take months to solve the issue.
Little by little what i thought that it’s something normal … became over night an obsession for me.
And the worst part is that i’ve became dominated by this obsession.
Whatever i would do … i can’t stop thinking about it.
I just …. can’t stand it anymore … and i think it’s enough.
My vibe is fucked up by weeks … and i can’t focus on
anything else.
What should i do?!”
So … what the hell should i tell to such a person?!
Even if i don’t know him so well … i had lots of moments when i felt that he knows much more than i do about spirituality or personal growth.
So … what kind of advice should i give to Charlie?! I was with Paul.
Paul smiles … and sends me a movie with a beautiful lady.
“Paul … what is this?!”
“Just send him the link.
If he is smart enough ….the guy will see the message.
He just needs to change his focus on something else … and maybe something that would give him a great vibe.
He is not realizing yet that we should not let the obsession dominate our lives.
And probably he needs kind … of an emergency doctor … for his vibe.
A lady like that … from the movie … and maybe a vacation on the seaside it’s the perfect cure for your friend.
Forget about books, quotes and other theoretical concepts.
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Is … useless!”
Paul was right.
So … i sent to Charlie the movie … and a smile.
Few days later he replies … “Yes … you were right … ”.
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This used to be a beautiful villa … but now is a ruin.
It all depends on what frame you look on the timeline … of that place
I was in a big park, near the Danube.
Beautiful trees … beautiful weather.
The perfect day … in the nature, but still close to the city.
I was walking on the alleys of the park … and suddenly i see something that certainly used to be … a beautiful villa … long, long time ago.
It was in an excellent location.
Most probably, the park itself … and the villa belonged to a rich familly … maybe 100 years ago.
I close my eyes and i try to connect to that place … from that time.
I see the same trees … the same Danube river …. the same
beauty of the nature … but also the beautiful villa.
I see the owners of the place.
It was kind of a royal family from that area.
Everyone was happy … in that place.
I look at their vibes … and i like everything i see.
I open my eyes again … and everything is almost the same … except the fact that the villa is a ruin now.
The owners of the place … are dead by a long time.
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But the visitors from the park … are enjoying today the stay in there.
I study their vibes …. and i like what i see.
The place itself still induces beautiful vibes.
To me …. and all the people that came to visit it and walk on
the alleys of the park.
I look at the ruin … and i understand the volatility of the human creation.
I look at the trees and the river and i see the eternity of the creations …. done by the Universe.
But most of all … i love the vibe of the place.
Even the villa … which is a ruin today … and actually a piece of history …. has its … charm.
It’s so nice … connecting to … beautiful places.
I just … love it.
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“The ghost appeared every night.
On and on and … on.
It reminded me of the past.
The ghost was …. Me.”
James was living close to Liverpool.
He was writing me from time to time … discussing about the impact of the vibe in our lives.
We always tried to find together tips and tricks for a beautiful life, but ended most of the times defining how easy it is to destroy the vibe ….and ruin our days.
Everything looked liked …. we never knew and will never
know how to manage the energies behind the scene of life.
But one day … James writes me a message, very difficult to
be understood deeply:
“Hey Gabriel!
Hope you are ok … and the calmness is dominating your life. I don’t even know to start telling you this story, cause i might look so ridiculous.
You see … every night before going to sleep … i hear doors opening.
Every … every night.
And sometimes i hear how someone is closing these doors. It’s like some kind of entities … are visiting us every night … but we feel them more and more present.
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We really don’t know what to do.
Somehow our vibe is fucked up … every night, before we go to sleep.
Me and my wife are really worried.” I smiled.
“Listen James! What if the ghost is about your past?!
Usually the ghosts come to remember us about something
important, but unrevealed at that moment when it happened.
What if the ghost is …you?!”
“Come on … don’t be ridiculous!”
I saw Peter … a little bit annoyed … but then he calmed down himself a little bit.
“Maybe. Who the hell knows.
Maybe that me from the past … keep appearing on and on … to simple remember … that the one i used to be … is not … dead … anymore.
Yes … i know … i changed a lot in the last few years …. but …
maybe something is not solved inside of this story called … past.”
“Yes. And the ghost might be you.
In the night … overwhelmed by silence … you totally forget
about everything.
It’s you … with you.
Then the doors opens.
Those …. you …. enter into your world … to remind that the
energy that used to define you … still exists.
Connect to those entities.
Find out what they want … and why they keep appearing on and on and on.
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Please understand that there is a message … you need to see.”
I suddenly see James … more relaxed.
“So … i should not be aware of …. the ghost.”
“Hmm! Why the hell should you be afraid of … yourself. Let those doors from the night to be opened …. embrace the
ghosts … understand them … connect to them and listen to their messages.
That’s maybe the only solution you’ve got ….unless you are a
magician.
You can’t get rid of the ghosts … if you don’t understand the message they are whispering to you.
Otherwise … your life will be fucked up … forever.
But for your case … everything is so damn simple … cause the ghost is … you.”
Peter started to laugh … replying … “I am such an … idiot … and so … blind.”
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“I was in love with her
sexual side. Damn it!”
(a real story)
I went few days ago to sign a contract for a loan with my bank.
They are always late.
A paper is missing, someone appears with an emergency to the credit officer, the computer stops working …. and
something that you thought it might take 10 minutes it ends up in 2 hours time.
You see … i usually get annoyed in such situations.
I could even be defined as the type of person that would start a scandal because of that delay … but the lady … in front of me … taking care of my paper … was …
I actually don’t even know how to define her … but she was shining.
I was exploring her beauty …. and she was so beautiful …
I loved her vibe.
And i just can’t believe i don’t start a scandal because of such a long delay.
What the hell is happening to me?!
Well … i have to admit … i was enjoying watching her … and few minutes later i even start to believe that i was in love …
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with her sexual side.
She was dress so nice.
So elegant.
but the truth was that i was not seeing her clothes.
If i would close my eyes … most probably i would see her …
naked … or almost naked.
Life is so damn funny.
Behind the nonsense of being so late at the bank … mostly for stupid reasons … i finally realize that the circumstances … took me in the position of living the joy of admiring such a beautiful lady.
But … how could i connect for real to her?! Especially to that sexual side … which i adore.
Maybe i should start with a smile … and let everything continue … and come by itself.
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Whatever improves your vibe … is welcomed in your life
I’ve been in a night club.
Saturday night … amazing music … and lots of happy faces. I was in sock seeing so many people … with such a great vibe.
Is funny cause i’ve been only few times in my life in the club … ignoring this type of having fun.
Or maybe it was not the need of having fun, but the search for great vibes.
And i love seeing that type of vibe.
My problem was that i could not connect to that atmosphere from there.
I liked the music … and it really was my type of music. The girls and the ladies around … looked so … good. But i was watching them … and could not connect to the energy of the club.
I smile … understanding that even if i was the only one from there that could not enjoy the night …. In the way i was
expected … it’s most probably because i was not in the right place … or with the right person.
I leave … trying to forget about my disappointment…. but still
… why the hell everyone has a great vibe … except myself?!
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It’s late in the night … and i am walking on the streets … meditating.
I realize i should not judge those people for feeling good there, cause whatever increase our vibes should be welcomed in our lives … but that was not the right path for me.
Maybe … i was searching for something deeper.
I was indeed chasing … for good vibes in the wrong place.
the wrong place for me … which all the others defined as the best one.
I had to simple continue … searching … but had no idea what i was searching for … except the fact that i knew i felt the need of beautiful vibes for my soul.
Maybe …. I have to learn to define better what i want … or feel …
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A morning without a
coffee …. just sucks
Have you ever wondered what is the meaning of the morning coffee in our lives?
Well … i almost can’t live without coffee.
And a morning without drinking it … is almost like a life … without sex.
I smile … remembering that every time when i become closer to a new lady friend … i first ask … “Do you like coffee?!” … and then … “Do you like sex?!”
Sometimes … i even wonder … what do i love more … coffee or sex?!
In my belief … coffee helps … for meditation … and it helps a lot.
Somehow is perfect … for reconnecting to reality … especially in the morning, when we wake up.
But it’s about a connecting to the beautiful energies of the day that just starts.
Drinking coffee … becomes an art … and many, many people adore the process.
I could even say that it’s … a ritual.
Smelling the aroma of it … then drinking … and feeling it till the blood … the day starts in a beautiful way.
The coffee induces … a beautiful vibe …. keeping us
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connected to high vibration.
We start the day … relaxed …. having the confidence that
everything will run well.
The connection to reality … is what we actually wanted to have …. for a new day … cause a new day …. It’s always a new beginning.
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A new day … it’s always a new beginning. Just start it with the belief … that you will be and … remain connected to beautiful vibes
My friend Brian … is guy …. very difficult to be understood.
Even for me.
I know him by so, so many years.
You see … Brian is the kind of person that got everything he dreamed in life.
He has a good wife, nice kids, few companies, a beautiful house, few cars …. and even a gorgeous mistress.
But the funny thing is that i never see him happy … or satisfied of his life.
I talked to him a lot about this method of mine of understanding our lives … analyze, define … and then redefine all what we don’t like in life.
In the end Brian decided to get … who what he names … the greatest therapist of all times for a man … a new mistress. You see …. the wife and his ex mistress always defined him
as a … jerk, but this new lady saw him with totally different eyes.
She started to talk with him everyday … and she really had good intentions, trying to make him understand that he could begin redefine everything between him and his wife.
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But Brian had enough with the past.
When he was talking about redefining life … he was always thinking of a totally different new life.
“For me … every new day … it’s a new beginning.
I live with the hope … in my soul … that one day my life will be completely changed.
But i don’t want anything from my past.
I want a new beginning.
Totally new one!”
Carla … was smiling.
“And i see you my dear Carla … as a new beginning.
A new energy.
Other intentions.
… in the end … a new life.”
“Brian … but still … why do you want to change everything around you?!
You have everything a man of your age … could want.” Annoyed … Brian looks at her … “Listen! Everything is compromised by such a long, long time.
I chase for a life, connected to beautiful energies … and you appeared into my life at the perfect time. So .. ?!”
Carla … was married also … and same as him … was living in the wrong marriage.
She was more calculated as him … but started to like the idea of a therapy that they should have together. Brian was the patient … but also the therapist.
Carla …. same as him .. was the patient … but also his
therapist.
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And every new day … spent together … it was like …. a
beautiful therapy session that was guiding them … to new beautiful vibes.
