but also be that way.
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She was so silent ... but why?!
He appeared from …. no where … into her life.
And she did the same …. weird thing.
They met … he liked her … and she noticed that … but both being so shy … said good bye to each other, without saying a word about their connection.
He was a lost soul, looking for a way in how he can stop being alive and dead in the same time.
Being in her company … he felt a great energy that he knew
but forget about. And she felt the same.
She is left now … so even writing a poem of love to her …. should be useless.
But … still … closing his eyes he always sees her smile. So … how can he stop thinking of her??
Writes her … in his abstract idiotic style … but the girl asks him to stop being so confusing.
And …. silence begins again.
He tells her the truth … and she smiles. “I knew it …. I felt it so strong.”
But … being always confused … and lost he is not finding the way to her.
The real truth was that he was trapped in a prison with invisible walls … and he could not let his dreams become
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real.
The great vibe … remained a theoretical concept … and nothing more.
She gave him the chance to talk … express his deep feelings
but … even if he was so damn good using his words …he was not understanding that he needs to jump into the real world …. to be happy.
Another lost … chance.
And the truth is that he is never ready … and maybe he will never be.
She was in a moment … when she needed exactly the same thing … great vibes … but he was acting like a silly boy … spoiling all opportunities the life was giving to him.
In the end … she became silent …
There was nothing more to do … or to say.
And i realize we all look so much … with this weird guy … that misses his chances all the time.
He does the same thing … connecting and disconnecting from those beautiful energies.
On and on and on …
But maybe it’s all the way it needs to be …
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It is funny realizing that
the vibe is fucked up by just 1% of what is going on in life
A guy goes to a therapist, because he wanted to stop getting annoyed all the time.
Meets the doctor and starts to talk with him.
“Doctor … listen … i had enough.
By 25 years since i am in business … something is happening all the time …. and i her annoyed on and on and on.
I mean …. is almost statistically.
Everyday something is happening and i am losing my temper. Basically …. the statistic says that there is a big chance as an idiot to ruin my life … no matter how good things are.
I read hundreds of books about success, planning, dealing
with people … and everything you need to know to be
successful in business.
But it looks like i failed.
Cause instead of being happy of my work … i end up all the time getting annoyed and fucking my vibe.”
The therapist smiles … and says … “Listen …. but can you tell
me if over all your business runs well?!” “Well … yes … works very good.
I have good profits every year and i am always getting good results in all of my plans.
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But you see … what i dislike are those persons that are driving me crazy all the time.
I mean … i would like as everything to run perfect. Do i ask too much?!”
The therapist smiles again … but this time he was looking so … ironic.
“So … you actually get annoyed that everything is not running perfect … on automatic pilot.
But … tell me one thing … as a percentage … those idiots that are ruining you mentally … how much it represents from the number of your clients?!”
Bill … understood the trick … the therapist was trying to use … and shy … he answers …
“Well maybe somewhere between … 1 and 3 %”.”
The therapist started to laugh load and Bill really became annoyed.
“Why are you laughing?!
Is this a joke or a therapy session?!”
“Well Bill … you said … you’ve read lots of books about business, success etc etc … but i keep wondering myself why those books did not told you … that if your business is 97-99% ok … then it means you are experiencing a real good scenario.
How the hell you allow that 1,2 …. or 3 % to fuck your vibe
…. and your life in general?!
How can you be … such an idiot?!” “Hey … how can you call me like that?!
You have absolutely no respect at all for your clients.
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You expect me to pay 500 dollars for a therapy session with you …. and at the end you define me as an idiot?!” “I will not charge you anything.
You are so blind … that no type of therapy will help you. But one day … you will realize that you live the perfect case scenario … and in that day you also will understand how idiot you’ve been all those years letting those 1% to ruin your life.”
Bill leaves the office annoyed … without paying … but he was still hearing the words of the therapist in his mind.
and he was keep saying to himself … “Such an idiot! I can’t believe it. But still … what if he was right?!”
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Analyze the growth chart of your vibe. It might tell
the best things that you must do
for a beautiful life
We pay lots of attention to all types of things, but we never analyze deeply the moment when we change our vibes … even if it is in a beautiful or a bad way. And it’s so easy … but …
I personally made an understanding with my friend Brian to let me know when he feels that i change my vibe … no matter in which direction.
And i will do the same … for him.
For example yesterday while talking on the phone with him … i realized … and even told him … that he had a very great vibe.
“Brian … i see that you are in a great mood today. What is the reason … you are so changed?!”
Brian smiles … “Well … i’ve spent 2 hours with an amazing lady from Sri Lanka.
She’s a real special lady … and i really enjoyed the time spent with her.”
“You had sex?! … what really happened?!”
“Oh! Nooo … We just talk and … we had an amazing connection together.”
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“Brian! I see you … totally changed.
I mean … we have this understanding between the 2 of us … to let each other know about the variation of our vibes …. but
i simple can’t understand how a simple conversation can change your vibe in such a beautiful way. I simple can’t … “
Brian started to laugh and then we started to talk about other things.
He was on the way back to his home.
But little by little that great vibe started to disappear … and before entering to his apartment … i saw again the Brian i use to know.
“Brian … before we close the conversation … i need you to know one more thing.
You had a great vibe 30 minutes ago, just after meeting that amazing lady from Sri Lanka … but now ….few seconds
before entering into your home, coming back to your wife and kids … you have a bad vibe again.
I mean … if i would draw you the chart of the evolution of your vibe … you would realize that for an unknown reason … your jumped from a beautiful to an ugly vibe in less than 30 minutes … which is really not good for you.
So … maybe you should meditate more why your home is not giving you a good energy, but a stranger … that you don’t even know so well … made you feel amazing ….just by talking.”
I closed my phone conversation with Brian realizing … how easy it is to a analyze and define the others … like i did with Brian … but i was also sure that i would not be able to draw
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the chart of the evolution of my vibe.
And it’s so, so easy … but ….
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Today … I’ve been very busy …. living and enjoying my life
Reading and writing is almost a duty for myself.
No day ….should end without this exercise … but in the last
few days ... i simple stoped doing it.
I’ve been involved in many things …. but also lived my life ..
and even enjoyed it.
And while doing it … i was still meditating .. speaking a lot with myself.
I noticed all my thoughts and i’ve tried to find an answer of why i can’t keep the right balance in life …. between the theoretical and the real aspects of my life.
I could write …. but also practice what i write about.
I could continue reading on and on and on … but …. again …
maybe i should apply all those tricks for a better life.
Days are passing.
The change is not coming yet … but still … i hope.
The good part is that i do understand everything … i mean ….
I see the best model that i should follow in life …. but … but
… but ….
I simple don’t know how i could keep the right balance in all the aspects of my own life.
But …. I continue living …. the way i know to do it … and i
have moments when i spend too much time in theory and
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moments when i decide … to be and feel alive.
All i can say is that even if i chased so, so much for the paths of beautiful vibes … believing that i would find ideas about how to follow those paths from all the books that i was reading … the ironic truth was that all i needed was on the timeline of my life.
And i could connect to the present moment … whatever it meant that moment …. and decide to simple …. ENJOY IT!
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Treat your vibe with … good music and dance
There are many people that believe music … is a nonsense … and when you ask them about dancing …. they just laugh.
Maybe we should get back in time and find out the meaning of those for the human being, but i believe that whoever came with this idea … totally understood from the early age of civilization …. the jump that soul can make by connecting
to the frequency of a song … but also feel that energy in every cell of the body … by dancing in its rhythm.
And is funny cause even if everybody knows that trick … only few are using it.
Sometimes i smile in traffic seeing people singing …. and
some even dancing while driving or waiting in the traffic jam. I would like to do like them … but i know too many people in the city … that would see them ….and on the other hand i don’t know to dance.
I never did … but maybe it’s a good time to learn that.
I mean … i started to pay a lot of attention to my vibe by such a long time … so … probably i should invest time and energy into that direction … so i can use the trick anytime i would need it.
What i am trying to say … writing you about tips and trick about beautiful vibes is that there are always extremely easy
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ways to make this jump from a negative to a positive vibe. Music itself is frequency and it can be … a beautiful one … and the dance actually means letting your body connect to the song itself and follow it.
It’s an amazing way of inducing … a good mood to yourself.
Trying it … you’ll have nothing to lose.
Not trying … and keep remaining in a bad vibe the whole day
ignoring it’s so damn easy to connect to the beauty of dance and music … or at least of music … it’s probably silly. We should have open minds … and if the present moment itself is not beautiful … we can replace it … at least for a short time with other types of vibes.
Being happy or unhappy …. becomes … a choice.
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“That song always reminded me of him. While playing it on my piano …. I felt his energy
into my heart …. so i was playing
it on and on and on”
Every love story has a … song … and maybe a star on the sky.
Emily, from Arkansas writes me from time to time… telling me her thoughts about … love.
Being a musician she express herself so well by playing on her piano.
But … lately … Emily wrote me asking for an advice for stop playing on and on the song that reminded of her ex lover. The story ended … but not in their souls also.
And she loved so much everything related to him …
She had moments when she expressed those feelings to me
but listening her while playing piano was the best way to understand what was inside of her heart.
What advice could i give to Emily?! How could i really help her?!
This addiction for those amazing vibes while she was in that story … could not be replaced of anything from the curent reality.
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That song helped her illusory feel each time she was singing it … that she was on his arms.
And feeling the energy of love … she could be happy again … but ignoring that everything was so damn … unreal.
I was looking at her movies from Youtube …. and i was
wondering how many men from anywhere from the world … would love to have such an amazing lady … but still she was trapped by her past.
She was such a great soul … but just a prisoner.
There was almost nothing i could tell her … but still … i was replying … “Emily! You are young, beautiful … and an amazing soul.
Most probably there is nothing to do, but disconnect from that story … no matter how beautiful it was. Try to see the present moment.
Connect to it!
Let the ghost from the past remain just a chapter of your life and nothing more.
No matter what vibe a moment could give us … as long as it’s gone …. maybe it’s important to let space for other energies also.
I don’t know if you really can hear me … but simple disconnect and reconnect to other vibes also. Let you life … continue!”
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One day we realize we
are just …. an option … or
not even an option
Truth be told some people are connecting with us just when they need something … like being helped for example in simple or difficult situations.
