In those moments ... overwhelmed by all those weird emotions, when you thought that you might die soon ... but i was enjoying the waves ... still not being safe as you might thing ... did you felt alive?!
I know that you saw the death in front of your eyes ... but how could you describe this balance between hoping and losing the hope?!”
“Well Will! First of all ... i want to say to you ... damm you for bringing me on the beach today ... but indeed it was a second ... when seeing the death ... i felt alive.
This is the mistake i do ... i play on safe mode all the time ...
but the Universe is laughing of me and takes me to unbelievable situations as this one.
But i should also thank you ... because you took me today to see the death that will not come yet ... and maybe is the time to stop being afraid and let all those silly emotions control me.”
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
14
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
The day ended ... and maybe there is a message in this story
... but i will let you define it ... as you want.
At the proper time ... we will all understand ....
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
15
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
Sometimes your emotions might not be yours, even if you believe so ... but a fact generated by the influence of other people’s emotions
There are times when we see a situation in a certain way, but someone comes and totally change our perception about that situation .... and we start to believe that the real truth is what that person told us.
Depending of the impact of that issue on us ... our emotions becomes similar with the ones of the person that influenced us, even if not long time ago we believed something totally different.
An old lady, which is my neighbor ... recently told me a story about her nephew that had a building in the city near us, rented to different persons from our area.
Bill ... had about 15 tenants and one of them ... Michael ... started to take drugs ... which made him change a lot ... as a human being.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
16
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
Bill had a big experience dealing with clients, but even if he and Michael used to be very good friends ... something happened and broke their connection.
In the beginning ... Bill had not the ability to see and accept that drugs can ruin very close friendships and turn friends into real enemies.
Would laugh if someone would tell him that .... but he could
not imagine what will soon happen.
Michael resigned the contract with him, left the building, but also called all the people living there ... telling all kinds of lies about him and the building.
He mentioned that Bill was calling them ... idiots, stupids, retards ... that the water from the building was infected and they could die because of that ... and guess what??!
Even if everyone was very happy in there and had no complain ... even if they liked Bill ... they started to dislike him and think about what Michael told them.
They all knew that the guy was taking drugs ... and they also knew the impact of drugs on the human mind ... but still Michael succeeded to influence them.
Half of them believed him ... and left the building also. The other half ... still remained in there ... but were still thinking at what Michael told them.
But the naive Bill ... could not believe that a person with such contradictory ideas in his mind, depending on the quantity of drugs he was consuming in that day ... had so much impact on the minds and emotions of people that never consumed drugs.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
17
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
It was really unbelievable ... but still a real case scenario ...
and probably a lesson of life for Bill.
He had to smile and find new clients for his apartments and just accept, but also ignore the fact that people as Michael, that are suffering of the illusory dance of contradictory emotions ... can have such a powerful influence on the others.
A person that lost him minds and has no control on
himself ... made those people believe his ideas from the time when he was under the effect of drugs.
Bill thought ... they are normal and in the same time intelligent people ... not realizing how easy a negative person could change the thoughts and the emotions of the people from his life.
So ... what do you really think?! ... was Bill a negative character ... or Michael?!
I believe is irrelevant ... but what we should keep in mind ...
is that we should pay more attention and filter better the ideas came from the people around us.
Truth be told ... people with contradictory thoughts and emotions ... are dangerous ... and maybe the only advice could be to ignore them ... and let them live in their illusory world, without permitting to influence us.
So ... let’s enjoy life and accept that influences exists ... but we should connect only at the beautiful vibes and forget about the ugly ones.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
18
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
But still blocking ... will not block
the connection
She writes him:
“I am amazed ... you unblocked me.
How’s that?!
I don’t understand!”.
He smiles ... with a huge smile on his funny face ... seeing the message from her ... and replying: “Hahaha!
How’s that you checked that i unblocked you?!
I don’t understand”.
Annoyed ... even if she loved him a lot ... and was so happy cause he unblocked her ... she blocks him again.
It was the episode 137 ... of blocking ... but of course looked as the final one.
What he understood from the whole story was the fact that you can block someone on any channel, but if it is real connection .... you can’t block the connection between the souls.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
19
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
Blocking becomes useless ... and he realized it even if it took so much time to him.
But she was still loving and hating him ... almost in the same time.
Was missing him a lot ... and was unhappy cause he was not unblocking her, but still ... in a weird way, difficult to be understood ... when he unblocked her ... she just wrote few words ... and then she blocked him ... one more time.
They were acting like 2 kids of 5 years old ... but they loved each other a lot.
He missed the chance to tell her ... how much he loves her. She missed the chance to tell him ... that was suffering a lot without his love.
But the balance of those contradictory feelings ... did not permitted them to continue that amazing love story. Arguing was more important ... so they remained blocked again ... without understanding that this dance of emotions was controlling but also ruining their chance of being ... happy.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
20
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
For a perfect life ... it would be amazing as Santa Claus and karmic emergency doctors to exist ... for real and not care anymore about our problems.
Carlos was a successful real estate investor from Sao Paulo, Brazil.
He was building luxury apartment buildings close to the center of the city and everybody was amazed of his work. Everyone thought that Carlos got rich from the real estate business, but he actually had a dark past.
He always wanted to have a luxurious life .... loved women,
night clubs ... drugs and everything was illegal or immoral and could make him feel alive.
His businesses from the early beginning ... were illegal ... but being so damm lucky he was never caught.
There were just few times when he could enter into problems with the police, but because corruption was something normal at that time in Sao Paolo, he was saved in the last moment, by a friend that had very good connections.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
21
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
And like any other smart guy ... Carlos considered that he was born under a lucky star ... and ignored all those signs from the Universe.
But later on ... in the moment when he got married ... having a beautiful family with 3 children ... he continued the illegal business, but in a much elegant way.
Everyone saw Carlos and his family ... as the perfect case scenario for a beautiful life.
They were admired by all the people that knew them.
And basically his life was totally arranged.
He has a very beautiful house, same as the ones of wealthy persons he knew, a gorgeous wife ... Maria ... who came from Argentina not so long ago ... and 3 amazing kids.
If you were looking at them ... you could swear that the
picture with them was one of the best motivational posts
from social media.
The perfect life.
... the perfect scenario.
But one day ... police is calling Carlos.
He had no idea what it was about ... and was totally surprised to see that they reminded him of the illegal facts from his past.
He totally forgot everything ... and could not believe it ...
cause when everything was so well arranged .... and he was
living a hollywoodian story ... the police comes to say ... “Wake up! It was just a dream! We need to talk about your past”.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
22
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
He started to be overwhelmed by all kinds of contradictory emotions ... still not believing what was happening.
But .... he remembers about his friend from the past ... and
advised by his wife ... calls him and meets in coffee shop. His friend smiles ... realizing that it’s actually a karmic problem ... and Carlos needs a favor from Santa Claus or a karmic emergency doctor ... to be saved.
He was not Santa ... but knew from his experience and readings everything about karma.
Liking Carlos ... he decides to help him one more time ... but still asking himself why when we live the life we always wanted ... that amazing result of a tremendous success ...
karma appears from nowhere ... knocks on the door saying ... “Remember me?! ... We need to talk! There is a lesson you missed from the school of life ... but it’s never too late to learn it now”.
But will Carlos learn the karmic life lesson if he is so easily saved by his friend ... that had so many good connections?! The friend was still thinking if Carlos needs to be saved ... or let him see the lesson ... and start the difficult journey with authorities ... cleaning his past ... by cleaning his karma.
It was difficult to realize if he needs to tell Carlos about what karma really means or simple help him ... like a karmic emergency doctor.
He was smiling ... realizing that he became kind of a doctor ... and even one more important as a veterinarian, a dentist, a surgery doctor ... or any other type of doctors.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
23
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
And .... same as a surgery doctor ... is taking care of the
liver surgery to an alcoholic ... hoping that the patient will understand after being saved ... that he needs to totally forget about alcohol ... in the same way he needed to save Carlos ... hoping that he will understand the lesson of life ... and totally forget about illegal stuff.
In Brazil of those times ... you could still do anything you want ... but it was the time of awakening for Carlos.
He needed to be saved ... one more time by his friend ... but in the same time ... understand the lesson ... so that he could continue in peace his perfect life ... and be again that motivational symbol for all the people that knew and admired him.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
24
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
Annoying someone we dislike ... became
a real pleasure .... but is it a
right thing to do?!
Well ... first of all i should say that .... it all depends if you
did it on purpose ... or it just happened.
But my question is why we like to annoy even the people that we are in love with?!
Hmm ... quite an abstract behavior ... i know, but it’s all about the balance of contradictory emotions ... and the person that is fall in love is jumping from feelings of liking and disliking that person ... from one moment to another. And we start creating this non sense habit of ... annoying them.
So ... if we end up annoying the people we love ... why should we bother to ask ourselves why we annoy the people that we constantly dislike?!
Too difficult to understand all is happening to us .... but there
is a very simple conclusion.
We love the ... non sense.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
25
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
We have a weird tendency of practicing the non sense ... and actually live in a world dominated by these kinds of actions. But still ... why we do it?!
Are we so stupids ... as we might look?!
We can act today in a proper way ... and one day later ... in a very silly one ... trying to destroy the vibe of those persons that we dislike.
Just can’t stop doing it ... not even in the times when we are in a love story ... and neither in the real life ... but i still wonder why?!
Well ... in the moment when we say ... stop ... to everything we do in the daily life ... analyze and define all our actions ...
we suddenly realize that this balance of contradictory emotions is totally dominating the scenario of the present moment.
All looks like a non sense ... but still we don’t do anything to remove this dance of emotions ... and as long as we do it even with the ones we love ... there is almost no way of healing ourselves.
I personally try to cure myself ... of this disease of annoying people ... and started to focus more on questioning myself ... why do i actually dislike them.
What do i see on the timeline of my life that i dislike so much?!
It is in fact a pleasure ... annoying then?!
Well ... there is just one answer i have ... the nonsense is still defining my life ... cause i still accept balancing myself all the time from positive to negative vibes.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
26
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
Becoming free of inhibitions ... he realized that you don’t need a Rolls-Royce for an amazing love story ... and that a scooter is quite enough.
