Why we can’t calm down?!
... or should i ask ... calm down the Devil inside of us?!
Having desires is something almost natural ... for a human being ...
but what we do when we have obsessive desires?!
Why we let ourselves controlled by them?!
Well ... this moments, when we become one with the desire, when we can’t see anything else around ... but the obsession ... is the moment of losing the soul ... that beautiful side of us.
Adrian G Dumitru
57
MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
We even start to believe that the dark side is a necessary part of the human being ... that help us ... on getting the obsession ... but we are too blinds to understand that we should keep the right balance between of what we can have in life .... and what we are not yet allowed to have yet.
The limiting believes ... the mental prison where we live in ... stop us from seeing the whole picture.
We only see the micro details and we can’t really understand what is behind the obsession.
We lose control ... one time ... and then one more time ... and again and again and again.
The devil ... the dark side ... the ugly component of our personality ...
name it how you want ... is on the stage ... having a war for getting
the obsession.
Does it worth it?!
Well ... there is no way out from this labyrinth ... than abandon the obsessive desire.
Calming the devil from inside of you ... this impossible battle ... just a lesson of life ... with a message behind a message.
Adrian G Dumitru
58
MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
Define your obsessions ... and find out why some invisible walls are stopping you. The best therapy ... after you lose your mind
Today ... i would dare to say that if we don’t really understand the purpose of the personal growth ... we will start to follow a wrong path ... one that will take us to nowhere.
Personal growth is not teaching you to reach success ... or mainly success, but to connect to your full potential in everything you do in life.
In one point, becoming one with the purpose, everything becomes an obsession.
The obsession of having that car, that house, that person that you already met, but you are not yet in a relationship with ... that ... that. ... that ... that.
Everything is about the ... desire.
I recently asked my kids ... “How should your lives look like without
desires?! ... Without telling me and your mother everyday ... i want
this and that and that and that?!”
Have any clue what their answer was?!
... they both said ... “Horror”
We never told them to be so interested about desires ... and it was something the kids discovered by themselves ... and probably, as any other human being they will continue to live as that forever. Discovering personal growth ... they will find into that how to get in life whatever they will want ... especially the important desires ... the obsessions.
But ... personal growth ... is only trying to teach you why some invisible walls are stopping you from getting your desires …
Adrian G Dumitru
59
MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
dreams ... obsessions ... name them as you want.
That everything is related with the fact that you actually don’t get what you want ... only because of you ... of your limited believes ... believes that sometimes you care so much about.
But carrying so much about them ... they becomes the barrier that stops you from getting the point of your full potential ... of everything you actually desire.
Today, after seeing so many personal obsessions in my life ... i don’t think anymore at the law of attraction and those desires ... in the same time.
I try to define why i have that particular obsession ... and why i
become one with it.
Does it worth it?!
In my opinion ... as i see things today ... the obsessions are negative components of our lives ... but in the same time a lesson of why it exists and why we should understand that is allowed for us to identify only with good purposes.
And let’s not forget that the obsessions can take us in the position of losing our minds and we will need a therapy ... to survive.
Just learn to define and don’t allow yourself to become one with your repetitive thoughts!
It does not worth to do it ...
Adrian G Dumitru
60
MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
How you cure ... the vanity?!
Well ... just by losing everything
Truth be told ... vanity is a sin, but so many people have this disease today ... that society redefined the concept and created this illusory belief that vanity is a beautiful component of our personality.
People started ... copying the others around ... to believe that identifying with the material goods they own ... they have a huge value and they are superior to the ones around them.
But the funny thing is that today ... we live in an era of abundance ...
and everybody has a beautiful car, a beautiful house ... a beautiful boat etc etc etc.
Even being rich becomes frustrating ... cause too many people around have what we have ... and even more.
We come into the position that there is not so much space for ...
vanity ... anymore.
Of course ... in the next second, having those feelings of inferiority ... we try to find the answers why the others have more than we have. We start to believe ... that one has stolen from the petroleum company where he works, that one is an idiot and all his money comes from his father etc etc.
We have an explanation for everything ... and one more time we find out that we are the best.
Vanity ... wins again and again and again.
We don’t believe anything what the Bible says about that ... but who cares anyway about the Bible?!
2000 years ago ... vanity could be defined in the same way ... but not so many people suffered of that disease.
Adrian G Dumitru
61
MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
Today is like a virus.
We identify us with everything we have ... without understanding that a soul can’t be defined in this way.
We are equal as human beings ... and we should not see borders between us.
But the “cancer” of our mental software ... creates a cage ... that does not allow us to act as souls anymore. So ... is it any therapy for that?!
Well ... vanity can be totally cured only by losing everything you own ... or the things that really matters for you.
Or ... by opening your eyes ... and the door of this mental cage where you live in.
Life is too beautiful, but also too short ... to invest all your time and energy for ... vanity.
Adrian G Dumitru
62
MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
Every story has an end ... even the ugly ones, but we always forget that everything is just a reflection of the soul.
Think with wisdom every time you start following a new path in life.
Life is difficult to be understood.
The funny think is that each time i loved the path i started ... it was not an easy path to follow.
And each time when i did not liked it ... the path took me to a beautiful end.
But the beginning itself it was always unclear.
Some journeys are too long.
Some too short.
Some ... never really start.
What i am amazed of is that even if we have a very powerful imagination, we never think that everything could be just a reflection of the soul.
... of our thoughts, of what we really wanted .. or what we always had in our minds, in a repetitive way.
But ... not even for one second ... we can not accept that this can also be a scenario.
And not even in the end, cause even the ugly stories have an end ... we can’t find the wisdom to see that we actually attracted in a way difficult to be understood ... all what happened. But it happened anyway.
On the other hand ... it says that everything happens for a reason ...
and is a life lesson.
Adrian G Dumitru
63
MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
So ... we think about it ... as an obsession and then it happens. But what we do in the end?!
Do we find a second to analyze and clearly define why it happened?! It ended anyway, so you might think is not important.
I believe ... in the end ... there is only one thing to do when the story become just ... history and that is to find the message behind the message.
When the answer comes ... and you have the meaning of the
lesson ... and also the wisdom that you will pay attention from now on when you start a new important path in life ... you will be at a new level of living your life ... at your full potential.
I know is difficult to accept that most of the things that we live are generated by our thoughts and we like only the theory with the law of attraction that ...we dream for a beautiful car and then we have it ...
but we live in the world of yin and yang ... positive and negative and we attract positive but also negative things all the time.
Explore your mind ... ask yourself why you don’t really like some situations from your life ... and then the repetitive happening of the same lesson ... will just stop.
Adrian G Dumitru
64
MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
The “cage” with desires ... or should i say
the “cage” of desires where i usually live my life?!
You build what you call a dream ... then it becomes a prison ... but you still love it, cause it was an amazing dream ... then you are not allowed to stay there and enjoy it. ... looks like a nonsense.
What is the meaning of all that?!
... i mean ... the message behind message.
The great architect that designed the amazing building Opera from Sydney, Australia, was allowed to work on the project only about 2 years, then because of the delays, he was replaced with someone else.
But the guy, named Jorn Oberg Utzon, which was a danish architect, still remains in history as the one that came with the concept.
It is one of the 20th century's most famous and distinctive buildings.
He had a dream ... a huge desire ... whatever you want to name it ...
to create something unique ... but his role ended at one point.
He was the one who created the concept ... but later on, other people with stronger abilities for implementation, came and finished the project.
You see ... big dreams requires to become one with the dream itself. But it becomes in the end ... an obsession and whatever is an obsession ... you will never actually enjoy it.
The obsession is the illusion of trying to touch to horizon line ... which in fact can’t be touch.
Adrian G Dumitru
65
MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
It makes you become prisoner in the cage of desires ... but you only had a role to act.
So ... how do we know that the dream is the right path to follow?! Well ... just let the Universe decide.
No matter if it is a love story, creating an amazing architectural project, inventing something that no one ever thought about till now ... just play the role ... enjoy it ... but don’t be mad if at one point the Universe takes you out from that story. Sometimes we can’t clearly identify the difference between a
dream ... a desire and an obsession and when looking into the future and having the feeling that you just try to touch the horizontal line ... that is a dangerous situation.
Most probably ... you will never enjoy it.
You are there just to do something for other people that will enjoy it.
Accepting the role ... letting yourself be “used” by the Universe is ...
ok.
Maybe the lesson of your life, cause we all have a lesson to understand during this lifetime ... is that you should not stay so much in the “cage” of desires where we usually live our lives ... but continue on and on ... on other paths too.
Adrian G Dumitru
66
MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
Sometime it just doesn’t work
... even if you are such a good theoretician and you followed all the rules
Well ... after reading tens ... hundreds ... or even thousands of books you start to know theory pretty well.
You even “smell” everything is happening ... and even more ... you start to believe that you can predict the future. I am not trying to laugh of you.
I speak more about me, my friends and the people i met during this life time ... and i know what i am saying.
But sometimes ... even if we follow all the rules and all theories ...
things are not happening in that amazing way we dreamed for.
I wondered why for so, so many times ... till one day when i saw ... in an experimental way ... that no matter how much you try to follow some paths ... it just doesn’t happen.
Today i believe that we are born to have a clear destiny ... but the way we start following the path we need to follow (which actually means to live the life lesson we need to live) is our decision.
We are sent in a labyrinth ... which even looks more a prison than a test of life.
The concept of illusion reveals itself more and more as you try to understand the meaning of life.
At one point ... you might even say ... that you know what is this illusory meaning of everything happens in your life.
You believe ... you found the way out of the labyrinth and everything is related with kind of an illusory awakening ... that you define as what is happening after you read, listen different theories or had lots of events in your life.
Adrian G Dumitru
67
MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
And still ... even if you become a great theoretician ... in the end things happens just as the Universe wants to happen.
But ... it’s nothing wrong with that ... cause this is the path ... the lesson we need to understand during this lifetime.
So ... dear friend ... forget about the rules, theories and others bla, bla, bla.
Just try to read the message behind the message ... and maybe i should not overreact and tell you to get the awakening ....but at least start the journey to that path.
That is probably ... the way of getting out of the labyrinth ... but this is also a simple theory and just my believes.
But ... maybe i should also say that i followed so many pathless paths ... that i am a guy with experience in ... failing and as Jim Rohn used to say ... if you want to get an amazing success study all the people that had that success or the ones that ruined their lives.
... or should i ask ... calm down the Devil inside of us?!
Having desires is something almost natural ... for a human being ...
but what we do when we have obsessive desires?!
Why we let ourselves controlled by them?!
Well ... this moments, when we become one with the desire, when we can’t see anything else around ... but the obsession ... is the moment of losing the soul ... that beautiful side of us.
Adrian G Dumitru
57
MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
We even start to believe that the dark side is a necessary part of the human being ... that help us ... on getting the obsession ... but we are too blinds to understand that we should keep the right balance between of what we can have in life .... and what we are not yet allowed to have yet.
The limiting believes ... the mental prison where we live in ... stop us from seeing the whole picture.
We only see the micro details and we can’t really understand what is behind the obsession.
We lose control ... one time ... and then one more time ... and again and again and again.
The devil ... the dark side ... the ugly component of our personality ...
name it how you want ... is on the stage ... having a war for getting
the obsession.
Does it worth it?!
Well ... there is no way out from this labyrinth ... than abandon the obsessive desire.
Calming the devil from inside of you ... this impossible battle ... just a lesson of life ... with a message behind a message.
Adrian G Dumitru
58
MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
Define your obsessions ... and find out why some invisible walls are stopping you. The best therapy ... after you lose your mind
Today ... i would dare to say that if we don’t really understand the purpose of the personal growth ... we will start to follow a wrong path ... one that will take us to nowhere.
Personal growth is not teaching you to reach success ... or mainly success, but to connect to your full potential in everything you do in life.
In one point, becoming one with the purpose, everything becomes an obsession.
The obsession of having that car, that house, that person that you already met, but you are not yet in a relationship with ... that ... that. ... that ... that.
Everything is about the ... desire.
I recently asked my kids ... “How should your lives look like without
desires?! ... Without telling me and your mother everyday ... i want
this and that and that and that?!”
Have any clue what their answer was?!
... they both said ... “Horror”
We never told them to be so interested about desires ... and it was something the kids discovered by themselves ... and probably, as any other human being they will continue to live as that forever. Discovering personal growth ... they will find into that how to get in life whatever they will want ... especially the important desires ... the obsessions.
But ... personal growth ... is only trying to teach you why some invisible walls are stopping you from getting your desires …
Adrian G Dumitru
59
MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
dreams ... obsessions ... name them as you want.
That everything is related with the fact that you actually don’t get what you want ... only because of you ... of your limited believes ... believes that sometimes you care so much about.
But carrying so much about them ... they becomes the barrier that stops you from getting the point of your full potential ... of everything you actually desire.
Today, after seeing so many personal obsessions in my life ... i don’t think anymore at the law of attraction and those desires ... in the same time.
I try to define why i have that particular obsession ... and why i
become one with it.
Does it worth it?!
In my opinion ... as i see things today ... the obsessions are negative components of our lives ... but in the same time a lesson of why it exists and why we should understand that is allowed for us to identify only with good purposes.
And let’s not forget that the obsessions can take us in the position of losing our minds and we will need a therapy ... to survive.
Just learn to define and don’t allow yourself to become one with your repetitive thoughts!
It does not worth to do it ...
Adrian G Dumitru
60
MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
How you cure ... the vanity?!
Well ... just by losing everything
Truth be told ... vanity is a sin, but so many people have this disease today ... that society redefined the concept and created this illusory belief that vanity is a beautiful component of our personality.
People started ... copying the others around ... to believe that identifying with the material goods they own ... they have a huge value and they are superior to the ones around them.
But the funny thing is that today ... we live in an era of abundance ...
and everybody has a beautiful car, a beautiful house ... a beautiful boat etc etc etc.
Even being rich becomes frustrating ... cause too many people around have what we have ... and even more.
We come into the position that there is not so much space for ...
vanity ... anymore.
Of course ... in the next second, having those feelings of inferiority ... we try to find the answers why the others have more than we have. We start to believe ... that one has stolen from the petroleum company where he works, that one is an idiot and all his money comes from his father etc etc.
We have an explanation for everything ... and one more time we find out that we are the best.
Vanity ... wins again and again and again.
We don’t believe anything what the Bible says about that ... but who cares anyway about the Bible?!
2000 years ago ... vanity could be defined in the same way ... but not so many people suffered of that disease.
Adrian G Dumitru
61
MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
Today is like a virus.
We identify us with everything we have ... without understanding that a soul can’t be defined in this way.
We are equal as human beings ... and we should not see borders between us.
But the “cancer” of our mental software ... creates a cage ... that does not allow us to act as souls anymore. So ... is it any therapy for that?!
Well ... vanity can be totally cured only by losing everything you own ... or the things that really matters for you.
Or ... by opening your eyes ... and the door of this mental cage where you live in.
Life is too beautiful, but also too short ... to invest all your time and energy for ... vanity.
Adrian G Dumitru
62
MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
Every story has an end ... even the ugly ones, but we always forget that everything is just a reflection of the soul.
Think with wisdom every time you start following a new path in life.
Life is difficult to be understood.
The funny think is that each time i loved the path i started ... it was not an easy path to follow.
And each time when i did not liked it ... the path took me to a beautiful end.
But the beginning itself it was always unclear.
Some journeys are too long.
Some too short.
Some ... never really start.
What i am amazed of is that even if we have a very powerful imagination, we never think that everything could be just a reflection of the soul.
... of our thoughts, of what we really wanted .. or what we always had in our minds, in a repetitive way.
But ... not even for one second ... we can not accept that this can also be a scenario.
And not even in the end, cause even the ugly stories have an end ... we can’t find the wisdom to see that we actually attracted in a way difficult to be understood ... all what happened. But it happened anyway.
On the other hand ... it says that everything happens for a reason ...
and is a life lesson.
Adrian G Dumitru
63
MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
So ... we think about it ... as an obsession and then it happens. But what we do in the end?!
Do we find a second to analyze and clearly define why it happened?! It ended anyway, so you might think is not important.
I believe ... in the end ... there is only one thing to do when the story become just ... history and that is to find the message behind the message.
When the answer comes ... and you have the meaning of the
lesson ... and also the wisdom that you will pay attention from now on when you start a new important path in life ... you will be at a new level of living your life ... at your full potential.
I know is difficult to accept that most of the things that we live are generated by our thoughts and we like only the theory with the law of attraction that ...we dream for a beautiful car and then we have it ...
but we live in the world of yin and yang ... positive and negative and we attract positive but also negative things all the time.
Explore your mind ... ask yourself why you don’t really like some situations from your life ... and then the repetitive happening of the same lesson ... will just stop.
Adrian G Dumitru
64
MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
The “cage” with desires ... or should i say
the “cage” of desires where i usually live my life?!
You build what you call a dream ... then it becomes a prison ... but you still love it, cause it was an amazing dream ... then you are not allowed to stay there and enjoy it. ... looks like a nonsense.
What is the meaning of all that?!
... i mean ... the message behind message.
The great architect that designed the amazing building Opera from Sydney, Australia, was allowed to work on the project only about 2 years, then because of the delays, he was replaced with someone else.
But the guy, named Jorn Oberg Utzon, which was a danish architect, still remains in history as the one that came with the concept.
It is one of the 20th century's most famous and distinctive buildings.
He had a dream ... a huge desire ... whatever you want to name it ...
to create something unique ... but his role ended at one point.
He was the one who created the concept ... but later on, other people with stronger abilities for implementation, came and finished the project.
You see ... big dreams requires to become one with the dream itself. But it becomes in the end ... an obsession and whatever is an obsession ... you will never actually enjoy it.
The obsession is the illusion of trying to touch to horizon line ... which in fact can’t be touch.
Adrian G Dumitru
65
MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
It makes you become prisoner in the cage of desires ... but you only had a role to act.
So ... how do we know that the dream is the right path to follow?! Well ... just let the Universe decide.
No matter if it is a love story, creating an amazing architectural project, inventing something that no one ever thought about till now ... just play the role ... enjoy it ... but don’t be mad if at one point the Universe takes you out from that story. Sometimes we can’t clearly identify the difference between a
dream ... a desire and an obsession and when looking into the future and having the feeling that you just try to touch the horizontal line ... that is a dangerous situation.
Most probably ... you will never enjoy it.
You are there just to do something for other people that will enjoy it.
Accepting the role ... letting yourself be “used” by the Universe is ...
ok.
Maybe the lesson of your life, cause we all have a lesson to understand during this lifetime ... is that you should not stay so much in the “cage” of desires where we usually live our lives ... but continue on and on ... on other paths too.
Adrian G Dumitru
66
MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
Sometime it just doesn’t work
... even if you are such a good theoretician and you followed all the rules
Well ... after reading tens ... hundreds ... or even thousands of books you start to know theory pretty well.
You even “smell” everything is happening ... and even more ... you start to believe that you can predict the future. I am not trying to laugh of you.
I speak more about me, my friends and the people i met during this life time ... and i know what i am saying.
But sometimes ... even if we follow all the rules and all theories ...
things are not happening in that amazing way we dreamed for.
I wondered why for so, so many times ... till one day when i saw ... in an experimental way ... that no matter how much you try to follow some paths ... it just doesn’t happen.
Today i believe that we are born to have a clear destiny ... but the way we start following the path we need to follow (which actually means to live the life lesson we need to live) is our decision.
We are sent in a labyrinth ... which even looks more a prison than a test of life.
The concept of illusion reveals itself more and more as you try to understand the meaning of life.
At one point ... you might even say ... that you know what is this illusory meaning of everything happens in your life.
You believe ... you found the way out of the labyrinth and everything is related with kind of an illusory awakening ... that you define as what is happening after you read, listen different theories or had lots of events in your life.
Adrian G Dumitru
67
MY LIFE IN A PRISON WITH INVISIBLE WALLS
...still dreaming about freedom
And still ... even if you become a great theoretician ... in the end things happens just as the Universe wants to happen.
But ... it’s nothing wrong with that ... cause this is the path ... the lesson we need to understand during this lifetime.
So ... dear friend ... forget about the rules, theories and others bla, bla, bla.
Just try to read the message behind the message ... and maybe i should not overreact and tell you to get the awakening ....but at least start the journey to that path.
That is probably ... the way of getting out of the labyrinth ... but this is also a simple theory and just my believes.
But ... maybe i should also say that i followed so many pathless paths ... that i am a guy with experience in ... failing and as Jim Rohn used to say ... if you want to get an amazing success study all the people that had that success or the ones that ruined their lives.
