EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
EXPLORING
OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
1
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
ADRIAN GABRIEL DUMITRU
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
Year: 2021
Author: Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
2
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
YOUR
UNDERSTANDING
OF YOUR INNER
SELF HOLDS THE
MEANING OF YOUR
LIFE
LEO TOLSTOY
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
3
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
INTRODUCTION
There are many times in life when we have lots of existential questions inside of our minds.
Accepting those thoughts ... and actually embracing them is the path for understanding but also having a normal ... and why not ... also a beautiful life.
I personally try to understand those existential questions from the early age of 4 or 5.
One of the things that i remember from that time was that i was in the kitchen with my mother and she was explaining me that we live in a world with bad people and i should be aware of that.
Maybe if she was telling me that Santa Claus was not real, i would have accepted that much easier.
But i totally disliked what she told me and it was the first time when i disconnected myself from her.
I told to myself ... “This is not true. I will explore the world and i will prove that this is not true. Noooo ... we don’t live in a world with bad people!”.
It was the start of my journey on a philosophical path, that for many, many times looked like a pathless path to me, but also to the ones were looking at me.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
4
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
As a child i was an introvert, but today ... after socializing so, so much with so many people that i met ... i became an extrovert.
And ... i accept on the stage of my life absolutely any kind of person ... i met.
Even if i don’t like that person ... or i don’t feel comfortable in the presence of that spirit ... i continue my journey of exploring the human beings and i kind of like it.
I try to ... read ... people ... to see each one of them as a book, cause all of them ... have their own stories... and i also try to somehow ... invent .. a guide of surviving in this world. I felt many times, probably same as you, that my mother’s theory about the world is true ... and i was too idealistic for this Universe ... but i still had the hope that things will always change into better.
I was exploring life ... and while doing this i discovered that even in bad things, i will always find a beautiful side.
So ... there is an ugly and a beautiful side, but depends which one we are seeing ... and the world itself can be defined as ugly or beautiful ... only and only by what we actually understand from what we see.
And ... to learn the art of observing the world ... first we need to explore life ... with all its aspects and then ...
meditate and ask ourselves before defining anything if it’s worth losing our time with the ugly elements ... when still life has so, so many beautiful sides.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
5
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
Playing the game of defining ... a way of understanding your life
We should have moments in life when we should just ... stop ... and play for a short time the game of defining. Define where you are in life, what you do, who you’ve became, what are your expectations ... and what do you want to happen in the near future.
Ask yourself if you are happy or not, if you learnt the art of enjoying the present moment, if you have inside of you the hope of a beautiful life and if you understood what are the secrets of life.
It’s a process of exploring and seeing what kind of life you have.
The conclusions might be positives or negatives ... but no matter what is going on, you need to embrace who you are now.
Playing this game ... but with sincerity ... will help you understand who you really are now and what directions you should follow.
There will be times when you will be totally satisfied of where you are and what you had reached, but also moments when
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
6
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
you will totally dislike where you’ve been placed on the timeline of life.
But ... the situation itself exists anyway.
Ignoring it ... might work for a while, if it is a negative one ...
but it will not work forever.
The game of defining ... which is actually a game of exploring your life from the outside world, but also your inner self ... becomes a way of seeing ... the directions.
The will be lots of nonsenses ... but all you will see ... are part of your universe and define you. Define!
Accept!
Embrace!
... and decide to continue or follow new direction!
It’s quite simple!
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
7
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
We are defined by our randomly feelings and thoughts
She read what he wrote her and then she said: “Yes, it was good to read but after reading I started searching for myself somewhere.”
She started to have some randomly thoughts ... same as he did by such a long time.
He smiled ... being glad that he guided her in the process of exploring her inner and outside world.
She had to start this long philosophical journey, but maybe this was the meaning of their friendship.
Somehow ... both of them understood that we, as human beings ... are defined of our randomly feelings and thoughts. Sometimes it makes ... no sense at all.
Sometimes ... we become so attached by what we feel and think ... that those definitions of what we had become ... let us become the prisoners of a certain reality.
We are starting to be one with that reality ... but the reality itself can be an ugly ... or a beautiful one.
Feelings and thoughts ... control the energetic field where we stay ... but we don’t understand that and we keep wondering
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
8
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
why reality looks in the way it looks. But where the feelings come?! Where the thoughts come?!
It says that we have few thousands of thoughts a day ... and maybe also lots of feelings ... some of them quite contradictory ... but we still don’t understand what is going on with us.
Exploring life ... our own lives in fact ... we go in a position of seeing what are the forces behind the scene of life. We define.
... and we start exploring more and more.
Then ... we realize ... that all we see on the scene our lives ... is controlled by feelings and thoughts ... but behind all of them there is the simple direction we chose we follow in life ... a negative one ... a simple dogmatic path ... or one defined as an optimistic way of living.
And the final question is ... why do we expect of an amazing life ... if we chose a path of negativity?!
But ... don’t worry ... changing direction is only a decision. Whenever you will feel for real ... you want something else for you ... the path of positivity will appear in front of your eyes.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
9
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
We are ... what we see around us
In a residential complex, a guy that was living in there, calls the owner to his house and says: “I had enough! Everywhere i look in here, in the complex ... i see the old problem that we have by so many months. Look there ... look!”
The owner is looking and says ... “ Yes ... it ‘s a beautiful sunset! I love it”.
Annoyed ... the guy says again ... “So you see a beautiful
sunset and i am an idiot ... and i called you in here for
nothing.
Ok ... ok.
Look there!! Now! Tell me what you see!”
“Well ... I see a rose in the last days of autumn.
In few days ... it will probably disappear!”
“So ... you see a rose!
Ok! It’s clear! I am an idiot and i called you in here because i see ghosts around, correct?!”
The owner smiled ... cause he knew what the whole story was about, but he was exploring the same world ... in the same time with a guy that was seeing only the shit of the dogs of few other people that were living in the same
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
10
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
complex.
He had enough with this guy that was complaining of the dogs from there and tried to make him ... see other things also.
Knew that he was losing his time ... but he was his client and had to listen to him, but on the other hand ... he started to realize that dealing with such a client will end up by having the life of a prostitute that is doing anything for money.
The funny guy was seeing shit of dog everywhere around. He could not see the sun set ... and neither the rose, in its last days of autumn.
He became blind for beautiful things, but his eyes were magnifying the problem induced by the dogs.
And ... become so annoying that the owner, that was a guy that loved money all his life ... opened his eyes and saw that between him and a prostitute there is no difference.
He was doing this by tens of years ... dealing only with shitty things ... instead of dreaming to deal only and only with beautiful people.
Like them ... you can find lots of persons all around in the world ... but maybe we should meditate more at the fact that in the end we are the reflection of what we see in the world.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
11
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
Being on the right vibe ... is just a decision
It happens i have a lady friend that knows everything about energies.
She uses to tell me all the time what is going on behind what i see in my life and also what is going to happen in the future.
I sometimes try to argue with her ... but the statistical data showed that she was right all the time when she said something.
And she also tells me a lot about my vibe and how can i improve my life into a better way ... just by changing my vibe.
For years i thought that the vibe can’t be changed and there is nothing to do regarding that ... but talking to her so many times about energies i somehow started to understand how everything works.
I finally realized that many times we are dominated by the unconscious thoughts, but exploring and defining them ... we understand that we do everything on automatic pilot ... without having any control at all on our lives.
Changing the vibe ... through meditation, for example, is a simple way of changing our lives, in fact.
If we analyze the case of a person that have the addiction for
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
12
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
alcohol ... you will be amazed seeing that there are persons that don’t drink anything at all the whole day, while being away from home ... but once they come back in the night, being just with the inner self ... trying to run away from that meeting ... the alcohol helps a lot ... or at least this is how they see the situation.
Exploring the whole process ... and defining the meaning and the reason of the addiction ... we easily see what is going on and identify the problem and maybe also the way out from that automatic process.
Seeing that is not feeling good ... in his own company, the alcoholic sees in alcohol a medicine that is helping him survive with those emotions.
But the price paid for this .. what he calls ... medicine ... is huge.
So ... the key?!
Well ... quite simple.
Understanding the meaning of the vibe, the message that is sending to us ... is the first step.
Changing the vibe in this case will automatically happen when the alcoholic will accept the presence of his inner self in his daily life ... and manage this relationship in the proper way.
You hear all the time ... “i am not feeling good today. I am
not having the right vibe” ... but a switch can be made just
like switching the tv channel.
“Ok ... so i don’t feel well.
I have a negative vibe. But why?!
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
13
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
What is trying to tell me the inner self?!
Ahh ... i see.
I got it.
Ok. Now let me enjoy the day, cause i understood the message while exploring and defining what i see inside of me”.
Those types of analyzes ... will let us see that we can have the control over our vibe ... and the vibe itself can be induced in an automatic way by the unconscious thoughts or feelings ... but understanding what is going on ... it can also be a simple decision to stay on a beautiful frequency.
The help can also come with the affirmations method ... but always keep in mind not to hide the bad vibe, but explore and define it ... so that the new vibe will make sense ... and be irreplaceable.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
14
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
In front of death ... we should just smile, same as we should do it in front of any other illusion
I know a spanish guy that used to be a Casanova all his life. And he was married few times, had factories ... went from the status of millionaire to bankruptcy few times, had an yacht, a beautiful house on the sea side in Spain, expensive cars ... and many, many amazing ladies in his life.
He had everything, but the Universe laughed few times of him ... taking also him everything he had.
Was a very powerful person, or at least this is how i saw him many, many times ... but it was a real pleasure to spend time in his company.
Never read any book in his life, but he was the greatest teacher i ever had.
Few weeks ago ... he called me, being my client for my company ... and also mentioned that he had colon cancer. Was totally changed.
He was seeing the end of the world ... and even if he was not saying it ... you could feel it in his voice.
Few days later, he was emailing me saying that he is
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
15
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
resigning the contract with our company, but writing about all kinds of silly illusionary reasons.
I could not believe what he was writing in the emails, but the contract we had was so insignificant that i only replied to him ... “It’s ok!”
... we will understand what life is about
EXPLORING
OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
1
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
ADRIAN GABRIEL DUMITRU
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
Year: 2021
Author: Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
2
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
YOUR
UNDERSTANDING
OF YOUR INNER
SELF HOLDS THE
MEANING OF YOUR
LIFE
LEO TOLSTOY
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
3
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
INTRODUCTION
There are many times in life when we have lots of existential questions inside of our minds.
Accepting those thoughts ... and actually embracing them is the path for understanding but also having a normal ... and why not ... also a beautiful life.
I personally try to understand those existential questions from the early age of 4 or 5.
One of the things that i remember from that time was that i was in the kitchen with my mother and she was explaining me that we live in a world with bad people and i should be aware of that.
Maybe if she was telling me that Santa Claus was not real, i would have accepted that much easier.
But i totally disliked what she told me and it was the first time when i disconnected myself from her.
I told to myself ... “This is not true. I will explore the world and i will prove that this is not true. Noooo ... we don’t live in a world with bad people!”.
It was the start of my journey on a philosophical path, that for many, many times looked like a pathless path to me, but also to the ones were looking at me.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
4
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
As a child i was an introvert, but today ... after socializing so, so much with so many people that i met ... i became an extrovert.
And ... i accept on the stage of my life absolutely any kind of person ... i met.
Even if i don’t like that person ... or i don’t feel comfortable in the presence of that spirit ... i continue my journey of exploring the human beings and i kind of like it.
I try to ... read ... people ... to see each one of them as a book, cause all of them ... have their own stories... and i also try to somehow ... invent .. a guide of surviving in this world. I felt many times, probably same as you, that my mother’s theory about the world is true ... and i was too idealistic for this Universe ... but i still had the hope that things will always change into better.
I was exploring life ... and while doing this i discovered that even in bad things, i will always find a beautiful side.
So ... there is an ugly and a beautiful side, but depends which one we are seeing ... and the world itself can be defined as ugly or beautiful ... only and only by what we actually understand from what we see.
And ... to learn the art of observing the world ... first we need to explore life ... with all its aspects and then ...
meditate and ask ourselves before defining anything if it’s worth losing our time with the ugly elements ... when still life has so, so many beautiful sides.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
5
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
Playing the game of defining ... a way of understanding your life
We should have moments in life when we should just ... stop ... and play for a short time the game of defining. Define where you are in life, what you do, who you’ve became, what are your expectations ... and what do you want to happen in the near future.
Ask yourself if you are happy or not, if you learnt the art of enjoying the present moment, if you have inside of you the hope of a beautiful life and if you understood what are the secrets of life.
It’s a process of exploring and seeing what kind of life you have.
The conclusions might be positives or negatives ... but no matter what is going on, you need to embrace who you are now.
Playing this game ... but with sincerity ... will help you understand who you really are now and what directions you should follow.
There will be times when you will be totally satisfied of where you are and what you had reached, but also moments when
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
6
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
you will totally dislike where you’ve been placed on the timeline of life.
But ... the situation itself exists anyway.
Ignoring it ... might work for a while, if it is a negative one ...
but it will not work forever.
The game of defining ... which is actually a game of exploring your life from the outside world, but also your inner self ... becomes a way of seeing ... the directions.
The will be lots of nonsenses ... but all you will see ... are part of your universe and define you. Define!
Accept!
Embrace!
... and decide to continue or follow new direction!
It’s quite simple!
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
7
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
We are defined by our randomly feelings and thoughts
She read what he wrote her and then she said: “Yes, it was good to read but after reading I started searching for myself somewhere.”
She started to have some randomly thoughts ... same as he did by such a long time.
He smiled ... being glad that he guided her in the process of exploring her inner and outside world.
She had to start this long philosophical journey, but maybe this was the meaning of their friendship.
Somehow ... both of them understood that we, as human beings ... are defined of our randomly feelings and thoughts. Sometimes it makes ... no sense at all.
Sometimes ... we become so attached by what we feel and think ... that those definitions of what we had become ... let us become the prisoners of a certain reality.
We are starting to be one with that reality ... but the reality itself can be an ugly ... or a beautiful one.
Feelings and thoughts ... control the energetic field where we stay ... but we don’t understand that and we keep wondering
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
8
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
why reality looks in the way it looks. But where the feelings come?! Where the thoughts come?!
It says that we have few thousands of thoughts a day ... and maybe also lots of feelings ... some of them quite contradictory ... but we still don’t understand what is going on with us.
Exploring life ... our own lives in fact ... we go in a position of seeing what are the forces behind the scene of life. We define.
... and we start exploring more and more.
Then ... we realize ... that all we see on the scene our lives ... is controlled by feelings and thoughts ... but behind all of them there is the simple direction we chose we follow in life ... a negative one ... a simple dogmatic path ... or one defined as an optimistic way of living.
And the final question is ... why do we expect of an amazing life ... if we chose a path of negativity?!
But ... don’t worry ... changing direction is only a decision. Whenever you will feel for real ... you want something else for you ... the path of positivity will appear in front of your eyes.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
9
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
We are ... what we see around us
In a residential complex, a guy that was living in there, calls the owner to his house and says: “I had enough! Everywhere i look in here, in the complex ... i see the old problem that we have by so many months. Look there ... look!”
The owner is looking and says ... “ Yes ... it ‘s a beautiful sunset! I love it”.
Annoyed ... the guy says again ... “So you see a beautiful
sunset and i am an idiot ... and i called you in here for
nothing.
Ok ... ok.
Look there!! Now! Tell me what you see!”
“Well ... I see a rose in the last days of autumn.
In few days ... it will probably disappear!”
“So ... you see a rose!
Ok! It’s clear! I am an idiot and i called you in here because i see ghosts around, correct?!”
The owner smiled ... cause he knew what the whole story was about, but he was exploring the same world ... in the same time with a guy that was seeing only the shit of the dogs of few other people that were living in the same
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
10
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
complex.
He had enough with this guy that was complaining of the dogs from there and tried to make him ... see other things also.
Knew that he was losing his time ... but he was his client and had to listen to him, but on the other hand ... he started to realize that dealing with such a client will end up by having the life of a prostitute that is doing anything for money.
The funny guy was seeing shit of dog everywhere around. He could not see the sun set ... and neither the rose, in its last days of autumn.
He became blind for beautiful things, but his eyes were magnifying the problem induced by the dogs.
And ... become so annoying that the owner, that was a guy that loved money all his life ... opened his eyes and saw that between him and a prostitute there is no difference.
He was doing this by tens of years ... dealing only with shitty things ... instead of dreaming to deal only and only with beautiful people.
Like them ... you can find lots of persons all around in the world ... but maybe we should meditate more at the fact that in the end we are the reflection of what we see in the world.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
11
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
Being on the right vibe ... is just a decision
It happens i have a lady friend that knows everything about energies.
She uses to tell me all the time what is going on behind what i see in my life and also what is going to happen in the future.
I sometimes try to argue with her ... but the statistical data showed that she was right all the time when she said something.
And she also tells me a lot about my vibe and how can i improve my life into a better way ... just by changing my vibe.
For years i thought that the vibe can’t be changed and there is nothing to do regarding that ... but talking to her so many times about energies i somehow started to understand how everything works.
I finally realized that many times we are dominated by the unconscious thoughts, but exploring and defining them ... we understand that we do everything on automatic pilot ... without having any control at all on our lives.
Changing the vibe ... through meditation, for example, is a simple way of changing our lives, in fact.
If we analyze the case of a person that have the addiction for
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
12
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
alcohol ... you will be amazed seeing that there are persons that don’t drink anything at all the whole day, while being away from home ... but once they come back in the night, being just with the inner self ... trying to run away from that meeting ... the alcohol helps a lot ... or at least this is how they see the situation.
Exploring the whole process ... and defining the meaning and the reason of the addiction ... we easily see what is going on and identify the problem and maybe also the way out from that automatic process.
Seeing that is not feeling good ... in his own company, the alcoholic sees in alcohol a medicine that is helping him survive with those emotions.
But the price paid for this .. what he calls ... medicine ... is huge.
So ... the key?!
Well ... quite simple.
Understanding the meaning of the vibe, the message that is sending to us ... is the first step.
Changing the vibe in this case will automatically happen when the alcoholic will accept the presence of his inner self in his daily life ... and manage this relationship in the proper way.
You hear all the time ... “i am not feeling good today. I am
not having the right vibe” ... but a switch can be made just
like switching the tv channel.
“Ok ... so i don’t feel well.
I have a negative vibe. But why?!
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
13
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
What is trying to tell me the inner self?!
Ahh ... i see.
I got it.
Ok. Now let me enjoy the day, cause i understood the message while exploring and defining what i see inside of me”.
Those types of analyzes ... will let us see that we can have the control over our vibe ... and the vibe itself can be induced in an automatic way by the unconscious thoughts or feelings ... but understanding what is going on ... it can also be a simple decision to stay on a beautiful frequency.
The help can also come with the affirmations method ... but always keep in mind not to hide the bad vibe, but explore and define it ... so that the new vibe will make sense ... and be irreplaceable.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
14
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
In front of death ... we should just smile, same as we should do it in front of any other illusion
I know a spanish guy that used to be a Casanova all his life. And he was married few times, had factories ... went from the status of millionaire to bankruptcy few times, had an yacht, a beautiful house on the sea side in Spain, expensive cars ... and many, many amazing ladies in his life.
He had everything, but the Universe laughed few times of him ... taking also him everything he had.
Was a very powerful person, or at least this is how i saw him many, many times ... but it was a real pleasure to spend time in his company.
Never read any book in his life, but he was the greatest teacher i ever had.
Few weeks ago ... he called me, being my client for my company ... and also mentioned that he had colon cancer. Was totally changed.
He was seeing the end of the world ... and even if he was not saying it ... you could feel it in his voice.
Few days later, he was emailing me saying that he is
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
15
EXPLORING OURSELVES
... we will understand what life is about
resigning the contract with our company, but writing about all kinds of silly illusionary reasons.
I could not believe what he was writing in the emails, but the contract we had was so insignificant that i only replied to him ... “It’s ok!”
