but the joy of being near some people that you love ... and you also love spending time with. And you can actually be happy with them anywhere in the world.
That can be the most expensive apartment in LA or the cheapest house from Botswana.
Do you really believe that we cannot meet pigmies from the african joungle ... that can tell us that they are feeling amazing in their homes?!
There is no $50,000,000 property in there ... and they actually live in the most primitive ways ... like the human from ancient times ... but still ... happiness might be present in there also.
The amazing feelings of joy or the ugly unhappiness ... do not care if we are poor or millionaires ... or even billionaires. So ... no matter who we are ... maybe it’s time to define better the environment where we live ... and what we call ... home.
It’s nice to dream of a beautiful house ... and it’s ok to
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
94
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
admire very expensive properties that look amazing ... but we should always keep in mind that the environment is also defined by the people near us ... not just the place itself.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
95
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
Connecting ... then pretending we disconnect ... so that we end up reconnecting again.
A trick used by all the ones that are in a real love story.
Being in love is ... dangerous.
I always thoughts so ... and actually all the times when i did
it ... i lost control on myself.
... but i liked it.
I felt alive.
I remember the trick that all the humans are doing when they are in love and that is ... connect .... then just pretending to disconnect and then reconnect again.
I used to do that also ... even if i was overwhelmed by my emotions.
But in time ... i realized that in a real connection between 2 souls ... it can’t really exist disconnection.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
96
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
We can play around ... not liking certain things ... but we end up missing too much the soul we love ... and we come back. We find different reasons to talk ... one more time ... and sometimes we even use non senses .... just to appear in front of each other.
We know how powerful this trick is ... cause once we see again that lovely soul ... both partners becomes overwhelmed by ... emotions.
We later understand ... that everything can be defined as a dance of feelings and emotions ... but even if it is so dangerous ... we accept the dance as part of the story ... the love story.
And even if the emotions are so contradictory ... even if we try or pretend we try to disconnect ... we see how powerful is the connection between 2 real soul mates.
And we continue ... playing around ... but also accept the balance of unclear emotions ... so difficult to be defined by someone that did not had the chance to experience what really means ... being in love.
It all looks like a ... non sense ... connect, disconnect ...
reconnect ... but it’s all part of the script.
... and we continue dancing ... with the soulmate, but also with our ... abstract emotions.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
97
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
Sharing the partners ... a contradictory modern concept that is actually helping us understand that we don’t own any person ... but we can enjoy every
soul around us.
... an abstract method of forcing us to
practice the art of detachment.
When i first heard about the concept of swingers ... i found it totally disgusting.
I could not believe there are people on this planet with such a sick mind.
Recently ... a dear friend ... Leo ... who’s from Vegas ... told me his story that was so related with the subject.
He actually could not accept the concept either and totally
condemned this kind of behavior ... not realizing that he was
still young and that life will probably offer him all kinds of
strange experiences.
And guess what?!
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
98
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
Life put him in the position of sharing the person he loved ...
with someone else.
But it was funny cause the Universe did not bothered to ask him is he wants to practice the concept of swinging ... or not. It just happened.
He thought he can have a love affair with someone else’s wife ... and that lady will have sexual contacts only with him. But he was also expecting as his wife to be a good person and ignore that he cheated on her and not revenge on him ... by cheating him back.
But guess what?!
This ... just happened.
Leo cheated his wife because he wanted to experience something new ... being bothered just with the life from home ... but karma played around ... and Leo received the same result back from his wife.
Without even noticing he became same as the swingers ...
the ones that he detested so much.
But what was the difference between what he did and a swinger ... because ... in fact ...the result was the same?! Leo changed for a short period of time his wife with another lady ... that was in fact married ... but his wife did the same as a reply to his actions.
You see the only difference is that they did not discussed the situation before doing it ... because doing all that ... maybe the desire existed on the both sides.
Leo’s wife was not agreeing the swingers concept either ...
but she was acting same as them.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
99
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
You see ... what i actually want to say is that many times in life we refuse to accept different kind of weird concepts ...
and we end up doing it in a unconscious way ... without realizing it.
I know ... life is weird.
I know it by a long, long time.
We watch tv and see at the news that someone was arrested because of fraud ... and we even judge that person ... but one day we just do the same.
We hear a story that someone betrayal his family just because of his business ... we condemned that behavior ... and few years later we just do the same.
The list ... is probably huge ... and truth be told we have a dark side inside of us ... and even if we see it so clear and we judge everyone around that is doing something wrong ....
later on we do the same ... but maybe in a unconscious way. Yes ... we have a weird attraction to experience weird things ... but ... maybe the difference between Leo and a swinger is that the swinger was accepting the journey on the path he wanted to follow.
There could be many reasons and one of them could be that the swingers wants that as ... an abstract method of forcing themselves to practice the art of detachment.
The same .... the one is doing the fraud is trying to force
things to get rich sooner ... probably not realizing that he already have enough money to be happy.
We have this abstract desire of more and a hunger of experiences ... some of them being illicit ... and we go to
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
100
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
that direction both ways ... conscious or unconscious.
So ... maybe is time to stop judging people ... and better ask why they did what they did ... and if we will follow the paths of those experiences also.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
101
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
You just can’t be aemotional when you meet again someone with who you had an amazing love story in the past
James was in love with Alice years ago.
They are both my friends and i know them by already a lifetime... so i know all about them.
Bottomline ... they are soul mates ... but because they were acting as Mr Ego and Mrs Vanity ... they ended up their amazing love story.
They got married with ... someone else.
Had beautiful children ... and all they ever wanted ... but still they were feeling that something is missing from their life, but did not know what.
After years they meet one day by accident ... they talk for hours and suddenly realized that even if they have everything life can offer to a human being .... love was missing from their heart.
.... but now it was too late.
They had beautiful families at home and divorce would be a
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
102
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
nightmare for the kids from both sides.
And while they were chatting ... Alice is coming with the idea that they should be just lovers ... and continue their love story.
James smiles to her
“Alice ... i’ve been overwhelmed by emotions one million times because of you. Do you expect to become aemotional this time?!”
Alice was a wise person and knew how to talk to him ...
“Listen James! After so many years i still love you .... but i
want this time to live near your soul ... a love without expectations.
I will just infinitely love you ... and ask nothing in return.
And you will do the same also.
We already fucked up everything years ago ... there is nothing else to be destroyed.
So ... let’s try this time .... just to enjoy the story”.
James was meditating a lot to her words.
It was actually a non sense proposal ... to love her in an aemotional way ... but he knew that if he will let her enter again in his heart ... his soul will be fulfilled with lots of contradictory emotions.
And still ... he liked her ... in fact he was liking her a lot ....
and she was feeling the same about him.
What they were actually expecting was to do it one more time ... but this time just enjoy the story without any expectations.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
103
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
Alice was somehow talking about an aemotional love story ... but James knew that he loves her too much to forget about attachment.
Was hoping ... he could do it ... but ... they both knew that they were just lying each other
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
104
That can be the most expensive apartment in LA or the cheapest house from Botswana.
Do you really believe that we cannot meet pigmies from the african joungle ... that can tell us that they are feeling amazing in their homes?!
There is no $50,000,000 property in there ... and they actually live in the most primitive ways ... like the human from ancient times ... but still ... happiness might be present in there also.
The amazing feelings of joy or the ugly unhappiness ... do not care if we are poor or millionaires ... or even billionaires. So ... no matter who we are ... maybe it’s time to define better the environment where we live ... and what we call ... home.
It’s nice to dream of a beautiful house ... and it’s ok to
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
94
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
admire very expensive properties that look amazing ... but we should always keep in mind that the environment is also defined by the people near us ... not just the place itself.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
95
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
Connecting ... then pretending we disconnect ... so that we end up reconnecting again.
A trick used by all the ones that are in a real love story.
Being in love is ... dangerous.
I always thoughts so ... and actually all the times when i did
it ... i lost control on myself.
... but i liked it.
I felt alive.
I remember the trick that all the humans are doing when they are in love and that is ... connect .... then just pretending to disconnect and then reconnect again.
I used to do that also ... even if i was overwhelmed by my emotions.
But in time ... i realized that in a real connection between 2 souls ... it can’t really exist disconnection.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
96
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
We can play around ... not liking certain things ... but we end up missing too much the soul we love ... and we come back. We find different reasons to talk ... one more time ... and sometimes we even use non senses .... just to appear in front of each other.
We know how powerful this trick is ... cause once we see again that lovely soul ... both partners becomes overwhelmed by ... emotions.
We later understand ... that everything can be defined as a dance of feelings and emotions ... but even if it is so dangerous ... we accept the dance as part of the story ... the love story.
And even if the emotions are so contradictory ... even if we try or pretend we try to disconnect ... we see how powerful is the connection between 2 real soul mates.
And we continue ... playing around ... but also accept the balance of unclear emotions ... so difficult to be defined by someone that did not had the chance to experience what really means ... being in love.
It all looks like a ... non sense ... connect, disconnect ...
reconnect ... but it’s all part of the script.
... and we continue dancing ... with the soulmate, but also with our ... abstract emotions.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
97
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
Sharing the partners ... a contradictory modern concept that is actually helping us understand that we don’t own any person ... but we can enjoy every
soul around us.
... an abstract method of forcing us to
practice the art of detachment.
When i first heard about the concept of swingers ... i found it totally disgusting.
I could not believe there are people on this planet with such a sick mind.
Recently ... a dear friend ... Leo ... who’s from Vegas ... told me his story that was so related with the subject.
He actually could not accept the concept either and totally
condemned this kind of behavior ... not realizing that he was
still young and that life will probably offer him all kinds of
strange experiences.
And guess what?!
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
98
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
Life put him in the position of sharing the person he loved ...
with someone else.
But it was funny cause the Universe did not bothered to ask him is he wants to practice the concept of swinging ... or not. It just happened.
He thought he can have a love affair with someone else’s wife ... and that lady will have sexual contacts only with him. But he was also expecting as his wife to be a good person and ignore that he cheated on her and not revenge on him ... by cheating him back.
But guess what?!
This ... just happened.
Leo cheated his wife because he wanted to experience something new ... being bothered just with the life from home ... but karma played around ... and Leo received the same result back from his wife.
Without even noticing he became same as the swingers ...
the ones that he detested so much.
But what was the difference between what he did and a swinger ... because ... in fact ...the result was the same?! Leo changed for a short period of time his wife with another lady ... that was in fact married ... but his wife did the same as a reply to his actions.
You see the only difference is that they did not discussed the situation before doing it ... because doing all that ... maybe the desire existed on the both sides.
Leo’s wife was not agreeing the swingers concept either ...
but she was acting same as them.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
99
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
You see ... what i actually want to say is that many times in life we refuse to accept different kind of weird concepts ...
and we end up doing it in a unconscious way ... without realizing it.
I know ... life is weird.
I know it by a long, long time.
We watch tv and see at the news that someone was arrested because of fraud ... and we even judge that person ... but one day we just do the same.
We hear a story that someone betrayal his family just because of his business ... we condemned that behavior ... and few years later we just do the same.
The list ... is probably huge ... and truth be told we have a dark side inside of us ... and even if we see it so clear and we judge everyone around that is doing something wrong ....
later on we do the same ... but maybe in a unconscious way. Yes ... we have a weird attraction to experience weird things ... but ... maybe the difference between Leo and a swinger is that the swinger was accepting the journey on the path he wanted to follow.
There could be many reasons and one of them could be that the swingers wants that as ... an abstract method of forcing themselves to practice the art of detachment.
The same .... the one is doing the fraud is trying to force
things to get rich sooner ... probably not realizing that he already have enough money to be happy.
We have this abstract desire of more and a hunger of experiences ... some of them being illicit ... and we go to
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
100
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
that direction both ways ... conscious or unconscious.
So ... maybe is time to stop judging people ... and better ask why they did what they did ... and if we will follow the paths of those experiences also.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
101
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
You just can’t be aemotional when you meet again someone with who you had an amazing love story in the past
James was in love with Alice years ago.
They are both my friends and i know them by already a lifetime... so i know all about them.
Bottomline ... they are soul mates ... but because they were acting as Mr Ego and Mrs Vanity ... they ended up their amazing love story.
They got married with ... someone else.
Had beautiful children ... and all they ever wanted ... but still they were feeling that something is missing from their life, but did not know what.
After years they meet one day by accident ... they talk for hours and suddenly realized that even if they have everything life can offer to a human being .... love was missing from their heart.
.... but now it was too late.
They had beautiful families at home and divorce would be a
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
102
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
nightmare for the kids from both sides.
And while they were chatting ... Alice is coming with the idea that they should be just lovers ... and continue their love story.
James smiles to her
“Alice ... i’ve been overwhelmed by emotions one million times because of you. Do you expect to become aemotional this time?!”
Alice was a wise person and knew how to talk to him ...
“Listen James! After so many years i still love you .... but i
want this time to live near your soul ... a love without expectations.
I will just infinitely love you ... and ask nothing in return.
And you will do the same also.
We already fucked up everything years ago ... there is nothing else to be destroyed.
So ... let’s try this time .... just to enjoy the story”.
James was meditating a lot to her words.
It was actually a non sense proposal ... to love her in an aemotional way ... but he knew that if he will let her enter again in his heart ... his soul will be fulfilled with lots of contradictory emotions.
And still ... he liked her ... in fact he was liking her a lot ....
and she was feeling the same about him.
What they were actually expecting was to do it one more time ... but this time just enjoy the story without any expectations.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
103
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
Alice was somehow talking about an aemotional love story ... but James knew that he loves her too much to forget about attachment.
Was hoping ... he could do it ... but ... they both knew that they were just lying each other
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
104
