IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
ADRIAN GABRIEL DUMITRU
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
Year: 2023
Author: Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
To all the karmic characters from the scene of my life
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
May you come to a point
where you see that
the fear was never real.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
4
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
INTRODUCTION
Telling that the life itself it’s an illusion, might sound so damn … weird … and most probably … even like a depressive thought.
But … you see … there are so, so many moments in life when the life itself just… sucks … and we ask ourselves … what the hell have i done that i deserve that?!
And that was the moment when the karmic idea came into my mind … starting to believe that all the lessons of life, sometimes very difficult to handle … could be defined as karmic.
All those abstract situations … which totally annoy us … and make our lives miserable… are repeating on and on and on. Believing we are the victims of circumstances … everything it’s never the way we want to be … or even worst.
The funny thing that i tried all the time when i was in those weird abstract stories, having the impression that it was the end of the world … i was repeating to myself “It’s all an illusion … and it’s not what it looks like”.
My karmic stories … being in fact my stories … and feeling them in such a powerful way … were …
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
5
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
Well … don’t even know how to define them, but all i wanted was to get out of those situations and also get rid of the karmic people that i hated so much.
And i tried everything … and nothing worked expect smiling … or even laughing in front of those illusions.
Deciding to call them … simple … illusions … was probably the best idea i could come with.
But the karmic illusions … were powerful messages i had to understand … and i was pretending i could not see behind the abstract.
I actually love the abstract, but not when it was part of my life.
It was all related with the concept of understanding the meaning of life … and even if i spent lots of time meditating over the subject … when i was on the scene of the real life, i was acting like a football player that studied all the strategies had been ever written about this sport … but … never practiced and in fact never tried to practice it in a good way. So … even if i knew theory … i acted like someone that never heard about spirituality … or about the forces behind reality. In fact …. in the real life, in so, so many karmic moments … i acted like an … idiot.
I knew that all i had to do was just to smile in front of those illusory situations … cause there is no other way of fighting. But guess what?!
Each time … i was failing.
The only progress i made over the years … was that after a while … meditating over what happened … i somehow
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
understood what … illusory … meant.
…. that i had to react in a different way.
that was not what it looked like and the lesson of life had to be seen, understood deeper and deeper.
But again … theory was so easy and i was failing tests all the time.
On and on and on …
I was such an idiot not applying all what i knew about life … on the scene of my own life.
and i was paying the price … of living a … miserable life … Everyday something happened and i was fucking my vibe … not realizing there were tests given to me by the Universe. Life was beautiful … and i thought it’s so … ugly.
Hahaha … such a silly perspective.
Well … it was all a decision of … changing my perceptions … and realizing that anything it could happen it was all a decision of the Divine Intelligence … God … Allah … or however we could name that entity that is everything it exists …. and it was all for our good.
The fact that the karmic situations were repeated … was because i was not passing the tests … and i really had to pass those tests.
It was all about … my awakening … and i had to start the … process.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
It’s so annoying feeling you live in the wrong story … but many times it’s all karmic. When you understand and accept it …. it all becomes easier … and
the beauty of life is revealed again ….
So many unhappy people around me … But i wonder why so, so many?!
What have we done so wrong that the Universe is allowing as so many humans to feel unhappy on this plannet?! The word karmic … has annoying connotations.
I know it by such a long, long time.
But still … karma is part of life.
Many of us believe that the meaning of life is to have the school, finish it, get a job, get married, get babies, have a successful life etc etc … but the truth is that …
Well … spirituality… the human being is born first of all ….to
live important life lessons.
In all sort of forms.
In the difficult moments we understand the term …. karmic.
We stop calling it … annoying.
We accept it … and even embrace it.
Believing we live in the wrong story is redefined as … living a karmic story that life has to offer.
That is the moment … when understanding the meaning of
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
8
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
karmic, seeing the message sent by the Universe … the unhappiness itself becomes … illusory.
Smiling in front of the illusion … realizing it’s all a karmic illusion …. we stop feeling that we are in the wrong story.
We accept the fact that we had to take those exams of life … and smile seeing how silly we’ve acted … on the scene of our own lives.
Our perceptions about the mechanisms of life becomes different.
We replace the term … annoying … with illusion.
And we let the life continue … accepting and in fact even embracing everything it happens.
Not being afraid anymore of the presence of …. the karmic
mechanisms … in our lives … it all becomes … different. The beauty of life is revealed again …
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
9
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
Inducing problems … so that in the end we come with the solution … becoming the heroes that solve those problem
If we look in the present moment … we see lots of problems in the life of the human kind.
If we look back in time … we see the same things … but some of the things were already solved. And i wonder by who?!
Well … analyzing and defining all those episodes … i understand the sickness of the human mind.
For money … for getting rich … we’ve generated lots of problems … as in the end to solve them … getting advantages of that fact.
We induce illusory problems …. but we also come with the
solution …
What is funny is that looking around myself … people don’t see the … illusion …
They simple can’t see anything except the problem itself ….
hoping in a silly way for the solution.
I see this sickness of the human mind … but can’t see its purpose.
I just can’t.
And i also … don’t want …
But maybe it’s something karmic and we could define
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
10
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
everything as … karmic illusion … having the simple purpose of understanding that in one point in life, if we want as life to be different we should think of following the path of … awakening.
Analyzing more … might be the start of the process … but in the end no matter how we look at the sickness of those people that induced us problems … we could just see everything as part of the scenario. Karmic illusions … are part of life.
Simple understanding and accepting the concept … means a lot … for our spiritual evolution.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
11
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
Helping the others … ignoring our own
interests … it’s the first step on disconnecting of the illusion of the inner self
The story with the refugees is probably one chapter of my life.
… an important one.
I was focused a lot of my own interests, on chasing money … and getting rich … not realizing the illusion of that.
On this long path … i actually met people having money ….
which whispered me the fact that money will not make me happy … but i ignored them.
I wanted to get richer and richer.
It was all about material possession into my mind.
Well … until i realized that most probably … all those things i was chasing … will not bring me happiness … cause no matter what i was doing … i was never really happy.
I started to see the fact that i was living an illusion … a karmic one.
I simple began to smile … but not understanding what the hell i could do … to get out of that story.
The funny thing is that when i started to help those people coming from Ukraine … i started to forget about my own interests.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
12
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
I ignored my to do lists, my plans … my everything.
I was involved so much in that story … that little by little i
forget about … myself, starting the process of getting out of
my illusory self.
But guess what?!
The Universe was laughing behind my back.
Because of some international programs … i started to be so well paid for the accommodation for refugees … that i could not believe it.
I started to ask myself …. Is this a joke?!
Well … don’t know what kind of joke it was but … no one ever paid me so well monthly .. for any kind of service i had provided.
I smiled again … understanding the karmic story i was living.
So i tried to help … and even if i was not asking for money i
was paid so … damn good.
It was all so … illusory.
So … what could i do?!
Well … it was so simple …
Maybe i just had to continue … forgetting about the self … and become kind of a Santa Claus that is coming into the summer time …
Yes … all i want to say is that … the meaning of life is sometimes to live and experience some karmic stories. And understand … the illusion.
I know that the term sounds .. so … depressive … but … just think about it.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
13
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
Analyzing and finding the karmic factors of life …. might be
the key for spiritual evolution.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
14
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
The history of the world had lots of ….
karmic leaders … but it’s funny to see the end of those great actors
Gorbachev … died.
Read few books about him … and even if the perspectives about him are so contradictory … he was one of the most important leaders from the modern history.
And we should mention that he was leader in very difficult times … but succeeded to end the unwanted cold war. But … i will not bother you anyone with my opinions about him …. If he was a hero or a criminal …
I am just saying that …. overall … he was indeed a great
actor on the scene of the great politics of our plannet.
I would probably dare to say that … his presence as a top leader of the world from 1985 to 1991 … changed our history.
Soviet Union died in the end … and Gorbachev became almost … a simple citizen.
Most probably … his actions, decisions and everything he did as the leader of Soviet Union had an important karmic role. I could define him as … a karmic actor that changed millions of destinies for so many ordinary people.
But i looked at the photos with him from his last days of life … and i smile.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
15
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
I see him looking so much … like an ordinary human being. So was Gorbachev… a great leader?!
Was his impact on this world a negative or a positive one?!
Why was he accused of betrayal in Russia?!
Why the perceptions over him … are so … contradictory?!
How should we really define him?!
Well … i would say … as a karmic character with a huge impact …. looking on the stage of the modern history.
I really don’t care if he was a good or a bad guy … but seeing the photo with him, on the bed of the hospital … i just … smile.
I understand how illusory life can be.
Today you can be the king of the world ….and in fact he was
basically the king of half of the world … but … he died as an
ordinary person.
Quite … funny.
Looking at those examples … we can actually understand the illusion of life and the fact that it’s all an illusion … a karmic one.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
16
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
Truth be told we all chase for kind of a … magic pill
Bill is a close friend of mine by many years.
He’s a plastic surgery doctor … living in the south of France. Even if he has 2 kids with different mothers … Bill decided to never get marry.
Let’s say he is a little bit … atypical … but …
Well … even if in the past i would define him in a totally different way … today i really understand my friend. Being close to 50, instead of being involved into a boring marriage … Bill dates with new and new ladies all the time. Many of our common friends … envy him for his tremendous success with the women.
But Bill … just lives his life in his own style.
Every week … new ladies.
1 … 2 … 3 … 7 … new ladies.
He’s very opened with anyone that accepts his invitations to a beautiful coffee shop … near the sea. They stay and chat … for hours.
You see … Bill’s secret is that he knows to connect to their souls … and knowing lots of jokes … he really makes them laugh … on and on and on.
Many of them … end up the night … declaring themselves … happy.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
17
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
He is … and acts all the time … as kind of a magic pill … that once taken … brings … happiness … for a while. Then … Bill simple disappears.
Being busy all the time with his work as a plastic surgery doctor … he disappears as … a ghost … that in fact … never comes back.
I could also define him as a guy that is a very clear example for what is called … ghosting effect.
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
1
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
ADRIAN GABRIEL DUMITRU
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
Year: 2023
Author: Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
2
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
To all the karmic characters from the scene of my life
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
3
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
May you come to a point
where you see that
the fear was never real.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
4
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
INTRODUCTION
Telling that the life itself it’s an illusion, might sound so damn … weird … and most probably … even like a depressive thought.
But … you see … there are so, so many moments in life when the life itself just… sucks … and we ask ourselves … what the hell have i done that i deserve that?!
And that was the moment when the karmic idea came into my mind … starting to believe that all the lessons of life, sometimes very difficult to handle … could be defined as karmic.
All those abstract situations … which totally annoy us … and make our lives miserable… are repeating on and on and on. Believing we are the victims of circumstances … everything it’s never the way we want to be … or even worst.
The funny thing that i tried all the time when i was in those weird abstract stories, having the impression that it was the end of the world … i was repeating to myself “It’s all an illusion … and it’s not what it looks like”.
My karmic stories … being in fact my stories … and feeling them in such a powerful way … were …
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
5
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
Well … don’t even know how to define them, but all i wanted was to get out of those situations and also get rid of the karmic people that i hated so much.
And i tried everything … and nothing worked expect smiling … or even laughing in front of those illusions.
Deciding to call them … simple … illusions … was probably the best idea i could come with.
But the karmic illusions … were powerful messages i had to understand … and i was pretending i could not see behind the abstract.
I actually love the abstract, but not when it was part of my life.
It was all related with the concept of understanding the meaning of life … and even if i spent lots of time meditating over the subject … when i was on the scene of the real life, i was acting like a football player that studied all the strategies had been ever written about this sport … but … never practiced and in fact never tried to practice it in a good way. So … even if i knew theory … i acted like someone that never heard about spirituality … or about the forces behind reality. In fact …. in the real life, in so, so many karmic moments … i acted like an … idiot.
I knew that all i had to do was just to smile in front of those illusory situations … cause there is no other way of fighting. But guess what?!
Each time … i was failing.
The only progress i made over the years … was that after a while … meditating over what happened … i somehow
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
6
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
understood what … illusory … meant.
…. that i had to react in a different way.
that was not what it looked like and the lesson of life had to be seen, understood deeper and deeper.
But again … theory was so easy and i was failing tests all the time.
On and on and on …
I was such an idiot not applying all what i knew about life … on the scene of my own life.
and i was paying the price … of living a … miserable life … Everyday something happened and i was fucking my vibe … not realizing there were tests given to me by the Universe. Life was beautiful … and i thought it’s so … ugly.
Hahaha … such a silly perspective.
Well … it was all a decision of … changing my perceptions … and realizing that anything it could happen it was all a decision of the Divine Intelligence … God … Allah … or however we could name that entity that is everything it exists …. and it was all for our good.
The fact that the karmic situations were repeated … was because i was not passing the tests … and i really had to pass those tests.
It was all about … my awakening … and i had to start the … process.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
7
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
It’s so annoying feeling you live in the wrong story … but many times it’s all karmic. When you understand and accept it …. it all becomes easier … and
the beauty of life is revealed again ….
So many unhappy people around me … But i wonder why so, so many?!
What have we done so wrong that the Universe is allowing as so many humans to feel unhappy on this plannet?! The word karmic … has annoying connotations.
I know it by such a long, long time.
But still … karma is part of life.
Many of us believe that the meaning of life is to have the school, finish it, get a job, get married, get babies, have a successful life etc etc … but the truth is that …
Well … spirituality… the human being is born first of all ….to
live important life lessons.
In all sort of forms.
In the difficult moments we understand the term …. karmic.
We stop calling it … annoying.
We accept it … and even embrace it.
Believing we live in the wrong story is redefined as … living a karmic story that life has to offer.
That is the moment … when understanding the meaning of
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
8
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
karmic, seeing the message sent by the Universe … the unhappiness itself becomes … illusory.
Smiling in front of the illusion … realizing it’s all a karmic illusion …. we stop feeling that we are in the wrong story.
We accept the fact that we had to take those exams of life … and smile seeing how silly we’ve acted … on the scene of our own lives.
Our perceptions about the mechanisms of life becomes different.
We replace the term … annoying … with illusion.
And we let the life continue … accepting and in fact even embracing everything it happens.
Not being afraid anymore of the presence of …. the karmic
mechanisms … in our lives … it all becomes … different. The beauty of life is revealed again …
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
9
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
Inducing problems … so that in the end we come with the solution … becoming the heroes that solve those problem
If we look in the present moment … we see lots of problems in the life of the human kind.
If we look back in time … we see the same things … but some of the things were already solved. And i wonder by who?!
Well … analyzing and defining all those episodes … i understand the sickness of the human mind.
For money … for getting rich … we’ve generated lots of problems … as in the end to solve them … getting advantages of that fact.
We induce illusory problems …. but we also come with the
solution …
What is funny is that looking around myself … people don’t see the … illusion …
They simple can’t see anything except the problem itself ….
hoping in a silly way for the solution.
I see this sickness of the human mind … but can’t see its purpose.
I just can’t.
And i also … don’t want …
But maybe it’s something karmic and we could define
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
10
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
everything as … karmic illusion … having the simple purpose of understanding that in one point in life, if we want as life to be different we should think of following the path of … awakening.
Analyzing more … might be the start of the process … but in the end no matter how we look at the sickness of those people that induced us problems … we could just see everything as part of the scenario. Karmic illusions … are part of life.
Simple understanding and accepting the concept … means a lot … for our spiritual evolution.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
11
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
Helping the others … ignoring our own
interests … it’s the first step on disconnecting of the illusion of the inner self
The story with the refugees is probably one chapter of my life.
… an important one.
I was focused a lot of my own interests, on chasing money … and getting rich … not realizing the illusion of that.
On this long path … i actually met people having money ….
which whispered me the fact that money will not make me happy … but i ignored them.
I wanted to get richer and richer.
It was all about material possession into my mind.
Well … until i realized that most probably … all those things i was chasing … will not bring me happiness … cause no matter what i was doing … i was never really happy.
I started to see the fact that i was living an illusion … a karmic one.
I simple began to smile … but not understanding what the hell i could do … to get out of that story.
The funny thing is that when i started to help those people coming from Ukraine … i started to forget about my own interests.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
12
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
I ignored my to do lists, my plans … my everything.
I was involved so much in that story … that little by little i
forget about … myself, starting the process of getting out of
my illusory self.
But guess what?!
The Universe was laughing behind my back.
Because of some international programs … i started to be so well paid for the accommodation for refugees … that i could not believe it.
I started to ask myself …. Is this a joke?!
Well … don’t know what kind of joke it was but … no one ever paid me so well monthly .. for any kind of service i had provided.
I smiled again … understanding the karmic story i was living.
So i tried to help … and even if i was not asking for money i
was paid so … damn good.
It was all so … illusory.
So … what could i do?!
Well … it was so simple …
Maybe i just had to continue … forgetting about the self … and become kind of a Santa Claus that is coming into the summer time …
Yes … all i want to say is that … the meaning of life is sometimes to live and experience some karmic stories. And understand … the illusion.
I know that the term sounds .. so … depressive … but … just think about it.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
13
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
Analyzing and finding the karmic factors of life …. might be
the key for spiritual evolution.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
14
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
The history of the world had lots of ….
karmic leaders … but it’s funny to see the end of those great actors
Gorbachev … died.
Read few books about him … and even if the perspectives about him are so contradictory … he was one of the most important leaders from the modern history.
And we should mention that he was leader in very difficult times … but succeeded to end the unwanted cold war. But … i will not bother you anyone with my opinions about him …. If he was a hero or a criminal …
I am just saying that …. overall … he was indeed a great
actor on the scene of the great politics of our plannet.
I would probably dare to say that … his presence as a top leader of the world from 1985 to 1991 … changed our history.
Soviet Union died in the end … and Gorbachev became almost … a simple citizen.
Most probably … his actions, decisions and everything he did as the leader of Soviet Union had an important karmic role. I could define him as … a karmic actor that changed millions of destinies for so many ordinary people.
But i looked at the photos with him from his last days of life … and i smile.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
15
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
I see him looking so much … like an ordinary human being. So was Gorbachev… a great leader?!
Was his impact on this world a negative or a positive one?!
Why was he accused of betrayal in Russia?!
Why the perceptions over him … are so … contradictory?!
How should we really define him?!
Well … i would say … as a karmic character with a huge impact …. looking on the stage of the modern history.
I really don’t care if he was a good or a bad guy … but seeing the photo with him, on the bed of the hospital … i just … smile.
I understand how illusory life can be.
Today you can be the king of the world ….and in fact he was
basically the king of half of the world … but … he died as an
ordinary person.
Quite … funny.
Looking at those examples … we can actually understand the illusion of life and the fact that it’s all an illusion … a karmic one.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
16
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
Truth be told we all chase for kind of a … magic pill
Bill is a close friend of mine by many years.
He’s a plastic surgery doctor … living in the south of France. Even if he has 2 kids with different mothers … Bill decided to never get marry.
Let’s say he is a little bit … atypical … but …
Well … even if in the past i would define him in a totally different way … today i really understand my friend. Being close to 50, instead of being involved into a boring marriage … Bill dates with new and new ladies all the time. Many of our common friends … envy him for his tremendous success with the women.
But Bill … just lives his life in his own style.
Every week … new ladies.
1 … 2 … 3 … 7 … new ladies.
He’s very opened with anyone that accepts his invitations to a beautiful coffee shop … near the sea. They stay and chat … for hours.
You see … Bill’s secret is that he knows to connect to their souls … and knowing lots of jokes … he really makes them laugh … on and on and on.
Many of them … end up the night … declaring themselves … happy.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
17
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION … A KARMIC ONE
He is … and acts all the time … as kind of a magic pill … that once taken … brings … happiness … for a while. Then … Bill simple disappears.
Being busy all the time with his work as a plastic surgery doctor … he disappears as … a ghost … that in fact … never comes back.
I could also define him as a guy that is a very clear example for what is called … ghosting effect.
