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We should not share with the others everything related to our lives … cause they will just amplify all … with negativity
I sometimes analyze and define with other people the events from my own life.
and there are times when i really hear nice perceptions over situations which i could not clearly understand.
but on the other hand …. I also see perceptions that have a huge negative impact on myself.
I hear them …. and feel the negative impact … everything being amplified more and more and more.
Then i wonder myself …. why do i bother to talk with those people …. letting them to amplify my negative emotions?! Why do i still practice this stupid game … when in fact i know that only 10% of those perceptions are correct?!
Why i don’t meditate more?!
Why i don’t understand that i need to connect to my inner self … ask for guidance … for wisdom and for a better understanding of the outside world … but also not letting my thinking be overwhelmed by weird emotions?!
I could use my intuition… as guidance… but as a silly boy … i keep playing the game of analyzing and defining my universe
with so, so many people.
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I could decide … to simple … shut up.
… and meditate more … with detachment.
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Learning and practicing the art of enjoying life … it’s not a stupid thing
One of the things which i missed this life time was … to enjoy … the life itself.
I was focused on lots of things …. but i did not realized i
could simple start to analyze why many are saying that … we should connect and enjoy …. the present moment.
And … whatever i was doing … i could not push the stop button … to my crazy way of living my life … and just relax. Somehow … i could even say that i was avoiding doing that. I knew i need to learn and practice this …. as an art … but i
was doing all my best to simple avoid … going to this point of connecting to any of the moments of my life … and enjoy it. It was so stupid of me doing that … but my mind was unconsciously saying that … it’s in fact stupid to waste my life … relaxing and enjoying.
I continued like this for years and years … until one point when i realized …. no matter what i was trying to do … was in fact a reflection of the nonsense.
And it was all …. so useless …
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Doing stupid things is just part of this journey called … life
I am not a philosopher.
I tried to be … but i think i’ve got lost into so many thoughts and …. I’ve failed.
I am more a … thinker.
But … more i analyze my life … i realize i practice kind of a therapy, which i defined … as self therapy.
I even wrote a book with this title … but i suppose that the collection of essays named “Doing stupid things … an amazing journey” is actually a much better explanation for my life.
And i’ve tried as usual to define my journey in here … as an ordinary person … defining all … with no glamour … but real honesty.
I realize that all those stupid things that i’ve done … and all those pathless paths which i followed …. made me understand a little better what life is.
Today … i’ve come to a point when i don’t regret anything at all.
I’ve accepted all …. as part of this journey.
I smile … remembering about all those silly things from my past … and i keep analyzing, but also defining my stupidity from the present moment.
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I am not sad … that things are the way they are … and even if i have moments when i try to redefine my reality … i know that it’s all a karmic scenario … with all sorts of illusions … that in the end will reveal me the secrets of this world.
I believe that “Doing stupid things … an amazing journey” … it’s a good name for defining the message i want to send to the world.
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Enjoy doing …. stupid things!
It’s all part of this amazing journey called … life
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