I WAS THE PRISONER … BUT ALSO THE GUARDIAN

Sometimes doing nothing … is the best path to follow
       
       
       I was chasing for success for a long, long time.
       
       I could even define those times as an eternity and i still can’t realize …. how could i be such an idiot to follow this path … for so long.
       
       But that’s not all.
       
       I actually followed lots of other pathless paths so many times … that i could define myself as an expert into those things.
       
       Later on …. analyzing with honesty all what was going on … i somehow realized that i was the prisoner of those situations … but also the guardian that was keeping me there.
       
       I was not allowing myself to stop … going to nowhere ….
       
       All what i was doing was to change a pathless path with another one and another on … and …
       
       Well … time did not changed anything at all.
       
       Even if i was feeling the fact that something was wrong … that part of myself that was acting as a guarding … was keeping myself the prisoner of an … ugly life.
       
       Time was passing … and again nothing changed.
       
       It looked like i was changing the direction … but anywhere i was going … it was still going to … nowhere.
       
       But one day …. having enough of going to the left and to the right …. and finding no real good result for my soul … i decided to do something that i never did before … and that was …. simple start doing …. nothing.
       
       The answer was so damn simple …
       
       I had to stop …. the chaos.
       
       To stop … chasing for illusory desires.
       
       And to think about doing … nothing … for a while … disconnecting from anything means … pathless paths …
       
       Allowing myself … at least … to stop feeling like a prisoner …even if i was living in a prison with invisible walls.
       
       Stop being the prisoner … but also the guardian.
       
       Stop doing that … on and on and on.
       
       Doing nothing became … a better scenario.
       
       So … i started doing that.
       
       And guess what?!
       
       Little by little … my life started to change.
       
       The pathless paths disappeared… or i should say that were replaced … by paths with a better meaning for my life.
       
       I’ve re evaluated everything … ignoring the 2 contradictory roles i was playing all the time …
       
       So …. drinking my coffee into a lovely place … meditating more … and taking the decision to connect only to the beautiful vibes from my life … became probably the best option i could have in mind all the time.
       
       The chaos itself did not disappeared … but … it was not anymore … the main part of my life.
       
       The pathless paths became … lessons of life.
       
       And doing nothing …. which was actually the habit of stopping the time and enjoying life … became more … a hobby.
       
       The guardian did not disappeared completely … and neither the prisoner… but i took the liberty of ignoring those roles.