Somehow they all accused him that their beautiful house was kind of a prison ... where the father ... was the king ... and the rest were seen only as prisoners.
That only till one day he discovered that all the family members... just disappeared.
Adrian G Dumitru
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MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
He was alone in the house... not believing what is going on.
During his life time he was a great real estate investor ... sometimes even of huge success ... but this time he lost control on everything. And actually lost everything ... cause his familly felt him ... somehow accusing him that he created kind of a small scale clone of North Korea.
I know the guy ... he is really a nice guy.
He used to help me in the past with different things, even with real estate advices ... and did not liked to see him today in this position ... so lost.
I tried to be motivational to calm him that everything will be ok ... but them i realized that he only wanted to find a detective to prove to his boys that their mother cheated on him ... and this is why she actually left.
He somehow wanted his family back, but in the same conditions ... as they lived for more than 30 years.
Instead of a change of attitude ... my friend was still dreaming that he will show them that he was right.
It was useless ... but probably the pain of losing the family was too big ... even if he treated them for such a long time as prisoners. Sometimes ... the change is not an option.
My friend has enough money to pay a private detective ... but what for?!
No one will be interested to come back ... and live again in a prison. There are probably lots of families as that all over the world ... poor but also rich families ... and I thought that North Korea is name of a country ... not the name of a house.
Adrian G Dumitru
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MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
Jealousy ... a dangerous territory
Few days ago, asking a dear friend what she’s doing ... i’ve been a little bit surprised hearing that she’s looking for buying a gps and a microphone.
I remembered that 2 years ago she asked me if i know a hacker that could break the instagram account of her boyfriend. I only replied ... “Do i look like a hacker to you?!”
My dear friend looks like she is in the same story as 2 years ago ... or maybe i should say same matrix ... the matrix of jealousy.
She is am amazing person ... with a huge intuition ... but when it comes about her, i think she forgets her abilities.
The funny thing is that ... it happened many times in the past when i needed some informations about someone ... just to show her a photo with that person and she could tell me right away things about that person.
And every time, i saw after a while that she was right.
All i needed to do was to ask her out to a coffee shop ... and ask her ...”What do you think about this person?!”. Believe me ... she was better than the secret services.
Hearing that she needs a microphone and a gps ... i was laughing. I even asked if she needs this for her daughter that is about 10 and maybe she needs to know if she is safe all the time ... but i knew she was very jealous and this question was related to the fact that she was believing her boyfriend has love affairs with some other ladies. But still ... i was wondering how a beautiful lady as her, with such an amazing intuition ... becomes blind and does not see anything at all when it comes about her relationship.
I even asked her ... “Why do you look for an answer that you already have?!”
Adrian G Dumitru
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MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
Somehow .... she was blinded by her jealousy and could not stop
thinking about the fact that the guy was spending time with other women on dating sites ... or social media.
She was in kind of a prison ... cause she had those thoughts 2 years ago also ... and probably she will think the same 2 years from now also.
Looks to me that she did not lost only her intuition, but also her mind ...
She could not see that she was on a dangerous territory ... the matrix of jealousy.
But i forget to mention to you ... that by accident, another close friend of mine found her on dating sites also.
So ... she was very jealous ... but she was doing the same.
I love her as a friend and i did not wanted to think of me that i judge her, but i am still wondering why such a person, having great spiritual powers ... does not understand how the Universe is managed by some simple laws ... and that the outside world is just a reflection of the inner world.
Adrian G Dumitru
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MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
Whatever fucks your vibe ... defines the borders of your own limits
On my path of trying to understand life and seeing that we live in a “prison” defined by our own thinking, i decided that the best decision is to become my own observer.
I try to analyze how i act and what i should do in all the situations from my life.
I saw that everyone around us ... and when i say everyone i really mean it ... prove to be experts when it comes about defining our lives
... and also gives us lots of advices, that probably they would never follow.
I laugh each time someone defines what i do and tells me what i should do.
Who knows better than me ... what is the best for my life?!
I might look to you like a person with a strong ego ... but i am not, cause there is still one situation that i care about ... and that is that i pay lots of attention ... when someone fucks my vibe.
Yesterday a dear person just changed my vibe in the middle of the day ... with almost no reason at all.
I tried to understand for hours what is going on ... but i had no clue. We just had an argue, about something insignificant ... something totally unimportant ... but somehow she pushed my “fucking vibe” button.
And she is a real nice person comparing to me, so i could not blame her.
But later that day ... the answer came to me.
Adrian G Dumitru
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MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
I actually disliked that she argue with me because of something very, very simple ... that she knew i was right.
I was not controlling a very simple discussion ... and i did not liked it at all.
My ego felt hurt.
It was not the reason, but the fact that i am not controlling ... not even simple things.
I tried for hours to repair my vibe in different ways ...and i do know lots of ways to do that .... but i couldn’t.
The moment i understood that i am so idiot ... that i let myself controlled by my ego ... i closed my eyes and said “Thank you!” to my friend cause she showed me this ... by fucking my vibe.
Close friends destroy our vibes cause they have access to our inner worlds.
They know us ... and go behind our limits right away.
This is why fucking your vibe ... defines the borders of your own limits.
But i also believe that the word “border” .... is related with the word
“prison”.
We somehow define a cage ... where we feel safe.
When someone comes in there ... we just become nervous about it ...
and the vibe is fucked.
Pay attention to all those details about your life.
It will help you ... keep your high vibe all the time ... much, much easier.
Just think about it!
Adrian G Dumitru
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MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
Sometimes we become a cocktail of
mixed energies and we wonder why ... but in the right combination ... a cocktail might be
an excellent idea
Tasted only few times in my life cocktails, especially on the seaside ...
but i like the concept of cocktail.
In the right combination, done by the perfect person ... a cocktail is welcomed, if you want to relax and enjoy the present moment. Usually the alcohol gives us the sensation of relaxation, but i wonder what happens with the mix of energies we exchange everyday with the people from our lives.
It happens we meet happy persons, but also we meet unhappy ones ... so somehow we are going to taste all kinds of energies.
A happy person, might send you a good vibe, but what really happens with the unhappy ones?!
By one year i started to buy different used things from the internet. This idea came to me following a serial from Discovery ... and i suggest you should try it.
With very little money, you can buy amazing things.
But be aware ... things have energies also ...from the persons that used those things.
I know that by a long time ... but i still do it.
I started to see everything as a nice experiment of meeting new people, and in many cases i go to their homes also. Today, i bought a tv.
Adrian G Dumitru
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MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
I called a lady, with a lovely voice .. told her that i will buy the tv and i will come to her place, but i forgot to go.
Later in the night, believing that i did not come because of the price ... she sms me with a better price ... and not having what to do ... i decided to go to her house.
Presented myself, she showed me the tv ... and i asked ... “does it work?! Lets try it!”.
We tried .. but it didn’t ... and i said ... “i’ll buy it anyway ... looks good and is a good price.”
I supposed we did not knew how to start it.
She did not know what to say as a reply.
Then i continued ... “i’m not watching tv by years ... so”.
It was a total nonsense.
Came to her house to buy a tv, but i don’t watch tv by years.
Well ...
Then i explained ... “i have houses that i rent ... and this is for a
tenant”.
“Ahhh! I see!”
I think she already saw me as a crazy person ... and i was laughing inside of me.
Then she helped me to take it to my car.
I parked near a beautiful Range Rover, and even if i own a beautiful car also ... i was driving today with the old one.
She asked .. “Is this Range your car?” “Not ... that one ... the ugly one is my car”
I suppose she was thinking ...”This guy comes to my house, in the night, to buy a tv with the lowest price from the world, telling me that he actually is not watching tv, but in fact he buys for one of his many tenants ... so he is a rich guy owning houses.... and he has the ugliest car from the world”.
It was weird ... but i smiled.
I was exchanging energy with her.
She did not knew what to say anymore... and i asked ... “Can i see your garden?! It looks amazing!”
Adrian G Dumitru
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MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
I had guts ... and she said yes ... and we started to chat.
I met her by 3-4 minutes and i asked her to let me see her garden.
I knew myself. Another 3-4 minutes and i would ask what she cooked tonight ... so i decided to leave.
I felt we exchanged lots of energies.
I saw her, her house, her family ... and she was a little bit surprised of the interaction we had in only few minutes.
There were many times when i visited different houses and had the feeling that i visit a prison ... but this house was not a one of them. You see ... the house we live in and the things we have in there ...
represents a little bit of us ... and i am not afraid of “tasting” ... their energies ... just by fun.
I like to go behind the limits ... see what happens in those interactions ... just like i did today.
A cocktail can be dangerous ... but also tasty.
So ... what is the secret?!
Well ... just take the good from everything you see and enjoy those interactions.
Meeting people is interesting, even if sometimes might look annoying. But if we learn the art of connecting to people, show them love and respect even if we know them by only 3-4 minutes ... you will send them good vibes and they will send you the same thing in return.
Yes ... sometimes we become a cocktail of mixed energies and we should not wonder why ... cause in the right combination ... a cocktail might be an excellent idea.
Adrian G Dumitru
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MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
Have you heard the term “unspoken expectation”?
Defining looks like the key.
But it might be only realizing the limits.
Not defining the real situation ... the real expectations we have ... in one point will create a big whole between you and all the people that you interact with ... especially with the ones that you have feelings for.
So .. how should we define the “unspoken expectations”?!
Well ... difficult to say ... but in one point you will need to say it ...
even loud ... especially with the partner.
I would dare to define them ... as our real intentions, but also our limits in terms of relationships ... and all the time i hear the word “limit” ... i think of a cage.
Some people would define them in a beautiful way, but whoever stays in a cage ... is defined in the end as a prisoner. The prisoner of his own expectations.
Truth be told we can’t control what is going on around us.
We can just enjoy life as it is ... and nothing more.
So ... what if we think about a scenario ... of living without expectation?!
Should that be possible for a human being?!
Well ... too many questions ... and not so many answers.
All i can statistically say is that in 90% of the cases i had expectations
... i was hurt.
When i don’t even mentioned them ... it hurt even more .... because
everything happened inside of me.
But all ... it was only a way of seeing life.
Adrian G Dumitru
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MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
I did not thought of enjoying any situation ... just as it is.
Connect to it ... and enjoy it.
So ... how should we actually live our lives?!
Maybe the only trick ... should be to connect with people, treat them
in a beautiful way ...especially sending them good vibes ... and don’t
ask anything in return.
Vibes ... are not material.
Don’t see them as a merchandise that has a price.
Asking nothing in return ... is probably the real key.
I know that you also realize that the term “expectation” is related with the term ... “exchange” ... but ...
Think about letting everything ... come by itself not asking anything back!
At the right time ... the concept of abundance will come to you ... in many forms ... and it will be more than you ever excepted.
I know that is complicated to give ... without receiving anything back ... or too little, but relationships ... can’t be treated as businesses.
So ... is better to replace the term unspoken expectation ... with enjoying the moment .. whatever it is ... and nothing more.
