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Laughing of all the others from the stage of our lives … kind of a hobby
I live in a country that used to be … a poor country.
In the village where i stay by about 20 years … almost all the people could be defined as … poor.
But … i know really know how it really happened … cause things changed.
Today nobody is poor in here anymore.
And even contrary… i see lots of wealthy people around myself.
In fact … more and more … of them.
We have lots of new beautiful houses, fancy cars …. and lots
of people that want to show to everyone around that they … changed.
I smile … cause the change itself … means that today they are not poor anymore.
This new image … of a wealthy person … becomes …. the
most important message … they must show to society. What is funny is that even if i stay here by such a long time and i am actually a person that loves to socialize a lot … i don’t really spend my time … being in contact with them. But i loved to watch the dynamic… of whole this story … with the people from the village.
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And one of my friends … living here … keeps me informed all the time about the local news.
So … i hear that …. the wife of X left from home, having
enough of husband … Y lost his car cause could not pay the leasing anymore, Z was bankrupt because he mortgage was too high for his monthly income …. etc etc.
I randomly see my friend … but maybe in less than 10 minutes … i already know everything about half of the population from the village. I simple … listen to him.
I try to understand the dynamic … of everything. Actually …. to understand the dance of energies from this community… which is … my own village.
But … I also know that … this so called friend of mine … same as is telling me about X, Y, Z … most probably is laughing of me too … behind my back.
I felt … last few times when i’ve met him … that those analyzes… are for him kind of a hobby.
I realize … that it made him feel good … laughing of all those people.
He felt … superior … to all of them.
And the most funny thing was that he always ended his speech about his businesses … and how good he was.
Last time when i saw him … i even had a disgusting sensation
understanding that this game of defining people around us
is a negative habit … if we do it … laughing of everyone. We have indeed the right of analyzing and defining the souls we see on the stage of our lives … but if we project … such a negative energy on them … just to make us look superior to
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everyone around us … it’s just stupid.
… very … very … stupid.
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Having values … a must
for a beautiful life. Spending our time with people without values …. a nonsense.
But … the nonsense
dominates always.
It you would tell to anyone that … if someone spends too much time with people that consume alcohol or drugs … will probably end up having this addiction too … you will be asked … why you speak about such an obvious thing?!
But for example if you start to speak to a friend … and tell him that he would be aware of spending too much time with John, that many tells about him that he is actually a drug dealer at a high school close to you … or with Dave that sells second hand cars and fool people all the time … or with Oliver that took a huge loan from bank, having the intention of never paying a penny back … that person … in front of you … will just dislike your speech.
Yes … truth be told we don’t understand the dance of energies … beyond reality.
We accept the concept … that we could go in the middle of the nature … or into a very old monastery …. and feel an
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infinite calmness … but …
We somehow realize that the amazing energy i am talking about … comes from that place … and we might even accept the concept of exchange of energy … which is actually happening beyond reality … but … when it comes to the persons that are around us …. we are too confused to
understand… this dance of energy and the connection between 2 souls that are interacting.
Someone reminds me from time to time about the power of great gurus … that … have a tremendous ability …. of increasing the vibes of the persons around them.
And i smile …. realizing we have actually have the chance of
being surrounded…. by gurus.
Truth be told …. we see lots of people that have no values in
life.
We spend time with them.
They even become our friends …. and we accept them … just
… how they are.
But … we are not aware at the dance of energies from around us.
And also … not aware at the dance of energies that is happening between us and the people from our lives.
We are not aware … that after seeing the vibrational level of a person … there is maybe only one option if that person is dominated of ugly energies.
… and that is simple cut the connection.
Of course … unless that person is a person … dear to us … and we really want to help … understand life better and deeper … as into the end to succeed rising the vibrational level.
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Which … actually means … trying to become …. someone
similar with a guru.
But … the real question is … will we ever succeed to do that?! Or it’s a nonsense and we’ll just fuck … our own energy level?!
Into the end … i could only say … that having values … it’s a must for a beautiful life.
We should keep that in mind and also tell to the others how to apply those values into their own existence … but all this dance of energies… if we don’t really know what is about … it will all become … too risky for our own lives.
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You can stop the craziness of the energies generated by the fight with another soul … only by practicing … the forgiveness. Anything else is … useless.
Truth be told … we don’t really understand the meaning of a fight with another human.
No matter … in what form it happened.
Why it appeared?!
How it really started?!
And what real purpose it had?!
There are lots of moments in life when we just waste our time and energy … arguing and having lots of useless fights with lots of people …. don’t really understanding the illusion of those situations.
If someone would ask me today … what is my real profession… i would say that … falling 1 million times in my connections with the human beings … i’ve became an expert in … destroying those energetic bridges between me and all those people from the stage of my life.
I could write 10 books with all those stories … which i really lived … with such a tremendous intensity … on and on and on.
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But all those years … i was not understanding … or maybe not accepted the fact that … repetitive episodes… carrying the same message … where having a karmic message.
I was blind … or i was pretending i am suffering of … spiritual blindness …. even if i was spending lots of time meditating about life.
And it was so damn easy to see the truth … when it came about the others … but not about myself.
In my life appeared lot of conflicts … all the time.
And somehow i’ve became kind of a … Don Quixote ….
fighting with … illusions.
But guess what?!
Even if all … was so, so obvious… I continued being and acting … stupid.
I believe …. those illusions … where real.
The same episode of arguing and fighting was repeated on and on and on.
All i was doing … was that i was trying to get rid of X … so that next Y will appear … and generate a similar situation. Then … succeeding to get rid of Y …. I met Z …. Etc etc etc.
It all became … a non ending story … but i was pretending i am not seeing the message the Universe was sending me. I knew about energies.
I knew about all this dance of energies beyond reality … and its impact into my life … but i still let myself dominated about what i see of the stage of life.
I could not stop my thoughts … accept that is not what it looks like …. and that it was all about …. karmic messages. I had to accept … my karmic experiences.
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I had to accept that someone ….whoever that someone was
beyond reality … was controlling all … so that thing would happen into a certain way.
I felt trapped into a prison with invisible walls … and i found no way out.
There was always one X … that was ruining my life.
In fact … they use to even repeat me … “I will destroy you! … i will destroy you! … you will see!”
And all was repeated.
I believed that this dance of energies … was real … and we so easily balanced from friends to enemies …. on and on and on. I love them as friends … and of course … hated them as enemies.
But it was funny … cause all those karmic friends ended up … being metamorphosed into illusory karmic enemies.
I smiling …. realizing that X, Y, Z etc … were actually the same entity… and i could not really find a way to … get rid of them … unless … i would change …. my spiritual perceptions. And the first thing i’ve done was to accept their special status into my life.
I had to accept that they will be present … till i’ll see the karmic message.
So … i’ve taken the decision to start treating with love all those … illusory enemies.
For example a lady … that repeated me one million times
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Sometimes you look at them and realize it’s all … a hobby
of chasing for new and new energies
I had the chance to study lots of people over the years. I liked to analyze them … but going back in time … i’ve realized … i saw in in this people things which were actually pieces of myself.
but it was actually much easier to talk about them … than about myself.
For example … in the last few months i had the opportunity to see a certain type of profile that … is adoring to be in the company of new and new people.
Men that loved to meet … new and new women. Women that loved to meet … new and new men.
but also men and women that adored to be in the company of new people all the time … no matter if it was about men or women.
Another weird example is Beatrice … which i probably know from high school.
She already is … at her 3rd marriage … and even if you already defined her into your mind … not even hearing the whole story … i’d like to tell you her story.
but the story beyond the story.
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You see … Beatrice is not a bitch.
she’s also not a witch.
and she’s not a whore either.
Beatrice is really … a honest person …. that i’ve always seen
as a clean … soul.
But still …. real facts … says about her that … had been
married 3 times and also had lots of relationships before marriage.
So … Beatrice love … men.
I fact … love … the masculine energies.
I saw her into the company of her second husband … which
was a close friend of mine.
Beatrice was always loyal … to him.
I am 100% of this … and also my friend confirmed me that … but …
Well …. It was … a but …
My friend …. Tom … felt betrayed and into the end … he
finally divorced … because he disliked this desire of her … of connecting to …. masculine energies.
She did absolutely nothing to cheat on her husband from that time … but simple adored to see … explore … and feel new masculine energies around her.
She was feeding herself … with those energies.
My friend looked as a person suffering of paranoia … in front of everybody … when he decided to divorced … cause nobody would understand those weird ideas about what his wife was doing beyond … reality.
But what Beatrice was really doing?!
Well …
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I personally like her ….
I adore her … feminine spirit … as many other men.
It’s not only that she is beautiful … but her feminine energy is amazing.
I’ve connected to her too … many times.
I never dared … not even to touch her hand … but looking into her eyes … we had … the connection.
For Beatrice it was indeed a hobby …. to connect with men.
She adored that.
She adored … being adored.
And she adore … connecting again and again and again … to new and new masculine energies.
Most probably … my friend will divorce soon of her 3rd husband too.
And they will not even know why this divorce will happen. I’d like to define to her … the dance of energies beyond reality … the way she unconsciously connect to all the masculine energies she likes … and the fact that we like into the same time 2 different parallel lives … but don’t know if Beatrice will understand me.
Don’t even know if she will bother to listen to me …. that this
hobby of her … became an addiction that … is ruining her life.
But my friend is a … smart lady.
She maybe …. just pretend … that is not understanding what
i am saying.
But you know why?!
She … loves … her addiction.
And she loves being adored ….
by all the amazing energies that she meets on her journey… in this life.
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Into the end … i realize … i am actually judging my lovely friend.
I judge her … but actually … i am doing the same thing … It’s so, so damn … funny …
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Divorce …. that point when
you can’t stand anymore energies from home … and all you want is just get out
of that prison with invisible walls
One of the most weird things i ever heard into my life was from a friend of mine … a plastic surgery doctor … that explained me that before divorce … he felt the most disgusting feelings last few times … while making love with that lady … that finally became his … ex wife. But … I knew his wife.
