THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
THE MUSE.
A NON SENSE NEED
OF ILLUSIONS
Adrian G Dumitru
Adrian G Dumitru
1
THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
Title: THE MUSE. A NON SENSE NEED OF ILLUSIONS
Year: 2021
Author: Adrian G Dumitru
Adrian G Dumitru
2
THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
GIVE ME A MUSE AND I WILL PAINT
FOR YOU A WORLD SO BRIGHT YOU
MUST CLOSE YOUR EYES TO SEE
Atticus
Adrian G Dumitru
3
THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
This book is a dedication for the one I used as a raining coat … all the times I wanted to heal my soul.
Adrian G Dumitru
Adrian G Dumitru
4
THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
INTRODUCTION
The Muse.
A non sense need of illusions.
We are looking for inspiration all around ... till we find out that the
inspiration is just not coming.
We look all around.
We are looking for something or someone that can give us a great vibe ... everyday.
And one day ... we believe we found that we are looking for.
She ... is the Muse.
All great people from history, great artists, politicians, leaders, writers, poets, businessmen ... all of them, at one point ... they had an amazing muse that inspired them at a great dream.
The muse gave them the confidence of believing in themselves and they always thought that the inspiration came from that person. But inspiration is actually coming from the Universe, and represent the connection between us and Divinity.
The muse is not ... the Divinity ... but maybe being in such a story, we understand how we can connect to the Infinite.
But can we, the ordinary people, learn to connect to then Universe, just as a monk does it ... without any love story?!
Can we find this power in ourselves ... to find that greatness without
the help of a loved muse?!
What is her sense?!
Is she the one that reveals the beauty and the huge powers locked in our spirits?!
Can the secret of greatness comes just by having a love story ... or we should start studying how a monk is using his powers to
Adrian G Dumitru
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THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
understand the laws of the Universe, just by connecting to himself ...
and then to the Infinite?!
A muse looks like a non sense illusion.
But ... all great people used the trick to connect to the Universe this way.
Maybe ... the need of a muse is just a preliminary stage before you understand that in fact everything is in yourself.
The muse is only the one that is whispering you the great secret about yourself ... that you are an amazing human being and that you can be ... whoever you dream to be.
The muse is indeed an illusion ... a beautiful one ... but one day you will just understand that everything you need is already in yourself. The real non sense that you should analyze ... and focus a lot on it ... is why we don’t believe in ourselves?!
... and why we need this adorable person to whisper beautiful words to us ... when we can think as a monk?! Just think about it!
Adrian G Dumitru
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THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
Visualizing the prototype of the best partener you could ever have
I think everyone knows today about the law of attraction ... and how it works.
It says that it’s all about ... ask, believe, receive.
But the big question is what do you ask?!
If today, if you could have a talk with the Universe ... you think you could be wise enough to ask the best partner that could be a perfect match for you?!
... just that ... nothing more.
Or ... are you sure that you really know what you are looking for?!
How would you define the perfect partner?!
Imagine you are a millionaire ... the best partner should be a trophy woman?!
What if you are a philosopher ... you think you need a woman that writes poems?!
You have so many thoughts in your mind ... and i believe that after a while all of us know what we really want ... from the color of the hair, the profession, the way that person speaks etc etc.
We define it in a very good way ... but we miss a very small detail ...
the kind of connection with that person.
So ... what if instead of a top model girl ... or a rich, handsome businessman ... we just ask to the Universe ... “i want the best partner that you believe is best for me ... a partner that i could have the best connection with”.
Perfect match ... actually means perfect connection ... real “chemistry” ... combined maybe with what you ... visualize as the prototype of the best partener you could ever have.
Adrian G Dumitru
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THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
It’s a mixed concept between what you want ... and what the Universe believes is better for you.
... but i am sure that you Ego still believes that knows better.
Adrian G Dumitru
8
THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
Do we really need a soul mate?!
I saw for many times the words " soul mates".
We all agree that the soul is not something physical ... so, does the soul need a mate or is this DESIRE for an untrained mind, body's desire?
i think the SOUL doesn't need anything, including a... "mate" ... but it ‘s nice to meet someone that looks like a good friend of your soul.
It happens that i met many people, that after being disappointed into a love story ... or even a marriage that in fact was not a love story ... they discovered the beauty of solitude.
Today i see them changed in a beautiful way.
... always being calm, relaxed, smiling ... in fact the opposite of how i saw them in the past ... angry all the time, stressed and never with a smile on the face.
They all told me one common thing ... that they found out that everything is in themselves ... and don’t need anybody as them to feel happy.
They somehow discovered a state of happiness that is independent of any other human being.
Their own soul is their best friend.
All those people continued life and not as a monk ... and they still are involved in other relationships, but i see them today more detached of ... everything.
The new story maybe gives them joyfulness, but they are not happy mainly because of that story.
They are happy cause they have a life ... and that they can enjoy it. Is not the fact that they are in a story, but the simple fact that they can enjoy life in anything they do.
Adrian G Dumitru
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THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
The search for a soulmate just ... stoped.
And even the search for happiness.
Everything just comes by itself.
So does the soul needs a soul mate?!
Maybe ... this is only a stage of life ... when you need the support of someone else.
But later on ... you just discover that everything is in yourself ... and you need nothing and nobody ... to make you enjoy the beauty of life. Is nothing wrong in looking for a soulmate ... but also try to find your soul.
...and maybe that should be the first thing to do.
Adrian G Dumitru
10
THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
The perfect relationship is the one that is never losing the energy of beginning
It happens i have 2 dear friends, a beautiful lady and a very wealthy gentleman ... that are always looking for something new in their lives. But something new does not mean a new pair of shoes, a new car ... or a new trip.
For the 2 of them ... the pleasure of something new, means a new person ... and meeting again the energy of beginning.
That is changing the vibe ... and live again those intensive and beautiful emotions that we usually have when being in the first stage of the relationship.
But i wonder why is happening that we do not feel so well after one year ... or two ... or even 10?!
Why in the beginning everything is excellent, and then ... the magic is disappearing?!
What is actually changing?!
Should we discuss in a honest way?!
Well ... truth be told ... in the beginning we like what we see. We have a connection and in a macroscopic way ... we just love everything.
The blindness ... is the main definition of what is actually happening, but we go on ... saying that everything is perfect and nothing will ever change.
We are in love ... but i wonder myself if we are in love with the story or with the partner?!
But, you see, in life usually nothing is what it usually looks like ... but that’s life ... a series of tests ....or lessons.
In fact nothing is changing in the story ... but only your perception
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THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS A collection of love essays
about the story.
The story starts to be seen in a different way ... cause you start to see things in a microscopic way ... and everything as the real way it is.
The pleasure you had not so long time ago, the intensity of your feelings ... everything is different.
In fact ...you see that everything is only an illusion ... and the blindness you had, but disappeared ... made as the relationship to lose that beautiful energy of the beginning. The illusion because a desillusion.
Can you change something?!
Well ... you could accept everything ... enjoy the things and situations the Universe offered you ... even if all you saw was only a silly illusion ... that you felt so intense.
That person did not lied to you ... you were the only one that lied yourself.
You were in love with the illusion from your mind ... a perception of something you wanted to have, but in fact ... after analyzing in a microscopic way ... you just realise that is not what it looks like.
So the illusion itself, was generated only by you ... and the awakening state is what you see today ... but you don’t like it anymore. The energy of the beginning ... was only the illusion.
... but what comes after an illusion?!
A new one ... or should i say ... a new test ... or a new lesson?! All we can see ... it’s only about us and how we see reality.
Real love exists ... but everything is related with our real intensions ...
and what we actually want from life.
And indeed .... the perfect relationship is the one that is never losing
the energy of beginning.
But we should be lucky enough to meet that person and wise enough not let him / her go away from the story with us.
Adrian G Dumitru
12
THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
The perfect path is not the planned one, but the one the connections between the 2 of you ... is whispering.
You know ... ordinary people don’t have plans.
Live the life, just as it is ... without any plans at all, but when they fall in love, this new idol, the loving partner, is giving them the power to dream again.
They start making plans ... very big ones.
Persons that never thought of having plans ... now totally changed and plan everything in very small details.
But i wonder myself why should we bother to make future plans if everything is just perfect?!
Why we just don’t follow the connection?
That should tell us everything is necessary ... and that should be actually the real path ... but we don’t have eyes to see ... or ears to hear the whispering of the Universe.
Today i believe that the perfect love story is one without any plans at all.
When you chat with your partner and you speak for many, many hours in a row ... there is no real plan of what you speak about. You stay in a coffee shop and you just enjoy being togheter ... and everything is perfect.
The perfect atmosphere anywhere you would be ... cause the connection is always there.
And everything is like that ... cause the perfect plan is that there is no real plan ... except the ability of enjoying the present moment with your dear partner.
When you will understand that ... the perfect path is not the planned one, but the one the connections between the 2 of you ... is
Adrian G Dumitru
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THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
whispering ... you will just let everything come by itself ... and the love story will continue to be amazing forever.
Adrian G Dumitru
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THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
“ I could be wrong, i could be right
... but i believe she is just trying to manipulate everything ... even if in fact everything was perfect”
Why do we feel the need to influence and in fact to manipulate everything in a certain way?!
Does the woman has a stronger desire in this direction?!
Or the man is doing the same?!
Let’s asume everything is perfect ... why should we try to influence and also dominate the relationship if the harmony is there?! Does it make sense?!
Why don’t we just focus on being inspired ... and get a good vibe from being togheter?!
Instead of trying to dominate the dynamic of the relationship and see in the partner a muse that can make us see the life in a beautiful, but also a great way ... why we have this absence of wisdom to manipulate things and actions?!
In life all beautiful things are not forced ... and everything comes by itself.
It says that KGB, in the 80’es seeing that they lose too much energy for controlling everything by force... invented the term persuasion. In fact this happened in the whole world ... cause applying force was not a good scenario anymore ... anywhere in the world.
But persuasion is just a nice term for the real meaning of manipulation.
And the use of manipulation is exclusively for the useless desire of domination.
Is hard for me to understand the real meaning of this desire ... but i believe the path of harmony should be a much better one.
Adrian G Dumitru
15
THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
Trying to manipulate everything ... even if in fact everything is perfect ... is just not living a natural life.
Healthy relationships give us a good vibe all the time ... and we should follow the paths that inspire us ... beautiful vibes.
A collection of love essays
THE MUSE.
A NON SENSE NEED
OF ILLUSIONS
Adrian G Dumitru
Adrian G Dumitru
1
THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
Title: THE MUSE. A NON SENSE NEED OF ILLUSIONS
Year: 2021
Author: Adrian G Dumitru
Adrian G Dumitru
2
THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
GIVE ME A MUSE AND I WILL PAINT
FOR YOU A WORLD SO BRIGHT YOU
MUST CLOSE YOUR EYES TO SEE
Atticus
Adrian G Dumitru
3
THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
This book is a dedication for the one I used as a raining coat … all the times I wanted to heal my soul.
Adrian G Dumitru
Adrian G Dumitru
4
THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
INTRODUCTION
The Muse.
A non sense need of illusions.
We are looking for inspiration all around ... till we find out that the
inspiration is just not coming.
We look all around.
We are looking for something or someone that can give us a great vibe ... everyday.
And one day ... we believe we found that we are looking for.
She ... is the Muse.
All great people from history, great artists, politicians, leaders, writers, poets, businessmen ... all of them, at one point ... they had an amazing muse that inspired them at a great dream.
The muse gave them the confidence of believing in themselves and they always thought that the inspiration came from that person. But inspiration is actually coming from the Universe, and represent the connection between us and Divinity.
The muse is not ... the Divinity ... but maybe being in such a story, we understand how we can connect to the Infinite.
But can we, the ordinary people, learn to connect to then Universe, just as a monk does it ... without any love story?!
Can we find this power in ourselves ... to find that greatness without
the help of a loved muse?!
What is her sense?!
Is she the one that reveals the beauty and the huge powers locked in our spirits?!
Can the secret of greatness comes just by having a love story ... or we should start studying how a monk is using his powers to
Adrian G Dumitru
5
THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
understand the laws of the Universe, just by connecting to himself ...
and then to the Infinite?!
A muse looks like a non sense illusion.
But ... all great people used the trick to connect to the Universe this way.
Maybe ... the need of a muse is just a preliminary stage before you understand that in fact everything is in yourself.
The muse is only the one that is whispering you the great secret about yourself ... that you are an amazing human being and that you can be ... whoever you dream to be.
The muse is indeed an illusion ... a beautiful one ... but one day you will just understand that everything you need is already in yourself. The real non sense that you should analyze ... and focus a lot on it ... is why we don’t believe in ourselves?!
... and why we need this adorable person to whisper beautiful words to us ... when we can think as a monk?! Just think about it!
Adrian G Dumitru
6
THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
Visualizing the prototype of the best partener you could ever have
I think everyone knows today about the law of attraction ... and how it works.
It says that it’s all about ... ask, believe, receive.
But the big question is what do you ask?!
If today, if you could have a talk with the Universe ... you think you could be wise enough to ask the best partner that could be a perfect match for you?!
... just that ... nothing more.
Or ... are you sure that you really know what you are looking for?!
How would you define the perfect partner?!
Imagine you are a millionaire ... the best partner should be a trophy woman?!
What if you are a philosopher ... you think you need a woman that writes poems?!
You have so many thoughts in your mind ... and i believe that after a while all of us know what we really want ... from the color of the hair, the profession, the way that person speaks etc etc.
We define it in a very good way ... but we miss a very small detail ...
the kind of connection with that person.
So ... what if instead of a top model girl ... or a rich, handsome businessman ... we just ask to the Universe ... “i want the best partner that you believe is best for me ... a partner that i could have the best connection with”.
Perfect match ... actually means perfect connection ... real “chemistry” ... combined maybe with what you ... visualize as the prototype of the best partener you could ever have.
Adrian G Dumitru
7
THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
It’s a mixed concept between what you want ... and what the Universe believes is better for you.
... but i am sure that you Ego still believes that knows better.
Adrian G Dumitru
8
THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
Do we really need a soul mate?!
I saw for many times the words " soul mates".
We all agree that the soul is not something physical ... so, does the soul need a mate or is this DESIRE for an untrained mind, body's desire?
i think the SOUL doesn't need anything, including a... "mate" ... but it ‘s nice to meet someone that looks like a good friend of your soul.
It happens that i met many people, that after being disappointed into a love story ... or even a marriage that in fact was not a love story ... they discovered the beauty of solitude.
Today i see them changed in a beautiful way.
... always being calm, relaxed, smiling ... in fact the opposite of how i saw them in the past ... angry all the time, stressed and never with a smile on the face.
They all told me one common thing ... that they found out that everything is in themselves ... and don’t need anybody as them to feel happy.
They somehow discovered a state of happiness that is independent of any other human being.
Their own soul is their best friend.
All those people continued life and not as a monk ... and they still are involved in other relationships, but i see them today more detached of ... everything.
The new story maybe gives them joyfulness, but they are not happy mainly because of that story.
They are happy cause they have a life ... and that they can enjoy it. Is not the fact that they are in a story, but the simple fact that they can enjoy life in anything they do.
Adrian G Dumitru
9
THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
The search for a soulmate just ... stoped.
And even the search for happiness.
Everything just comes by itself.
So does the soul needs a soul mate?!
Maybe ... this is only a stage of life ... when you need the support of someone else.
But later on ... you just discover that everything is in yourself ... and you need nothing and nobody ... to make you enjoy the beauty of life. Is nothing wrong in looking for a soulmate ... but also try to find your soul.
...and maybe that should be the first thing to do.
Adrian G Dumitru
10
THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
The perfect relationship is the one that is never losing the energy of beginning
It happens i have 2 dear friends, a beautiful lady and a very wealthy gentleman ... that are always looking for something new in their lives. But something new does not mean a new pair of shoes, a new car ... or a new trip.
For the 2 of them ... the pleasure of something new, means a new person ... and meeting again the energy of beginning.
That is changing the vibe ... and live again those intensive and beautiful emotions that we usually have when being in the first stage of the relationship.
But i wonder why is happening that we do not feel so well after one year ... or two ... or even 10?!
Why in the beginning everything is excellent, and then ... the magic is disappearing?!
What is actually changing?!
Should we discuss in a honest way?!
Well ... truth be told ... in the beginning we like what we see. We have a connection and in a macroscopic way ... we just love everything.
The blindness ... is the main definition of what is actually happening, but we go on ... saying that everything is perfect and nothing will ever change.
We are in love ... but i wonder myself if we are in love with the story or with the partner?!
But, you see, in life usually nothing is what it usually looks like ... but that’s life ... a series of tests ....or lessons.
In fact nothing is changing in the story ... but only your perception
Adrian G Dumitru
11
THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS A collection of love essays
about the story.
The story starts to be seen in a different way ... cause you start to see things in a microscopic way ... and everything as the real way it is.
The pleasure you had not so long time ago, the intensity of your feelings ... everything is different.
In fact ...you see that everything is only an illusion ... and the blindness you had, but disappeared ... made as the relationship to lose that beautiful energy of the beginning. The illusion because a desillusion.
Can you change something?!
Well ... you could accept everything ... enjoy the things and situations the Universe offered you ... even if all you saw was only a silly illusion ... that you felt so intense.
That person did not lied to you ... you were the only one that lied yourself.
You were in love with the illusion from your mind ... a perception of something you wanted to have, but in fact ... after analyzing in a microscopic way ... you just realise that is not what it looks like.
So the illusion itself, was generated only by you ... and the awakening state is what you see today ... but you don’t like it anymore. The energy of the beginning ... was only the illusion.
... but what comes after an illusion?!
A new one ... or should i say ... a new test ... or a new lesson?! All we can see ... it’s only about us and how we see reality.
Real love exists ... but everything is related with our real intensions ...
and what we actually want from life.
And indeed .... the perfect relationship is the one that is never losing
the energy of beginning.
But we should be lucky enough to meet that person and wise enough not let him / her go away from the story with us.
Adrian G Dumitru
12
THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
The perfect path is not the planned one, but the one the connections between the 2 of you ... is whispering.
You know ... ordinary people don’t have plans.
Live the life, just as it is ... without any plans at all, but when they fall in love, this new idol, the loving partner, is giving them the power to dream again.
They start making plans ... very big ones.
Persons that never thought of having plans ... now totally changed and plan everything in very small details.
But i wonder myself why should we bother to make future plans if everything is just perfect?!
Why we just don’t follow the connection?
That should tell us everything is necessary ... and that should be actually the real path ... but we don’t have eyes to see ... or ears to hear the whispering of the Universe.
Today i believe that the perfect love story is one without any plans at all.
When you chat with your partner and you speak for many, many hours in a row ... there is no real plan of what you speak about. You stay in a coffee shop and you just enjoy being togheter ... and everything is perfect.
The perfect atmosphere anywhere you would be ... cause the connection is always there.
And everything is like that ... cause the perfect plan is that there is no real plan ... except the ability of enjoying the present moment with your dear partner.
When you will understand that ... the perfect path is not the planned one, but the one the connections between the 2 of you ... is
Adrian G Dumitru
13
THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
whispering ... you will just let everything come by itself ... and the love story will continue to be amazing forever.
Adrian G Dumitru
14
THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
“ I could be wrong, i could be right
... but i believe she is just trying to manipulate everything ... even if in fact everything was perfect”
Why do we feel the need to influence and in fact to manipulate everything in a certain way?!
Does the woman has a stronger desire in this direction?!
Or the man is doing the same?!
Let’s asume everything is perfect ... why should we try to influence and also dominate the relationship if the harmony is there?! Does it make sense?!
Why don’t we just focus on being inspired ... and get a good vibe from being togheter?!
Instead of trying to dominate the dynamic of the relationship and see in the partner a muse that can make us see the life in a beautiful, but also a great way ... why we have this absence of wisdom to manipulate things and actions?!
In life all beautiful things are not forced ... and everything comes by itself.
It says that KGB, in the 80’es seeing that they lose too much energy for controlling everything by force... invented the term persuasion. In fact this happened in the whole world ... cause applying force was not a good scenario anymore ... anywhere in the world.
But persuasion is just a nice term for the real meaning of manipulation.
And the use of manipulation is exclusively for the useless desire of domination.
Is hard for me to understand the real meaning of this desire ... but i believe the path of harmony should be a much better one.
Adrian G Dumitru
15
THE MUSE. A NON SENSE MUSE OF ILLUSIONS
A collection of love essays
Trying to manipulate everything ... even if in fact everything is perfect ... is just not living a natural life.
Healthy relationships give us a good vibe all the time ... and we should follow the paths that inspire us ... beautiful vibes.
