The place was a forest, then a park … and then all those people coming there … changed the place a little bit … till the park became a cocktail of energies.
… same as we …. the humans … are.
And walking on the alleys … i found a man playing on his violin.
His music was simple …. amazing.
I only spent … maybe 20-30 seconds in the company of that
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guy …. but i felt such great vibes.
I loved his music.
It was funny cause the guy was asking just for a penny in return.
But he was not saying it …
So …. walking on the alleys of the park, i realized it’s like
exploring the soul of the human being.
like an introspection … to understand the whole spectrum of energies we carry in our souls.
And … still … what was the message which the park was whispering to me?!
Why was i here?!
The guy with his violin … was telling me the story … in such a beautiful way.
I only listen to his music for seconds … ignoring its power induced to my soul.
I could simple stop … give him a penny and listen to him for hours.
And the same was happening in life … in my life.
I could take the decision to simple stop when i meet the beautiful vibes.
Same as i stoped and listened to the musician from the park … but i prefered as always to continue the journey and … deal with the large spectrum of vibes that the journey of life is offering to us.
So … i was acting so, so … silly. And it all …. was a simple decision.
The one of stopping and remaining connected just to beautiful vibes … and ignore the spectrum.
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We try to be happy and we always end up … in front of the illusion
Amelia met one day a weird guy, which was a writer …. but it
all was a cocktail of contradictory feelings … of liking and disliking him.
In fact she liked him … but could not understand his thoughts and ideas which describes her in his writings.
One day … having enough … starts to write him a letter … about her perspective on everything:
“Hey …. I'm tired of your games, misunderstandings, and
oddities in your statements about me.
You are a writer, it's cool … creativity is always the way to
something perfect and unusual, but I'm a different person.
I am a down to earth person.
I'm realist.
I have my own feelings, my own vision and understanding of this world.
Sometimes, it doesn't fit with yours.
There are no illusions, fantasies, and "another world" in my world.
I am an ordinary person, with the most ordinary life.
Yes … I am to some extent individual, like every person on this planet, but I am simple, absolutely simple, I believe in
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the Universe, I believe in its power and that it affects our internal and external, but I do not share these factors in all life situations.
You are the complete opposite of me in many ways.
There are no other illusions or worlds, there is here and now.
Where to be. Live. And enjoy.
You said - I asked myself to forget you, but … -
I absolutely do not understand your position. Your
statements, and sometimes thoughts. This is completely out
of character for me.
I'm different.”
Listening to her story, but also from the position of being a writer … i was wondering what was on his and her mind … but also what was the meaning of that connection. Is it about playing games?
Is it about finding something totally contradictory of the own personality and … connect to the vibes you don’t understand … but hope you will like it?!
Why does the guy calls her an illusion?!
Why does she likes her … but still .. is not totally connecting
to her in the real life?!
What means … “games”?!
Can we define … testing the limits of a new relationship as games?!
But … still … why she still remains connected to his thoughts?!
What connects them?!
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Making her amazing compliments and later on defining her an illusion … is it a game, bipolarity … or just playing around in a philosophical way?!
But what if … she saw in him … an energy that she feels that will totally change her … in a very beautiful way?! What if he felt the same thing?!
Maybe the girl was right … and there are no illusions … or maybe he was right … defining all as an illusion.
But … what if it was all an emotional dance … and they were afraid of trying it?!
After so tough declarations on both sides … i see them still talking.
He likes a lot her smile … and the beauty of her vibe.
He’s totally different of all what she knows about men …
The story continues … and i am quite curious what she has to
say … being on a totally unknown territory.
Most probably … the writer loves his muse … and he will continue every day admiring her …. but also days when he
will run away of her … defining her as the illusion of his life. And few days later …. he will be back, changing his mind …
redefining everything as a beautiful illusion … then admiring her again.
…. And she loved that so much.
She knew the writer is crazy …. but crazy about her.
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And when she sent me that poem, i finally understood she is
such a beautiful soul.
I connected to her so … often.
I looked at all her posts … and admired her … while seeing she is so in love.
But i had in my mind all kinds of contradictory thoughts when i was analyzing and defining her.
I had days when i saw … looking at her … the illusion of being in love.
I saw her … naivety … of believing in the beauty of a love story.
Then i understood …. she was so sincere.
Reading the poem she sent me, i succeeded to redefine my thoughts …
She made me see the beauty from her soul, but also … the chance to re evaluate my courage of loving … again.
But i was at the next level …. after feeling so hurt.
I was looking for a deeper love … the one of loving all the people from my life … and the life itself. The poem was right … “to love is to live”.
But … this weird balance of contradictory thoughts and feelings that was dominating my life … had no end.
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So … i was happy cause she reminded me daily about … love. She whispered about her love story … but i saw the message for myself.
I had to keep in mind … and not forget … the importance of love.
In fact i maybe had to create for myself a … to do list with the message … “Love, love … love! Love all the people from your life.”
So … it was not an accident to meet her.
She was that amazing teacher … telling me about love … on and on and on.
And damn it … i was such a lousy student.
But … it’s ok. Kim had a beautiful perseverance …. so i might
have a chance …. till the end of time … to practice love …
with all the people from my life.
I felt that so long time ago … but … i don’t even know why i was searching for a confirmation.
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When everything is fucked up
just abandon all you are doing … and enjoy the day
doing nothing
My day was indeed fucked up.
I was 100% sure about it.
I went into a park and walked for miles, trying to meditate why my life was looking like that … then i look at my phone and see a movie from
Paul with e beautiful retro mobil.
I wanted to write back … “what is this nonsense?!” … then i realized i also have a beautiful retro mobil.
I go home … start the engine, open the window and drive it to the city.
It was such a beautiful weather.
Sunny … and the perfect temperature.
… and my vibe was destroyed of the problems of life.
I go on the main road and little by little … my vibe starts to change.
Paul was right … again.
I had to abandon the day …. in fact all those problems and …
simple decide to enjoy the day, driving my beautiful old retro
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mobil.
I started to feel amazing.
After 15 minutes … i even forget why the hell i was so unhappy in the morning.
But did not even … cared anymore.
Succeeding to change my focus … i succeeded to change my vibe into a beautiful way … and i was so, so happy i could do it.
Damn it … what a simple trick.
Why the hell i am not doing it much often?! Everything was solved out when i took the decision of abandoning the day … which was fucked up anyway. So … dear friends …. when bad vibes overwhelm you …
changing the focus to things, persons and situations that usually induce great vibes … becomes the best decision.
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Just fuck the statistical
datas about you … at least for one day in a life time. You’ll feel amazing
John lived in the south of California.
Businessman, married …. but unhappy … having everything
he ever wanted … but feeling that in fact he has … nothing. After so many years in a row … of feeling unhappy, he decides to go to the best therapist from L.A.
It was one of the most expensive doctors from the city and maybe from the whole world.
Seeing the paradox that John was dealing with … the doctor just tells him …. “Listen to me … why don’t you stop living the way you live now?!
I mean … just stop for a while … and do something crazy that might take you out from this lethargy you are living.” “Like what?!”
“You tell me!
What do you think it might make you happy?”
“Well .. i would love to go to Mexico … meet Carla again, have sex with her … and then see how i would feel” “How would you feel?!” …. asks the doctor.
“Don’t know! And i will never know …. Cause i will never do
such a crazy thing.
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I can’t leave my home, cause i don’t have any excuses at home with my wife.
So 100% the trick is not for me.”
One week later, John sends the location to his doctor … proving that he was in Mexico … on the way to Carla.
Meets her, drink a rum with coke and ends the meeting in his hotel room, having sex with her.
The next day he gets back home, like nothing happened ….
but still disappointed.
The doctor says … “Listen! You really succeeded … so … why can’t i see you happy?!
You really wanted to meet Carla and you had this illusory believe that she will make you happy … at least for a moment.”
“Well doctor …. I was not happy, not even for a second …
cause there was no connection. With my wife there is no connection. With this lady … it was the same. Damn it … why?!
Why does your trick not work?!
Why?!”
“You see John … sometimes to change your vibe it really helps doing something unusual …. crazy.
For your case …. I believe the dose … must be higher.
But i have another idea.
What do you think of getting out of your statistical datas … with your wife.
Bring her flowers, take her to an expensive restaurant, have sex in a totally different style … and start to be atypical with
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her.
And start to act different to all the people from your life.
Try to change their vibe …. Into a beautiful way.
And actually be that vibe amplifier you are looking for in this world.”
“So … instead of expecting for great vibes … just try to be the one that offers great vibes.
Might sound weird, but again is something outside your statistical datas … and it might really work.” “Damn it doctor!
I paid a huge amount of money to you … and …”
“And yes … i tell you … what you already knew … and dislike to hear …. Cause you don’t want to really follow the path of change.
And i charged you lots of money for that.
So … should i continue the therapy and charge you for more and more …. or you think of geting rid of statistical datas about your?!”
“Yes …. Doctor …. good question …”
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Ice cream is amazing.
Preparing it … is an art
but also … enjoying it … especially when it’s so damn good
Art … of any kind … can be a great therapy for helping us to connect to beautiful vibes.
So … i’ve decided to see the art … in everything around me. Today … Justin … my little son … asked me to buy an ice cream in the old city center.
There were lots of people staying … and waiting as the ice cream to be prepared for them.
And i was watching the ladies … that were serving us … and i loved the passion which they have …. preparing everything.
You could see that kids could not wait anymore … as their ice cream to be ready.
All i saw … it was about … art.
The art of preparing and serving us … was … so different ….
comparing to what i knew about ice cream.
In fact … i could not imagine that this could be an art ….
And the kids … enjoying it … and feeling so great.
I was smiling watching them eating with such a joy … that good looking ice cream.
The vibe of all the people around … was totally weird. Before they entered the shop … they had such a silly vibe …
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and when eating and enjoying that taste …. they looked so
happy.
The ice cream was a …. vibe amplifier.
The proof that simple things … can make us so damn happy. We have so silly and complicated minds … and then you discover the art of enjoying life …. and you start wondering … why?!
Why the hell you could not enjoy that process long time before?!
Or at least remember the pleasure of being a kid.
That simplicity … cause yes … it was so damn simple to have a great vibe …. right away.
I saw it today … that the trick really works.
So friends …. just try it.
You’ll be amazed.
And one more thing … say … thank you! … from all your heart to the lady serving you that ice cream.
It will mean a lot to her … and to her vibe.
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Watching her dance … i felt such great vibes.
And my illusory mind made me believe i was the king of the world. But i was just an ordinary person
staying in my kitchen … with the queen of the world … which was
dancing for me
Brian sends me a movie with a lady dancing in the kitchen from his office.
