The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
THE DANCE OF OUR EMOTIONS IS A … NONSENSE … BUT A MAIN PART OF OUR LIVES
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
1
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
ADRIAN G DUMITRU
The dance of our emotions is a ... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
Year: 2021
Author: Adrian G Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
2
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
Don't be a slave to your
emotions. Control then.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
3
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
INTRODUCTION
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
It is difficult to understand the human being ... but even worst ... it is even more difficult to understand our own souls.
... our habits.
... our desires.
... our tendencies ... the ones we follow.
Everything defines us ... from the past ... present and ... a possible future ... one that might appear in the way we want it to be.
And when we start to analyze what is really going on with us ... but also understand that life is ... not just a collection of perceptions and emotions ... we start to keep wondering why the soul is always following so many contradictory directions.
Why today we feel joy inside of the soul ... but tomorrow we feel so damm overwhelm by many negative energies ... from all around us ... that in the end makes us feel miserable …
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
4
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
and the beautiful vibe is disappearing ... and never come back for long, long time.
It’s funny cause the Universe does not want us to be unhappy, but to understand the illusion of life .... with
everything that means ... problems, difficulties, hard situations etc ... but to realize that always ... at the end of the storm ... a beautiful sunny day is appearing.
... and we should learn to enjoy it ... but we remain focused on the storm ... not seeing the beauty of the new sunny day. I smile seeing in the timeline of my life ... a dear friend that is keep repeating me everyday, almost as a mantra ... “It’s a new day! Let’s enjoy it!” ... and i am wondering is he smokes marihuana ... or i am totally blind ... not seeing the same reality he is watching at.
Today ... what i know for sure is that my friend is not smoking anything ... but i haven’t the guts to accept my blindness ... and start treating myself.
I see no difference between me and my friend ... but looking at him ... i can’t understand yet if he is still suffering of disease that i suffer by such a long time ... the dance of my emotions.
I realized about this illness i have ... and i also realized ... studying the statistic that defines my life ... that my reality is just a reflection of all those feelings i carry in my soul.
The short story is ... amazing vibes .... amazing life ...
negative vibes ... a reality painted just in grey colors ... and nothing more.
It’s quite a simple concept!
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
5
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
But i continue staring at this silly dance of such contradictory emotions ... going to the left, then to the right ... then to the left again.
The music itself ... is so damm boring ... but instead of pushing the stop button ... and end this dance forever ... i believe is a natural fact for the human being.
And i accept it ... even if i should take the decision of creating the habit of connecting just to beautiful vibes ... the ones that makes me feel the joy of being alive.
I suddenly realize that what i explained to my friend that it’s a beautiful dance of emotions ... is actually a collection of contradictory feelings that are ruining my life.
The message of my friend was quite simple ... “It’s a new day ... let’s enjoy it!”.
But maybe it was so damm simple that i did not considered it as being ... a good advise.
This dance was controlling my life ... and even if i had the solution ... i was not taking any decision.
I preferred to continue my life ... as a journey to lots of pathless paths ... not realizing that it is time to stop ... and ask the inner self ... “ What should i really do?! What is the path destined to me?! Which is the real direction i should follow” .... and maybe pray ... as this silly dance of annoying contradictory feelings to stop.
And one day ... i started to finally think at the fact that i am not my emotions or my perceptions.
My mind was playing around with me .... cause i never
thought i should master my mind ... and not let the mind
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
6
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
control myself.
And the mind ... keeps generating all types of scenarios ... or perceptions ... then different types of emotions are appearing
... and many times contradictory ones ... amplified in a silly way ... and actually controlling my life.
The truth is ... and i accepted that ... i had not become a master of my mind ... at least not yet ... but i started to desire as the dance ... to stop.
And not just to stop now ... but stop forever.
I don’t want to live like this anymore.
I want a life connected ... only at the beauty of what life has to offer.
So ... at least ... i have a dream.
The one ... of getting rid of the non sense that was defining my life for years.
Deep inside myself i realized it is a difficult change ... but once i’ve taken the decision ... and also keep it in mind as a powerful desire ... i am on the right path.
I pay attention to everything ... to all the details that are influencing my perceptions and emotions ... analyzing ...
defining ... as in the end to always redefine the script of my life ... and keep me connected to amazing vibes.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
7
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
Sometimes in life ... a ghost from the past appears ... and does not want to leave reality ... but i keep wondering why. Then ... i suddenly remember about karma ... and that even if i knew why the ghost appeared ... i needed to understand the lesson so that it to disappear.
One of the meanings of life is to see the abstract behind the illusion of being into this world.
We have a limited time in here ... but we act as we are immortals ... not realizing that we can’t delay forever ... understanding the lessons of life.
And sometimes ... karma is playing around with us ... letting us believe that even if we did not respected the laws of the Universe, the episode ended ... nothing happened ... and we can continue life without paying any price for our negative actions.
Time is passing ... and indeed nothings happens ... for a while.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
8
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
We totally forget the past ... but one day ... someone appears and remembers us about that story from our past. For a second ... we even stop breathing. We can’t believe it!
The ghost of the past ... appeared in the present moment ...
and there is nothing you can do about it ... to make it disappear.
You can’t sleep in the night anymore.
You can’t think and focus on anything else.
Totally overwhelmed of emotions ... life becomes a ...
nightmare.
There is no one ... that can help you get rid of this damm ghost ... or maybe the lesson itself is to help yourself ... by understanding the mistakes from your past ... and applying the change in your curent actions.
In a moment of awakening, even if you are still dominated by contradictory emotions ... you realize what karma means ... but still can’t find the real path for ending the story forever.
But ... you see ... the Universe loves us ... all of us.
Karma is not a judge ... but a teacher ... that wants to teach
us those universal laws that we should keep in mind when we
act on the scene of life.
But what are those laws?!
When can we read about them?!
In the Bible?!
In the motivational books?!
Should we go to a priest or a guru ... to ask for guidance?! Well ... is even more simple than you believe.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
9
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
You don’t need anyone to come and tell you about those laws.
All you need to do is to close your eyes ... and ask yourself if you would be on the opposite side .... the one that feels the
impact of your actions ... you would like what you see, but also feel?!
If the answer is no ... continue analyzing and defining the
situation ... and then ask yourself why something that you
forgot about ... appeared again in the present moment as an
unsolved problem.
What is the message?!
In fact ... what is the lesson?!
Maybe at that time ... you was blind and no one could tell you about the laws of the Universe, but now karma ... or should i say the ghost ... believes you are ready to see everything from a totally different perspective.
And all is happening ... even if it looks as an ugly story ... is guiding you to have the exam again. What would you change today?!
Let’s say you’ve been stolen 1 dollar from someone ... and then you used that dollar to generate another 100 dollars. So actually that dollar helped you to make those 100 dollars ... and was a lucky dollar for you.
The Universe allowed you to get that dollar ... but what is wrong in this situation.
Well ... first of all stealing is not ok ... we all know it ... and when i say “one dollar” ... i said it in a symbolic way. Maybe the ghost of the past wants you to return that one
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
10
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
dollar ... and is not necessary to return it to the person that you get it from.
All it’s important is just to return it in the ... Universe. You have 100 dollars now ... and 1 dollar ... we must be payed back.
So ... you still remain with 99 dollars in your pocket ... which is quite ok.
You can simple return the dollar ... by coming with a gift or a favor to someone from the timeline of your life.
The meaning of the ghost becomes ... the entity that reminds you the fact ... that it’s the perfect time for returning that something that did not belonged to you, but ... helped you a lot in the past.
So what the ghost is asking ... is nothing.
There are plenty of other persons around you ... that could use that dollar to make, same as you ... the 100 dollars you’ve made on your start.
Keep in mind ... that when i say 1 dollar ... it could actually mean 1000 dollars ... or even 1 million dollars ... but my main message is that there’s comes a time ... when we need to return that something that was in fact not ours.
The ghost ... this thing called karma ... is not your enemy ... but indeed will be annoying and hard to get rid of it ... unless you understand the message.
The sample i gave to you ... it’s just simple scenario ... and when it comes about karma ... the story will always be weird and complicated to end ... but pay attention .... analyze ...
define .... and then redefine the whole script.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
11
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
“Big waves again ... let’s enjoy them ...
don’t worry. It’s not a tsunami”
William was on the beach with his friend Johnathan ... and they came in there to enjoy the Saturday afternoon.
It was an amazing day, like all the sunny days that they tasted in that place.
Will came with his surf board, but John wanted to feel safer and took his boat.
He was considering that surfing was a dangerous thing to
do ... and refused to listen to Will that was trying all the time to change his mind.
Will loved surfing ... and for him was a way of feeling free when he was on the beach ... but also a way of exploring his wild side.
In the real world, being a lawyer ... he needed to follow all kinds of rules, laws, procedures ... etc.
Beach ... meant ... connecting with the nature ... and exploring the real beautiful side of life.
So ... they entered into the ocean ... and started to enjoy it ... but suddenly the waves became bigger and bigger.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
12
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
Will was loving to see that, but John started to be scared of what was going on.
He was playing on safe mode all the time ... on the scene of life ... but it was funny cause many times everything ended in a stupid way for him even if he was so precarious.
Waves became bigger and bigger ... and laughing ... Will is saying ... “Big waves again ... let’s enjoy them ... don’t worry! It’s not a tsunami” ... but John became scared to death in his boat and was hoping as the nightmare to end. One was enjoying the waves ... but the other one was seeing the death in front of his eyes ... being overwhelmed by all types of contradictory emotions.
It was a balance between believing that he will die because he was too far away by the beach ... and still hoping that he will survive and will make it.
The intensity of his emotions ... were ruining his being ... and at one moment he almost believed that he will make a heart attack.
The balance of all those emotions ... was unbelievable.
In the meanwhile Will was feeling amazing.
He could not believe he was so lucky to have so many beautiful waves so that he will enjoy at maximum that day at the ocean.
2 human being ... of the same age ... same gender ... very good friends ... in the same place ... one was believing he is in the Paradise and one was thinking that he is seeing the Hell in the front of his eyes.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
13
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
Quite strange to see the same picture ... and define the scene in a totally different way.
But in the end ... John arrived on the beach and promised to himself that next time he will not enter into the water anymore ... but only watch the ocean and nothing more.
He even mention to Will that he will sell the boat on half price ... just to get rid of it.
Laughing behind his back ... Will was asking John on the way to LA ... “Listen John! Tell me one thing ... but please don’t lie to me ... and not yourself also.
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
THE DANCE OF OUR EMOTIONS IS A … NONSENSE … BUT A MAIN PART OF OUR LIVES
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
1
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
ADRIAN G DUMITRU
The dance of our emotions is a ... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
Year: 2021
Author: Adrian G Dumitru
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
2
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
Don't be a slave to your
emotions. Control then.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
3
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
INTRODUCTION
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
It is difficult to understand the human being ... but even worst ... it is even more difficult to understand our own souls.
... our habits.
... our desires.
... our tendencies ... the ones we follow.
Everything defines us ... from the past ... present and ... a possible future ... one that might appear in the way we want it to be.
And when we start to analyze what is really going on with us ... but also understand that life is ... not just a collection of perceptions and emotions ... we start to keep wondering why the soul is always following so many contradictory directions.
Why today we feel joy inside of the soul ... but tomorrow we feel so damm overwhelm by many negative energies ... from all around us ... that in the end makes us feel miserable …
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
4
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
and the beautiful vibe is disappearing ... and never come back for long, long time.
It’s funny cause the Universe does not want us to be unhappy, but to understand the illusion of life .... with
everything that means ... problems, difficulties, hard situations etc ... but to realize that always ... at the end of the storm ... a beautiful sunny day is appearing.
... and we should learn to enjoy it ... but we remain focused on the storm ... not seeing the beauty of the new sunny day. I smile seeing in the timeline of my life ... a dear friend that is keep repeating me everyday, almost as a mantra ... “It’s a new day! Let’s enjoy it!” ... and i am wondering is he smokes marihuana ... or i am totally blind ... not seeing the same reality he is watching at.
Today ... what i know for sure is that my friend is not smoking anything ... but i haven’t the guts to accept my blindness ... and start treating myself.
I see no difference between me and my friend ... but looking at him ... i can’t understand yet if he is still suffering of disease that i suffer by such a long time ... the dance of my emotions.
I realized about this illness i have ... and i also realized ... studying the statistic that defines my life ... that my reality is just a reflection of all those feelings i carry in my soul.
The short story is ... amazing vibes .... amazing life ...
negative vibes ... a reality painted just in grey colors ... and nothing more.
It’s quite a simple concept!
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
5
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
But i continue staring at this silly dance of such contradictory emotions ... going to the left, then to the right ... then to the left again.
The music itself ... is so damm boring ... but instead of pushing the stop button ... and end this dance forever ... i believe is a natural fact for the human being.
And i accept it ... even if i should take the decision of creating the habit of connecting just to beautiful vibes ... the ones that makes me feel the joy of being alive.
I suddenly realize that what i explained to my friend that it’s a beautiful dance of emotions ... is actually a collection of contradictory feelings that are ruining my life.
The message of my friend was quite simple ... “It’s a new day ... let’s enjoy it!”.
But maybe it was so damm simple that i did not considered it as being ... a good advise.
This dance was controlling my life ... and even if i had the solution ... i was not taking any decision.
I preferred to continue my life ... as a journey to lots of pathless paths ... not realizing that it is time to stop ... and ask the inner self ... “ What should i really do?! What is the path destined to me?! Which is the real direction i should follow” .... and maybe pray ... as this silly dance of annoying contradictory feelings to stop.
And one day ... i started to finally think at the fact that i am not my emotions or my perceptions.
My mind was playing around with me .... cause i never
thought i should master my mind ... and not let the mind
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
6
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
control myself.
And the mind ... keeps generating all types of scenarios ... or perceptions ... then different types of emotions are appearing
... and many times contradictory ones ... amplified in a silly way ... and actually controlling my life.
The truth is ... and i accepted that ... i had not become a master of my mind ... at least not yet ... but i started to desire as the dance ... to stop.
And not just to stop now ... but stop forever.
I don’t want to live like this anymore.
I want a life connected ... only at the beauty of what life has to offer.
So ... at least ... i have a dream.
The one ... of getting rid of the non sense that was defining my life for years.
Deep inside myself i realized it is a difficult change ... but once i’ve taken the decision ... and also keep it in mind as a powerful desire ... i am on the right path.
I pay attention to everything ... to all the details that are influencing my perceptions and emotions ... analyzing ...
defining ... as in the end to always redefine the script of my life ... and keep me connected to amazing vibes.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
7
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
Sometimes in life ... a ghost from the past appears ... and does not want to leave reality ... but i keep wondering why. Then ... i suddenly remember about karma ... and that even if i knew why the ghost appeared ... i needed to understand the lesson so that it to disappear.
One of the meanings of life is to see the abstract behind the illusion of being into this world.
We have a limited time in here ... but we act as we are immortals ... not realizing that we can’t delay forever ... understanding the lessons of life.
And sometimes ... karma is playing around with us ... letting us believe that even if we did not respected the laws of the Universe, the episode ended ... nothing happened ... and we can continue life without paying any price for our negative actions.
Time is passing ... and indeed nothings happens ... for a while.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
8
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
We totally forget the past ... but one day ... someone appears and remembers us about that story from our past. For a second ... we even stop breathing. We can’t believe it!
The ghost of the past ... appeared in the present moment ...
and there is nothing you can do about it ... to make it disappear.
You can’t sleep in the night anymore.
You can’t think and focus on anything else.
Totally overwhelmed of emotions ... life becomes a ...
nightmare.
There is no one ... that can help you get rid of this damm ghost ... or maybe the lesson itself is to help yourself ... by understanding the mistakes from your past ... and applying the change in your curent actions.
In a moment of awakening, even if you are still dominated by contradictory emotions ... you realize what karma means ... but still can’t find the real path for ending the story forever.
But ... you see ... the Universe loves us ... all of us.
Karma is not a judge ... but a teacher ... that wants to teach
us those universal laws that we should keep in mind when we
act on the scene of life.
But what are those laws?!
When can we read about them?!
In the Bible?!
In the motivational books?!
Should we go to a priest or a guru ... to ask for guidance?! Well ... is even more simple than you believe.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
9
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
You don’t need anyone to come and tell you about those laws.
All you need to do is to close your eyes ... and ask yourself if you would be on the opposite side .... the one that feels the
impact of your actions ... you would like what you see, but also feel?!
If the answer is no ... continue analyzing and defining the
situation ... and then ask yourself why something that you
forgot about ... appeared again in the present moment as an
unsolved problem.
What is the message?!
In fact ... what is the lesson?!
Maybe at that time ... you was blind and no one could tell you about the laws of the Universe, but now karma ... or should i say the ghost ... believes you are ready to see everything from a totally different perspective.
And all is happening ... even if it looks as an ugly story ... is guiding you to have the exam again. What would you change today?!
Let’s say you’ve been stolen 1 dollar from someone ... and then you used that dollar to generate another 100 dollars. So actually that dollar helped you to make those 100 dollars ... and was a lucky dollar for you.
The Universe allowed you to get that dollar ... but what is wrong in this situation.
Well ... first of all stealing is not ok ... we all know it ... and when i say “one dollar” ... i said it in a symbolic way. Maybe the ghost of the past wants you to return that one
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
10
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
dollar ... and is not necessary to return it to the person that you get it from.
All it’s important is just to return it in the ... Universe. You have 100 dollars now ... and 1 dollar ... we must be payed back.
So ... you still remain with 99 dollars in your pocket ... which is quite ok.
You can simple return the dollar ... by coming with a gift or a favor to someone from the timeline of your life.
The meaning of the ghost becomes ... the entity that reminds you the fact ... that it’s the perfect time for returning that something that did not belonged to you, but ... helped you a lot in the past.
So what the ghost is asking ... is nothing.
There are plenty of other persons around you ... that could use that dollar to make, same as you ... the 100 dollars you’ve made on your start.
Keep in mind ... that when i say 1 dollar ... it could actually mean 1000 dollars ... or even 1 million dollars ... but my main message is that there’s comes a time ... when we need to return that something that was in fact not ours.
The ghost ... this thing called karma ... is not your enemy ... but indeed will be annoying and hard to get rid of it ... unless you understand the message.
The sample i gave to you ... it’s just simple scenario ... and when it comes about karma ... the story will always be weird and complicated to end ... but pay attention .... analyze ...
define .... and then redefine the whole script.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
11
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
“Big waves again ... let’s enjoy them ...
don’t worry. It’s not a tsunami”
William was on the beach with his friend Johnathan ... and they came in there to enjoy the Saturday afternoon.
It was an amazing day, like all the sunny days that they tasted in that place.
Will came with his surf board, but John wanted to feel safer and took his boat.
He was considering that surfing was a dangerous thing to
do ... and refused to listen to Will that was trying all the time to change his mind.
Will loved surfing ... and for him was a way of feeling free when he was on the beach ... but also a way of exploring his wild side.
In the real world, being a lawyer ... he needed to follow all kinds of rules, laws, procedures ... etc.
Beach ... meant ... connecting with the nature ... and exploring the real beautiful side of life.
So ... they entered into the ocean ... and started to enjoy it ... but suddenly the waves became bigger and bigger.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
12
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
Will was loving to see that, but John started to be scared of what was going on.
He was playing on safe mode all the time ... on the scene of life ... but it was funny cause many times everything ended in a stupid way for him even if he was so precarious.
Waves became bigger and bigger ... and laughing ... Will is saying ... “Big waves again ... let’s enjoy them ... don’t worry! It’s not a tsunami” ... but John became scared to death in his boat and was hoping as the nightmare to end. One was enjoying the waves ... but the other one was seeing the death in front of his eyes ... being overwhelmed by all types of contradictory emotions.
It was a balance between believing that he will die because he was too far away by the beach ... and still hoping that he will survive and will make it.
The intensity of his emotions ... were ruining his being ... and at one moment he almost believed that he will make a heart attack.
The balance of all those emotions ... was unbelievable.
In the meanwhile Will was feeling amazing.
He could not believe he was so lucky to have so many beautiful waves so that he will enjoy at maximum that day at the ocean.
2 human being ... of the same age ... same gender ... very good friends ... in the same place ... one was believing he is in the Paradise and one was thinking that he is seeing the Hell in the front of his eyes.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
13
The dance of our emotions is a
... nonsense ... but a main part of our lives
Quite strange to see the same picture ... and define the scene in a totally different way.
But in the end ... John arrived on the beach and promised to himself that next time he will not enter into the water anymore ... but only watch the ocean and nothing more.
He even mention to Will that he will sell the boat on half price ... just to get rid of it.
Laughing behind his back ... Will was asking John on the way to LA ... “Listen John! Tell me one thing ... but please don’t lie to me ... and not yourself also.
