the lessons?!
You might have moments when you could believe that ... but then the power of the message will have a stronger intensity.
And will be repeat on and on and on ... and the abstract values will
annoy you in a terrible way.
The solution?!
Maybe ... just have an opened mind and pay attention to the details. So ... we should spend life only meditating?!
Sure not ... but we should keep the right balance between living and enjoying life ... and also thinking about it ... its messages and how we could grow as spiritual beings.
And probably keep in mind that ... behind the abstract there is a always message.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
5
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
How can you fight with an illusion?!
Well ... just SMILE
Many books of philosophy and also the ones that have religious content ... define life as an illusion.
I saw that in hundreds of them ... and sometimes i have moments when i ask myself if that is true or not.
And i have days when i say ... no, but also days when i say ...
yeeeesss ... life is an illusion.
But today .... i would dare to redefine the concept of illusions ... and
name them life lessons.
The funny thing is that the more you study the concept ... the illusion becomes even more powerful ... trying to convince you that it is real. And this is where the power of an illusion is ... it looks so damn real ... and we believe it.
It happened yesterday to me that a neighbor came at my house to kill me and i had no idea what is going on.
Few other people tried that with me in the past, including a guy that was accusing me that i had stolen his wife, which was partially true ... so i was quite calm in that moment.
He was accusing me that he can’t connect his house to electricity, unless he pays me a huge amount of money.
This was the final decision from the Electric Company, but i had nothing to do with that decision.
Developing the area where my house was, connecting to the electricity costed me a fortune and now this guy was paying a small part of the money back to me ... which was in fact normal.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
6
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
The guy was blind.
He really wanted to kill me ... after reading a paper signed by the president of the Electric Company ... making a huge confusion. Them i understood everything was an illusion ... and i started to wonder what is the message behind the message.
Was it any message or i just had a neighbor that only lost his mind?! Then ... after leaving the conversation i realized i had been blind, same as the guy, for hundreds or thousands of times.
I did not wanted to kill anyone ... but had the same negative reaction so ... so ... so many times.
I was telling the story to a close friend of mine and he only replied ...
“You was blind too ... “.
Then i was meditating ... and i understood he was right ... but replied to him:
“If you saw it that i was blind, why you didn’t told me that” ... smiled and continue “... I know! Probably my reply was that ... you are blind, not me”.
Sometimes you can’t believe it ... what is going on when it is so obvious ... and you even recognize it as an illusion ... but it’s only a life lesson.
So ... my dear ... what is the illusion of the day for you?!
Looks real?!
Well ... just smile ... it is the only trick that works against it.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
7
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
Selling ... ILLUSIONS
... a new way of making money?!
Not long time ago it happened i met a guy that is a real estate investor.
He was in a group of friends that have luxury cars, go to expensive vacations ... but also love investing money in different kind of properties.
Him and his friends could be defined as successful people, according to the nowadays standards.
Had the chance to talk with him few times and he really looked to me like a nice guy, but very soon someone told me that in fact, him and his friends they were drug dealers.
I said to myself that this is clearly a misunderstanding ... cause the guy was a looking like a nice person.
Later on i found out that today, in my country, there are so many drug dealers all over the place ... that you can buy drugs even from the oil station or nearby a high school or a university.
Selling and consuming drugs is quite normal and if you never tasted them ... you are not in the dogmatic way of living life.
Yesterday ... the guy i told you about was arrested, so probably the story behind his success was a true.
But i will tell you something strange ... why i believe that i did not judged him.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
8
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
Not long time ago, i was writing 9 books about love stories and posted them on Amazon to sell them.
I was in fact ... selling illusions also, same as the guy that was selling drugs.
This is the story with drugs ... you consume them ... and then the illusions appear.
But also ... you read books ... and then the illusions appear and many times they are amplified the more you read.
But we know from ancient times, from great philosophers that .. it’s all an illusion.
So ... selling illusions became a new way of making money and we all take advantages of that ... not thinking at the results from the other side.
On the other hand ... i know that Osho was using opium when he was meditating and he was a great philosopher ... but also that he was eliminating the drugs from his body with yoga after the meditation. So ... lots of contradictory informations ... as my friend that was a drug dealer, but didn’t look like one ... and in fact looked as a nice guy.
Maybe there is a message behind the message ... that i don’t see
yet ... or maybe selling illusion was ... it is and it will always be a way of making money ... and it has different ways of doing it.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
9
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
All we need to do is to accept that all of us ... are different. ... or NOT.
We can easily adapt to both scenarios
and that’s only a decision.
We like it or not, we need to accept that many people are easily losing their temper when the things are not running in the direction we want them to run.
We become angry.
We even show the worst part of our personality ... and we name that ... positioning ourselves on the stage of life.
But the truth is that we just dislike that the others are not agreeing with us ... with our ideas, our thoughts or our plans.
They just think in a different way ... even the opposite of what we have in mind.
Actually, it’s quite normal not to be all the time on the same frequency ... but that makes us totally unhappy cause we can’t dominate the scene of life.
This is the moment when we even name those people that are on the same scene with us ... our enemies.
They even were our friends in the past ... but now we almost define
them ... as war criminals.
Ridiculous ... but that is the truth.
A total non sense ... but this is what becomes a situation when other people can’t dominate us ... or we can’t dominate them.
A useless war ... with no meaning at all is starting ... having no
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
10
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
ending.
We are too blinds to see that is not our soul in the story with the useless fight ... but the Ego ... that wants to win. But to win what?!
That ... or that ... or that?!
What is the message behind all what is going on?!
I tell you what i certainly know for sure.
The ego ... my ego, yours etc ... wants more and more and more ... but what is extremely important for the ego is to dominate ... all the time.
It does not matter if it is a simple thing or an important one ... but only the chapter with domination is important.
So ... can we accept the others ... just as they are ... i mean ... different than us?!
They could be communists ... or other religion than us etc etc ... but just different.
They could be even complementary with us ... and we could be blinds to see it.
There are many things to say ... but just understanding that all of us ... are different ... so we have this right to be unique ... and we should respect it.
We can easily adapt to both scenarios ... accept or not accept the others just as they are ... but having enemies, not living a life in harmony is not a positive path to follow.
Losing your temper ... letting the Ego prove its powers ... means letting your soul be controlled by an artificial entity. Just be yourself ... and let the others do the same!
It’s only about respect ... for you ... and all the ones you meet on the stage of your life.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
11
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
Alive ... but not feeling alive.
A paradox from the modern society
What does it really mean to feel alive?!
Well ... it’s quite difficult to define ... because in fact we are alive, but we just believe that we don’t feel it.
It’s a paradox ... but we continue on this path for such a long time ...
not understanding what is really going on.
During the years, it happened few times ... that different persons declared that they wanted to kill me ... for reasons difficult to be understood.
An important guy i know ... owning a big security company explained me ... that if someone wants to kill you ... will just do it ... but never give you a reason to believe that will do it. I understood he was right.
Those persons had the illusion that they wanted to kill me ... and i had the illusion that they wanted that too ... so it was all in illusion. But the funny thing was that i felt alive in those moments ... and appreciated life a little bit more for a while.
I jumped from the status of not feeling alive to the status of being aware that i could lose something that i actually don’t feel that i have. So ... what was the lesson behind the illusion that someone wants to kill me?!
Well ... i thought for a while ... and then i forgot again how to feel alive ... and i only remembered when i became extremely unhappy for long periods of times.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
12
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
Later ... after 1-2 years another idiot appeared again ... telling me that he wants ... to kill me ... for a non sense reason. And again felt alive.
So ... the message behind the message was quite simple ... i did not appreciated a very thing ... my life.
And we all probably do the same ... even if being alive is the most precious thing that really matters.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
13
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
We just live in a crazy world.
That’s all!
I was waking up ... opening my eyes ... thinking only at the taste of coffee that i will drink in 10 minutes.
It was a sunny day ... so i was already defining that day as a beautiful one.
Then ... i was hearing someone ...calling me ... with a very load voice. It was someone in our garden ... and looked like a person that lost his mind.
I usually recognize the voice right away, cause i spoke on the phone with thousands of people during the years ... but i did not realized who that was.
7:30 am ... Thursday morning ... what could it be about?!
Even if someone from Police would come, would be even more polite. I went to the garden ... and then i saw in there a neighbor that i didn’t see for years.
I just told him ... “What the hell are you doing in here?! Get out or i call the Police”.
He stopped ... tried to explain me something... but i did not understood anything at all.
I was only hearing ... “I lost my mind by already 2 weeks! ... i just lost my mind!”
So ... a guy that i had nothing to do with ... was at the first hour in my garden ... explaining me that he lost his mind ... but i was not even drinking my coffee.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
14
BEHIND THE ABSTRACT
... there is always a message
