Dream big ... if you want to be happy like in a fairy tale!
Adrian G Dumitru
Arij Emaan
43
LOVE
… the pathless path that goes to your soul
Have any idea where you are?!
“Did you know where you are???
You are in my laughs ...
You are in my tears ...
You are in my words ...
And also in my salutary ...
You are in my thoughts ...
And also in my dreams ...”
(Arij Emaan)
She was loving him a lot.
But he was kind of a lost guy ... but also acting as insensitive ... even that in fact he was not.
He liked being wanted by her.
Never felt this pleasure of being wanted in such a way.
He even asked her all the time if she still infinitely loves him ... and she always smiled and agreed.
He was in her laughs .. in her tears ... in her words ... in her salutary ... in her thoughts and in her dreams.
But he cared only about being wanted ... and not so much about her.
As any other silly man ... he did not understood what “us” means.
I believe it all was her mistake of wanting him so much.
In love ... even if it is a great love story ... it must have the right balance between the 2 of them.
Otherwise ... just as the guy from the poem ... the story will follow a path that will not bring the right energies into the couple.
You can infinitely love him ... but just hide the huge desire of having him.
Don’t let him lose his minds.
Keep him in your soul ... but don’t let him see that all the time.
Adrian G Dumitru
Arij Emaan
44
LOVE
… the pathless path that goes to your soul
“Stop forcing connections when the vibe just ins’t there”
For a while everything was perfect.
But somehow ... without noticing ... everything changed.
It was a real connection ... i should say ... the perfect love story ... but we got lost.
In fact i lost her ... and she lost me.
We were the perfect couple ... but the moment of the story was not perfect.
We were forcing the situation as everything to be in our advantage ... but we
actually forced the connection ... and that perfect vibe that we had, when we
were togheter ... just disappeared.
But why?! It makes no sense.
How can you have connection with someone ... then ... after a while ... you just lose all you had with that beautiful soul.
I strongly believe, that in the beginning we like so much the story ... that we agree to do absolutely anything ... but later on everything change because we want as things to happen just in the way we want. We actually don’t care so much of the partner.
We like the story, but only as long we are happy in the way we think we can be happy.
We don’t let everything flow and come by itself ... and we force things and situations ... till the other side sees ... that this is not what she thought is love. This is the moment when the vibe is not what it used to be ... and the connection fails.
But do we really care?! Or the vanity from us cares only by the fact that our
expectations were not completed?!
In the end ... it’s just a choice.
You care about your vanity and selfishness and you will always force things so that everything happens in a certain way ... or dare to think as the 2 of you as a couple and pay always attention at the vibe of the relationship you have. Or ... if you see that the vibe is not in there anymore ... you just stop.
At least for a while.
Remember ... everything is just a choice.
Your choice.
Adrian G Dumitru
Arij Emaan
45
LOVE
… the pathless path that goes to your soul
Life after ... the love story
“He's no more ...
Now she slept without a " good night" ...
And she woke up without a "good morning" ...
She is scared ...
She is worried ...
She is losing hope ...”
(Arij Emaan)
It will be difficult.
You used to care a lot about “good morning” or “good night” ... and now those words don’t exist anymore.
That person is gone ... from your life.
And the truth is that life after the love story is ... painful.
You would give anything you have just to hear one more time ... “good night”.
You slept so well in those times ... cause you was happy.
You start a process of redefining your life ... but everything is done by force ... by the Universe.
You don’t agree with what is going on ... but there is nothing you could do about that ... and you just continue life.
You are scared, worried and without hope.
You was taken out by force from an Universe that you loved so much ... the love story ... and brought to the real world ... that grey Universe that you never liked so much.
But you still breath ... and maybe a small part of your soul ... still dreams ... as those small things that made you so happy to reappear in your life. And only the beautiful memories ... keep you alive.
Adrian G Dumitru
Arij Emaan
46
LOVE
… the pathless path that goes to your soul
Non sense actions …
There are days when we lose ourselves.
The mind is not in the present moment ... but far away in a story that is too difficult to be defined.
We don’t even know if it is a positive moment of our lives ... or something that just makes us feel too confused.
Yes ... it is that special moment ... when you are in love.
You had a schedule to follow, plans to accomplish ... but you don’t care about anything at all.
You take a pencil and a paper ... you try to write a poem about all what you feel inside of you ... and everything you do is a non sense drawing ... that probably is the most abstract creation you ever done.
But that drawing defines your mind and your soul.
The drawing is you.
And you wonder if you are an abstract person ... but this is only you from today.
Indeed ... being in love is confusing ... and you start being someone else. You discover you have a soul, inside of you ... a soul that you did not know it existed.
But the soul does not have the same values as your Ego ... and that makes everything be so confusing to you.
You lose your logical side ... and start to not care anymore about anything ...
about all those things that were so important yesterday.
You think you are lost ... on a path that goes to nowhere ... but in fact you are just following your soul ... for the first time in your life.
You even think it’s a spell done by the person that you love so much ... but anyway you like it ... in fact, you love it.
Going ... in no direction ... being you with you ... dreaming all the time at the union with the one you see as your soul mate ... is the abstract way of living differently ... as you used to live.
But you should just enjoy this path, that looks like a pathless path ... and you will see life in different colors.
Adrian G Dumitru
Arij Emaan
47
LOVE
… the pathless path that goes to your soul
Why people stay in toxic relationship, instead of becoming free?!
“What is love??
Misuse of someone who trust you?!
Leave someone who needs you?!
Forget someone who remembers you?!
What is love ?? what is...?”
(Arij Emaan)
Love should be defined in a beautiful way.
Everything related with that relationship should be only beautiful words.
But lots of people are staying in toxic relationships ... cause maybe they still hope that things will become again what it used to be, maybe not so long time ago. It’s like a paradox ... they see that everything is wrong, but they continue to stay in the relationship.
They could decide to restart live ... but they just don’t do it. Should we define them as cowards or just too optimistic people?!
Why should someone stay near a person that does not show the love anymore ...
does not show respect ...is misuse of them, leave when they are needed?!
Is that love?! ... or a toxic relationship?!
Most probably all relationships starts in a beautiful way ... but in time, people change and show their real character ... instead of thinking at their connection ...
their union as a couple ... and don’t believe it worth paying attention at all the details ... so that they can be happy togheter.
But sometimes, vanity and selfishness ... are more powerful ... and the path the story is following is a meaningless one.
We should have the dignity to avoid toxic people for us ... but also fight all the time to bring good energies into the couple. So ... still being there ... means you still care.
You are still optimistic ... you still fight and believe in the story you have togheter.
You hope that the storm will pass and the sun will shine again.
Is it wrong?!
Well ... if you do it for a long time ... most probably yes ... and you should think
Adrian G Dumitru
Arij Emaan
48
LOVE
… the pathless path that goes to your soul
about redefining life ... but with other people ... but on the other hand everyone deserves a second chance .... even us.
Believing in the couple shows your good intentions ... and the fact that you are still naive means that you still think that life can be beautiful ... even today it’s not.
Adrian G Dumitru
Arij Emaan
49
LOVE
… the pathless path that goes to your soul
Is better to let the story continue
... to the end ... and not live just a fantasy?!
I have a question ... why beautiful things have an end?!
Why can’t them continue forever?
Is it ok to end the story ... even if is so much love inside the story?! ... or just continue everything as a fantasy ... even if reality is totally different than it used to be?!
Should we let everything flow ... even if we like the love story so much?!
All those questions ruins our souls ... in the moments when we are in love.
What is the frontier between fantasy and real love?!
Well ... the appearance of the fantasy ... in the beginning is great ... and you adore that it becomes real ... and you meet the one that you think is your soul mate.
And you start living a fantasy in the real life ... everything being a fairy tale.
The connection is great ... but just for a while.
And is so difficult to understand why the Universe let us enter into such a love story ... that one day just ends.
Seems meaningless ... but everything happens for a reason ... and we usually don’t understand the message ... until later ... when everything is gone.
We all dream of a fantasy ... but we should also accept that some people are in our lives for a reason ... and some ... just for a season.
Maybe you needed a cure for the soul ... and a love story was the medicine itself. The day ... when you are ok ... and ready to restart life ... something else appears in your life and you should be opened to look into the present and the near future and ... just forget the past.
Letting everything flow in the direction it needs to flow ... letting the story continue to ... the end ... and accepting that fantasy is before you start the story, not at the end of the story ... is maybe a wise decision.
Adrian G Dumitru
Arij Emaan
50
LOVE
… the pathless path that goes to your soul
Finding love again
“Will you ever find your love again?!”
“Well ... don’t think i need to find it ... love is always present in my soul ... even if he not present anymore”
I know so many people that are still anchored into the past ... into that love story ... that was the love story of their lives.
Everything ended one day ... but still the soul is dreaming of those moments of being togheter.
Why is the soul collecting all those moments and care so much about them?! Why can’t you forget everything and continue life ... with other people from the present moment?!
Well ... you continue life ... but your mind and your heart is still in that story.
He is not present anymore ... but you see love inside of you.
You go to sleep with those feelings, you dream about him and wake up having
Adrian G Dumitru
Arij Emaan
51
LOVE
… the pathless path that goes to your soul
Defining him ... but still
having that infinite desire
“Now she is able to define all his parts.....
From inspired to lazy...
From perfect to befool....
From loyal to chameleon”
(Arij Emaan)
In the beginning you are blind.
But ... later ... you will be able to define all his parts ... the good ones, but also the bad ones.
But the funny thing is that the infinite desire of being with him ... will not disappear.
You see him as a god ... and then he becomes a god that has imperfections ...
but you can’t stop loving him.
Seeing everything the loved one means ... maybe is just part of the story ... and is the lesson of what reality means.
And the truth is that if you want to live a love story in the real world ... you must accept that, same as you, the partner has a beautiful side of his soul, but also another one ... that will be difficult to understand.
We could call that part ... a dark side ... but it’s a part of the same person.
The same person ... you love so much.
Defining him ... is only the process of understanding and accepting ... with everything is related with his being.
Defining him ... means discovering the soul mate.
There will be things you will just love about him.
But ... also some elements ... that will not define him in a beautiful way.
And still ... you will love him ... just as he is ... and hope in the same time ... that the love story will make him reveal only and only the perfect part of his soul. Cause you know that love stories change people .... and usually just in a beautiful way.
Just infinitely love him ... and everyone will define him ... as the only perfect being from the planet.
Adrian G Dumitru
Arij Emaan
52
LOVE
… the pathless path that goes to your soul
Got lost?! Can’t find yourself?!
Ahhh ... you want your life back?! ... i see …
“Make me aware......
I say writer....just
Just make me aware....
I'm still fighting......
To get my life back on track....
He took everything from me....
My dreams....
My ambitions....
My life charm....he took everything ... everything”
(Arij Emaan)
What actually happens when you fall in love?
Why you have this feeling that you lose your soul?!
You were the one that accepted to be in the love story ... and you did not even know at that time that you had a soul.
But today you complain you lost something that you did not know you carry inside of you.
And you are so unhappy because of that.
Feel lost.
Can’t find yourself anymore.
But did you find yourself in the past?!
Are you sure that you had this connection with yourself?!
I somehow believe that the Universe is laughing by us ... and let us fall in love. And falling in love ... actually means seeing all those feelings inside of you ... and you can’t believe that you could ever feel something so intense.
